Chapter 275 Regret

This afternoon, Yingchun has been crooked on the couch, with his eyes closed. Si Zhu and others don't know whether Yingchun is asleep or recuperating. The girls were even more afraid to disturb them easily, and several of them were cautious.

Near dusk, Sun Shaozu came back. As soon as Sun Shaozu entered the house, he felt something strange. There is no light in the room of Yingchun. Generally, at this time, Yingchun makes the girls light up early. Looking at a few more girl's looks is also quite nervous. Sun Shaozu frowned and asked Xiao Cui standing at the door, "Is your wife available for dinner?"

Xiao Cui shook her head.

Sun Shaozu looked at the dead front hall and walked in. In the room, Yingchun lay on the couch, closed his eyes, as if he were asleep. Reflecting the last afterglow of the sunset, half of the face of the spring looks a little yellow, while the other half of the face is hidden in the dark. Sun Shaozu stepped forward and gently touched Yingchun's forehead, but Yingchun turned his body inside.

"But what's wrong?" Sun Shaozu was a little nervous and was afraid of any accidents about Yingchun. Seeing Yingchun turning inside, Sun Shaozu's heart was a little relieved. He lowered his face and leaned to Yingchun's face, "Why didn't you let the girl nod the lamp?"

"No." Yingchun pushed Sun Shaozu away and sat up and looked at Sun Shaozu fixedly, "I just want to talk to you today."

Sun Shaozu laughed and said, "After eating, it's not too late to finish eating."

"No, I won't eat without saying anything."

Sun Shaozu frowned and said, "Yingchun, you are not so unreasonable. You have always been very understanding. Your family is already messy enough, but what kind of little temperament are you doing?"

Yingchun laughed, but the smile was untrue, as if it were a mirror that was about to break. But no, I should always be reasonable, and I should always be understanding. However, I'm sorry, that's not my intention, not my original intention to come to Sun's mansion at first.

Sun Shaozu was quite surprised, "What's wrong with you?"

Yingchun's eyelids drooped and said slowly, "Let's start from the day I married you. On the day of the wedding, I knew that the person I was going to marry was you. The news about you outside is very messy. I hate my resentment. I made a scene in Jia's house. The old man advised me to marry you, not for anything else, but for the girls around me and for the reputation of my sisters in Jia's house. In this way, even if I die, I will pull you to make a quilt and get on the sedan chair carried by your Sun's house.

Yingchun took a deep breath, "I'm prepared. I've prepared everything for you, and it's not the same. When I saw your face turn red, I don't know how happy and happy I am. It would be better if you divorce me! I'll leave with the girls. However, you didn't divorce me. To be honest, I don't know why, but it's definitely not because you love me. At that time, I didn't love you either."

"Later, I found that you are different. You are much different from the rumors outside. You are very talented. You play the piano very well, and it makes me forget where you are. You are also very patient. You have endured me again and again, endured my amania, and endured my splash. You are also very gentle. Since you were with me, you have held me in the palm of your hand. I have grown up since I was a child. Except for my mother, I feel love and warmth for the first time. I was secretly happy for myself. God treated me well and sent you to me. I tied you to me and branded you in my heart.

The room has darkened. Sun Shaozu couldn't see the expression of Yingchun clearly, and could only hear a weak sigh of Yingchun. A little sweat suddenly oozed from his forehead, and a chill rolled up all over his body. Isn't it? What happened?

Yingchun continued, "I really hope I can live in the past and be a woman who loves you happily." Yingchun sucked her nose, Sun Shaozu was a little panicked, and she cried!

Sun Shaozu was about to come forward, but was stopped in the spring.

"Just stand there and don't move. I haven't finished yet." Yingchun's voice came from the darkness, "However, I was wrong, I made a big mistake, and I was so wrong that I couldn't control it. You married me, treated me well, and spoiled me, all because of your espeakable purposes. I, Jia Yingchun, are just a chess piece of you, a poor chess piece that you played with. How ridiculous I am. I have always wanted to grow old with you, but before the end of my life, I find that I love the wrong person..."

Sun Shaozu's chest seemed to be blocked by a ball of cotton, which was overwhelmed.

Yingchun continued, "Sun Shaozu, you don't have to explain everything, because I don't want to hear any words anymore... In the past, I listened too much."

Yingchun stood up and said, "From now on, I will still be your wife, but there is a deadline. When Ling Er wakes up, I will take the girl away. The book is also ready-made. There is no need to bother you any more."

After Yingchun said a speech, he raised his foot and walked out. Sun Shaozu grabbed Yingchun's wrist behind Yingchun, with a bitter voice, "Yingchun, I know I'm wrong, but you should give me a chance..."

The head of the spring did not reply, and his voice was unusually cold. "Lord Sun, please be self-respecting. I won't waste any entanglement time with you anymore. I just need to shout. If you want your mother to hear the rumors of our quarrel at this time, just pull me."

Sun Shaozu didn't let go of Yingchun, but his tone was full of pleading, "Yingchun, you... don't be so cruel to me, okay?"

Yingchun giggled. In such a dark room, the laughter of Yingchun seemed a little creepy. Finally, Yingchun's laughter became silent and was faintly replaced by the sound of sobs.

