212 boiling medicine
In the following days, my life and Anu were as painful as a nightmare. Yes, while waiting for Xiao Qingyun, we have suffered all the difficulties and insults of Sima Ruer. First of all, she doesn't allow her servants to do laundry and cook for us. As long as you do it yourself, it's nothing. She often stirs up those servants to speak ill of me behind my back and then spread rumors. How can I put D outside to seduce other men these days when Xiao Qingyun is away?
Also, Anu is often excluded or pushed when doing things. Many times, Anu hides from me from seeing him or pretends to fall. But I understand that it can't be such a coincidence every time. I know she doesn't want me to worry, and I can't tell the truth, because telling the truth makes me more embarrassed with her. In front of me, I can't do anything but endure all these sufferings silently. Several times, I thought about leaving, but recalling the sweetness of Xiao Qingyun at the beginning, it seemed to have become insignificant. It turned out that it had always been such a small wish that had been lurking in my heart, as long as I could live happily in the world, and then hand in hand with the man I loved to overcome all the hardships and be at peace with him. An'an will stay together for a lifetime, which is my dream.
Until one day, the news of Xiao Qingyun's rescue spread all over Qingyun Villa. At this moment, the breath of death seemed to be understood.
Anu held my hand and said, "Girl, we have to hold on. When the young master comes back, the hard days will be over."
I nodded with tears in my eyes. Yes, it's been more than two months since I left. I don't know how he is now. Thinking that he was coming back, I was both excited and uneasy.
Excitedly, he will come back to me again soon. What's uneasy is that we have been defeated and the situation is like this. How should we deal with it?
However, Anu has been advising me not to think too much. As long as the young master comes back, all problems can be solved.
The next three days are the most stable three days in Xiao Qingyun's absence.
Because these three days, Sima Ruer knew that Xiao Qingyun was coming back. First, she wants to pretend to be a good person and let me go. Second, she doesn't have time to talk to me. During this period, she almost went shopping to buy clothes. Every time I dress up like a princess, the people of Qingyun Villa are really out of reach.
Anu said coldly behind his back, "No matter how much you dress up, it's not as good as our girl."
I listened and didn't smile. I just said lightly, "Anu, don't spread this nonsense. If you say it, it will cause unnecessary trouble."
"I know the girl, and I'll tell you. Now that the villa has become a person who abades her, I won't tell them. Anu said a little sadly.
I also sighed: "I can't help it. Now that her father has made great contributions, it is not easy to save Qingyun. Besides, if Qingyun wants to rise again, I guess... he will have to rely on the strength of General Sima."
Seeing me say this, Anu was also silent. The girl rarely was silent. This time, she was suddenly silent like this. I knew that in her heart, she vaguely guessed something.
Finally, on the fourth day. The once vast and fierce army has returned with some elegance at this moment.
I pushed the room open and heard the sound of Sima Ruer cheering from afar.
Seeing my depressed face, Anu pulled me and said, "Girl, the young master is back. Aren't you happy?"
I reluctantly smiled: "How can I be unhappy? It's just..." However, I don't know how he feels now. At this moment, I actually felt that I didn't dare to touch Xiao Qingyun, who was so close to me. It has never happened, maybe it's because of Sima Ruer.
"Then let's go to see the young master now."
Involuntarily, Anu took me and ran to the main gate of the villa.
From afar, I saw Zhang Banxian, who came back from his armor, and Shiqi, who looked indifferent. With the invincible king's wind, they each placed the remnants of the army.
However, Sima Dajun behind him also stepped down with a cold face. Then the three of them talked for a while and dispersed directly.
At this time, Sima Ruer, who passed by me, raised her lips disdainfully and said, "How dare you follow me?"
"Why are you embarrassed? My girl also came to see the young master."
"Do you want to see it?" Leaving this sentence coldly, Sima Ruer, dressed like a bride, ran to her father.
The father and daughter first hugged each other, and then Sima Lie patted her on the head. After a few words, Sima Ru'er's delicate face sank.
Then, she said a few words to her father, then picked up her skirt and ran away.
I looked at this scene and it was directly a little bad.
Anu muttered, "What are they talking about? Why did you run away again? Huh? Why is the young master missing?"
All this is also what I want to ask. However, I'm not as good as Sima Ruer. I can't be like her and want to know anything.
"Girl, what should I do now?"
I didn't say anything. I saw Zhang Banxian going to the courtyard, so I quickly chased after him.
"Zhang Banxian, wait..." Although he is no longer a half-fairy, but has restored the status of the general, I am still used to calling his previous identity.
After all, that's him when I first met him. Everything seems friendly and natural.
When she saw me chasing me, she stopped in astonishment, then looked back at me and frowned, "Tianxiang girl?"
I asked without hesitation, "Where is Qingyun?"
After hearing this, he looked sad, looked up at the sky, and then sighed, "I'm sick."
"Are you sick? What disease?"
"On the way back, I caught a cold. Although it's okay, the doctor said that he was depressed and needed a good rest for the time being.
