Chapter 20 Never Agree

I blocked the door from letting him in. "Brother, I'm tired. Can we talk about it tomorrow?"

"Xiaotong, do you still want to escape?"

I don't want to.

At this point, it's okay to talk about anything.

I opened the door, and Liu Sheng had changed his clothes at home. 182 was very handsome, but very serious.

Bang out of the way. He came in and sat down on the carpet in front of the bed.

Then patted the position around me, and I obediently went over.

"Xiaotong, where have you been today?"

"I've already said that I'm going to play with my classmates. Where else can I go?" I answered perfunctorily and hesitated.

My feelings for Liu Sheng are very complicated. On the one hand, he feels that as an elder brother, he has tried his best to take care of his sister and tried his best to satisfy his sister's wishes. However, at the same time, he was sandwiched between the people in the tennis department and his sister. On the one hand, he wanted to defend his sister, and on the other hand, he hoped that his sister could compromise and get along well with the tennis department.

But there is no such beautiful thing in the world!

Even if I promise to do so, those people will not agree.

Today, maybe it's just the beginning.

And I'm tired of it.

Liu Sheng couldn't hear my hesitation. His face turned cold and he said very solemnly, "Xiao Tong, don't lie to me."

"I know."

"Then tell me what happened today?"

"What else can be the matter? No matter how much I say, it's futile to say that you have identified my guilt in your heart.

Liu Sheng was very disappointed, "Don't you really want to go to the tennis department? Don't you admire people from the tennis department? I now give you a chance to get in touch with them, give you a chance to get in touch with them, and you have fled far away. Why? Why Xiaotong? Is it like what they said that you hate the tennis department and even me?

I lowered my head and didn't want to see him disappointed anymore. Today's situation is more or less driven by me intentionally or unintentionally, although I just silently did nothing. "I don't hate you. How can I hate my brother?"

Liu Sheng is really not annoying, but now these are meaningless. From the moment he doesn't speak in the hospital, we can no longer have a chance to be intimate. Even in blood, they are brothers and sisters.

I am a little obsessed with mental cleanliness. If I want to get something, it must be perfect without any regrets. Once there is a flaw, I will definitely not want it again.

Mu'an is like this.

Qianxu is like this.

The same is true of Liu Sheng.

There is no exception!

"Why is that? Why? Xiaotong, tell me why?

"I've already told you that I don't like the tennis department. I don't like it very much. I don't like your friends, I don't like Yi Tian, and I don't like everyone in it. Unconsciously, I roared out and paused for a while before I calmed down, "And even if I want to, your friends may not like me. Haven't you noticed yet? What kind of disgust are there under their indifferent eyes!"

Liu Sheng was silent. He must have found out too. Or pretend not to find it.

"Brother, do you know? My brother was the person I kissed recently when I woke up, but that time, you disappointed me too much.

Liu Sheng's mood fluctuated in vain. He turned his head and forced his emotions to hold it down, "Who won't let you down?" Although I always maintain a calm tone, every word I say is questioning, and I can feel a strong impact and beating in my heart.

"I can forgive anyone who disappoints me, but I can't forgive you." The more you care, the harder it is to forgive. Because it is a close blood relative, it can't tolerate a little flaw.

It doesn't matter if I'm sick.

"What if you don't forgive," he sneered at the corners of his mouth, and even wearing glasses could not hide his runaway emotions. "Whether you forgive or not, you have to be my sister." It seemed that he remembered something. He suddenly slowed down his tone and showed a little sympathy, "Xiao Tong, you should understand how Dr. Shen takes care of you. He always sees others from you."

"No one will be good to people for no reason. Even if it's because of others, it doesn't matter. At least, when I was humiliating on all sides, it was him who made me feel redeemed. And what about you, brother? You will only stand opposite me and say nothing.

Liu Sheng turned pale and said, "Do you know that Shen Nange has never regarded you as Liu Shengtong? I have heard him say that you are just a stand-in for his deceased sister. My sister, Liu Shengbi Lushi, will never be a stand-in.

I laughed out loud.

"He even tried his best to defend a stand-in, but you turned a blind eye to your own sister."

His face kept changing, and all kinds of emotions flashed away from his face. Finally, he just muttered, "You really lost your memory and don't remember anything. ......”

Why, does he also suspect that amnesia is fake?

Or did Liu Shengtong really do something unforgivable?!

Anyway, since I have changed Liu Shengtong's life trajectory and taken over her identity, I am also responsible for what she has done, whether it is good or bad.

Silence is spreading.

It can be seen that he is very sad and completely sad. But he is still struggling. Maybe he really feels guilty about his sister.

In this way, we sit on the ground, occupy a corner, have no relationship with each other, and have our own thoughts.

For a long time, he recovered from the blow and said, "At that time, I was just persuaded by Ren Wangjun to enter the tennis department. You are very interested, but you can't play well, but you are very hardworking. I know that you are very happy when you play tennis." Recalling the past, his eyes stayed somewhere, very soft, and there was a trace of pain in his voice.

