Chapter 66 I don't know
"Oh!" Jin Xiying sneered and threw the things in his hand on the table. "Is this your birthday gift for me?" He looked at Xia Ziyan angrily! Yesterday, Xia Ziyan didn't go home until the party broke up late at night. He didn't know how worried he was about her! How I want to talk to her! When this happened, he knew that Xia Ziyan would be in a very bad mood! But when she came back, she was already asleep in the car, took her back to her room, and looked at her frown even in her dream. Not to mention how uncomfortable Jin Xiying's heart was! In the past, Xia Ziyan didn't know what sorrow was at all. She always faced everyone's affairs with a smile! But now... the smile on her face is much less than before, and now even if she smiles, it makes people want to cry sadly. Is it really so sad to be with him? Is it that Jin Xiying brings only pain to the people he likes? But even so, he doesn't want to let go! He can't let go either! Xia Ziyan can never leave Jin Xiying!
"You'd better sign it!" Xia Ziyan whispered, "This is good for us!" After the divorce, you continue your life, I live my life, and we will never see each other again. Isn't it good? It was a mistake from the beginning that we broke the original trajectory of life and let two unrelated people come together! Your world is not the place I should enter at all, and you are not suitable for my world! So, let's end this wrong relationship! Both of us will be relaxed because of this! I won't humiliate you again! I won't embarrass you anymore!
"It's not good!" Jin Xiying tore the divorce agreement to pieces in front of Xia Ziyan, "I'll tell you! I will never divorce you!" How can it be possible for him to let go of Xia Ziyan! Unless he is dead! Otherwise, he will never let go!
"Xiying!" Xia Ziyan's tone was full of helplessness, "Why do you do this?" She looked at Jin Xiying tiredly. Although she didn't remember her previous memories, she felt that she would not be happy before! Maybe it was a wrong decision for her to leave Jin Xiying, because it was impossible to find another man as good as him on her terms! But this has strengthened her determination to leave. She doesn't want to be a young grandmother! I don't want to be a rich lady! She just wants to live an ordinary life, have a husband who loves her, have a stable job, and live a simple life! That's all! She doesn't have any excessive demands!
In fact, Xia Ziyan decided to leave for only one reason, that is, low self-esteem. She felt that she was not worthy of Jin Xiying. Thinking about it, it was understandable that her husband was rich, handsome, and had a brain, and she had no money and was average appearance. Compared with Jin Xiying, the two were too different! And he also took over the family's business! But she can't help. What he needs is a woman with a delicate face, not a stupid woman like a goose!
"Then why are you doing this again?" Jin Xiying grabbed Xia Ziyan's shoulder and asked her to face herself, "Why?" Why do you want to leave!" Didn't you promise that I wouldn't leave me?" That day, Xia Ziyan, who was in the study, promised that she would not leave! But now why do you regret it again?
Unable to face Jin Xiying's face, Xia Ziyan could only turn her head and whisper, "I'm sorry!" She knew that she had broke her promise, but there was nothing she could do! Sorry, although it's useless, the only thing she can say is this sentence!
"I don't want you to say sorry!" Jin Xiying shouted excitedly, "You said you won't leave me!" Say you won't leave me!" He shook Xia Ziyan's shoulder hard! Now he has lost his composure!
Xia Ziyan frowned and said nothing. Jin Xiying is so excited now that she probably won't listen to anything! She thought she should talk about it again at another time. "Xiying! Let's talk about this another day! I won't disturb your work!" Breaking away Jin Xiying's hands, Xia Ziyan was ready to leave, and the divorce agreement had been torn apart by Jin Xiying. She couldn't do anything today! It doesn't make sense to stay any longer!
"No, don't go!" Jin Xiying shouted and pulled Xia Ziyan back hard, and a staggering Xia Ziyan bumped into Jin Xiying's arms!
"Xiying!" Xia Ziyan frowned and shouted, "Calm down!" This hit made her so painful! She felt that Jin Xiying was about to get out of control!
"I want you to give up this idea!" He turned Xia Ziyan's body hard and asked her to face himself, "Did you hear it? I want you to tell me that you won't mention it again! Won't divorce me! Say!!" Jin Xiying urged uneasily, "Speak quickly!" He asked Xia Ziyan to completely break this idea. He asked Xia Ziyan to say that he would not mention this matter again, otherwise he would not be at ease! This will always be his heart disease!
"Xiying, let go!" Xia Ziyan kept struggling, "You make me so much!" How could she use so much strength that her bones were almost crushed!
And Jin Xiying, as if she didn't hear Xia Ziyan's words of pain, still insisted on Xia Ziyan's divorce. Still shaking her shoulders!
Jin Xiying's reaction made Xia Ziyan very angry. She shouted angrily, "I must divorce you!"
