Chapter 242 Hardship
Yingchun was in Sun Shaozu's arms and held Sun Shaozu's hand. "Do you think this is also owed to your aunt and uncle?"
Sun Shaozu rubbed the green silk to welcome the spring, "Yes, although I later thought that it was Xiyue deliberately released by my uncle, otherwise Xiyue, a girl's house could not run away from my uncle's house at all. My uncle's mind is to let me take out Xiyue and let our family owe their family a favor. After I took Xiyue away, my uncle came to my house and made a lot of trouble, which my mother later told me. However, I still feel that I owe my uncle a life.
"So that's why you accepted Aunt Chen."
Sun Shaozu rubbed his long nails and looked at the bright red on his nails. "After Xiyue's death, I was depressed for a long time, and my uncle took the opportunity to let me accept Birong. I am very clear about my uncle's plan. My uncle just wants to have a lot to do with my family. Taking advantage of some advantages, it is also very good for his business. Because of my guilt towards Xiyue, I agreed and tried my best to persuade my mother. Later, I took Birong as my concubine, and I also cherished Birong. My mother didn't want me to accept Birong, but after all, Xiyue was my mother's family. She passed away at a young age, and my aunt cried to death. My mother finally agreed to accept Birong, but at the same time, she also gave me the big girl in her room, Xueshan. Since then, I have two concubines.
Yingchun sighed, "No wonder there are such beautiful words on the veil. Is that what Xiyue wrote later? Bai Juyi's "Silver Bottle at the Bottom of the Well" may be the best interpretation of Xiyue's inner depression?
Welcoming spring, he said softly:
The silver bottle is drawn from the bottom of the well, and the silver bottle is about to be roped. The jade hairpin is grinding on the stone, and the jade hairpin is about to be folded in the center. What should I do if the bottle sinks and the hairpin is broken? It seems that my concubine said goodbye to you today. Recalling the past, when I was a woman at home, people's words and actions were different. Chanjuan's two autumn cicada wings turn into two moths far away from the mountains. Laughing with the play in the back garden, I didn't know you at this time. The concubine made the green plum with a short wall, and the king rode a white horse beside the Yang. The wall immediately looked at each other from afar, and as soon as he saw Zhijun, he broke his heart. Zhijun broke his heart and shared the king's language, and he guided the mountain pine and cypress trees. Feeling that the king's pine and cypress turned into a heart, and secretly went to chase the king. Five or six years after arriving at Jun's house, the king's family often spoke. If you are hired, you will be a concubine for your wife, and you can't stand the worship of the emperor. Finally, I knew that I could not live in your home, but I had nowhere to go out. Are there no parents in the hall? There is also a family full of hometown. There is no news, and I can't be sad and ashamed today. One day of kindness to you, I lost my concubine for a hundred years. Send a message to the little girl, be careful not to lighten others!
Sun Shaozu held Yingchun's hand tightly and let Sun Shaozu hold himself, but when he was a little hurt, he didn't say a word.
For a long time, Yingchun raised his head and stroked Sun Shaozu's slightly green chin. "After that, on the anniversary of the anniversary of the moon, I will go to sacrifice with you, okay?"
Sun Shaozu closed his eyes and held Yingchun tightly in his arms. "Yingchun, you are so good..."
The husband and wife stay together and wait silently for time to pass.
Whispered in the spring, "If only it could be like this forever." The tone is full of infinite yearning.
Sun Shaozu smiled and pinched Yingchun's nose, "I will, I will stay by your side." Sun Shaozu said and thought of another thing, "One more thing, I also want to tell you."
"What's the matter? You still cover it up after the old husband and wife. Don't you like which girl wants to take over the house?
"You little bad guy, you have to be good, don't always critic me." Sun Shaozu said that he kissed the lips of Yingchun hard, "The emperor intends to raise me..."
Yingchun was stunned and thought about it thousands of times. She said hesitantly, "I'm afraid it's not that simple?"
Sun Shaozu looked at Yingchun with approval, but frowned, "The emperor used to treat me very normally, but now he suddenly wants to take up his post. I don't think it's a happy thing."
Yingchun thought for a while, "The holy will can't be violated. You should do things carefully and don't make any mistakes. Although I don't understand the matter of the court, I know that sometimes I'm not afraid that the emperor will forget you, but I'm afraid that he will often remember you.
At this time, Si Zhu replied at the door, "Mr. and Madam, it's time to eat."
Yingchun felt that Sizhu's little girl was getting more and more ghostly. As soon as she saw Sun Shaozu enter her room, several girl left. Seeing that it is much later that they don't need to eat anymore, Si Zhu and others obviously feel sorry for themselves, but because Sun Shaozu did not dare to enter the room, they had to remind them at the door, which was really painstaking.
Sun Shaozu let go to welcome the spring, and the couple set meals.
Sun Shaozu went to Mrs. Sun after having dinner.
The little girl raised the curtain, and Sun Shaozu entered Mrs. Sun's main room, "Mother." Sun Shaozu saluted Mrs. Sun.
As soon as Mrs. Sun saw Sun Shaozu come in, she asked with a smile, "Is it time for dinner?"
Sun Shaozu quickly said that he had eaten, "Mother, how is your health?"
"It's better, but a fire is coming. How's your daughter-in-law's place?
"You look much better than before."
Mrs. Sun sighed, "It's just that this disease hurts me. You must find some good doctors for your daughter-in-law. If you really can't give birth, what should you do?"
"Mother, don't worry, I'm going around to ask for a good doctor." Sun Shaozu owed his body, "Mother, I'm here to talk to you about my eldest sister."
Mrs. Sun looked at Sun Shaozu and frowned, "What's wrong with Yan'er?"
"Mother, I always think that my eldest sister is still young. If she keeps her virginity like this, won't she spend her life in vain? Who will she tell anyone about her inner suffering? I thought, or I would help my eldest sister find a family.
Mrs Sun's eyes dimmed, "Do you think I'm really such a hard-hearted person? At the beginning, Yan'er's marriage was decided by her mother, and her mother felt uncomfortable when she made it like this. I found Yan'er and said that I would help her find another marriage, but Yan'er cried and said that she didn't want to marry again. She would rather spend the rest of her life in the temple in Sun's mansion.
"Why? Why didn't the eldest sister get married?
"Yan'er said that the son of the Zhang family died of illness, and she was Kefu's life. It's not only a little difficult to discuss marriage, but even if she barely made a marriage, her mother-in-law is also very unhappy. There will be many hidden dangers in her marriage. At that time, Yan'er knelt down and begged me to keep her. She could not have a monthly routine, as long as she had a bite of rice. You said so. As a direct mother, what else can I do?
Sun Shaozu didn't say anything more. He didn't expect this concubine to think so far. As the eldest sister said, it is more difficult for her to discuss marriage again. Who is willing to marry a woman? Thinking of this, Sun Shaozu stopped mentioning this matter and talked with Mrs. Sun for a while. When it was late, Sun Shaozu said goodbye.