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I won't go back to Changlvxuan. There were endless banquets outside. I often came home drunk. When I came back, I casually pointed to the yard to sleep.

Or, just go to my Qiushui Pavilion. The flower leader Jin Chan'er here is still a clean man. He has all kinds of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. He could have been sold at a price, but I have taken it as my own. The life of flowers and wine is originally lived by me, a prince with no ambition and a lot of money, isn't it?

I forgot everything in my drunken dream, but there is one thing I have never forgotten.

Search and arrest of Shang Yu!

I used all the power I could mobilize to search everywhere in and around the capital, but I never caught him. But I know he didn't stay away because she is here.

I'm not in a hurry. I'll ask people to investigate carefully and search little by little. One day he will fall into the trap I laid.

The day came faster than I expected, but he came to the door by himself.

He brought all the treasures stolen by Tao'er. He said that he was willing to do whatever I wanted, just that I could treat Tao'er well and stop torturing her.

He is really in love with Taoer! My suspicions have been confirmed. Even if Taoer is ruthless to him at this time, if she follows him to escape from me, after a long time, she is likely to feel his deep affection and finally fall into his arms.

Fortunately, I stopped it.

I locked Taoer in Changluxuan instead of other yards, because the women in the house dared not set foot here easily. There are women like E's in the house, and they have to guard against the harm they may do to Taoer. Although I'm locking Taoer now and don't spoil her anymore, I must not let others hurt her.

But my defense is still not tight enough. When I came back from the banquet at Uncle Yu's house, I heard that Xiaoping had come and Taoer offered to see me. Don't think about it, I immediately understood: Xiaoping revealed to Taoer that she had been imprisoned. That's why Tao'er wanted to see me.

Dong E stopped for a while, and I didn't think that Xiaoping would come up again. It seems that women are really troublesome, especially such women who are not easy to make trouble. Find a chance, or...

The wedding hurried to Changluxuan, but found that it was not only her heart that ignored me, but also her body was resisting me. She didn't even want to look at me. When I got a little closer, I hurriedly retreated. I touched it gently, and she trembled all over.

Fourteen advised me not to argue with her endlessly, but how did he know the pain in my heart? Being ignored and resisted by my own women, I, the emperor of the Qing Dynasty, am really beautiful!

I wanted to be gentle with her, but the pride in my nature prevailed. I sneered at her, and despite her resistance, I held her slender neck and brought her up in front of me. What annoys me even more is that no matter how I treat her, she looks indifferent, but when it comes to Shang Yu, she pulls my sleeve and begges me not to hurt him and torture him.

She is so deeply in love with Shang Yu!

When I said angrily, "I have to hurt him and torture him hard, what can you do?" At this time, her answer was even more enviable. She actually said sadly, "Master, Taoer can't do anything. Taoer has nothing left now, only one life left. If I want to hurt Shang Yu's life, I will also take Tao'er's life!"

She actually wants to live and die with Shang Yu! If I hurt Shang Yu's life, I will also hurt her life. Once again, she threatened to die for Shang Yu!

My heart is extremely disappointed and desperate! I feel sorry for her betrayal. I am angry at her escape and resent that she has another man in her heart. I caught her, locked her, locked her, hurt her, and didn't allow her to leave, but everything I did, only kept her, which made her heart farther and farther away.

How dare you live and die with others?

The first time I tasted the feeling of jealousy, it turned out to be the most painful emotion in the world. It is a feeling of love and hate mixed with resentment, regret, sourness, madness, revenge to destruction! That's a kind of persistence of jade burning and life-and-death entanglement!

I lost her heart! No, I've never got her heart, and I'll never get it!

Despair and jealousy made me lose my mind. I killed her and just wanted to embark on the Huangquan Road with her.

She won't let me hurt Shang Yu's life, so I will rely on her, but she can't live and die with Shang Yu!

She wants to live and die with me. The two of us will go to Huangquan together, so that Shang Yu can live a long life. We went to the underworld where Shang Yu couldn't. There, she only belonged to me. Her eyes could only see me, and she could only have me in her heart. Life is my man, and death will be my ghost. Even if I die, I will pester her all the time and never let go!

