Chapter 11
"Why are you always so determined to me? Xiaer, have you never trusted me? Have you never wanted to marry me? I knew... Although you never say it, every time I want to get close to you, you always unconsciously resist me... Xiaer, what on earth do you want? Are you happy to tease me?
Xiao Song was beaten upside down, and no matter how calm he was, he couldn't help being a little angry. Well... She was really angry. Xiao Song turned around and was about to hurt him, but he found that Yu Cangming's figure had disappeared at some point, and a shallow breathing sound came from behind him. Xiao Song was shocked and instinctively felt bad. She suddenly turned around and suddenly felt a pain in the back of her neck. She almost struggled and fell down and fell into a slightly hot arms.
She has never felt much about Cang Ming. From the beginning, she thought she was a scumbag, but later her impression of getting along with her slightly improved, and then she returned to the current scum man. From beginning to end, she didn't like it, but she did not have a stronger sense of disgust. Because of the similar face to Yu Lan and the occasional temperament similar to Yu Lan, she has an indescribable sense of familiarity, and she will even subconsciously relax her vigilance in front of him. Xiao Song felt that although Yu Cangming was not a good man, he was a good man. After all, in the original work, he did nothing other than defeat Miss Xiao Xia and escaped marriage with Lin Chuchu on the day of marriage. If he is a little worse, with his understanding of the array organs of the Ziqing faction and the sudden death of Xiao Luofeng, it is the simplest thing to seize the head of the Ziqing faction and the secrets of money... But he didn't. At that time, he almost left the house cleanly. Later, before his death, he had noticed the turmoil of the sect, but he did not ask Miss Xiao Xia for help, which implicated Xiao Xia. Because of this, Xiao Song felt that Yu Cangming was still a man... Therefore, it was not until the moment she was knocked unconscious that she finally understood a truth.
People can't look... Everything keeps pace with the times, and people will change. Whoever is old-fashioned will be finished.
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Xiao Song woke up from a deep sleep and found that she was lying in the master's room**. Everything was intact and nothing was strange. She moved her body and did not feel the legendary secret pain... It seemed that everything that had happened was just a dream she had. But the pain in the back of her neck reminded her of the authenticity of all this. Xiao Song didn't know what he felt for a moment. He was sitting in ** with Jin in his embrace, and was a little stunned.
The door was pushed open with a creak, and Xiao Luofeng's thin figure appeared in the backlight. Xiao Song looked up at her and somehow felt that her eyes were a little sour. Master..." The voice sounded a little hoarse than usual.
Xiao Luofeng walked to the bedside, and Xiao Song suddenly rushed into her arms. Xiao Luofeng hugged her and patted her on the back soothingly: "Good girl, it's okay... Don't be afraid."
Xiao Song did not intend to cry, but naturally felt wronged when he saw his familiar elders after experiencing fear. However, after being so gently comforted, she suddenly felt that she couldn't stop her tears. Her shoulders shrugged slightly and it was difficult to restrain. She grabbed Xiao Luofeng's skirt with both hands, and tears quickly wet Xiao Luofeng's chest... a silent cry.
She thought she would not be afraid, but she knew that in the face of this kind of thing, her heart was actually much more real than she showed. She was afraid and even afraid of waking up. If something happened, she felt that she might not be able to deal with it. After looking down on life and death, it turned out that as a woman, she was not able to see through all the secular constraints as she thought. Accepting another person's feelings without being forced and forced to give her sincerity, rather than hypocritical, is probably her last bottom line and what she cares about most.
She is no longer young and will no longer be as fragile as she was a long time ago. She can see many things and learn to make fun in bitterness. But after all, she has never really experienced the growth of an ordinary human being. Although she has lived for a short time, every young body that she possesses will more or less affect her... The young body seems to make her psychology much younger, like a wonderful chemical reaction. It makes her psychological stagnate - as if a monster that has lived and been isolated for thousands of years is not as mature as a 60-year-old human who has experienced storms. She has clearly gone through many years, but her physiology and psychology have stayed at the youngest moment, like her life has been extended, and she has become a strange child.
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This vent came suddenly, crying and drying Xiao Song's tears accumulated for several generations, which were completely beyond her expectations, so that a month later, on the third day of her sixteenth birthday, when Xiao Luofengxian died, her eyes dried up severely, but no tears did not flow out again. A person's crying appearance also reflects a person's personality. She is a coquettish person. This is probably an unchangeable fact no matter how long she lives.
Yu Cangming went away, Xiao Luofeng died, the plot about them was completely ended, and Xiao Song had to continue to live. It's just that although he is alive, he feels a little tired. Xiao Song thought that she was probably really old, and even her young body could not suppress her decaying heart. Because of such a tired mood, she changed a small part of the original plan after taking care of Xiao Luofeng's aftermath. She planned to accept some closed disciples after Xiao Luofeng's death and did not ask for the revitalization of the Ziqing School, but the idea of asking it not to decline was also left by her. Like the helpless Xiao Xia in the original work, she let go of part. Due to the instability of the heart, the Guanshan Lock School completely lived an ancient otaku life with the remaining 40 loyal servants.
