Chapter 42 Sleeping Heart
The sky has completely darkened, and the naked eye can only identify the enemy in front of him. Mixed with the sound of cicadas, the shouts of two girls, mixed with inner expectations. Su Yaxuan resisted with a little force, and Mancao stood still looking for a breakthrough. The little monsters hit by the thick branches of the grass have turned into a violent state, and various combat attributes have doubled.
When Mancao came one by one, Mancao was relatively relaxed, but when the opposite side decided to attack the group, Mancao felt that his blood volume was not enough.
She tried to move in the direction of her level 1 teammate. Fortunately, two girls who wrote NPC as the originator had a deceleration skill on the little monster around Su Yaxuan, which led to the fact that when she came to her, the other party's equipment was just too badly damaged...
But the damage to the equipment is very serious for a player! Especially in reality, when the other party is still a girl...
She raised the thick branch and hit the head of the little monster beside Su Yaxuan. Soon, the break of the branch made it impossible for her to use the combination of "dodging and dodge swing". Before she had time to complain about the durability of the weapon, she had to pull Su Yaxuan, who fell to the ground to avoid the enemy's attack.
She stared at the blurred black shadows in front of her. She really wanted to summon the players who chased Lin Ye in the game. It was a waste to put such fierce combat effectiveness in the game!
Su Yaxuan, who stood up, picked up her schoolbag and was protected behind the captain.
It's dark. In the face of this situation, Mancao can't find another weapon, but he is not sure to defend the enemy. Now the only way is to run away with your teammates. But her teammate's running ability... She slowly took her teammates to the entrance of the copy. At this time, she was bare-handed and panicked.
She took the hand of her teammates and was wary of the people in front of her who had changed from a little monster to a violent boss...
With a punch, she flashed to the side and pulled her teammate hard. The two bumped into the tree and moved hard towards the entrance.
The teammate has no combat effectiveness, and she is not conducive to her opponent in the combat state. If she is surrounded in this state...
The approaching shadow made her unable to breathe.
The other party's numerical advantage, combat effectiveness advantage, and even psychological advantage... Isn't it enough to cause the copy to fail?
But even if she knows that it is a copy with a high failure rate, she still has to come in, doesn't she?
What can she do for the encircled enemies?
Oh, that's right! One more thing... Turn around and push Su Yaxuan to the trunk, pull her down, protect her in his arms, and leave his back to the enemy.
If you can't save her from water and fire, just bear the pain caused by the disaster for her.
At that time...no one came to help her...
It is precisely because I understand that mood that I can't leave her alone. I don't want her to experience the same mood.
I want to convey my feelings and protect the people I want to protect...
"Yaxuan, don't be afraid, I'm here..." She whispered in the other party's ear.
The night is like a piece of black cloth, blindfolding her eyes. She can't see the scene in front of her clearly, only the pain felt by her body tells the truth.
She remembered the time when she used her skills to go to hell in the small library and was stabbed by vines, when she was groping forward alone in the black fog forest, and the escape of the traitor in the next game... She remembered...
Memories can shift her attention from physical pain to other aspects, but it is only an equivalent exchange between heartache and body pain.
But she can't be immersed in this negative memory. If she is not brave, who will be strong for her?
She abruptly pulled herself out of her memory and faced the current situation again.
She felt that her body was very sticky. She didn't know if it was sweat or something. The school uniform pulled her skin tightly, making her unable to move. But what really made her unable to move was not the school uniform...
She seemed to hear who's sobbing, who's apology, who's shouting...
"What are you doing!" The beams of multiple flashlights shone over, like the sunshine from heaven to hell, making the mortals who have been devastated by hell see hope.
"That's great... That's great..." Holding the other party's hand is like losing strength. She actually wants to laugh, but she doesn't even have the strength to laugh.
The body is numb, and the eyes have been closed because of patience. Even I forget where I am and what I am doing...
She wants to sleep all the time, just like a sleeping beauty. But she doesn't want the prince, because the prince will bring her back from her dream to reality.
Continue to dream in your heart and forget all the annoying reality.
What's wrong with escaping? What's wrong with it?
I have been telling myself to be brave and strong. If it's really such a simple thing, why is there another voice in your heart, like a lullaby, gently telling yourself, don't force yourself to face it if you don't want to face it.
Sometimes I feel that those encouraging sentences and those positive paragraphs look really depressing.
Why do you force others to be strong? Why do you force others to be brave?
Billions of people, one more yourself, no less one more. Why do you want to be the person everyone wants to see?
Shouldn't her life be in her own hands? What was the pandering to parents in the past? What is it to fool around like an ant now?
What kind of person do you want to be?
She has never thought about this problem in the past decade.
I have always built my life on the preferences of others...
I have always built my life on excellence in the eyes of the world...
I have been wasting my life... in the lives of others...
In memory, happy things are with your parents, and sad things are also with your parents. Except for parents...
Only Su Yaxuan is left.
If it hadn't been for Su Yaxuan, she really felt that in the past ten years, it was like only three days.
The first day: Parents have a good relationship
The next day: Parents' emotional breakdown
The third day: Parents did not get back together
Really, there is only Su Yaxuan left.
Should she say that she is very lucky and there is also Su Yaxuan? Or should I say that I am really pitiful?
It's time for her to see a psychologist. She has to ask the doctor whether the person who faces bravely is too strong or the person who wants to escape is too cowardly.
"Cranberry grass...Cran grass..."
He said he would be happy, but he agreed to the master...
I'm struggling to become strong or continue to be cowardly, but one thing is obvious...
Say, everyone will say. Do it, but not everyone can do it.