Chapter 42 Hold the hand of the son and grow old with the son

Just when he hesitated, he didn't expect Xiao Han to have so much strength. When he didn't know what to do, he pushed him out with a slap. He looked at Xiao Han in surprise.

"Brother, live a good life for Xiaohan," Xiaohan said to him through the fire. He also wanted to live a good life with the people his brother likes and live a happy life. He said silently in his heart.

"Xiao Han," he shouted Mu Yinhan's name heartbreakingly. He never thought that one day he would lose him and lose his brother. He swore from the bottom of his heart that no one was allowed to hurt him, but in the end he hurt him.

"Little Han, don't be sad, mom won't abandon you, mom will always be with Xiaohan," the woman hugged Xiaohan and patted him gently on the back, as if comforting him.

Xiaohan looked at his mother. He had never seen such a gentle mother in the past two years. He nodded.

Watching the raging fire burn the whole villa, he cried bitterly. He wanted to lose his brother. He didn't want it. He didn't want it. He wanted to rush into the fire again. Because of the fire, he could no longer enter the villa. The fire isolated him from the villa and could no longer see Xiao Han inside, and he really lost him.

"Why? Why?" Why didn't he find it on fire? Why didn't anyone come to save him? He sat on the ground decadently. At this time, he seemed to have lost his soul, and all that was left was a shell.

How can they have the heart to abandon him here and let him live alone in this world? And what reason does he have to live in this world? Why don't you take him away with you? Don't they want him? Have they all abandoned him? He doesn't seem to have the courage to live anymore.

"Why?" His hoarse, and his voice crossed the sky from the sky and resounded throughout the night sky. This night, there were no stars or moon in the night sky, and the whole night sky looked very lonely.

They must be punishing him. It's all because of him that he let his mother do such a crazy thing. If he was obedient and didn't go anywhere, wouldn't such a thing happen? Won't his little cold die because of this? It's all because he killed Xiaohan. What face does he have to live in this world?

"And him," his face appeared in his mind, and there was a glimmer of hope in his heart. He got up with difficulty and walked in the direction of his heart. He still remembered the road to his home. Even if he had only been there once, he still remembered it. He stumbled. He walked to the place in his heart in confusion.

However, when he reached the place he expected in his heart, the last glimmer of hope also turned into despair. Everything that happened this night seemed to warn him, because he killed his brother Xiaohan, so there was such a punishment that even the last glimmer of hope was no longer given to him.

He rang the doorbell desperately, but time passed little by little. The door had been closed, and there was no sign of being opened. Even he abandoned him? He sat on the ground in despair and leaned against the wall.

He came to the cherry tree in despair. The cherry blossoms also withered, and all this was about to end. The original joke came true. He seemed to be about to disappear. Fate was always such a trick. He closed his eyes in despair and sat quietly in the cherry blossoms. Under the tree, waiting for the moment when it is about to disappear.

"I'm sorry, Xiaohan, it seems that my brother can't live well for Xiaohan," he muttered.

He thought he was about to die, but he didn't expect that fate would play tricks on him together. The next day, his grandfather learned about this and sent someone to pick him up. Even if he was still alive, he was like a dead man, and different from a dead man?

"Do you think Xiaohan will be happy if you do this? If Xiaohan knew that his brother would be so self-abandoned, he would definitely be very sad," his foreign company looked at him with hatred.

He had two daughters who died because of a man. Why didn't they listen to him and wanted to marry such a man? If they had listened to his advice, there might not have been such a tragedy now. The two children lost their parents, their families and their homes at the same time.

He knew that even if it was useless for him to blame now, it was useless for him to blame. The only thing he could give to the two children was to take care of them so that they would not be hurt again.

"Brother, live well for Xiaohan."

He suddenly remembered what Xiao Han had said to him at the last moment. He woke up. Yes, if he saw him like this, he would definitely be very sad. How could he abandon himself like this? He wanted to live well, and he had to find him and ask why he abandoned him at the beginning.

"Dunpa, let me be stronger. Only when you become stronger can you protect what you want to protect." He stared at his Ouyangwen, who was still abandoning himself just now. At this time, he said firmly to his grandfather without any hesitation in his tone.

Since he lived, he had to live well and live well for Xiaohan. He also wanted to see the person in his heart. These two reasons are his belief in life.

He and Lin Yuwen went to the harshest place for training under the arrangement of his grandfather Ouyangwen. If they want to become stronger, of course, their own strength is indispensable and the ability to protect themselves. If you don't even have the ability to protect yourself, how can you become stronger and protect what you want to protect?

In the past seven years, he has worked hard to learn all kinds of things, trying not to have free time to think about other things. He was afraid that if he thought like this, his final belief would collapse. He was afraid of this.

