daughter country 4
I have been staying in the county hospital here for three months. I don't know where my mobile phone has been thrown away for a long time. I don't know if the black ticket has starved to death at home.
I can't take a shower, and my body is extremely itchy. Fortunately, after the wound on Zeng Jin's head recovered, he also accompanied me, which made me feel embarrassed. He said that he could not delay his study, but his baby told me that he took the opportunity to take a break from school. The wound on the head was also scarred, but there was no hair. It was indeed the Mediterranean Sea. After being laughed by me once, I shaved my head decisively. He cared more than I did about what happened in my daughter's country. During my hospitalization, he went to the mountain again and told me that there was no such thing as a palace at all when he came back. But I would have taken back my burden from that woman, otherwise I would know how to repay my medical expenses.
"Sister, do you think this is strange?" Zeng Jin peeled the apple for me.
I looked at it with disgust and told him countless times that the animal I hated most was the rabbit and the most hated fruit was the apple. His child has to force me to eat two every day. "What's so strange? That female monster still calls me Lord, Ying Zheng." As a result, he didn't want to eat the apples he had peeled.
"What? The female monster's brain is broken. My sister is a woman. How can she be the same name as Qin Shihuang? Then he stopped and looked at me tentatively and asked, "Is it a woman?"
"Get out of here." Isn't it obvious that a pillow was hit? I'm a woman.
"Don't, don't, don't be angry, just kidding." He caught the pillow and put it on my back. "I heard that female monster call herself Liji, but didn't Liji be buried with the First Emperor of Qin? How can it be..."
"You don't know anything about this. According to the history of that year, it is said that the elixir of immortality was actually found. Liji was fed one before she was buried, and one was contained in her mouth by Qin Huang Yingzheng. I once went to the underground palace. The Qin Emperor's coffin was empty and there was no Liji, so I suspected that they also had another cemetery. Take a breath and put the apple on the bedside table: "If the female monster we meet is Liji, then the elixir of immortality does exist, which means that Qin Shihuang may also exist to this day."
"Then I don't understand why she is looking for so many men? Is it empty and lonely, desire and dissatisfaction?" Zeng Jin didn't say anything good as soon as he opened his mouth.
"What are you talking about? I don't think she enjoyed it very much at that time. Maybe this elixir is not so effective, and she needs to suck men's spirit or something, just like the fox spirit in Liaozhai Zhiyi." I analyzed.
"It's too far-fetched anyway." I didn't believe it.
"It's far-fetched, so it's possible. What I care more about is the palace. In terms of its things, it's all underworld, and it may really be Liji's cemetery. Now it's gone. I think it's just like the legendary Penglai Fairy Island, floating and coming and going. I have always guessed that the so-called Penglai is another time and space, and what Qin Shihuang did was to find the entrance to this time and space. I don't know why I said so much to Zeng Jin.
He didn't interrupt. I knew that he was listening very attentively. When he saw me stop, he realized that he was listening too attentively: "Sister, you say Penglai is another time and space, so what is the elixir of immortality?"
"I really don't know this. Maybe it's something in another space. You also saw Liji's situation. Can you say that she is alive? In the end, she was dragged into that black hole. Just like what you see in the sky on July 7 every year. By the way, how can you be interested in what you studied in college?
"Er, religious belief."
"A very promising magic stick profession?" Is there this subject in the university? This is an eye-opener for me.
"No, when I took the college entrance examination, the score line was just enough, and only this major was studied." Zeng Jin looks very twisted. Restless: "Sister, I'll go out and buy you something to eat." After saying that, he ran away like running for his life.
Looking at his hurried figure, I felt that the baby was very simple. In fact, there were many problems that I didn't say. Now I firmly believe that there is another time and space. Otherwise, after the death of human beings or animals, some of them will continue to stay in the world, but some of them have disappeared, or the world has some kind of regular connection with that world. I still remember that the witch leaders in western Hunan said that their ancestors were in charge of the hell, the demons were in charge of the heavenly court, and the human race was in charge of the world. I suspect that the historical records of their family actually say that the hell, the world and the heavenly court are actually three time and space with intersections. The ancients mastered the method of crossing time and space very early. Whether it was spells or something, it was always the demons and witches who came to the world, so there were the first to grab the territory. What I could think of connected with these was "God Binding", and Zhou Yi's gossip was handed down at that time. Or there is a way to communicate with the three worlds in Zhou Yi's gossip, which may be to open the portal of the three worlds.
