chapter 102 foreseen

Honey, I understand what kind of state you were in at that time. I can understand the pain of your feelings, your body and your heart. Now that I've talked about it, you also say that I'm too smart. Can I predict the end of the story in advance?

Well, I respect you. Shh... If I don't say it, I just pretend I don't know.

I hope you can let me cross the corner to see hope at the end of the story. My foreseen ending is wrong. Angel, are you confident?

"I didn't give up on Yan, and I still insisted on being with Yan. Because this makes me feel that I have loved her for the years I owed her in my last life, and I have paid it off. And now that I have found the man who really loves me, I should cherish him. When I'm with Yan, I will travel, go shopping, watch movies... Do the sweet things that all couples will do. I still remember that when I met Yan, Yan was going to take me to see his parents. I knew that he was serious, but I refused because I still doubted whether I really loved him and couldn't go to see his parents, because it was irresponsible to his parents. But I was confused that when my relationship with Yan and I got better and better, he really never told me about meeting my parents, but I unexpectedly took him home to meet my grandparents. I think I have found someone who loves me. I have devoted all my love to all these years. I'm tired and want to rely on Yan's shoulder. Once Yan told me that his mother didn't like me. I don't know where her mother saw me or something. I think maybe I've seen Shuo with me on the street or somewhere... Yan told me that his mother thought it was unrealistic that we were all students. I didn't embarrass Yan, and Yan also loved me even more. We agreed that regardless of our marriage, we will definitely get married! Yan wrote under the wishing tree that he would not marry me and would take care of me for the rest of my life. From June to October, I was admitted to college. Yan often came to the city where I went to see it and brought me stewed chicken or something. I am very touched. But one day she came to my school in the middle of the night. She was studying in another B city university. I think there should be no more intersection between us, but when she came in the middle of the night, I was still worried about her. That day, it was late autumn and early winter, a year after the time I met you and Chen Yi fell into the water. Haha, dear A Li, do you sometimes feel that time passes too quickly and the years pass by? Even we, as the parties, don't see clearly what it looks like, and it just disappears... Soon, it's countless times faster than Shenzhou No. 7? Do you think so?

I didn't say anything and silently looked at the burning cigarette butt in my hand.

Life is short, it's really classic!

"She stood in front of me. Last winter, she really stood in front of me, in a school that even I was unfamiliar with. She still has short hair, seems to be thinner than before, and wears the scarf and gloves I gave her. We are together again. I still don't know why I'm looking for torture over and over again. I really sometimes suspect that I have a tendency to abuse myself. Later, Yan also found it. Yan never knew that she was a girl. She thought she was Chen Yi who came to pick me up during the college entrance examination. They often sent text messages on the phone and scolded each other. Sometimes I couldn't stand it, but there was no other way. The most terrible thing is that my mother doesn't know how she knows about me and Shuo. She almost hanged herself in anger. How could she tolerate that both daughters became abnormal, but Anya... I haven't told her. She is as smart as her. Maybe she has already noticed it, but she just didn't break it in front of me. In order to calm my mother down, Shuo and I went to explain to her that we were really just good friends. Fortunately, my mother finally believed us, and the matter came to an end. But I know that she understands it in her heart, but she just doesn't want to believe it. After this incident, I felt so sorry for Yan. I went to see him and he cried. He begged me to leave Shuo. He said that he would treat me better than Shuo and would always love me... In this way, I wandered between Yan and Shuo for more than two months to make a decision. In the end, I returned to the origin and chose Shuo. This time, I confessed to Yan and told him that I was gay all the time. Yan smiled when he heard all this, and then said that it was no wonder he left in front of me. I haven't seen him since then... I heard that some former classmates said that he had some diseases, some said that he had gone abroad, and some even more exaggeratedly said that he was dead. Although there are countless versions and I have never inquired for any news about Yan, I can't know that his trace can't care about him, because I'm not qualified to be with the Shuo I chose. It's that simple.

I extinguished the smoke and looked up at her, "So it has been until now?"