She suffocated in pain and struggled desperately. Her eyes looked at me absolutely, without a trace of regret and unwillingness. There is pain in it, but it is more attachment.

I saw this attachment again.

The night before she fled, when she looked at me, her eyes were full of nostalgia. My heart has been beating wildly for this, and my feelings have been stirred by it.

However, that's a sign that she left me.

Now, her eyes are full of this fascinating attachment. She doesn't resent me for killing her, but she is reluctant to part with me before she leaves? Well, she cares about me in her heart, and I am the person she cares about most in this world!

She cares about me,

She cares about me,

She only cares about me!

I couldn't change this huge difference at once, and my thoughts fell into madness and dullness...

She gradually softened in my hand, and her eyes slowly closed. The nostalgic eyes disappeared, a tear dripping from the corners of the eyes, and a delicate flower bloomed on the lips.

She walked away with a smile and did not regret it. She was willing to go to Huangquan with me!

I woke up suddenly. She loved me and cared about me. She pretended to be me in her heart!

That tear is flowing for me. That's hers. It's heartbreaking.

She loves me!

I understand, I understand her last eyes, understand her tears and smiles, and I understand her mind. However, she left!

"Taoer, wake up! Taoer..." I shouted, but she was silent.

"Taoer, don't go, I regret it! You come back..." I called crazily and didn't bring her back.

"Taoer, if you don't want to come back, I'll come to you!" You wait for me..." I was so heartbreaking that I picked up the gem dagger that was taken away by Taoer and brought back by me...

......

Qin Daoran, who broke in and the bodyguard who followed me then stopped me. Lord Jiu, what are you doing? Master Liu is critically ill. We can call an imperial doctor. You must not think about it and make a short story! You have to think about the whole family, all of whom are leaning on you. If you want to leave, what can you do with them? Qin Daoran said in tears. He asked the bodyguard to watch me and ran to find the imperial doctor in person.

Taoer has suffocated to death. What's the use of the imperial doctor coming? What's more, it's not close to the imperial hospital. Even if Tao'er is not dead now, when the imperial doctor comes, Tao'er will not be saved.

Surprisingly, Qin Daoran ran back in a short time, and there was a white-bearded and white-browed monk behind him.

My heart was all on Taoer in my arms. At first, I didn't notice him at all. It was not until he opened his mouth that I recognized that he was the abbot of the Huguo Temple - Master Fayin.

Dharma seal is a Taoist monk, and he is famous for his thorough understanding of Buddhism. Emperor Ama often invited him to the palace to preach scriptures, and the eighth brother and I once asked him to solve our puzzles.

How did he come to my house at this time?

Fa Yin looked at the situation in the room, raised his right palm and said, "Amitabha! Is the ninth brother remorseful for this female beneer?

I looked at him coldly, puzzled what he had to do when he came to the house at this time. Now is not the time to find someone to preach the Dharma!

"Lao Kun had already rested down tonight, but he suddenly felt uneasy in the spiritual platform. It can be regarded as a female beneer who is in trouble and needs Lao Kun's help, so he will come. The ninth brother doesn't need to worry too much!"

Taoer is really in trouble today. Her disaster is me!

I said sadly, "The master can sense, why don't you come earlier? She has gone now. What's the use of the master here?

"The ninth brother doesn't need to be in a hurry. Let Lao Kui look at the beneuror first." Fayin came forward, looked at Taoer and said, "Amitabha! Although the female benemaster is in critical condition, it is not hopeless! It just needs to be saved immediately, and I can't delay it!"

Hearing that the French seal peach was saved, I grabbed a straw like a drowning man and immediately cheered up. The master said that Taoer was saved? Please ask the master to help me. I'm so grateful all my life!" I put down the peach and knelt down to Fa Yin.

Since I was a child, I have never knelt down to anyone except Ama and Er Niang, but now I am willing to kneel down to Fa Yin.

Fa Yin quickly picked me up and said, "The ninth brother doesn't need to be like this. You have been destined to this female beneer for more than a lifetime, and I should also help you according to reason."

His treatment is not the method of medicinal stone, but the method of chanting the scriptures for Taoer. Prepare an item according to his instructions. He only left to sit and watch, and everyone else retreated.

