Chapter 128 Suddenly Looking Back

Chapter 128 [Looking back] (Part 1) I'm not a fool. I have noticed that although Aze is still pretending to be drunk, he is actually awake.

Shit, I was fooled by this guy.

Obviously, he came to Lijiang many days earlier than me, and he just proposed to find a place to drink, and he directly brought me to this pub. I think it was premeditated.

Because he probably knows that Fang Nan often visits here.

I looked at Fang Nan. Her eyes were extremely bright, and everything seemed to be like the old days, the outline of the woman who was affectionate to me.

It's just that she was obviously in extreme shock at this moment. Maybe she didn't expect to be here and see me again on such an unexpected occasion... Such a sudden surprise almost knocked her down! Looking at Fang Nan covering his mouth at a loss, holding the wall with one hand, and then his arms trembled and gradually became weak, turning into a hard support for the table next to him to barely stand.

Soon, just in our four eyes, Fang Nan's charming eyes were quickly filled with tears.

At this moment, I believe that Aze is not joking... The woman in front of her is still affectionate to me.

I forced a smile, and I looked at her: "Are you... okay?" Fang Nan came to her senses. There was light in her eyes, her eyes were tightly locked on me, and then she suddenly came over quickly... She seemed to open her arms to hug me, but she only finished half of the action and froze.

After all, she is a mature woman.

Despite the initial surprise, she immediately regained some sense of her mind and did not express her emotions with impulse like an ordinary young girl.

Her hand was almost touching my face, and her fingertips were only a few centimeters away.

But it shrank back.

At this moment, I saw something in Fang Nandi's eyes that made me very distressed... This kind of thing is very familiar. I once remember that at the beginning, in Fang Nan's home, this lonely poor woman moved me with this kind of thing flashing in her eyes.

Looking at her hesitation, she wanted to hug me, but she didn't dare... My heart softened.

Take the initiative to open his arms and hug her.

I clearly heard Fang Nan's soft "um", which sound was like crying, with infinite resentment.

It came out of her nose and fell into my ears, which made people can't help but ripple... The soft body in her arms was still so plump and seductive, because of my initiative, Fang Nan finally dispelled her worries.

Let go of all your arms and hug me tightly.

Her arms are getting tighter and tighter, and the time of this hug is unexpectedly long! A long time.

Fang Nan in her arms suddenly raised her head with infinite affection on her face. She looked at me without saying a word. Those cold star-like eyes were so close to me than ever... At this moment, in the face of the woman in my arms, I suddenly had an impulse to kiss her... I miss my face. The change in expression also showed some of my intentions, but unfortunately, I quickly calmed down... I watched the flame in my eyes go out.

All these changes were in the observation of this woman. Her body was shocked, and a barely miserable smile appeared on her face.

I have let her go, and then we took half a step back. I deliberately made a very relaxed look: "Fang Nan, how are you?" Fang Nan nodded, just looked at me like this, and then suddenly whispered, "Chen Yang.

Long time no see.

She looked at me and shook her head gently: "You still haven't changed much."

"Huh?" Your heart is still so hard."

Fang Nan seemed to be gently complaining.

I couldn't let myself be indifferent, so I had to smile.

Fang Nan glanced at Aze lying on the table and said, "Have you met Aze?" Well, I met him a while ago, and I didn't expect him to be here.

As soon as I said it, I immediately regretted it.

Because Fang Nan looked at me, she said quietly, "When you saw him, you should know that I'm here too, um... Maybe you didn't expect to see me at all."

I quickly concealed, "No... In fact, I haven't met him for a long time, and I haven't had time..." Fang Nan didn't say anything. She just thoughtfully looked at the two empty wine bottles and the remaining dishes on the table.

Obviously, this has silently exposed my "not long" lie.

I felt a little guilty and couldn't help looking at Fang Nan. Fortunately, Fang Nan didn't mean to blame me. She just looked at me and sighed gently.

After we sat down, I casually found the topic: "Well, how long has it been since we met? It's almost two years in a year and a half.

