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361 déjà

361 déjà

Sitting on this familiar street corner, the things that happened here are still vivid, just like a fresh picture scroll that has just unfolded yesterday. On that day, the harsh brakes, the two shocking tire marks and those chilling dialogues.

"I'm not dead?" Since waking up, Sha Liu has restored his body's mobility at a speed that ordinary people can't understand. As soon as he was discharged from the hospital, he returned to the place where everything began behind his family's back. His mother was very worried and was afraid that this place would leave a bad impression on him. But the sand tears can't stand the strange feeling oozing from the bottom of his heart, like a voice attracting him to this place.

That was the position. Sha tears sat on the railing of the sidewalk with a mobile phone in his hand. Now the mobile phone has turned into powder in the car accident, but he is still alive and looks at the busy crowd here alive.

People come and go, go and go, repeating the same pace every day. The difference is that the sand tears sitting there have experienced life and death. "I really never died?" Sand tears stretched out their hands and turned their palms towards the sun. Only the warm sunshine of the sun could give him a sense of life.

He sat all morning and left a note for his family. I don't know if his mother saw it. If he didn't see it, he would be anxious. Sha tears shook his head and jumped off the railing, but his feet were immediately fixed in place as if they had taken root and sprouted, tightly adsorbing the rough ground.

The man has a pair of eyes that will never forget, a delicate melon seed face, and a playful onion braid on his forehead. Sha tears still remember the jokes she had made with her and asked her why she always liked the light. She replied with a smile, "Only real beautiful women dare to be bright!"

He stood so in a daze, the red light flashed, and she followed the side of the street, and the sand tears stood stupidly, as if there were only two of them between heaven and earth. At least in the eyes of sand tears, she is the only one.

At this time, how he wished he had the soul energy that could fly away and leave this place. After a year, Sha Qi didn't know how to face her at all.

However, at least it was not that Shaqi was embarrassed. In the stream of people, she stopped her pace and stood in the middle of the road. Shaqi could see the surprise in her eyes. I don't know why this year's bedridden sand tears was much bolder. Maybe this is a gift for the rest of her life after the disaster.

"Xiaoyan... Long time no see!" As soon as he opened his mouth, he felt the dryness in his throat and cleared his throat and said, "Well, why don't you come here quickly and start to jump the green light..." The green light kept flashing, just like the mood of the sand tears at this moment, flickering. In a year, at the same intersection, will the same two people be different? The end?

Yang Yan lowered his head and paused, and then walked to the uneasy sand tears with high heels, and gave him a big hug in front of him, "Sha tears! I didn't expect it to be really you. I thought, I thought..."

"You must think you will never see me again in your life..." Sha Ling gently pushed away Yang Yan and stepped back a few steps. He always felt that he was no longer in the same world as her. What happened this year, or just some illusory dreams jing.

"You're a little strange. I feel that you have changed..." Yang Yan stared at the sand tears from top to bottom. "I just heard that you have woken up a few days ago. I didn't expect to be able to walk on the ground so soon. I haven't had time to see you! We met here..." When he said this, Yang Yan's face showed an unnatural look.

Sha tears were keenly aware of this. He grabbed Yang Yan's wrist and quickly left this place with bad memories, but he always had a feeling that the intersection did not let him go, and it also involved his footsteps and his future.

"Sharyo, don't walk so fast!" Yang Yan said breathlessly. Only then did Sha Qi find out how fast he was walking, and the people around him cast strange eyes.

Yang Yan covered his chest and gasped, "Didn't they say that people who have been lying for a long time will have no strength... Huh... How can I see that you walk faster than normal people... Huh... I'm almost exhausted... Don't look at me still wearing high heels... And Yes, my wrist hurts when you scratch it.

Sha tear loosened Yang Yan's wrist apologetically and unconsciously printed a faint fingerprint on her wrist. Sha tear quickly apologized, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. I just want to leave that place quickly. You know where it is..."

"I know." Yang Yan interrupted Sha Qing's anxious defense, "I don't blame you!" She looked up at Shaqi's eyes, and the bustling streets looked so quiet. "Well..." Shaqi lowered her head with some embarrassment.

Silver bell-like laughter came from Yang Yan's mouth, and Sha tears unconsciously followed her and giggled. The laughter of the two attracted the attention of passers-by.

It was not until she gasped slightly again that Yang Yan stopped laughing. Her bright eyes stared at the slightly hot face of sand tears. "What's wrong with you this afternoon? You haven't been back to school for a year. Let's go to school. I happen to have no class this afternoon!"

Sharan naturally accepted it, followed Yang Yan stupidly, followed the path he was familiar with, and walked to the familiar end beside the person he was familiar with. The two talked and laughed along the way. Most of the time, Yang Yan was talking, talking about what she had seen and heard this year. Sha Ling just listened carefully and laughed with her. The path was full of old figures and old laughter.

