chapter 56 weaken

On the weekend, my aunt really can't stand my untidy attitude towards life at home every day. He insisted on pulling me out to pick up the class. In the evening, my uncle who took care of Wanji would not come back. We went to the high-end buffet restaurant on the top floor of the department store to have a good meal.

I think that I should go out for a walk after not going out for so many days. In addition, my aunt said that what kind of crocodile meat has been introduced in the restaurant. The shark meat is delicious. Now Argentus can still get two for free, so I can't resist **. He quickly changed his clothes and put on makeup, and went out with her.

When my aunt's car just drove to the door, I saw an extremely familiar polo flashing through the window in front of me. I vaguely saw another girl sitting on the co-pilot who had never seen before. Her clothes were exposed, which was in line with the usual taste of some people. It's really strange. I didn't expect to meet this person as soon as I went out. Fortunately, he didn't see me, but then again, what if he saw it? There is no intersection anymore.

Not now, not in the future, it used to be regarded as nothing.

Those seemingly beautiful encounters are just fatal mistakes. I think of poisonous mushrooms. The brighter the color, the more toxic they are.

I turned my head and stopped looking. When I turned my head, his car had disappeared.

Does he love Li Luo? Is that how he loves Li Luo? Not every woman can replace it, can't she? Is he constantly changing women every day, what is he looking for or excitement? After all, it's really puzzling. I'm starting to doubt now whether he said he liked Li Luo, whether it was his side words or a lame excuse to paralyze me.

My aunt first drove the car to the downstairs of Xiaoyi's cram school and asked me to get off and go to the underground parking lot.

I got off the station and waited for my aunt by the roadside. I felt that the sun was too poisonous, so I stood in a shady corner of the street waiting for her.

I stood for a while, but my aunt hasn't come yet. I guess it was the road idiot who walked into the parking lot and didn't know how to get out. He was thinking that his hands suddenly wrapped around my waist behind his back. Her head was buried in my neck and called my name, "A Li... A Li..."

I smelled the familiar fragrance on her body. It has been that perfume for so many years. I said it was suitable for her, Chanel No. 5.

Her head rested on my shoulder, and the long brown curly hair drooped from my shoulder and mixed with my straight black hair. The color looked terrible. I felt that she had lost weight, the bones on her slender arms protruding violently, and the bones on her body reached me. To be honest, I'm really afraid to look back. I'm afraid that I will see a haggard cheek that I can't even bear.

Her voice was hoarse, her throat was dry, and she muttered, "A Li..."

I said, "Honey, it's really indescribable to hear that you can still call my name."

She shook her head, strengthened her hands, and hugged me tighter from behind. She has been an insecure child since she was a child. She likes to strangle everything in her arms, especially important things. She should always be afraid that when she is a little careless, those things will become what she once owned, although it is unreasonable.

"I knew it, you would still remember me." Her tone was very calm, but she could still hear it with a little joy.

My hand covered her and rubbed her skin, as delicate as ever. We grew up together, and most of our habits are the same. We never treat our skin badly. Even if we take care of our hands every day, we can't be careless. So many people say that our hands are very similar, very small, tender and white. More people say that we are simply two sisters. We are beautiful. We often buy double clothes and wear the same clothes. It is also natural to be recognized as two sisters. We both enjoy this statement. Every time someone asks, we will answer, yes, we are two sisters.

Generally, I will be mistaken for my sister, and she will be my sister. Sometimes I want to know what she would look like if they knew she was a year older than me.

So you see, I have always played the role of maternal love.

"No matter what, it's really not easy to forget you." I smiled and said, "I still remember my thirteenth birthday, as we said when we made a wish together. When we are 50 years old, we will celebrate our birthday like this, and when we are 70 years old, we will travel around the world hand in hand to celebrate our birthday. When we are 100 years old, we will push each other this wheelchair for our birthday. When we die, we will be buried together, and we will celebrate our birthdays together when we wake up in the next life. How long has it been since you said this? How can I forget it? Isn't it?"

"Yes," she took over my words. "I also remember that you asked me what to do if my husband wanted to be buried with me again, and said boldly and kicked him out."

