Starlight Shining

Chapter 20 "Falled" Sun 3

"I'm not going... I'm not going..." The sun shook his head.

"Okay, we won't go, let's go home, go home..." Mu Zoe held the sun tightly and let her calm down first.

Fortunately, Xiaohei's driving skills were good, and the people who chased him went to appease their boss, so they quickly ran out of the suburbs.

After returning home and tossing until midnight, the sun fainted uncompressingly.

Muzoy was completely scared, and now she is also a little scared. She didn't expect the sun to become like this. It was fine before, but why did it suddenly become like this?

Daniel patted Muzoi on the shoulder and comforted her, "Send her to the drug rehabilitation center. This is the only way."

"Rehab?" Muzoi looked at Daniel.

"Do you want to keep the sun like this? Are there still few examples seen on TV? Do you have to wait until she becomes more serious before you are cruel? This is linked to life." When Daniel was a model, he often heard and saw that many models rely on drugs to maintain their bodies, and it seems to be common to take drugs in the circle. Some time ago, because a famous model died of drug addiction, which attracted the attention of major media and police, it deepened the police's thorough investigation of drug and drug addicts.

The sun can't go on like this. Muzoe knows that drugs are a terrible thing, especially when she is addicted to drugs. She can't let the sun go on like this, she can't...

Mu Zoe leaned against the bed and slept all night. She has been taking care of the sun. Why is society so cruel? How much harm does it take for the poor person to give up?

If... the sun escaped ten years ago, wouldn't the current situation be like this? If she had jumped down to save the sun at that time, even if she was caught by the coach and stayed with the sun all the time, would the current situation be better? However, fate always teases people, and there is not so much if in life...

The morning sun sprinkled on the pale and haggard face of the sun through the window. Muzoe painfully brushed the sun's messy hair, and then walked out of the room to cook some light porridge for the sun.

The door of the room closed, the sun slowly opened her eyes, and she wiped the wet corners of her eyes.

"Zoy...thank you." If it weren't for Zoe, the sun wouldn't even have its own name. But she is no longer the sun she used to be. She is not the sun that can bring smiles to everyone, just like a planet in the sky that has fallen forever.

The sun saw a military knife on the table, which was the knife Zoe used last night. She forced her weak body to the table and held the knife tightly in her hand. She glanced at the picture of Zoe and her father on the table, and her eyes became blurred. "Zoy, I'm sorry. We must be good sisters in the next life..."

The sun pointed the blade at his wrist...

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Daniel walked to the kitchen with the takeaway in his hand and saw Muzoi cooking porridge.

"No need to cook, I've already bought it." Daniel said to Muzoi.

Mu Zoe turned around and saw Daniel holding the takeaway in his hand.

"Thank you."

"Thank you, Xiaohei bought it." Daniel put his takeaway on the table.

"Thank you for everything..."

Daniel showed a faint smile on his face, "Okay, take it to the sun. She must be very hard now. Maybe she can't eat anything, but you must be patient.

"Hmm. Wait a minute! I'll bring a basin of water for the sun to wipe first. You help me pour the porridge into the bowl and then help deliver it to the room.

"All right." Daniel sent Buddha to West.

Muzoe went to the bathroom and picked up a basin of cold water and brought it to the room.

The moment she opened the door of her room, she was shocked. Seeing that the sun is holding a knife on your wrist, as long as you exert a little force, blood will pour out endlessly from there...

"Sun - what are you doing?" Muzoi stopped it loudly.

The sun suddenly turned around and saw Muzoe's worried face. Her heart suddenly became more sad, "Don't worry about me!"

"Wang--" Muzoe did not hesitate to splash a basin of cold water on the sun.

The sun stared at the sun, and the sudden cold water woke her up a lot. The once beautiful and sad cruel memories kept emerging in her mind, and everything was as if it happened yesterday.

"Bang--" Muzoe stepped forward and slapped the sun hard.

The sun covered its face and looked at Muzoi doubtfully.

Transparent salty tears overflowed from the corners of Muzoe's eyes, and she hugged the sun, "Why are you so stupid... Why are you doing this?"

The sun leaned wetly in Muzoe's arms, "What's the point of me living... The earth will still rotate without me." If there is no one in the world, it will still be as usual, not to mention that without a small her, no one will care at all.

Mu Zoe patted the back of the sun and choked: "Why are you so stupid! If so, I would have died many times. Do you think I live happily and freely? I know the truth about my mother's death, and I know that my father was also killed by them, but I can't do anything! Sometimes I just want to stab them with a knife, but I don't have the courage. I don't have the courage to become a murderer, so my parents will look down on me. Whoo... Dad has left me. Don't you even want me? If you also leave, what do you want me to do? How do you want me to live! Why don't you even want me..."

Muzoy pushed the sun away, "Okay, since you want to die, I'll stay with you. Let's go together!" Anyway, it's meaningless for me to live in this world. Let's die together!" Mu Zoe began to grab the knife in the sun's hand.

"No!" Muzoi, who was stopped by the sun, said, "No! I was wrong, I was wrong..." The sun grabbed the knife and threw it on the ground. His face was wet with cold water or tears.

"Zoy... I'm sorry, I won't leave you." The sun hugged Muzoe. What is she doing? How could she think of committing suicide? How can she ask Zoe to accompany her?

"I won't leave you. Let's live well..." Mu Zoe and the sun hugged tightly and cried.

The door of the room was quietly closed. Daniel sighed gently, put the porridge at the door, and then left.

After calming down, the sun was a little embarrassed when she saw Muzoe. She didn't want Zoe to see herself like this. She is already impure, her body to the soul, and no place is clean. Is this the arrangement of fate? I am destined to be a person who can't be loved by failure.

The sun lit a cigarette against the wall. At that time, the usurer let her take drugs in order to control her for a long time. She thought that she could be restrained by her perseverance, but after she really fell into it, she knew that no one could resist drugs**. She is becoming more and more fascinated by drugs, and gradually she can't live without drugs. Yesterday, she was addicted to drugs. She didn't want Zoe to know. She suddenly remembered that there was still some morphine in the dormitory, so she turned back. Unexpectedly, as soon as she arrived at the dormitory, she was stopped by the fat man. She was taken to the old factory. She was willing to be ridden by those men in order to get the drugs in the fat man's hands. She hated such herself and hated herself! I hate such an impure self! I hate to make her such a ruthless society!

"Woo..." The sun grabbed her headache crazily and cried. She didn't even have a chance to regret it. Time could not go back, and the world could not start all over again. Her life was doomed to failure.

Mu Zoe hugged the sun tightly, and tears couldn't stop flowing out again. Recently, she has been so sad. She gently touched the head of the sun, trying to convey a little warmth to her.

"Sun, let's start over. You can definitely stand up again..."

"Can I? Can I still stand up?"

"You can definitely do it. Don't forget, you still have me! Even if the whole world gives up on you, I will never leave you, and I will never leave you again. Muzoi's tone was firm. The choice to leave the sun ten years ago made her very regretful. She vowed that she would never leave the sun alone again.