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Years go by.
Six years later, Xiao Song was 22 years old, and the youth of the girlhood faded away, and there was more dignity and beauty of a mature woman. This is the only world where she has lived at the age of 20. Her physical growth has made some outstanding changes in her temperament. In the past six years, her practice has made great achievements. When she was a girl, her green but bright eyebrows were long, not charming, not old, not stiff, but her whole body seemed to be born with faint alienation. She lived in this The alienation of the world and the integration of this world.
Xiao Song still lives in the zigzag-shaped courtyard where she lived in her previous life. She is a nostalgic person. She doesn't want to change many old things. She is used to living there and doesn't want to move away. Just for the sake of aesthetic fatigue, she ordered several young and strong servants to move. Some peach blossoms were planted outside her yard - the land where she usually practices martial arts.
Now it is March, and the peach is scorching and burning.
Xiao Song is wearing a white silk coat, with long ink hair turned into a bun, which is tilted with a wooden hairpin. She held a long black iron knife in her hand and danced among the pink peach blossoms. Her figure staggered like a dragon. Where the knife flashed, the peach blossoms were destroyed by her strength and danced all over the sky wrapped in the breeze, fascination.
After dancing, Xiao Song's forehead was already covered with a thin layer of sweat. She casually inserted the long black iron knife into the ground. It seemed that she didn't use any strength, but the knife was more than three inches into the ground of the bluestone slab. The girl who was waiting was not used to it. She handed her a wet sweat towel. Xiao Song took it, wiped her forehead and cheeks first, and then wiped her hands carefully. After wiping, the girl took over and wetted it again and dried it.
Xiao Song turned his eyes to another place. Under the peach blossom tree over there, the 40-year-old housekeeper Li respectfully waited in place. Xiao Song knew that he had come halfway through the knife dance, but the practice of martial arts had to be full of energy. She didn't want to stop, so she let him wait for half a cup of tea. Fortunately, Housekeeper Li is not the old man in his first impression. Now he is rich and strong, and he can continue to toss around for more than ten years o(╯□╰)o!
You still have to respect the elders. What's more, Housekeeper Li is an old man of the Ziqing faction. Xiao Song walked over and just called "Uncle Li" and found something wrong. Butler Li actually hid a small bag behind him... He had been hiding behind Butler Li since a while. Butler Li was strong and covered him up. When she danced the knife, she paid attention to the combination of human knives, and it was impossible to care too much about this side, so she didn't find it until now.
Housekeeper Li coaxed the child: "Good boy, come out and come to see the leader."
The little boy seemed to hesitate for a long time, and then timidly poked out a small head from behind the housekeeper Li... Xiao Song suddenly pulled his head and knew who this product was without being introduced by others. The reduced version of Yu Cangming... Isn't it just Yu Lan's teenager in those years? She has seen a lot of things since the death of her master and has been single-mindedly After enjoying the fun of life, she hasn't thought about the plot for a long time... Now that Yu Lan is standing here, she knows that at this time, Yu Cangming should die in the rebellion with Lin Chuchu.
This is... the rhythm of dying alone!
Looking at Xiao Song's speechless, Butler Li couldn't make up his mind for a moment. He was also one of the few insiders in those years. Now this... is really not very good. Fearing that Xiao Song would touch the scene, Butler Li explained, "Three days ago, there was a rebellion of the Qingxia faction, and all the original forces before the night... were destroyed. The man sent the child here and left, saying that it was a small... vicissitude's last wish. Girl, what are you going to do with this child? There was a sense of caution at the end of the words.
Xiao Song touched her face speechlessly. She looked so vicious that even the children would not let go?
No!
Yu Lan's little friend has been peeking at Xiao Song. A pair of big eyes like black grapes blinking, as if they were curious. He looked a little tiger-headed, but he was very pleasing. Seeing Xiao Song looking over, he seemed to be a frightened little rabbit and hid behind Butler Li again.
Housekeeper Li was very embarrassed and peeked at Xiao Song for fear that she would be unhappy. Xiao Song couldn't laugh or cry... Unexpectedly, the teenager Yu Lan, whom she hated, would be so afraid of her when he first saw her... Well, she admitted that her cold temperament was indeed not as good as Butler Li's children. Xiao Song waved his long sleeves: "Then, stay."
Housekeeper Li suddenly overjoyed. As an old man, it is understandable that he likes children and so on. What's more, the Ziqing faction has been too quiet in the past six years. Do you feel lonely in the older generation?! So the problem of food, accommodation and upbringing?"
Xiao Song glanced at him and said, "Uncle Li, this child will be in charge of you. It's up to you."
Housekeeper Li was shocked: "Girl, you... you don't personally..." At the end, he realized that he had lost his words, but he couldn't go on.
Xiao Song naturally understood Butler Li's thoughts. Butler Li watched Yu Cangming grow up with her and was very close to Cang Ming's feelings. Now that this child is so similar to Yu Cangming, he naturally can't bear it. She shook her head: "I can't raise a child. This child is taught by me. It's not as good as Uncle Li himself." What kind of child does she have as a big yellow girl? It's too in line with her temperament, isn't it?!
