Chapter 12
Since that day, Xiao Song's life has changed from the original place to two points and one line - her yard, away from Zhu Qin's yard.
She will stay in Lizhu Qin's yard for about ten days a month. He reads in the study and practices cross-legged on the rockery. In his spare time, he will also go into his study and read a few books. Lizhuqin has a large collection of books, including astronomy and geography, I Ching gossip, geography and folklore... almost everything. Xiao Song found a lot about poison herbs in that pile of books. He was very interested and often picked it up to study. If you don't understand, ask Lizhu Qin directly - this is a very patient teacher.
Although she really has no talent in this field, many things can't be understood no matter how long they are, it's better than nothing. Over time, it has grown a lot.
is much better than the original ten or nine orifices.
With the help of Lizhu Qin, Xiao Song's magic skills are thousands of miles a day, and he has made great progress. And the side effects were also well suppressed, and the time that had been delayed due to lethargy was used. Even as the elixir gradually improved, her dependence on the elixir became less and less. Although it can't be broken, I won't eat a lot a day like sugar beans to refresh like before.
She is normal except that she is a little lazy and looks a little younger than her peers. Of course, this is just an appearance. The actual situation - Xiao Song smiled bitterly. Sure enough, there has never been a free lunch in the world, and there must be gains and losses. She felt that the internal force in her body was becoming more and more turbulent, and she felt that she was getting stronger and stronger. At the same time, she also deeply felt that her body had been seriously loaded.
It's like having to put a bucket of water into a small cup, and it will overflow, which is an inevitable result. Although internal force is not water and cannot overflow, it is also a truth. If her body can't grow to withstand such a huge internal force, it can only be the result of a burst of the meridians - her body often has a feeling of panic, telling her that this is not a joke, but a real threat.
Except for her, the person concerned and Li Zhuqin, an insider, others know nothing about her current situation.
Sometimes Xiao Song will laugh at himself. No matter how high his martial arts skills are, it's the same as how much money they have. No matter how much money they have no life to enjoy, everything is floating clouds. However, she is a surprisingly stubborn person, so stubborn that she is almost paranoid. Once she makes a decision, it is a rhythm of the road to the dark - because she doesn't often make decisions. However, since I have chosen this road, there is no other possibility but to go down. What's more, martial arts skills can at least send those who want to harm her to hell first, so that life and death are in their own hands, which is much better than being a mermaid.
After enjoying the pleasure and satisfaction brought by strength, give up... What an illusory word.
Even if she dies, she will never give up.
People who have died once may feel that it is valuable to live, but for those who have such a strange opportunity and are destined to die many times, death is not such a terrible thing.
It's just that before she dies, she has to finish everything she has to do.
Living is to welcome the next life and death.
Xiao Song did not feel very sad or negative. Perhaps a nervous girl is not useless, at least optimistic. Maybe... she thought that maybe she would like such an infinite reincarnation and give up returning to reality.
Of course, the premise is to change to a big*. She doesn't ask how positive these three views are and how strong the logic is.
But at least it can't be a sadism* that reverses the three values and doesn't pay for people' lives!
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With the passage of time and Xiao Song's progress and breakthroughs in martial arts, there are only a lot more worries in Lizhu Qin's eyes. The physique of the younger sister is much stronger than that of ordinary people, but no matter how strong it is, it is still too young to support the cultivation of magic skills. Unless she gives up practicing magic skills or completely improves her physique, her end is doomed. Everything left is just a matter of time. However, a person's physique can't be changed so easily - what's more, the progress of magic skills is too fast. No matter how to improve the physique, it can't beat the speed of internal growth.
and give up...
"I won't give up." When she said this, her expression was extremely calm and comfortable, as if there was nothing in the world that could disturb her... Nothing could change her thoughts and decisions. My brother promised to help me, didn't he?"
He stared eagerly at her obsidian-like eyes, knowing that she would not change her mind and that she was surprisingly stubborn, but he couldn't help but expect: "Really not?"
She gently closed the book in her hand, which was a travel novel about customs and people's feelings. She smiled faintly, "Unless I die." The clouds are light and the wind is light, as if they are talking about the weather, and they don't care about their life and death at all.
Li Zhuqin clenched his fist under the long sleeves of the blue shirt.
