chapter 49 What, spread
It took about half an hour in the toilet to deal with the feeling. Go to the washbasin to rinse your mouth and look in the mirror. I was shocked. Is the female ghost in the mirror called the most invincible peach blossom beautiful girl in the world? It's no different from Sadako, who just climbed out of the ancient well.
I went out of the toilet and opened the refrigerator and found a large jar of lemonade and a few eggs in it. I continued to scratch my head angrily. I took out the transparent glass jar and prepared to catch all the lemonade inside. As soon as I raised it to my mouth, I suddenly remembered what Li Luo had told me before.
Don't drink lemonade after getting up and vomiting in the morning. Acidy things will promote the peristalsis of gastric acid secretion. Don't drink it when there is nothing in your stomach. Otherwise, the stomach will rub and rub the gastric mucosa...
Don't drink it?
Can you still believe what the dead gay said? How many times has he lied to me so far? I'm afraid I didn't know it once. Forgive me for being so stupid. I loaded all the trust on him without any doubts, but I didn't expect the lie to be so huge.
But what did he lie to me? What am I angry about? Is it possible for Chen Yi to love me when I'm angry?
What is it? What is it? Honey, it's all over. I said I would give myself a way to make a living.
But it's really uncomfortable. How can you like a boy so much? How can you like him more than me? So much so that you have been with me for three years to get rid of your love for him. Aren't you tired? Li Luo, I said I know who you are. I don't bother to guess how much you love him.
Anyway, in the end... No one will be a winner.
Fate will laugh to the end. We are just pawns that it teases when we are bored.
I drank half of the water in one go, and my stomach was not comfortable, but I felt much better. I put the water can back in the refrigerator. I stood in the living room and called my aunt twice. No one answered me. Xiaoyi also went to the cram school. I was the only one at home. I thought I'd better call her when I went out.
After all, our family has never had the habit of having dinner at home.
I slowly looked for clothes, thinking that I should wear more rules. I looked at the white skirt my aunt bought for me yesterday, and today's face was still a little soft and weak. Put on your clothes, put on light makeup, and blush. Your face doesn't look so scary. Then use a hair straightener to make your hair comfortable, and find a small clip with a white bow slanted on the side of the hair. Well, it looks good and more pretentious. People who know me should be thunderous when they see it. That's what they want.
It's better to kill that gay so that he can't be gay all his life.
After packing up and looking at the time, it's 5:45. I was wondering if I should call the brother first to ask if I could go out, but the phone happened to be ringing.
I think it's a text message, two short words, "Come out."
I put my mobile phone in my bag, put on my shoes and walked to the door of the yard. From afar, I saw a black car parked on the roadside. It didn't look like the half-dead Volkswagen Polo. Take a closer look, Yoxi, A8.
A8 is indeed a good car, but didn't you ask me if I like r8 or Lotus in the morning? Is there such a difference between hundreds of thousands of cars and millions of cars?
Fake fight!
I opened the co-pilot's door and sat up. He looked at me for a full minute before he said and praised, "You are too professional!" If I meet you for the first time, I will think you are a pure little Lori.
I took out a cigarette from my bag and replied to him, "You don't pretend to be professional. You abruptly pretend to be a homosexual as a normal person. You are simply an ancestor!"
He started the car and looked at the road and stopped looking at me. "But this kind of dress is really suitable for you. I've said it before."
Who wants to discuss dressing with him?
I took a puff of smoke, rolled open the car window and spit out the smoke, satirizing him, "Didn't you mean either r8 or lotus? What's going on? Is it out of stock or out of money?
He glanced at me and said, "Your value doesn't seem to meet the standard of a sports car now. I didn't open my nanny's QQ to give you face!"
I was so angry that I never talked to him all the way.
He drove his car to a home-cooked restaurant, which was the kind of restaurant he went to eat with his uncle last time. The food was terrible. I got out of the car in the front and waited for him to park the car and go in together. I played with my mobile phone by the roadside. After playing for a while, I wanted to see if the man had come out. As a result, I looked up and saw Li Luo.
I knew that he would take me to play this.
The prey that has just been hunted can't wait to show off, which is in line with the always calm style of the masters.