Sun Shaozu's green veins burst. He wanted to come forward and hug the woman, but he seemed to take root under his feet and couldn't move it.

After a long time, Yingchun shook off Sun Shaozu's hand, "Lord Sun, if you are cruel, I think you are better than me?"

After Yingchun said a speech, he walked out of the room and called Sizhu, "Sizhu, hold the lamp and set the meal. I'm hungry."

Sun Shaozu closed his eyes fiercely, and the last thing he wanted to happen still happened. His favorite woman still left him. Sun Shaozu's heart was as painful as a knife.

Is there? Is there any medicine for regret in the world? If so, even if it is 10,000 taels of gold, he will buy it back and eat it.

Sun Shaozu never picked up his chopsticks for a meal, and his eyes never left the face of Yingchun. However, the Spring Festival was extremely enjoyable and heartless. However, Sun Shaozu still shed a tear when he saw Yingchun's back to serve soup. Only one drop, when he turned around again, Yingchun's face was already calm.

Sun Shaozu pressed his hand on his leg and clenched his robe tightly. He was not afraid of her making trouble, not afraid of her scolding, not afraid of her squeezing himself, and not afraid of her being aggressively. What he was afraid of was that he sat opposite her, but his eyes were nothing, as if he was just air, insignificant air.

After dinner, Sun Shaozu never took a bite, but he ate a lot in the spring. After eating, Yingchun stood up, took the cotton towel in Si Zhu's hand, wiped his mouth, and turned into the inner room.

Does she really have such a good appetite? He won't believe it. The more she did this, the more sad he became. Sun Shaozu was not interested in the dishes on the table. He waved his hand, and Sizhu and several maids withdrew the rice.

Sun Shaozu walked into the room, and Yingchun was sitting on the small kang and drawing flowers in front of the lamp. Sun Shaozu sat opposite Yingchun and frowned more tightly, "Yinger, I want to talk to you for a while."

Yingchun raised his head, but did not look at Sun Shaozu, but looked at the inner door and shouted out, "Si Zhu, come here, how do you draw this flower?"

Si Zhu came in, looked at Sun Shaozu with a embarrassed face, and walked to Yingchun with his head down, "Madam, it's late. It's not too late to describe it tomorrow."

"What? Can't you listen to me if your wings are hard? Yingchun Liu raised his eyebrows, and Si Zhu quickly lowered his head and dared not say another word.

This night, Yingchun and Sizhu painted flowers until the second watch and never stopped. Sun Shaozu sat aside and kept looking at the two of them. When the more dull sound came from afar, Sun Shaozu sighed and stood up, "I... go to Aunt Chen's old yard tonight. You... go to bed early."

He didn't raise his head in the spring and continued to look like flowers.

Sun Shaozu looked at Yingchun and walked out of the main room of Yingchun with a helpless face.

When Sun Shaozu's figure disappeared at the gate, the tears in Yingchun's eyes slipped again. She quickly wiped it with a veil and said to Si Zhu, "Lock the courtyard door. Today, you can sleep on the small bed in the inner bed."

Early the next morning, after the silk came and set the rules, he went to Mrs. Sun's place. Mrs. Sun had just had breakfast. Seeing that Yingchun was coming, she smiled and gossiped with Yingchun. I haven't seen Ling Er's child for two days? What is she doing?"

Yingchun said what she had already thought to Mrs. Sun, "Mother, that's the matter. My body and bones have always been not good. Ling Er was anxious when she saw it. She made a wish to pray for me in Ciyun'an, to worship the glass light Buddha statue of the Oriental Pure Glass World Pharmacist Buddha, read the 37th Pharmacist Sutra, beg me to get well, and then finish it. Pearl tire. I didn't want her to go, just find someone to replace her, but the child insisted that she had to go. She was my daughter. Naturally, her filial piety would touch Buddha Shakyamuni. I didn't know that my illness was getting better quickly.

Mrs. Sun smiled and said, "After all, your daughter is considerate. Look at Ling Er. You know how to ask Buddha to bless you at a young age. You are really blessed."

Wingchun reluctantly accompanied him to laugh.

"That's all, Yinger, when you're free, go and have a look. Don't short anything. If there's anything else, I'll add some sesame oil money. You can take it with you."

I'm busy welcoming the spring.

"Is the person serving on Ling'er's side properly arranged?"

"If you go back to your mother, they are all women and daughters selected by your daughter-in-law. The few clever maids walking outside are selected by the master."

Mrs Sun nodded, "That's good. After all, Linger is still a girl's family. After all, you have to be more careful."

"Yes."

Mrs. Sun didn't say anything more, and she retreated for the Spring Festival. Yingchun came out of Mrs. Sun and went to Yuling's yard. Huaijiao just pried Yuling's mouth and fed some medicine.

"Madam." When Huaijiao saw that the Spring Festival was coming, he was busy offering gifts.

"Is the big girl better?"

Huaijiao lowered his head and said, "The medicine was fed in, but I didn't see the eldest girl wake up and turn around."

Yingchun sat next to Yuling and looked at Yuling's closed eyes. Recently, everything seems to have hit the weakest place in her heart, so that she doesn't even have a chance to fight. Yingchun stroked the flowing sea on Yuling's forehead, "Linger, wake up quickly. Mother is so scared..."