"But in the whole Ziqing school, the girl's martial arts skills are the highest, and the old slave is just the kung fu of a three-legged cat. I'm afraid he can't teach this child well."
"High martial arts doesn't mean that you can teach people. Uncle Li, you don't know my nature. I can't do the fine work of educating people." Xiao Song said helplessly, "Uncle Li, you are responsible for teaching him to read and read, and teach him basic skills when he is older. If he wants to, I will take him as an apprentice. This child looks very afraid of me, but it's not good to be reluctant. Take your time.
Housekeeper Li hadn't spoken yet, but Yu Lan Baozi opened his mouth. Although his voice was low, there were all people with martial arts skills. Naturally, he could hear the small voice like a mosquito: "I didn't..."
Xiao Song looked up at him and said strangely, "No?" Under her gaze, the little guy's head fell lower and lower, almost buried in his chest. He grabbed Butler Li's shirt tightly, making his fingers a little white, as if he were very nervous, and even his body began to tremble slightly. Uncle Li was distressed at that time: "Girl, don't scare him..."
What a disaster! Xiao Song suddenly felt very wronged: "...where do I have it?"
The love for this little bag finally defeated Butler Li's slavery and respect for Xiao Song. He looked at Xiao Song with condemning eyes: "Girl, your eyes are too deterrent and your expression is too cold. Even the old slave will be very nervous when he sees such a girl. What's more, this child is still young and doesn't know anything. Naturally, he will be afraid. His whole face was full of 'Girl, you can't be gentle!' Words with such meanings.
Xiao Song murmured: "..." I feel like I will never love again?!
Xiao Song began to review silently. As a leader, did she behave too gently ←_←!
Housekeeper Li knew that he had made a mistake. Looking at his head's slightly dark face, he was immediately annoyed. My head has never been a good person to say... Look how can this horrible little look be launched by a pure and beautiful girl?! He is really old and his head is getting more and more inflexible. What a mess he dares to say. It's really an old birthday star hanging. I think it's too long!
Before he could make up his apology, Yu Lan Baozi seemed to summon up his courage again and poked out his small head from behind Butler Li. His eyes as bright as black grapes flashed: "Big sister, I'm not afraid of you..."
Big sister Shenma's... It really makes people want to die. Did she get used to him calling her master for three years? It's really tiring to change this name!
"Since you are not afraid of me, why don't you hide and refuse to come out?"
Yu Lan Baozi was instantly nervous and stammered: "I... I... didn't..."
Housekeeper Li's condemnation eyes came again... Xiao Song coldly shot the eye knife, and Housekeeper Li: Oh~
For an old man like Butler Li, who often convuls for no reason, you will lose if you treat him too much as an elder.
"If you are really not afraid of me, come out to see me; if you are not afraid, it means that you are afraid of me, and what you just said is a lie. Whether it's true or false, a man will only hide behind others. It's really rude!" Girl, is this really good?
Butler Li's weak voice floated: "Girl, this child is only six years old and still young..."
Xiao Song continued to use an eye knife without explanation.
Housekeeper Li: "..." ~~
Yu Lan's teenager was shocked by Xiao Song's sudden outbreak of domineering, and he simply dared not look directly at Xiao Song. Xiao Song looked at him for a while and suddenly felt very boring. Obviously, it has the same appearance and the same background, but it is not the previous Yu Lan. The person who lost his original memory is just a piece of white paper, which is completely different from before. The meaning of human life lies not in length, but in memory.
Xiao Song waved his hand: "Uncle Li, take him down." After saying that, he turned around and left.
Not far away, a soft and clear little milky voice came from behind: "Big sister..."
Xiao Song's body stopped and did not take any more steps. There was a series of trotting sounds behind him. A tender little hand grabbed her snow-white sleeves from behind him, raised his small face and looked at her seriously: "Big sister... I'm not afraid of you... I didn't lie..." But there was still hidden in his big eyes. Shyness and grievance.
Xiao Song looked back at him for a second: "Well, I already know." The child's eyes are too pure and clean, which makes people feel soft when they look at it. Xiao Song squatted down and looked at him, "What's your name?"
The little bun's face is shy: "My name is Yu Lan..."
"Okay, Yu Lan, your father has entrusted you to me, and you must already know it. Will you like me to be your master in the future?
"Master?"
"Yes, I have been your master. From now on, I will protect you, take care of you, and prevent you from being bullied. But in the same way, you should also listen to me, don't cry, don't quarrel, and don't leave here at will. When I get old, you should also take care of me in turn and prevent me from being bullied by others... Would you like to?"
Yu Lan Baozi blinked without understanding and agreed to this unequal treaty: "Sister, I'm willing... I will also take good care of you."
"Well, okay. If you have agreed, you can't go back on your word... Now, call a master to listen." Big sister or something is enough!
"...Master."
"Well, that's good. Call me again."
"Master..."
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Housekeeper Li suddenly felt that the decision to bring Yu Lan's child to the leader was a big mistake from the beginning... Poor child! Uncle Li is sorry for you!