Surrender Youth

Chapter 21

Haolin regretted it at the first time.

When he couldn't control his physiological reaction, he crossed the thunder pool and pushed Shu down.

He pretended that nothing happened. After a few minutes, put on your clothes and trousers, go to the toilet and wake yourself up with cold water. I picked up another bucket of water and used the water heater I just bought to help Shu pick up the hot water.

However, no matter what ** was in the last moment, there is only regret and regret in his heart at this moment.

Although Niu Shuai said that he had done it twice with her, Haolin still regarded his words as a lie, a lie to destroy Shu's reputation, so that he could give up on her. However, after doing it now, Haolin realized that he was very wrong.

She is not a virgin. Although I comforted myself when I was dating before, I had to find a virgin in this era, so I had to go to the kindergarten to make a reservation. In this era, virgins are like national treasures. If you want to meet virgins, it's like a chance of getting five million. However, when he really met a person who wanted to develop all the time and wanted to find a wife, he did not meet a virgin. Haolin felt that one of his perfect things suddenly found a lot of flaws. After discovering these flaws, he became extremely hateful.

And at this time, Shu picked up and lay down **, cleaning up the battlefield. Thoughts about Haolin. She should not have seen it. Haolin covered up very well. The smile, gentle words, and a series of actions later didn't seem to care whether she was there or not.

However, Haolin is such a fucking guy. On the surface, I don't care, but I regret it to death. What he thought at this time was how to get rid of her.

He heard that some women clung to him after having sex with their boyfriends. No more separation. Haolin felt that what should he do if he met such a woman? Do you want to disappear directly or do something? But when he really met him, he had no idea at all.

Maybe he thinks the world is too simple. In the 21st century, after many years of reform and opening up, it is estimated that there are only a few women who really care about that layer of membrane. He is a little worker. Can he find his perfect love?

If there is really perfect love, he will not break up with Xinxin. I won't say those hurtful words after sleeping with Xinxin. Although there is still a shadow of Xinxin in my heart. When I'm alone, I often think of Xinxin, but I don't plan to start all over again with her. Because he felt that Xinxin was already impure. It is no longer the perfect image in my mind. What appeared beside him was another incarnation. That incarnation made me want to escape and avoid what was originally related to me.

The cold water made him tremble in the bathroom. He was drenched in the water carelessly, thinking about how to face her later. He wanted to escape. After sending her away, he left her and played strangely with her.

Thinking of this, Haolin felt how ridiculous and childish his ideas were. Can we not owe each other? If you have sex, can you still be treated as a stranger, nothing has happened?

I drenched cold water in the bathroom for about ten minutes. The coolness from his bones forced him to stop destroying himself. The cold water also extinguished the desire in my heart. At this time, I thought rationally about how to deal with the relationship between the two sides.

It's all right to pick up hot water for Shu. He shouted in the bathroom:

"Dandan, come and wash your body!"

"Oh!" Shu picked it up and answered.

Haolin adjusted the water temperature for her and arranged the towels and toiletries for her. Seeing Shu pick it up and walk to his side, he smiled embarrassedly. I threw myself in ** and thought about how to deal with her.

Shu picked it up and left his sight. Haolin's expression became serious. He lay in **, thinking.

In fact, what he doesn't know is that there is something that is something other than love. Someone called it a one-night stand. Haolin doesn't understand this kind of relatively high-end sentiment.

He really doesn't understand the true meaning of a one-night stand. Therefore, I racked my brains to think about what to do in the future.

A very simple thing is nothing more than a one-night stand, but when it happened to him, he was in trouble.

Shu picked it up and washed it after a while. Hugging Shu to pick up, Haolin did nothing this time. I slept until 6 p.m. I was woken up by the alarm.

Haolin turned on the light in the dark room. After a flash, the strong light made him close his eyes. Shu picked up and rubbed his eyes, pouted his mouth, and stared at Haolin. His voice was a little lazy:

"What time is it?"

"It's six o'clock. Don't you go to work at seven o'clock? You can get up now." Haolin didn't care how to pick it up and put on his own clothes. I started to wash up.

When Shu picked it up, Haolin was ready for everything. Let Shu pick up and wash his face, straighten his messy hair, follow Shu to pick up two big hands and hold small hands, and walk to the place of work.