"slowly, you began to abandon yourself. I was worried, but I didn't know how to help you. You won't tell me anything. If you ask me, you will only make me not worry.

"I'm busy with the training of the national competition, and I don't have much time. Later, you became silent and often dazed alone and didn't know what you were thinking. When I noticed that something was wrong with you, something had already happened to you.

"Later, I often thought that if everything had started from scratch, I had noticed your changes earlier and cared more about you, would nothing have happened? However, at the moment I heard that you lost your memory, I actually felt lucky that fate treated me so well that I could have a chance to compensate you. I didn't achieve your wish before, but now I will definitely help you realize it. If you like the tennis department, I will give you a chance to integrate into it. I can't take care of the rest.

There is no tension, no questioning, no anger, only quiet statements, gentle memories, and sincere care. I was at a loss. I don't know how to deal with it.

He ended his memory and suddenly said to me, "I know everything you said. They promised you to come in for my face, but they didn't accept you. Do you know why the tennis department is indifferent to you and even disgusted?

Nonsense. How can I know if I have lost my memory?

"Do you remember Yukimura? Our minister is like the proud son of heaven.

"I've seen it in the hospital."

"Do you remember what you did to him?"

"I don't know."

"I know. You don't remember anymore. You used to admire him crazily. He smiled bitterly, "When I knew it, it was already very late. I ignored you for too long. At that time, you were trapped and could not extricate yourself.

I changed my sitting posture, hugged my legs, put my head on it, and tilted my head to look at him, "Then what?"

"You found someone and want to destroy him. He was still operating in the hospital. He found a group of ruffians from nowhere and threatened him to break his hand. The most important thing for a tennis player is his body, not to mention his hand holding the racket. Even so, he didn't agree. If Sanada and Liu hadn't arrived in time, we would have lost him forever.

"And then?" The tone was flat, as if listening to an unrevant story.

He looked at me with an obscure face. I don't know if it's surprising that I'm so indifferent or something else.

"So what? Are you so guilty that you don't even pay attention to me?"

He didn't say anything, and I continued, "You said I was going to destroy him, but what happened? I fell off the rooftop and almost died. Now, even if Yukimura is hospitalized, it is because of his physical problems, not because of me. Also, did you say something missing?

"You also guessed it." Xiaoxiao, "We will know this news before you do it. It's just that we don't believe that you have always been well-behaved. How can you know those social scoundrels?

"How could I know. So, since I haven't done anything, why did something happen? Revenge by the girls?"

"I don't know the specifics. Xia Shi said that you were annoyed by the support group of the tennis department that day, so you went to the rooftop and didn't let her accompany you. It wasn't long before I heard about your accident.

"Didn't you find out?"

At that moment, Liu Sheng was very embarrassed. But he doesn't defend himself.

I stopped asking. I also know that no matter how upright and kind he is, when he is in a dilemma and suddenly hears the news of my accident, he will always be a little relieved.

suddenly felt sad, so I changed the topic, "Didn't you ask me what I did today?" I'm telling you now that I didn't go anywhere and stayed at school all the time. ...I didn't go anywhere! I spent the afternoon in the women's toilet behind the tennis department.

"Xiaotong - why didn't you call me?"

"The phone is flooded and can't be used." If not, can I stay in that right place for so long?

"Who did it?"

"How do I know. I don't know them."

"What else did they do to you?" Liu Sheng's eyes stayed on me and almost started to check if there were any other injuries on my body, but he couldn't help it. "What else have they done?"

"Do you want me to talk about the sky on the rooftop? The scenery there is really nice.

Liu Sheng turned pale and was very eager, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Do you want to experience such a dangerous thing again?

I don't agree, "Is it useful to tell you? They asked me not to set foot in the tennis department. Will you agree? Or will you help me clean them up? No way! This is just a war between girls. Is it interesting for you as a big man to get involved?

"Little pupil!"

"One more thing to tell you, from tomorrow, I won't even want Xia Shi." He raised his hand and made a stop, "I hate your tennis department. Whether it's pretentious or capricious for me, it's annoying anyway. Even Xia Shi doesn't like it."

"Xia Shi didn't do anything."

"I know." So what? Xia Shi is Liu Shengtong's good friend and can only be hers.

I suddenly don't want to talk anymore.

Liu Shengtong likes to stay in the tennis department, so he offended all his teammates and took me. No matter how busy he was, he would take me to popularize the simplest tennis knowledge to me. When Sanada and others played the practice match, he also had to pay attention to the progress and explain to me, regardless of how his teammates are. Look at him.

Liu Sheng is more intelligent than Lu Shi, but in fact he is such a clumsy brother.

I suddenly felt like I was punching cotton.

So weak.

I don't know what to say. Thousands of thoughts flashed through my mind, but I couldn't say anything.

He stood up, ended the conversation, walked out, but stopped at the door and said clearly, "Xiaotong, no matter what you think, whether you forgive or not, I'm just saying this. It's absolutely impossible for you to go to Tokyo." He turned around and smiled at me, and the sadness spread in his smile. "Grandpa, he will never agree without my consent."