In the end, Mu Yingyan cried. At the moment he saw him, his mood was complicated. He didn't know how to face him and how to face him naturally. When he knew that he had a girlfriend, he almost even broke his last belief.

However, how can he give up like this? How can he be so willing? He is unwilling. He has worked hard for 7 years and persisted for 7 years. Now he can finally see him again. He is not willing to stop here.

His grandfather told him that if he wanted to be with the person he liked, he had to complete these four years of college. When he inherited the family, he could find the person in his heart, otherwise, he would not think about anything. He knew that his grandfather was afraid that he would have such an unfortunate fate like his mother and his aunt. He also knows that he thinks he has persisted for the past seven years. Can't he hold on for the past four years?

However, when he saw him, when he knew and did not forget him, it seemed to tell him that he was cold, but his grandfather's words kept appearing repeatedly in his mind, as if warning him and making him understand that he couldn't help but for their future, He held back.

However, his grandfather asked him to get engaged to Ji Fei. How could he be willing? But his grandfather told him that if he did not follow what he arranged, the man in his heart would be hurt and might lose him forever. He knew his grandfather's ability, and his grandfather did what he said.

He compromised and only hated that he was incapable. Even if he worked hard for 7 years, he still couldn't protect what he wanted to protect. He hated it. During that week, he could distance himself from him. He thought that as long as he compromised, he would not get hurt, but he didn't expect that he was still hurt. He really hated himself who had no ability.

Xia Luolin has never seen such a fragile Mu Yingyan. At this time, the inflammation can be said to be vulnerable. He didn't know how to comfort him. In that year, he also lost his closest relatives. He knew that they felt the same, and he was the same as Yan at that time.

Seeing their closest people die in front of them, but they can't save their lives. The powerless frustration seems to swallow them up. However, the person who made them lose their closest relatives is not someone else but the so-called blood-related person.

He hugged Mu Yingyan and hugged him tightly. Even if his body would hurt, he didn't care at all. He just wanted to tell him that he still had him, and he was not the only one now.

He didn't expect that he really came to find him, but they missed it. Is this just fate? If he is not hospitalized, maybe he can see him again, and maybe they won't meet seven years apart.

"Yan, we will get better together," Xia Luolin didn't want him to suffer so much anymore. He knew how cruel it was to uncover people's scars, but he was the cruel man. If he can choose, as long as he doesn't suffer like this, he won't ask again. Now I don't want to know at all.

"Xiaolin, I really love you. Over the past 7 years, I have been thinking about you all the time, looking forward to seeing you again one day. However, at that time, even if I saw Xiaolin, I still couldn't recognize Xiaolin. I could only blame myself for not being capable enough to recognize Xiaolin." Every time Mu Yingyan thought about this, he was so sad that he was about to die. He thought that as long as he compromised, they would not hurt him again, but in the end they still hurt him.

However, he will not give up like this, and he will never wait to die like this again. He wants the people involved in hurting Xiaolin this time to pay the price they deserve.

"Yan, all this is over. Don't you think I'm okay? Isn't it good in front of Yan?" Xia Luolin's heart was so robbed that he couldn't breathe in pain. He said with some choking.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry," Mu Yingyan apologized guiltily. Tears have already soaked Xia Luolin's clothes. How long has it been since he shed tears? Since the day after Xiaohan's death, the day when Xiaohan and his mother's bodies were confirmed? It had been 7 years, and it seemed that he had never shed tears again. He knew that it was not that he didn't want to shed tears, but that the tears flowed to the end of the day when the fire burned the whole villa, and there were no more extra tears for him to vent.

"Yan, don't say sorry, okay? Yan has no place to be sorry for me. I love Yan very much. Maybe this is just testing us, and we can't help but stand the test. However, we are together now, which means that we have withstood the test," he comforted Yan and comforted himself.

He loved Yan. Perhaps from the moment he saw Yan, he fell deeply in love with Yan and soaked into his bones. In his blood, perhaps everywhere in his body, he deeply loved Yan. And if Yan really died in that fire, don't he know what to do? Maybe he can't fall in love with anyone else in his life except Yan. He is also grateful that he insists that Yan is not dead. He has always believed that Yan is not dead. He is also glad that Yan, whom he loves, really did not die, is now alive in front of him, in his arms.

"Xiaolin, let's not separate anymore, okay? Together forever, no matter what setbacks and obstacles we encounter in the future, we will not be separated, okay? Mu Yingyan looked into Xia Luolin's eyes and pleaded that he was really afraid of losing Xiaolin. If he really lost Xiaolin, maybe he didn't even have the faith to survive in the end.

For Mu Yingyan now, maybe Xia Luolin is everything to him and everything to him.

"Okay, I won't be separated for the rest of my life," Xia Luolin did not hesitate at all, and he didn't need to hesitate. He also wanted to live a happy life, and he also wanted someone to be by his side all the time.