I panicked and said, "Where is it? I'll go to see him?"
Zhang Banxian was slightly stunned and said, "Girl, let's go later. Now..."
"What's wrong?" Seeing that he wanted to speak and stop, I thought Xiao Qingyun was very ill. Now he stepped forward in a hurry and looked at him desperately.
Zhang Banxian waved his sleeves and said helplessly, "Miss Sima has gone. I'm afraid that you will be incompatible for a while, so Tianxiang, you'd better go later."
In an instant, I froze in place for a long time before showing a bitter smile; "I understand."
"Tianxiang, it's not that I don't mean to let you see the young master, but that you should understand the situation at present."
"I know, I can understand the current situation."
"You are a smart girl, so I won't say more. It's up to you."
Leaving this sentence, Zhang Banxian left without saying anything. From his cold back, it can be seen that this defeat was a great blow to him.
Anu pulled my hand and said sadly, "Girl, are you all right?"
I shook my head bitterly and said, "It's okay."
"General Zhang is really. Why can Sima Ruer go to see the young master? You can't. The young master is in a sad mood now, and maybe he needs you by his side more.
"Okay, stop talking. Let's go back and stew some ginseng soup for Qingyun.
Xiao Qingyun's return completely exceeded my expectations.
I always thought that the first scene we met after not seeing each other for two months would hug each other like a long-lost lover, but we cried with joy.
Even if there is no such a hot-blooded scene, he will appear peacefully beside me, then take my hand, take me to a place where there is no one else, tell me about the process of failure, and then seek my comfort and comfort.
However, no one expected it. We didn't even see each other, and the first person to see him turned out to be Sima Ruer.
Although my heart hurts, I don't blame him. Because of the failure to restore the country, he fell ill again. Now I guess he has no strength to speak. How can he come to see me, or how can he refuse to see the wolf-like Sima Ruer?
At present, the only thing I can do is to make some ginseng soup and take care of him. As long as he is healthy, it is better than anything else.
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In this way, Anu and I spent the whole afternoon cooking the ginseng soup.
Anu smiled and said, "This is the soup I made with my heart. After drinking it, I will take some medicine to get rid of the disease. All the difficult and miscellaneous diseases will be fine tomorrow.
Yes, this is indeed the first time I have made soup for people, and I also hope it can have such an effect.
When I put the cooked soup on the table and was ready to take it over, Anu poked my back with her index finger and said, "Girl...girl..."
I turned around in astonishment, and Anu pointed to the door. I looked along and saw General Sima standing there with an extraordinary face.
"General Sima, why are you here?" Originally, I was quite respectful of this general, but when I thought of his daughter's evil deeds, I couldn't help becoming vigilant. After all, there is a saying that there is a father, there is a daughter.
At first glance, he was a man who didn't smile. At present, he just nodded to me and said to Anu, "You go down first. I have something to say to your girl."
Anu definitely didn't want to. Thinking of Sima Ruer's badness, she thought almost the same as mine.
I knew that this person could not hurt me at this time, so I motioned to Anu to let her go out.
Anu was on guard and slowly withdrew. But she just stayed outside the door and didn't walk away, I'm sure.
After seeing Anu leave, General Sima said bluntly, "Okay, Tianxiang, since there are no outsiders here, I might as well say it directly."
"What does the general want to say?"
"I'm a rude person. I don't know how to beat around the bush at that time, and don't be surprised."
Although I didn't answer, the other party should know that I have acquiesced.
"The young master is now defeated and depressed. Although he has a minor illness, his heart disease is difficult to cure. The only thing that can cheer him up is to reorganize the army and make a comeback.
"I understand, so I hope General Sima can help him."
"From the beginning, I saw that the young master was the dragon and phoenix among people, and he was a wizard who ruled the world. Therefore, I have been sparing no effort to help him restore the country. However, in the final analysis, this person is always selfish. Tianxiang girl should understand the selfishness of this general, right?
I smiled faintly and silently.
"Yes, General has only one daughter like Ru'er. Naturally, I want her to marry well. And she loves the young master so deeply, so the young master will also be the only support for her future life.
"Did Qingyun agree to this matter?"
General Sima smiled coldly: "Although I haven't discussed with the young master, Lord Zhang, the hostess, has this intention."
"What's the use of you coming to me and telling me about this?" I have a pain in my heart, and I can only pretend to be strong.
"Because the young master is spoiled, this is a well-known thing. And although I am dedicated to helping my daughter, I can't be too selfish. You are a good girl. Ru'er is too arrogant, but you put up with her again and again. It can be seen that you are extraordinary.
"I'm afraid I can't afford the general's praise." Yes, even if he praises me so much that there is nothing on earth, it is still for his daughter. I can't foolishly think that he is really doing it for my good. I only feel that what I just said is too ironic.
"Miss Tianxiang, I know you don't want to hear these words, but General Ben still wants to say it. In the future, I will help the young master win the country and make him a high-profile king. However, how can a king be accompanied by only one woman? Instead of sharing it with other women sooner or later, why don't you give anything to Ruer at this time?