Another thing I care about is that if people die in a spiritual way, maybe the hell and the heavenly court will be a world that houses the spiritual bodies.
In this regard, Western and Eastern myths have amazing similarities, such as a heavenly court or heaven, and a hell or hell.
And the 12 giants, 12 birds and people I saw in Qin Shihuang's underground palace are now thinking about the gods and angels of the West? In ancient Greek mythology, the gods on Mount Olympic are giants nearly 3 meters tall. Does the so-called Penglai actually mean...
I was shocked by my inference. Isn't that bullshit? What a wild fantasy.
However, I still think it is normal for people to stay in the world for seven or 49 days after death, and they will be attracted by another time and space and leave the world.
But why does the female monster named Liji call me Ying Zheng? Am I the reincarnation of the Qin Emperor, the famous tyrant? It's cold to think about it. I'm a woman. I can't even think about the appearance of many things on my body, just like a man who suddenly has two lumps and breasts on his chest when he gets up in the morning. Besides, I am a completely negative reincarnation. Otherwise, why are there more and more people in today's society? How can there be so many souls? If there is reincarnation, then the population of the world is fixed, one death and one life.
After thinking so much, I have a headache and vaguely feel that I may know where the boundary point of an obvious three worlds is - Lop Nur.
I came back very late today and brought me a roast lamb leg. It is said that I have eaten mutton for 3 months. Except for the fact that I can't eat solid things in the first few days, I almost ate meat for a meal later. I couldn't take a shower with my body. I can only use a wet towel to relieve my cravings.
If you eat mutton and don't take a bath, the possible result will be a smell of sheep, coquettishness and smell. This is driving me crazy.
So when the doctor said that I could go home to recuperate, it really made me run away.
I stood outside the hospital and asked Zeng Jin to pack up. Before I came out, the water ban was repealed by the doctor. Finally, I took a hot bath. Now I was standing at the gate of the hospital and basking in the sun.
Zeng Jin finally came out, and I felt that he was close to say something that I had to say clearly: "Zeng Cheng, why are you following me? I don't think you have served me like your parents in the past few months. You are completely a volunteer and in the morality of your friends. You have also been discharged from the hospital today. Let's make it clear whether you want money or something. If you don't make it clear, I dare not accept your kindness.
"Sister, I found out that in fact, you know that my major is religious belief. So since so many things happened on the last trip, I seem to have found a breakthrough. On the one hand, reason tells me that all this is an illusory projection of things by the human brain, which is a manifestation of people's cowardice; on the other hand, my sensibility feels that all this is true and that existence is inevitable. Knowing that I met you and the incident of Zhuquan Villa, I completely corrected my idea. So I hope you can help me understand what we call illusory. Your experience or life experience is very important to me. For example, why did you ask me to jump off the cliff? I always feel that you know something.
Although it was noon and there was sun, why did I feel that my body was not warm when I heard this? "So what do you want?"
"I think you are full of mystery, so I hope you can take me to experience something together?" Zeng Jin's expression was very serious.
"I know." These three months of careful care made me unable to say a "no" to him.
"Where are you going now?" Zeng Jin took something and returned to his original appearance, as if the seriousness just now was just a flash in the pan.
"What else can I do when I go home? You have to pay 600 yuan a month for food. I'm so poor that I really don't have the money to feed my mouth.
"Uh."
said to go home, but I still walked around outside, so it was half a month before I entered the city where I live.
With Zeng's home, as soon as I opened the door of the house, the imaginary scene did not appear, there was no packaging of instant noodles everywhere, and there was no very difficult performance. I left for a total of four months. The thousands of yuan given to the black ticket should have been spent long ago. Why is there a single bed in the living room and the TV has been changed? It used to be 24 years old, but now it is 34 inches. This is a cross-generational progress.
"Sister, why are you standing at the door? Come in. Isn't this Zeng Jin? Why did you come again?" The black ticket came out of the kitchen in an apron and was surprised to see me.
"Don't worry about this. Where did this TV and bed come from? Are you saving private money without telling me? I threw down my luggage. He grabbed the black ticket and shook it desperately.
"Sister, don't shake me. I'm going to throw up." The black ticket broke free from my hand and left me for a certain distance before saying, "The novel I wrote was bought out on the website, so I had some money."