Chapter 62
Xiao Song looked indifferent, and she couldn't see anything strange on her face. In fact, what she wanted to know most was the situation on Xiao Qiu after her soul left here. Is the child born or not? It's really urgent! How can she remember that the child was not born before she left her soul... Don't really give two lives! Wow, it's so entangled!
Xiao Song secretly scratched his lungs, and on the surface... he was still paralyzed. She stared at the man and didn't dare to stare at him hard. After all, they also pressed her, didn't they? She still knows how to judge the situation. However, if the eyes can be turned into substance, there should have been a big hole in the man's forehead now, or it has been melted by her hot eyes.
Maybe Xiao Song's eyes are too enthusiastic! The corners of the man's mouth are maliciously raised, which is very interesting... Of course, it's interesting. Imagine a girl who stares blankly and stares at you fiercely. It's simply not too interesting!
The man's slender fingers brushed his thin lips, touched his smooth face, raised his eyes, squeezed his lips and smiled and teased her: "What is Xiao Xiaoxiao doing looking at me so enthusiastically? Didn't you suddenly find that he is more attractive than Xiao Qiu, so he wants to abandon the dark?
Xiao Song's face is full of black lines - should he say that he is really self-aknowledgeable? Just ask him that he is more charming than Xiao Qiu, not more beautiful than Xiao Qiu... It seems that this guy's self-awareness is slightly higher than she thought!
She lowered her voice and said not very clearly but firmly, "...don't think too much."
Xiao Song said that he had never planned to disgust himself... Although it may not be unhappy to marry a male best friend, who is this guy? I only saw it once in my life, and every time I met, I couldn't say it together. After saying a few words, it began to collapse. Even if it's my best friend, it's not such a best way! Make up with the gods... evil, can you still play happily?!
She'd better continue to fall in love and kill Xiao Qiu.
......
The man was worried about his forehead and sighed pretentiously: "Oh, there's no need to say."
Xiao Song: "...?"
The man changed his posture and leaned lazily on the edge of the low table, holding his heart with his hands and posture, but it was a little beautiful... If the obscene expression was not included, it would be more perfect. Needless to say, I know everything."
Xiao Song: "..." Do you really know something about wool? Why doesn't she understand at all?
The man sighed and was very worried: "People and ghosts have different paths, and gods and ghosts have different paths. Cross-racial love is never happy. Xiao Xiao, you know, no matter how you fall in love with me, it will be empty in the end. The distance between us is too long, and there is no future. So, no matter how sad you are, you'd better give up this idea.
Really... I owe it!
Xiao Song was silent - what did he want to tell her? She and Xiao Qiu are too far away. Is it impossible to be together?
What's the difference between her and Xiao Qiu?
Age gap?
Identity gap?
Or are they not from the same world at all?
......
Don't be funny. Except for gender and age, there is basically no gap between him and Xiao Qiu. However, both of them are negligible.
The biggest obstacle is not because they are too different, but because they are too much the same - neither of them is a credulous person, and no one is destined to love another person with all of their own. Love is both selfish and selfless. Selfishness is aimed at others, and selflessness is aimed at others. But how similar are people like them in terms of selfishness? No matter how much you like each other, you always have reservations and love yourself with that weight.
Retained love, or love?
Xiao Song doesn't know... What she doesn't know more is why she thinks about these things? When did she care so much about whether Xiao Qiu loved her or not?! Does Xiao Qiu love her or not... is it that heavy?
Anyway, she has achieved her goal, hasn't she?
But...
I really want to have a look...
Xiao Song put away his legs, put his arms around his knees, and said sullenly, "Xiao Qiu really fell in love with Xiao Xia? Did I really win?"
"Of course, it's not." The lazy voice sounded faintly.
Xiao Song was stunned and looked up at him.