When he looked at the people around him find their happiness one by one, he said he was not envious. That was a lie. It can be said that he was extremely envious.

And now, he has finally found his happiness. He doesn't have to envy anyone. It's good that they will not be separated all their lives, no matter how far they are, they will never be separated all their lives. He looks at him so firmly.

He loved him, and his heart never changed, 7 years ago, and 7 years later.

"Xiaolin, why didn't you open the door when I came to see you that night?" Mu Yingyan has always wondered about this.

"It's not that I didn't open the door. That day, I waited in the cherry tree for a day and a night, and finally fell ill and was in the hospital," Xia Luolin scratched his head and blushed.

"Well, I thought Xiaolin didn't want to see me. I thought even Xiaolin had abandoned me," Mu Yingyan was finally relieved. He didn't expect that he had been waiting for him there for the two days when he didn't go to the cherry tree. At this time, he became more guilty.

"Don't feel guilty, okay? Because of Aiyan, this is what I am willing to do," Xia Luolin looked at Mu Yingyan sadly. He explained that he did not want Yan to blame himself more and feel guilty, but to let Yan know that he loved him, so he was willing to do these things. These were willingly.

"Well, thank you, Xiaolin," Mu Yingyan was relieved. He would love him with his whole life and make up for the damage to him.

"Yan, why didn't you say your name at the beginning, but tell me your brother's name?" Xia Luolin asked about his guilt. Since he didn't tell him his real name, it was really annoying.

"This..." Mu Yingyan didn't know why he used Xiaohan's name at the beginning. Maybe he just wanted to maintain a sense of mystery, but even if the name was different, even after 7 years, he still recognized him. He was really happy.

"You can't hide it, be honest, be frank and lenient," Xia Luolin hummed. He has always been worried about this matter, and can't let him go easily.

Mu Yingyan kissed Xia Luolin's lips. Xia Luolin's eyes widened and his face was full of unconvincedness. He smiled slightly, but he still accepted and responded to Mu Yingyan's kiss.

"Do you think Luo Lin and Yan are together?" Wu Duoduo asked with gossip.

"I don't know," Lin Yuwen answered with a lack of interest. He dared not rise up this kind of gossip, but Yan and Luo Lin must have made up, which is beyond doubt.

"They must have made up," Chenchen answered affirmatively. He could feel that Yan loved Luo Lin very much, and Luo Lin must also love Yan very much. Since they love each other, they will definitely be together.

"I think so too," Ruan Yiyu said with approval. They should be very happy if they can make up. It seems that his words were not in vain.

"How long will it take for them to go to school? Won't you go on your honeymoon?" Zhang Linan asked uncertainly.

"Are you free? Linan, there is still a month left at the end of the term. If you don't meet my requirements, don't come to see me this winter vacation," Li Yuliang looked at this group of gossip people and reminded him.

"Huh? Isn't it?" Zhang Linan was surprised and asked uncertainly.

"Yes," Li Yuliang replied very positively, making sure that he had heard it correctly. He packed up the books in front of the desk and got up and walked out of the classroom.

"Yu Liang, where are you going?" Seeing Li Yuliang leave, Zhang Linan hurriedly asked.

"Library."

"Wait for me," Zhang Linan quickly packed up the books on his desk and caught up with Li Yuliang's footsteps. He didn't want to see him for a winter vacation.

"Chenchen, let's go too. Don't you have a club activity?" Lin Yuwen said to Chenchen that he really wanted to see the man he saw that day. Although Chenchen said it had nothing to do with it, but the relationship between ordinary seniors and juniors, he would not believe that the relationship between ordinary seniors and juniors would care so much about Chenchen? There must be a conspiracy against Chenchen.

"Yunwen, are you going?" Chenchen was surprised.

"Yes, I want to see what Chenchen looks like when he is serious," Lin Yuwen looked at Chenchen affectionately without doubting anything. Naturally, Chenchen's face must have turned red because of this sentence.

"Are there only two of us left now? What should I do?" Watching Lin Yuwen and Chenchen leave, Ruan Yiyu looked at Wu Duoduo and said to him.

"Xiaoyu, to be precise, you are the only one left. I'm going to find Hang Pei," Chenchen squinted with a happy face.

Since Wu Duoduo was with Meng Hangpei, his life has become sweeter day by day. No matter how close Lin Yuwen and Chenchen are in front of him, he has no special feelings, neither sad nor sad. Now he sincerely blesses them and hopes that they will be together forever. Of course, he will Always be happy and stay with him forever.

"Ah," looking at Cai and Wu Duoduo also left, Ruan Yiyu shouted. This group was bullying him. Now he is so lonely, as if he went to see Dayu. He missed Dayu so much. He lay down on the desk depressedly.

A group of people without conscience.