The two held hands and walked slowly. There is no sense of urgency for time at all.

This time, Haolin's mood can no longer be as uneasened as the first time he went out for a walk. Pulling Shu to pick up the dry hand, Haolin can't wait to throw it far away now. Now, he sincerely feels that it is very dirty to pick up.

I don't feel dirty or not. However, for Shu picking up, he doesn't want to accompany her at all. But I had to go down with her. You can't make her feel like a beast-type man. Just like a friend used to joke that Haolin broke up with Xinxin and said: You are a typical beast. If you eat it dry and lift your trousers, you won't recognize anyone!

He was ashamed to hit Haolin. Although it's a joke. But now if you really do this, the joke will come true. Although he is very fucked, he hasn't fucked to this point yet.

"Dandan, do you have time in the evening?" On the way to work, Haolin asked softly.

"Yes, I have a lot of time. I'll call you in the evening!" Shu picked up Haolin's hand in his arms, with a happy look on his face.

Haolin looked awkward. He resisted the thought of leaving her in his heart and squeezed out a smile. Let her pull herself away.

"Haolin, there is a boy in our warehouse who has been pestering me." Shu picked it up and wanted to see how Haolin reacted. After saying that, she stared at him closely.

Haolin doesn't have any intention to answer at this time. He said:

"Are you pestering me? Then ask him to come out and sit together, and take me with him to give up!"

"What are you going to do to him?" Shu was stunned, stopped, tilted his head, and looked at Haolin.

"What don't you do? Didn't he give up on you? I'll go with you and let him know that you have a boyfriend, so that he will give up on you!" What do you think I'm going to do!

"Hey hey, I really thought you were going to do something to him!" Shu picked up Qianqian and smiled, and pulled Haolin to continue to walk.

"Then if he is bothering me, I will tell him that I'm looking for a boyfriend!"

"Well, let's make it clear. You can't delay others, can you?" Haolin smiled. The thing I'm worried about is settled.

I've been worried that she is pestering me. If she really follows what Niu Shuai said about her style of doing things, she may not take the initiative to refuse that person. Keep a cool style and look for the next goal.

Haolin's obscene thoughts do not represent the purity of Shu picked up. Maybe both of them have similar thoughts. Now they may be dating for the purpose of playing.

As for the future, no one thinks so much. Just like Haolin's previous thought: this is not a playful relationship. Whoever really moves his feelings will lose in a mess.

Accompany her to the place of work. Haolin watched her enter the building, and then he turned around and left.

On the way, his thoughts turned quickly, thinking about how to deal with this matter.

Do you want to maintain such a relationship, or let her take the initiative to break up?

He thinks things too complicated. Shu picked up a virgin, which was a big blow to him. I was originally dedicated to making a girlfriend with the mentality of looking for a wife. But in the end, I found that my girlfriend thought too much from me, and I couldn't accept it for a while.

In the final analysis, it is still the sly love complex.

"I'm destined to be a bachelor in my life?" The love complex bothered him like a demon, which made him unable to let go.

Every distance from Area C to Area A has become a channel for him to think since he met Shu. From this passage, some disgusting complexes will always inadvertently appear in my mind.

He doesn't like fantasy, but YY. A very simple thing is often thought to be very complicated by oneself.

I always feel something missing in my heart. At this time, he completely wanted to get rid of Shu. Although I can't be free and easy to turn around and walk away, at least there will be no trouble if I leave at this time.

Is it to leave or continue?

A dilemma. Stay with her and feel it. It will be uncomfortable to leave. But when he thought of her body, he didn't want to get close to her.

He wandered. Pray that God can give him an answer.

I walked to the restaurant in a trance. I ate something. After two bites, I can't eat any more. I feel a feeling of nausea from the bottom of my heart. When he was eating, there was still a shadow in his mind.

He felt very dirty and almost spit out all the food he ate. If the clothes are dirty, they can be washed off, but if the body is dirty, what should I use to wash them? The soul is dirty. What should I wash it with?

Haolin did not find the reason from himself. This is his male chauvinism or something, he didn't think about it. At this time, there is only one thought in my heart, how to leave her, how to get rid of her, and not let her pester herself.

Use indifference? Or what kind of attitude do you use to let her leave you? He looked at the crowd blankly. In a trance.