The man has taken back his frivolous expression, and his slender fingers gently shake the fragrant tea in the jasper cup in his hand. The tea fragrance overflowed in an instant: "In Xiao Qiu's eyes, there has never been Xiao Xia, only Xiao Song, isn't it?"
Xiao Song: "..." is that right? That's so embarrassing!
"Also," Xiao Song looked up, and the man glanced at her, quickly looked away, and said coldly, "You suddenly become so shy. I'm really not used to it!"
Xiao Song: "......!!" Has she been complained about? It must be her illusion, illusion! The girl opened her round black eyes angrily: "I'm also a woman anyway. What's wrong with being shy?"
The man touched his chin and said meaningfully, "I always feel that it's not suitable for you."
Xiao Song: "..." What's wrong with this sudden feeling of failure?
"Do you still want to see Xiao Qiu?"
"Of course..." stopped abruptly. Xiao Song glanced at him sideways, and his heart beat wildly. Oh, it seems that it's too fast and smooth. How impatient she is!
Fortunately, the man didn't care about such small details, or he rarely wanted to embarrass her. With a wave of his long sleeves, a huge water mirror appeared in the atrium. There was a huge deep whirlpool in the water mirror. Xiao Song held his breath and stared at the whirlpool. He saw it getting smoother and smoother, and finally turned into a traceless picture, gathering a picture stained with demonic blood...
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"But what do you feel?" The man took a sip of fragrant tea, which was not slow, light, heavy, and slow. "At least it's the person I like. It's really demeaning to have such a dull expression."
If it had been normal, Xiao Song would have talked back long ago... After all, in addition to facial paralysis complaints, she also has another attribute, that is, a poisonous tongue. But now she is not in the mood. She is very annoyed and lazy to speak, and her whole body is rarely quiet from inside to outside... The man looked at her in surprise and changed her morality. Why, are you moved?"
Xiao Song supported his chin with both hands and nodded: "Well, a little." Such an honest attitude quickly attracted his eyes, and Xiao Song was also unconscious, "I never thought that one day, there would be another man other than my father to do this for me..." He exhausted his skills, just to hold her breath; he would rather give up the child than save her life... Tears for her.
"That's stupid... I always thought he was smart." Xiao Song sighed. If he loses his internal strength to her so desperately, even if she comes back to life, he will almost be useless. Such a world loves beauty and is weak and strong. If he loses his martial arts skills to protect himself again, the end is obvious. Even in that small city, she hasn't seen men and women coveted his appearance... Isn't this looking for death?
She always feels that a selfish person should be selfish to the end. It is the most unforgivable thing to drop the chain at a critical moment. He should be a teenager who selfishly loves himself and only loves himself. Is it really worth it for her to do this? Doesn't he want a child the most? Why did you choose to keep her instead of the child you have been waiting for so long? Why did you make yourself so embarrassed for her?
She is not a good person...
What if she is not grateful after waking up, but also kills him when he is ill?
"What, are you heartbroken?"
Xiao Song rolled his eyes: "This is his choice. I didn't ask him or force him. Anyway, the internal force is not mine. Why do I feel sad?"
The man sighed, "Well, Xiaoxiao is so invulnerable."
Xiao Song immediately modestly and gave in: "You can't compare with the great god."
"...you won."
Xiao Songmo for a second, with a shallow smile on the corners of his mouth: "I know."
"Tut," the coquettish man stared at her strangely, turned his head to look at the water mirror, and exclaimed, "This Xiao Qiu teenager is really beautiful. This beauty is rare in the world, and it is difficult to find in the sky... It's just a little worse than others." He rubbed his chin obscenely, "However, this crying look is particularly beautiful, but it's amazing... If she is a woman, she can't bear such a beautiful teenager suffering like this." Xiao Song subconsciously turned his head and glanced at the water mirror. The teenager's side face was infinitely enlarged in the water mirror, and the picture looked very clear - she... Xiao Xia lay motionless in a snow-white underwear, her eyes tightly closed, as if she were dead. The teenager gently hugged her upper body, combed her long messy hair, wiped the dirt off her body, put on clean clothes, and muttered, "Master is most afraid of being dirty... If you see yourself like this after waking up, you will be unhappy." While talking, the red blood overflowed from his lips and fell on her body drop by drop, fainting on her new clean clothes.