He can't let her die, so he can only do his best to minimize the damage brought to her by magic.
He promised, so he can't regret it - it's his fault. He was so confident that after the success of his first attempt to make elixir, he thought that he could help her with his ability, and that with his blessing, he would be fine. However, with the rapid growth of internal power after the magic skill broke through the bottleneck period, the more fierce counterattack caught him off guard and defeated him.
The situation has been completely out of his control.
He wants to stop and go back on his word, he thinks! However, Xiao Song did not give him a chance to repent at all.
Xiao Song raised the corners of his lips, his big eyes narrowed slightly, and leaned against the back of the noble concubine's chair, more and more like a lazy cat: "But I know that Brother Li won't let me die like that... right?"
"Yes." He heard himself say this in a low but firm voice, "I won't let you die..." Even if I die.
She smiled contentedly, as if she was very satisfied with the answer. She shrank her small feet with red embroidered shoes on the chair and hid them in the hem of her skirt. She wrapped her hands around her knees, buried her small head in, and gently closed her eyes, and soon there was no movement.
He sighed - even if she was suppressed with medicine, she still slept much more than her peers. If it went on like this... He didn't dared to think about it.
Everything was his fault. The fault was blind self-confidence and made a light promise. Later, it was difficult to accept the water.
He walked over without making a sound, gently picked her up, bypassed the four-sided floor screen, put her on the inner couch, took off her shoes and covered the quilt for her, and his movements were full of tenderness.
After quietly looking at her sweet sleeping face for a while, his heart moved and turned away - his sleeves were pulled at this time, although the strength was very light.
He turned to look at her, but she still closed her eyes and didn't open. If it hadn't been for the hand on his sleeve, anyone would have thought she was asleep. Her rosy lips moved slightly, and the mosquito-like voice slowly came into his ear. He heard it sincerely: "I'm glad that Brother Li cares about me so much. But... This is my own choice. I said that I will not regret it, and I will never regret it... I hope Brother Li can end up and complete me."
Without waiting for him to answer, or without him to answer, she let go of her hand and withdrew back into the quilt.
His face tilted slightly inward, as if he didn't want to talk about it again.
He stood still for a long time, moved his lips twice, and finally said nothing.
As I walked around the screen, I suddenly heard a faint sigh behind me: "Brother, I'm embarrassing you."
"I'm sorry."
silence...
No one is sorry for anyone... Everything is just his willingness.
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In five years, Feng Ling's body has grown to thirteen years old.
Tingting is more than thirteen years old, and the cardamom is in early February.
Thirteen years old, the legendary year of infidelity.
Miss Xiao Song said that she was under a lot of pressure.
In fact, she has lived a peaceful life in the past five years. Maybe because of practicing her skills, she has hurt the fundamentals. Her body has never seen much. I have the height, but it's a pity that I have a figure... I can only say that it's far from the Fengling girl in the original work. Feng Ling's enchanting and graceful posture was directly turned into a reprint of the little bean sprout by Xiao Song.
Xiaohe only shows sharp corners. Although it is not too flat, it is also really thin. In addition, she is not particular about dressing up. She has been dressed plainly, but she has a bit of Xiao Xia's cold posture in her previous life.
At first, Dongfang Xun would take some time to see her in the middle of every month, and his expression was always unpredictable. Later, with the injury, the number of visits became less and less. By last year, he was devoured by magic power and injured his lungs, and it has been a whole year since he was closed for treatment. Xiao Song was so happy that he couldn't wait for the number one nail to disappear quickly. Naturally, he had no objection. As for the second brother Xu Zhu and the third brother Wei Ranfeng, although they are in the same school, they basically can't see each other and there is no intersection on weekdays.
In addition to the Cuihu served in her yard, she also came into contact with the fourth brother Li Zhuqin... and the eldest brother Mu Xiao.
Even if Xiao Song has such a cold attitude towards Mu Xiao, even if Xiao Song looks more and more like the Fengling girl in the original work from temperament to body, he still can't stop Mu Xiao's unreasonable enthusiasm for her. In addition to his frequent visits to Xiao Song's yard, Xiao Song also bumped into a meeting between Mu Xiao and Li Zhuqin, and asked Li Zhuqin why he was so close to her. Full of jealousy... The plot is really powerful and unexplained.