The French seal circled a red candle on Monday, and the green smoke in the incense burner curled up. He held Buddha beads and sang the scriptures, like chanting the Sanskrit of the Western Heaven.

In the midst of cigarettes, his face was no longer clear, but the red candle was full of flames, illuminating the whole room as if immersed in a red fog.

The more the scriptures of the French seal are read, the faster the fine sweat ooze from the forehead. He frowned. Is he in trouble? That peach...

My heart is pounding.

"Bless the Buddha, let the peach come back! If you can get the blessing of the Buddha this time, Yin Zhen is willing to reshape the golden body for the Buddha!"

Maybe the Buddha heard my prayer, and the peach lying next to me let out a light cough.

I hugged Taoer in ecstasy and couldn't help bursting into tears. Taoer, baby, you're really back! I knew you couldn't bear to leave me. I hugged her tightly, and the lost ecstasy made me desperate.

Fa Yin opened his eyes and reminded me that Taoer had just come back and was resuming her breathing. She couldn't hold her too tightly. I'm busy putting the peaches in **.

Taoer did not wake up immediately, but her cold hand began to return to warmth. I can also hear her slight heartbeat when I put my ear to my chest.

Once again, I thanked the Buddha in my heart, knelt down to the Dharma seal and kowtowed devoutly.

Fa Yin picked me up, shook his head and sighed, "Since the ninth brother is so affectionate to the female benevolence, why can't he treat each other wholeheartedly, but do something harmful, which makes her frustrated and just wants to set foot on the Huangquan Road?"

I wondered, "I love Taoer deeply and really love her, but she doesn't know why she left me again and again. Can the master solve the puzzle for Yin Zhen?

"Alas, this is also the fate of the two of you, which is really hard to say. Lao Qi only reminded the ninth brother that this female benevolent is by no means an ordinary woman in the world, and the ninth brother should not treat her like an ordinary woman! Your life is implicated in the future life. I can't bear to see your world suffer, so I can't save you from the sky. I can't do it again. I hope the ninth brother can take care of himself!

I don't seem to understand the words of Fayin, but I do understand one of them: Tao'er is not an ordinary woman, and I can't treat her like an ordinary woman. I have to think deeply about how to treat her in the future.

Taoer slept in a coma for three days. Fa Yin and the imperial doctor invited said that it was okay, but I was worried. Stay with me for three days without leaving a step and staying up.

After the doctor took my pulse, he told me an amazing news: Taoer is pregnant!

Tao'er is pregnant! When a long-awaited news finally came, I couldn't tell what I was in mind.

Surprise? Naturally, yes!

I don't value my children very much, but I just want Tao's children. I tried my best to get her pregnant. Let the imperial doctor take good care of what medicine is good and what medicine. Ganoderma lucidum ginseng has been used countless times. What I hope is to let Taoer get pregnant and have a child for me.

But Taoer ate the elixir in private, which made her wish fail again. Therefore, he was very angry with Taoer.

Now the news of pregnancy is suddenly coming out, but I just killed her. When I thought of it, I was afraid that I almost killed my favorite person and her child!

The imperial doctor told me that the child had been pregnant for more than a month, which should be the last time I forced her to be pregnant. I didn't expect our child to come to the world like this. I don't know how Taoer will react to this child when she wakes up? Is it because you don't want this child? So what should I do?

's mood changed from the surprise at the beginning to the nervous.

No, I must let her give birth to this child!

Children are like tokens between us, which is a clear proof of our involvement in our life. The child is the tie of the mother. Maybe for the sake of the child, she will eventually be willing to stay and spend the rest of my life with me!

So, anyway, I want her to give birth to this child!

The fear and resistance to me when she woke up made me depressed. As soon as I touched her, she would scream. I hurt her ruthlessly and killed her. It was reasonable for her to be afraid of me and resist me.

It doesn't matter. There is plenty of time for me to slowly spoil her, love her, let her believe in me again, and cling to me.

It's just that her attitude towards the child worried me. She was very shocked but didn't say anything. Is it true that she still doesn't want to have a baby for me and doesn't want this child?

I'm nervous...