I looked up and looked at the increasingly dazzling eyes in the sky. "If it were Li Luo, I really didn't dare to kick it."

"Do you know how much courage I summoned to hug you when I first saw you?" Her cheeks rested on my ear, just like the posture we whispered before. There was nothing wrong with her. "I thought you were dazzled. How can you stay in the purest time forever as before? Li Luo often told me, Qian Rui, Qian Rui, do you know why I like A Li? A Li is like a baby, and her perception of the world is always so simple. How can you think she can be so westernized? I said to him, you are fucking bullshit. I have been with her for many years, and she has been that virtue since she was a child. In fact, I know better than anyone else, and I have to feel the temperature of the world. It's just that she doesn't want to say it. She is a child who likes to be depressed. She is obviously bruised, but she has to pretend to be very happy. He is a dead child who likes to pretend to be a mature housekeeper.

"I know I'm different from you." Her voice choked a little, and she took the heavy hoarseness, which sounded very uncomfortable. "I will get married at the end of the year, find a husband to entrust for a lifetime, and have a child who will make me angry. My child will grow up slowly and leave my arms when he is mature, and then he will have a family and he will have his children. At that time, I slowly grew old in the rattan chair, my hair would turn white, my head would become dull, my speech would no longer be sharp, and my teeth would fall off. Gradually, I don't like spicy food. I don't know how to chew gum. Drinking a bowl of porridge every day is satisfying. When I'm a little older, my child will help me buy a cemetery. Didn't Zhao Benshan say, 'No matter how well the house is repaired, it is a temporary residence, and that small box is your eternal destination'? Finally, I will also go to that small box as an explanation for my embarrassing life. And you..."

"And you will always be seventeen years old. You are forgotten by time, or you let time forget you. You will never grow up, weave yourself into a painless dream, don't care about what happens outside, do your own things, and want to be isolated from the world. In your dream, you will always be happy and live a happy life. No one will hurt you... Until forever."

I patted her hand, "For so many years, you really only know me best. Do you think I should be happy or worried? Yes, in my dream, I was still playing with you barefoot in the yard where I didn't move before, or hiding in the quilt and biting each other's ears. Is Li Erwa from the next class more handsome? Zhang Erya, who is in the senior grade, is more stylish. In my dream, I also bought a super-flavored popsicle with you after school and went home while biting it.

"A Li... I want to..."

I interrupted her, "If you want to say sorry or something, forget it. I know you won't do it for no reason. I'll take it as if you have difficulties. I admit that I have blamed you and scolded you. It's embarrassing. But many times I tell myself that I must forgive you.

"No, I want to say I'm sorry. I have no reason. I just like Li Luo. I coerced him to be with me. Don't forgive me!"

I sighed, oh, I see.

"Then get out of here before I see you. Roll as far as you can. Next time you see me, don't do this kind of stupid thing to come forward and hug me. This will cause trouble to me. My voice is very small and gentle. I also want to speak fiercely, but God forgives me. I really can't do it.

I have taken care of the little princess for many years. How can I bear to yell at her loudly?

"I will do what you want, and I won't do it all my life... Forgive you."

If this is what you really think, of course I will say what you mean. I'm just saying that I won't be a person who is good at hatred, and I'm not a person who is persistent in doing things. I can't hold on and hate you for the rest of my life.

"If you close your eyes and count to ten, I will disappear." She said slowly, and her hand gradually moved away from my waist.

It's like a stove that has been seen for a long time in winter, pulling away little by little, depriving me of the warmth that has just been adapted to. This is not the first time, and I believe it is not the last time. I will get used to it. I'll give you sugar first, and then give you a big slap in the face to catch you off guard.

Life is like this. You never know what will happen in the next second.

I closed my eyes and walked forward with my eyes open when her hands and head completely left me. I won't look back at her. I admit that it's cowardly to leave so eagerly. I don't have as much courage as her. If I meet her on the street, I will definitely run away and won't rush forward to hug her. So, I didn't even have the courage to peep into her face.