Xiao Qiu's body shook, and he hurriedly reached out to wipe off the blood stains on her clothes, but he couldn't wipe it off. The movement gradually slowed down, and he put his backhand around her shoulder. His face was calm, but tears fell down uncontrollably mixed with blood and wet her shoulders. Against a snowy color, it is so enchanting that it makes people palpitate.
She heard his lips move and open and close repeatedly: "Master, don't go... Don't leave me."
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The two looked at each other speechlessly for a long time. Xiao Song stood up, patted the dust that did not exist on his clothes, looked at the unchanged sky, and said lightly, "It's getting late. It's time for me to go back."
He looked up at her, his eyes were rarely deep and complicated, and he didn't see the usual frivolity: "Oh, where does Xiaoxiao want to go?"
Xiao Song tilted his head and looked at him very firmly: "I don't want the new body you gave me. I want to go back there."
"...Isn't it good to stay? Isn't eternal life more attractive than a short life?
"You have a crush on me!"
The man raised his eyes, looked around her carefully, and sighed, "Believe in yourself, Xiaoxiao, you really don't meet my aesthetics."
Xiao Song did not feel embarrassed. After all, it is one of the stupidest things in this century to compare with this unscrupulous god. Don't you want me to stay just like me? What don't you like me to do to stay? Don't you feel upset to leave someone you don't like hanging around?
The man looked at her: "What they keep is loneliness, not you."
Xiao Song: "...Oh, then you can continue to be lonely."
......
"Wow, are you really willing to suffer so much? It's not like you anymore."
Xiao Song's eyebrows bent: "Well, those who suffer losses are more blessed. I suffer losses this time. In fact, I will not lose money for the rest of my life."
The man clasped his finger on the table, "Don't you want to go back? Isn't that your obsession for many years?"
"Yes, I've always wanted to go back." Xiao Song was a little helpless, "Who taught you to always send me to ancient literature? After decades, I feel that I have integrated into the world, and I have forgotten many things before. What's more, I've been lazy for so many years... If I go back to modern times, I don't know if I can adapt to the kind of life that I can't be lazy anymore... I'm lazy and most afraid of change." It's rare for her to complain silently in her heart and directly analyze her ideas, "God, you also said that I will lose money in such a transaction. Can I ask you for something?"
"Let's talk about it. People who are too excessive don't agree. You are willing to suffer losses, but they don't have that much."
stingy...
"I don't have any good friends in modern times. The biggest concern is my parents and sister. My sister has always been more sensible and obedient than me. With her, my parents should be better.
"...key."
Dear god, when did you become so concise! She said she was not used to it, didn't she?!
"It's not convenient for me to see them. God, can you take care of them?"
"What are the benefits?"
"Don't mind! God, how can you talk about this vulgar thing in such a detached person! It's too degrading!"
The man narrowed his eyes: "Benefits!"
Xiao Song: "...How about I give you three incense in the morning and evening every day in my lifetime?"
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"Hey, Xiao Xiao, don't you regret making this decision?"
"Ah, maybe I will regret it in the future. Maybe I will regret it when I calm down... Nothing in the world is absolute. Who can predict what will happen in the future?" She spread out her hands and looked indifferent. By the way, my god, it's rare for me to make a decision, can't you support me? It has blinded our friendship for decades!"
Decades of friendship? The man lit his chin, "Oh, that's as you wish."
Before leaving, Xiao Song suddenly turned around and said, "Oh, god."
"Hmm?"
She smiled and rarely had no facial paralysis: "Actually, you are a good person."
God: "..." Is it really okay to send him a good man card before leaving?