Chapter 17 Lin Chong
I have lived here for six years.
Six years ago, I was only eleven years old.
I didn't expect that time was so ruthless. In a flash, I was already seventeen years old.
Sitting on a weed pile, the big dog looked at the sky with a blank expression, and a sour feeling rose in his heart.
Once I thought that after my uncle sent me to Ye's house, it would be a turning point in my life, but I didn't expect that it would be six years to work in the position of this peripheral disciple!
Lin Yun, he passed the first trial of the peripheral disciples, and the next step is to enter the assessment of the core disciples. Once he passes, he and he are really from two worlds. No matter what, he can't surpass him in his life!
However, even if he can't pass the assessment, is there any way to surpass him?
The big dog's heart is full of grief and despair. For so many years, he has not tried to resist, but every time he resisted, the subsequent blows and suppression will be heavier!
Over time, he has become the only state of his life.
He wants to practice hard and become strong to make those who bully him regret it, and make Lin Yun regret it!
However, every time you practice for a short time, you will be interrupted by the miscellaneous fragments sent by Lin Yun and find some reasons to do something. If you don't do it, it will be a nominal challenge and a practical beating!
For beating, I'm used to it. After hitting, the scars will always heal, won't it?
But how can the pain in my heart be healed?
But I've been used to it for so many years, haven't I?
Isn't it?!!!
Two lines of tears crossed the big dog's face, holding the grass valley on both sides tightly with both hands, and the blue veins were exposed.
Some of the disciples who had just gone up the mountain may have come up for themselves, but what was waiting for them was neglect and oppression. Gradually, those people alienated themselves and integrated into Lin Yun and others. They became waste and no one paid attention to cooks!
I came to learn the Star Wars formula, but in the end I became a cook who cooked for them. It's ridiculous!
What's more ridiculous is that I'm used to it...
Wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, the big dog looked at the stars in the sky, as if looking at countless mocking eyes.
Brother Qin, he is a good person. He doesn't need him to stand out. He is a collateral line of the Ye family. He will soon enter the core disciples. In the future, he should have a better development like Lin Yun...
He stood up for himself and offended Lin Yun, so he can't stand here in the future...
Yes, I don't need his mercy, and I don't need his help...
No need...
The big black-haired dog under his feet seemed to feel the anger and sadness in the big dog's heart. He gently wiped his thighs with his head and stretched out his tongue to lick his clenched fist.
Looking at his only partner, the big dog's face showed a smile, but the smile was extremely obscure.
Ergou, you are already three years old. Three years ago, I saw you when I went down the mountain to pick wild vegetables. At that time, you were dying. You, who were only the size of your arm, also grew up so big!
Does the wound on the back of your head still hurt?
I remember that it was the first time you bit Lin Yun and others to save me, leaving a scar. At that time, it scared me for several days. Fortunately, you are fine, otherwise, I really don't know what to do...
I'm really sorry about what happened tonight. I can't protect you, and I can't protect myself...
Holding the big black-haired dog, the big dog's tears flowed freely and muttered to himself, "Gods, can you see me? Can you know my current pain? Can you make me stronger and make me stop living such a life..."
In this passage, he has asked the sky many times. The big dog knows that the gods will not answer him. He is just a mortal. A mortal who does not pay attention to him by his peers, how can he get an answer from the gods!
However, just as the big dog was crying silently, a voice that had never been before suddenly sounded behind his back, making him stunned in an instant:
"The gods can't help you, and you are the only one who can help you!"
After a pause for a few seconds, the big dog slowly turned around, but found that Qin Yuelou was standing behind him at this moment, looking at himself blankly.
Qin Yuelou smiled faintly and said, "Do you mind if I sit next to you?" Before the big dog could answer, Qin Yuelou sat down by himself, then looked at the big dog with a stiff expression and said, "Would you like to talk to me?"
"What are you talking about? There's nothing to talk about!" The big dog forced a smile, staring at his knees at his chin, and his eyes were blank.
"If you choose to escape, I'm afraid you won't be able to be yourself all your life!" Qin Yuelou raised his head to the sky and said with value, "What can help you, only by picking up your dignity can you become stronger..."
Silence.
The cold wind blew around, blowing a large bamboo forest.
The big dog's body shrank unconsciously, and he felt the deep coolness.
Qin Yuelou didn't say anything. The two sat quietly, and there was a subtle air machine spreading here.
After a long time, the big dog smiled bitterly and said, "Brother Qin, do you know, Lin Yun... He is my cousin!"
Cousin!
Qin Yuelou was shocked all over and turned his head. His eyes were unconcealedly shocked. He opened his mouth and didn't say anything.