Sometimes, Shayan really hopes that this path has no end, but as long as there is always a moment when the road is finished, at the end of the road, in front of the mottled door of the school, there is a strange figure, who is a person who does not appear in Yang Yan's story.

The man has a thick sea, which is slightly taller than sand tears. A pair of eyes are like males who wag their tails when they see females in the animal world. At least sand tears can see the greedy and hot evil fire from his eyes. I don't know how Yang Yan feels, but Sha tears can see that the evil fire wants to burn Yang Yan.

"Why do you walk so slowly? I'm so worried about you. Why don't you answer the phone when you call your mobile phone?" The man skillfully took Yang Yan's bag and looked at Yang Yan, who was sweating on his forehead with a tender face. He took out a tissue from his pocket and gently wiped it for her.

"She always vibrates, which is her old habit..." Sand tears couldn't help taking over the man's words for some reason.

The man put his arms around Yang Yan's shoulder and looked at his half-headed sand tears, "Who are you? Are you a friend of our cigarette? Which college? Why haven't I seen you? Yang Yan pouted his little mouth and poked the man's chest with dissatisfaction, "What's your tone, Zhang Shaoqiang, this is my old classmate, sand tears! Please show me some respect. He just came out of the hospital.

Zhang Shaoqiang showed a suddenly enlightened expression on his face and said softly, "Yaoer, don't I care about you... He is just a vegetative man who has been lying for a year doesn't look like it at all." With that, Zhang Shaoqiang also stretched out his hand and patted the chest of sand tears.

In the eyes of outsiders, this is a sign of intimacy, but only Sha tears can feel how much force he has used: it seems that Zhang Shaoqiang doesn't like me. He suppressed the pain in his chest and turned his head to look at Yang Yan, "Xiaoyan, is this your boyfriend? How time flies. In a year, you have already had a boyfriend.

Only Sha Liu could hear it himself. When he said this, what kind of heartbreaking pain in his chest? He hated why he was in a coma for this year, so that the beautiful time kept slipping away from his fingertips. Some people may miss it for a lifetime. At this moment, Sha tears really felt the sourness of this sentence.

"Um..." There are two faint red clouds on Yang Yan's face. She has been shy and has the habit of blushing since she was a child. Sha Shan said that she couldn't help but look at her smiling face. "Let me introduce you two. This is my current boyfriend Zhang Shaoqiang. This is my childhood friend, Sha Ling."

Zhang Shaoqiang stretched out his right hand and held Sharyo's right hand. "Hello, I often hear my girlfriend talk about you. You used to live together when you were a child. After moving, you didn't expect to meet again in high school and get into the same university. It's really fate! I'm her boyfriend. My name is Zhang Shaoqiang. He specially increased the strength of his hand when he said 'my girlfriend' and 'her boyfriend'.

I don't know if it is the sequelae of coma. Sha Ling can't feel the strength of Zhang Shaoqiang's palm at all, as weak as being bitten by a mosquito on the back of his hand. However, he could only laugh bitterly at Zhang Shaoqiang's behavior. Obviously, he didn't do anything. After experiencing this year's dream, people like Zhang Shaoqiang were nothing in front of him. It is the existence of ants.

Zhang Shaoqiang let go of the palm of the sand tears and looked at the calm expression of the sand tears in surprise. He turned his head and smiled at Yang Yan, "Yan'er, I haven't had lunch yet. There is a new steak shop next to the school. I'll take you to eat!"

Yang Yan nodded, and then turned her head to look at Shayan, "Why don't you come and eat with us? We haven't had a good chat for a year!" The expression of dissatisfaction flashed through Zhang Shaoqiang's eyes. Although Sha tear saw the malice in his eyes, he could not resist the eyes of Yang Yan's request and agreed with his heart.

Through the familiar green alley, the newly renovated steak shop appeared in front of them, and there was still the smell of smoke after firecrackers in the air. Who knows how many firecrackers the store manager released to pray for his business prosperity. Under the leadership of Zhang Shaoqiang, the three walked into the steakhouse with a strong atmosphere.

Zhang Shaoqiang obviously came to order everything in advance and has booked a compartment in the store, but the originally planned two-person world has now been ruthlessly broken by sand tears. Noting Zhang Shaoqiang's anger from time to time, Sha Qi could only return a wry smile.

Sit down. After ordering the meal, Yang Yan raised his head slightly to Sha Ling, "Sha Ling, I'll go to the bathroom. You and Shaoqiang have a good chat. Don't take the opportunity to tell him about my childhood scandal, or you can wait and see!" After saying that, she got up and left her seat.

"Bang!" With a loud noise, Zhang Shaoqiang slapped the table with a sneer on his face. Sha Tears knew that he was going to 'talk' with himself.