"Forbearance?"
"Is it so difficult for you to make her happy?"
I'll go. I really want to say that if your daughter can make me calm down for a moment, I will be Amitabha.
I can't say more.
"What? Are you still unwilling?" Seeing that I kept silent, the other party's tone was obviously a little unhappy.
"Let's put it this way, whether he is a king or not, my future husband can only have me as a woman. It's not that I can't tolerate other women, but that I'm naturally small-minded.
"You..." After listening to me say this, General Sima's face turned pale: "As Ru'er, I can't compare with you, and I kindly talk to you and let her succumb to you. You are still so ignorant."
"Then don't you want me to praise me?"
"Humph, do you really think this general is afraid of you? I only respect you and discuss with you. This time, even if you disagree, Ru'er will become a pair with the young master.
My heart suffocated, but I sneered: "As long as you have that ability, what can I do?"
"That's what you said. Don't regret it then."
"Regret is also my business."
"Miss Tianxiang, if you do something so badly, the general will not leave any more way."
"When did your father and daughter leave me the rest of the way?" I greeted him with a faint smile and looked indifferent.
When he saw that I had no room for relaxation, he stared angrily.
I pointed to the soaked soup on the table and said blankly, "If the general wants to stay here, then stay. I stewed this ginseng soup for Qingyun. If I don't take it over, it will probably be cold. Tang Liang is fine, and his heart is gone. That's the injustice.
"You...do you think you can completely occupy the young master by doing this? What does he want? Do you know?"
"This is all I can do."
"Since you can't do it, why can't you get to know each other?"
"General, go and say these words to Qing Yun. As long as he says a word, I can leave at any time without you bothering to explain it.
"You..."
In the end, he shook his sleeves helplessly and left.
I held the soup and went to the Qingyun Pavilion where Xiao Qingyun lived.
The guards along the way knew that I was Xiao Qingyun's person and did not stop him.
Thinking of not seeing each other for two months, I was as anxious as a grave and was about to push the door, but I heard a fine conversation inside.
I think it is generally not allowed to enter here. There is someone in it today, and there must be something important to discuss.
So, instead of pushing the door, I stood silently outside the door.
"I may marry Sima Ru'er." This is Xiao Qingyun's unwavering voice.
"Young master, this time you can't be fooled. Think about it, the last impulse almost destroyed our whole army. Without the help of General Sima, you and I would not have stood here today. It's simply a fantasy to talk about the restoration of the country.
Zhang Banxian's half-hearted and half-worry voice made my hands and feet cold.
I want to leave, but I want to know more about Xiao Qingyun's decision.
I know that this decision is a dilemma. It's cruel to force him to decide, but somehow, I was born to want to be slandered or something, and I just wanted to know.
"I..." Xiao Qingyun couldn't speak and was obviously a little annoyed.
At this time, a clear and majestic female voice sounded: "Yes, Lord Zhang is right. General Sima has helped us so much, just for his precious daughter Sima Ruer. Qing Yun, you can't be wayward this time.
"Yes, if you become a monarch in the future, there will be more than one woman around you."
"No, you don't understand me at all. The relationship between me and Tianxiang can't tolerate anyone." Xiao Qingyun answered with some pain.
While my heart was bitter, I finally felt a little comforted. Yes, with his words, it's better than anything else.
"But isn't it important to restore the country in your heart?"
"Yes, we have prepared for more than ten years. Is it really going to be destroyed?"
"Qing Yun, you should wake up. Do you know what the consequences were caused by your impulse last time?
"Young master, at present, only General Sima can help us. It is not too much to marry his daughter. This is also the only guarantee for General Sima.
Facing the lobbying of Shiqi and Zhang Banxian, Xiao Qingyun couldn't help but be silent.
"Young master, if you can't make a decision, let me and the hostess do it. I believe that Tianxiang is understanding, and she will not be angry."
"You don't understand Tianxiang. She can tolerate anything else, but..."
Before she finished speaking, Shiqi interrupted coldly: "Qingyun, a woman, is really so important in your heart? You have become like this for her, and do you want to ignore the future of all of us?"
"I..."
"Yes, young master, just married Sima Ruer, and it didn't stop you from being with Tianxiang girl. Even if you give Miss Sima a name, is this really more difficult than everything?
Zhang Banxian's words made him unable to refute it.
And I, at this time, also seemed to be in water and fire.
Half is ice and half is fire. When it is integrated, life is worse than death.
Can't I escape the manipulation of fate after all? Serve a husband with others?
At this moment, I can no longer stay here, holding the ginseng soup that is about to cool down and returning to the original place step by step.
The road seems to be heavy, and the whole body is as heavy as gold. So that the moment I went in, there was no strength in my whole body.
I put down the soup bowl and collapsed on the bedside. Anu looked at me in horror, and then I don't remember what she said. All I know is that in front of me fell into darkness again.