"What did you say?" Jin Xiying asked in disbelief with wide eyes, "Say it again?" And the hands holding Xia Ziyan's shoulder are getting harder and harder!
Xia Ziyan knew that her words stimulated Jin Xiying and took a deep breath. She calmed down her voice and said slowly, "Let's get a divorce!" It's not good for anyone to be so entangled!
"No!" Jin Xiying said firmly, "I won't divorce you, and I won't let you leave me!" Then he suddenly kissed Xia Ziyan in her arms, as if only in this way can he be sure that the other party really belongs to him! It fiercely entangled Xia Ziyan's lips! Hold the other person tightly in your arms!
After being stunned for a second, Xia Ziyan began to struggle constantly. She kept shaking her head left and right, avoiding Jin Xiying's kiss. However, she was all held in her arms by the other party, and her hand was injured and it was unbearable when she accidentally touched the wound, so she didn't dare to struggle too much, but she didn't like Jin Xiying to use this. Treat her in various ways! I can only keep pushing him with a good hand!" Let go...uh!" As soon as she got a gap to speak, she was immediately occupied again. Jin Xiying's kiss was too hard and too domineering, which made Xia Ziyan really disgusted! She didn't understand why Jin Xiying treated her like this!
' Don't leave me! You can't leave me! Can't leave me!' Jin Xiying's head is full of these words! At the thought of Xia Ziyan's divorce from him, he couldn't stop being afraid. He had never cared about a person so much, but this person wanted to leave him. How could he tolerate this happen! How could he watch Xia Ziyan leave! He will never let her leave him!
"Well!" Xia Ziyan's eyes suddenly widened, because Jin Xiying actually put her hand into her clothes. Of course, she knew what Jin Xiying was going to do, so she struggled more violently and didn't care about her injured hand! Keep tossing in Jin Xiying's arms! Suddenly, Xia Ziyan's head hurt so much, and then some pictures flashed through her mind, and the feeling of déjà vu immediately came to her mind!' What's going on!' What the hell is going on? What's flashing in my mind?
I felt that there seemed to be something wrong with Xia Ziyan in her arms. Jin Xiying let go of Xia Ziyan's kissed red and swollen lips and looked down at Xia Ziyan in her arms, but found that she was frowning her eyebrows and her face was full of pain. She was very uncomfortable. "What's wrong? Ziyan! What's wrong with you?" Jin Xiying asked anxiously.
"Head! It hurts!" Xia Ziyan said that there were pictures flashing in her mind one after another, but she couldn't see the human face clearly. She could only feel that the picture was very familiar, but she couldn't remember anything at all!' No way! I must remember it!' Xia Ziyan knew that she was going to remember something, but her head hurt so much that she couldn't continue to think about it, but she didn't want to give up like this, because she didn't know when this feeling would happen again! Think of it! Be sure to remember!" She pounded her painful head hard, and she forced herself not to break her mind like this!
"Do you remember anything?" Jin Xiying asked anxiously. Listening to Xia Ziyan's words, she seemed to remember something and seemed to restore her memory, but Jin Xiying was not happy now, and it was very contradictory. If Xia Ziyan recovered her memory, she would no longer be so good to herself, but she would fulfill her promise that she would not divorce herself now, and Xia Ziyan If you don't recover your memory, you will be good to yourself, but you have to divorce yourself! Recover or not? Jin Xiying doesn't know!
She lowered her hand feebly, and the feeling disappeared. She shook her head disappointedly at Jin Xiying. She didn't remember anything!
Xia Ziyan didn't think of anything. Jin Xiying found that she was relieved about it. It turned out that subconsciously, he still didn't want Xia Ziyan to recover her memory! Yes, as long as Xia Ziyan doesn't recover her memory, she won't know that they are contract marriages, and as long as Jin Xiying doesn't sign the divorce agreement, Xia Ziyan will never leave him. Thinking of this, Jin Xiying's mood becomes very good. "Don't think about it if you can't remember!" He said comfortingly, and only he knew what was thinking!
Seeing that the gauze wrapped in Xia Ziyan's hand had been soaked in blood, it must have been made in the struggle just now. Jin Xiying gently touched the red gauze over there with pity, "I'm sorry!" It must hurt a lot! It can be seen that I was really crazy just now!" Ziyan!" Jin Xiying pleaded, "Let's not divorce, okay? Is it okay?"
"I..." Looking at Jin Xiying's pleading face, Xia Ziyan's firm thoughts were shaken. She is so messy now. "I don't know!" She really doesn't know what to do? Can you really be happy after divorce? She doesn't know! Can you really think about nothing without leaving? Don't you care about anything? She doesn't know either! She really doesn't know!