The big dog didn't care. He seemed to have taken off a heavy burden. He stared at the ground without focus and said to himself, "I have a name. I don't call him a big dog. My name is Lin Chong."
Qin Yuelou did not interrupt the big dog. No, it should be said that it was Lin Chong's narrative and listened quietly.
From Lin Chong's mouth, Qin Yuelou knew that his family originally opened a small grocery store in Aodong City. Lin Chong's parents passed away very early, so he lived with his uncle. Since he was a child, his uncle's son, that is, Lin Yun, has been looking down on him, often looking for some excuses to humiliate him, and even beating and scolding him.
However, because he is under the shelter of others, Lin Chong knows how to protect himself. He has always tolerated and obedient to Lin Yun's unprovoked provocations. His childhood was gray and dull.
Six years ago, my uncle asked a good friend to send him and Lin Yun to Xiangye Shanye's house. Lin Chong thought that his fate would change, but he didn't expect that among the peripheral disciples, Lin Yun quickly erected his prestige, and then he was more cruel than before.
He endured, he endured, and finally life became numb and empty...
He doesn't know the reason for living. He is an orphan and Lin Yun is his cousin. Three years ago, because he took in two dogs, that is, the black-haired dog, the peripheral disciples became worse under the leadership of Lin Yun, and changed his name to a big dog. Since then, there has been no Lin Chong in this Zhuxiangyuan, only a big dog, a humble person like a dog!
After listening to Lin Chong's statement, Qin Yuelou's heart had set off a huge wave. He didn't expect that Lin Chong would have such hardships, and he didn't expect that Lin Yun, who bullied him in the daytime, turned out to be his cousin!
Compared with Lin Chong, how can his childhood be called incomplete? It's simply perfect!
However, the anger in Qin Yuelou's heart had ignited him. He had an impulse to immediately drag Lin Yun in front of Lin Chong and questioned him how he was a cousin!
Even the name has been changed to the other party, big dog, what a shameful name!
Qin Yuelou took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down. He looked at his face full of tears, but bit his lips without saying a word. A kind of perseverance flashed in Qin Yuelou's eyes: "Do you know? I also have a brother, and my brother is so excellent that he can only be looked up to! Since I was a child, I have been praising my brother and growing up under his aura. He once said that I can't be a strong man in my life!"
Speaking of this, Qin Yuelou clenched his fist and said, "But I'm unwilling. I don't want to be silent like this. I not only want to be a strong man, but also want to be a strong man who surpasses my brother. Therefore, I have made several times and dozens of times more efforts than others. Only in this way can I keep myself from losing my self-confidence, no Lose your dignity!"
"Do you know? When my brother disappeared two years ago, what did the servants at home think of me? They all prayed that their brother would come back, hoping that I would be my brother! In this way, our family can be safe and safe in Tianlong City!" When Qin Yuelou said this, his tone was a little excited: "Yes, at that time, even myself thought, why am I not my brother, why am I so mediocre, and why can't I do everything my brother can do?! But even so, I still haven't lost my confidence, and I still haven't lost my dignity. I value these two things more than my own life! Because I know that as long as I protect my confidence and dignity, one day I will succeed. One day, through my own efforts, I can hear my brother say that I am wrong. You are a real strong man!"
"So, I follow my belief. One blow can't defeat me, countless blows can't defeat me! Along the way, I fell down many times, but I stood up!" Qin Yuelou's eyes were bright, like two bright stars in the night, which brought a great shock to Lin Chong: "Lin Chong, remember, as a strong man, if you are submissive, if you don't even dare to withstand the blow, and you don't even dare to resist the pressure, then how can you become stronger and make your cousin regret?! Take back what you just said to the gods. That's the dignity you have lost. Pick it up, pick it up with your hands, and save you!"
Lin Chong was shocked. At this moment, he looked at Qin Yuelou, who suddenly stood up. The waves in his heart surged for a long time. Suddenly, he seemed to remember something and staddled and said, "Brother Qin, you just said that your brother was excellent. Tianlong City, I remember, you Brother, is it..."
"Yes, my brother is the first young man in the post-star era!" Qin Yuelou said lightly, "However, even if he has stood at the peak of the mainland, I will climb up!" I can do it, Lin Chong. I believe you can do it too!"
After saying that, Qin Yuelou exhaled heavily, ignored Lin Chong, who was still shocked, and left quietly.
And Lin Chong sat still in place. I don't know how long it took. After Lin Chong's face changed several times, his eyes showed unprecedented firmness!
Dignity, confidence, faith!
I will pick him up with my own hands!
Brother Qin, thank you...
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