Li Luo, wearing a thin white T-shirt and light-colored jeans, came to the wind with his head down slightly hunched. He is getting thinner and thinner. His shoulders are too narrow to support his T-shirt at all. He looks like he has no body inside and is empty.
It is so fragile that the wind can blow away like a paper man.
Well, I admit that my heart hurts. Does this child not eat or sleep all day? How can he lose weight like this?
As soon as my eyes were astringent, tears were about to pour out. I immediately changed the direction of my head and quickly wiped away the tears that were about to overflow from the corners of my eyes.
"A Luo, here." I don't know when Chen Xiaoming came back. The cheap hand climbed on my shoulder and hugged me and greeted Li Luo loudly.
Li Luo knew that he heard me and Chen Yi on the phone. Although he was not very sober at that time, he still had a memory. He knew that I begged Chen Yi to let him go, and he also knew what I was doing now. He took a look at us and walked over slowly.
As many years ago, he slowly came to me and kept calm, but there was no longer a nod and smiling expression.
I know the current situation, and no one can laugh.
We are not so mature enough to forgive everything that can't be forgiven and tolerate everything that can't be tolerated, are we?
God forgive us, we are all just children. Forget who has hurt and deceived. If you are too young, you will make mistakes after all. It is not good for anyone to remember too clearly.
I suddenly sounded the night of the heavy rain. Chen Yi lay beside me, and we listened to the low singing of the male voice on the radio.
"Where am I going to find her now? I forgot her name and didn't know her address. I don't have her photo and number.
Will she also look for me? She doesn't have my name, address, photo and number.
Do you think I will find her again? She is afraid of loneliness and darkness and struggle. You said I would find her again, and I'm really worried about leaving her alone.
I said that I won't find her again. Maybe she is used to loneliness, darkness and fear. I don't think I can find her anymore, because someone may struggle with her.
......
What's the name of that song? Yes, Revelation. I still remember listening to Chen Yi and saying to me, "I like a person named L."
At that time, it was also said on the radio that the song "Revelation" was sung by a boy named L to the girl he liked.
"What a coincidence, it's all called L."
Now I think about it, yes, what a coincidence, why is it called L? Is it Li Luo who is called L all over the world? Then whether Death Note is still sold or not, they won't sue you for infringement.
How can it be like this?
How can the favorite L in Chen Yi's story be Li Luo? Doesn't Li Luo only exist in Zheng Aili's story?
How can you make a guest appearance everywhere? Who are you worthy of such a lack of professional ethics?
"Xiao Li, don't you look well? Did you drink lemonade without eating? Li Luo approached and looked at my face and said that he stretched out his hand as if to touch my cheek a few years ago, but his hand reached halfway and shrank back.
My whole body trembled, and I couldn't help trembling. I swear, I'm about to suffocate.
Is it okay? Don't say that. Can you pretend that you don't know me, please.
Don't talk to me, don't look at me, don't care about me, don't pretend that you still love me, or you should say don't pretend that you have loved me before.
"Baby, are you not feeling well?" Fortunately, Chen Yi held my hand harder so that I didn't fall down. He knew that I was holding on. He arranged this battle, so even if he had a good time ago, he would have a 100% chance of winning.
However, don't you see that Li Luo and I have no intention to fight. It's just that your heart is too angry with us.
"No." I really couldn't smile in front of Chen Yi in front of Li Luo, so I had to lower my head and shake my head, "Let's go in."
I just felt that as soon as I shook my head, tears fell on the white skirt, and a decadent flower bloomed and disappeared in an instant.
When will this kind of entanglement come to an end?
Li Luo followed us, muttering and saying something, because the voice was too low, I couldn't hear it clearly. I only caught a careful sentence and repeated it back and forth, "Why are you thin again? Why did you lose weight again? Why did you lose weight again?"
Honey, are you talking about me or your Chen Yi? It's easy to misunderstand if you don't speak without a name in front of you.
I would think you were talking about me.
Chen Yi seemed to have heard it. He turned his head and scolded him gently, "Don't go crazy, be normal!"
That tone is completely different from his usual careless tone, just like a serious brother scolding his playful younger brother. Even if it is harsh words, it is not spoiled.