She nodded and had no extra expression except calmness.

"Why do you want to tell me? Angie, I'm really curious. If you let me guess again, I really can't think of it. I feel that the reason why you said this story should not be directly related to the person who was caught in the rain outside.

She laughed and said, "A Li, you even said that you couldn't guess how there could be a girl like you in the world. The reason why I want to tell you my story is very simple, because I am fully sure that you will record it in your book. Shuo said that he would marry me when I was twenty-seven. I want to open your book and read the emotional experience that we have forgotten on the day I marry her. It is absolutely unforgettable. I know you're trying to say that I'm crazy now. Yes, I'm really crazy."

Is that right? Looking for inspiration? It seems that the real wise man is still Angel.

Is it recorded? Well, this is really a good idea.

"I'll try my best." I also laughed and raised the cup to clink glasses with her. The cappuccino in the cup was cold, but it was still so mellow. I was very satisfied with the taste.

She raised the cup and touched me gently. She was happy and felt really good.

She pointed to the vague but stubborn figure under the street lamp outside the window and asked softly, "Aren't you going to let him in? Even if you are handsome, you have had enough. If it goes on like this, you will have a high fever. I have to call 120 to go to the hospital later, which will be troublesome.

I called 120 to go to the hospital. Why didn't I think of such a serious consequence?

"It seems that he is really leaving. I'll just take him back." After saying that, I stood up, tore off the piece of paper I wrote randomly on the opinion book on the table, rubbed it and prepared to throw it into the trash can.

"You go first. I'll sit down for a while. Shuo will pick me up. Throw that piece of paper and leave it to me." Angie took my hand holding the paper ball and stopped it softly.

I nodded and touched her hair, which was the same color and soft as me. "You will be happy, baby."

"You can do it too, A Li."

After saying that, I quickly rushed out of the cafe.

It's still raining outside, and it's heavier than what it was just now. It's a pouring rain.

The rain drenched my clothes and my hair in an instant, and drenched my whole body. My current mood can also be said to be cool and my heart is flying. I rushed straight to the street lights by the roadside. When I was about to get close to him, I stopped again. My pace became slow and turned into a careful approach.

Before I could react, he fell on me and hugged me hard. I can feel that his whole body is cold, and the water droplets on his body are soaked in my clothes, especially the cold air on his body...

"Baby, you can't be like this. I expect you to come out in 20 minutes at most, but I didn't expect you to sit in it cruelly for two hours, and I just drenched here for two hours. What do you think, how do we calculate this account?

I put my fingers on his back. He wore a khaki coat today, but because of the rain, her clothes have completely fit her body, outlining a thin figure. So my fingers can easily touch the raised spine on his back, section by section.

I suddenly felt a little happy.

"Xiaoming, how do I know if you are waiting for Angie here or me?" Even so, I still don't forget to be stubborn and implement the policy of taking advantage of his words to the end.

"You can't misunderstand this." His voice suddenly became serious and he said seriously, "That's shooting a sample of this season's studio. Originally, this case was for you, but Sister Dong used all the contact information and didn't find you, so she gave it to Angie. Look, we had a chance to cooperate with the couple, and let you give people a hand, tut... In the end, I will be dejected by you. Baby, this is really not fair at all. You have to compensate me."

He said that his pig was going to arch his mouth in the face in the heavy rain.

I was so scared that I quickly turned my face to one side. "Don't be shameless. Sister Dong used all the relationships. I don't believe that she didn't ask you if you could contact me. Don't tell me that you told Sister Dong that I was dead, and you don't know where to find me.

As soon as I finished my voice, a chestnut smashed on my head heavily, "Don't talk nonsense..."

He came again, with such an extremely gentle voice, and I began to be at a loss again as he wished...

"Baby, aren't you sick? How can I make you tired? Also, Angie and I will either be deducted or fired tomorrow... Look at your old man's face. He waved to us outside and we rushed out regardless of our work. Do you think it can not be fired? Let's go, take a taxi back. On this rainy day, don't drench you in the hospital again..."