"It's five hundred and seventy-nine days."

Fang Nan's words almost made my heart jump.

Obviously, she is such a mature and beautiful woman, but she is like a young girl in a resentful tone: "And you, I'm afraid you have forgotten me for a long time."

"No, no."

"Well, Chen Yang, are you still like this? Do you always run away from me?" Fang Nan said, as if she was going to cry again. She looked at me and suddenly took a deep breath, and then smiled: "Well, maybe I'm too greedy.

I used to beg God to let me see you again every day.

But when I saw it today, I was delusional again.

She tried her best to make herself laugh so brightly, but unfortunately, the trace of heartache in her eyes could not be concealed.

"Fang Nan."

I sighed, stared at her, and whispered, "Believe it or not, I really haven't forgotten you."

...Really? In an instant, a trace of joy of recovery immediately flashed in the gloomy eyes. Fang Nan looked at me: "But Aze and I have known each other for a long time.

Your friends seem to be in touch with you, but it's just me, but you didn't give me a word. Don't say a phone call, not even a message.

I didn't say anything, because I really didn't know how to say it.

Do you use words to justify or cover up? That's just paler.

Looking at my speechless appearance, Fang Nan smiled and cried: "Maybe, in your heart, there has never been a place for me.

Chen Yang, you are still so cold to me. Maybe in your heart, I'm just a dispensable woman who embraces you.

"No..." I was just about to deny that Fang Nan had gently wiped his tears, and then smiled and laughed at himself, "Look, I can't control my emotions anymore.

I'm sorry, I don't want to say this either... We haven't seen each other for a long time. It seems that we should say something happy now, right?

To be honest, my eyes panicked... After all, the person in front of me is Fang Nan! It's Fang Nan who once made my heart flutter and had an entanglement with me!" Tell me about you, why are you here?" Fang Nan looked at me: "You're in Vancouver. Is everything all right?" Do you... Do you all know about me in Vancouver? I was a little surprised.

"Well, basically, as long as Aze and others know about you, I will ask him.

Didn't your friend, Miss Jojo, still live in Vancouver for a while? After she comes back, she will tell Aze about your situation, and then Aze will also tell me... I will keep it in mind seriously.

She spoke very softly and in a serious tone.

I sighed in my heart, but I suppressed my calm face: "I'm here to do something... Well, maybe after today, I'll go back tomorrow."

"So... Is it possible for you to return to China in the short term? Back to Nanjing?" Fang Nan's eyes were full of Xiyi.

"I'm afraid... I won't."

Looking at her expression, I really couldn't bear to extinguish her hope like this, but I still chose to tell the truth.

"Oh..." Fang Nan answered gently.

She suddenly whispered, "Maybe, I should hope I didn't meet you today."

Looking at my speechless appearance, Fang Nan suddenly got excited. She shouted at me, "How long am I going to be tortured!! You are the only one who gave me a glimmer of hope! You are the only man who gives me a sense of security! I once made such a big decision that I even decided that even if I was looked at by everyone with colored eyes, even if I wronged myself, I wanted to keep you by my side! How much do I pray for? How much do I expect? Chen Yang! Say it! Say it!! I just want to see you every day, so that I can smell you, so that I can feel more at ease!! But what about you? Just after I just got a glimmer of hope from you... you... you left! Leaving me, it's so far away!! So long!" She suddenly got excited, which surprised me a little, but looking at her clenched fists and trembling, I felt a little guilty. I couldn't help holding her gently and whispered, "I'm sorry, Fang Nan... But you know, in that case, I had to leave."

"I know... I know... I know everything."

Fang Nan began to cry in a low voice again. She hung her head and covered her face, but tears still flowed out of her fingers: "I know, there is no way for you to leave... I only hate it! I hate why I don't have the ability to help you. There is no way for you to stay.

She suddenly raised her head and grabbed my hand desperately. The woman's charming face was full of heartbreak at this moment, and her tone was like the struggle of a dying man...