Chapter 1230 Everyone has shortcomings Next
Zhang Yang said, "He helped me a lot. I originally asked him out tonight to help me. Liu Danchen disappeared. I want him to help him find it. If I hadn't asked him out, maybe this would not have happened. Lao Xing was still alive..." Zhang Yang said this, and his guilt and regret made his eyes hot.
Chen Xue said softly, "You put all the blame on yourself, that's why you feel so uncomfortable."
Zhang Yang said, "I'm probably an ominous person. If I get close to my friends, I will suffer bad luck..."
Chen Xue said, "Even if they don't know you, even if they are not friends with you, what should happen will still happen after all. I don't want to help you shirk responsibility. I just think it's better for you to waste time to be sad. It's better to do something for these unfortunate friends."
Zhang Yang raised his head: "I don't know. I still don't know who planned all this behind the scenes!"
Chen Xue said, "There is no absolute secret in the world. As long as it is a conspiracy, it will always be exposed to the light of the sky. It's nothing more than sooner or later."
Zhang Yang didn't say anything. He looked up at the bright moon in the sky, with a sad and confused expression. The moon today is no different from the Great Sui Dynasty, but everything around him has changed dramatically. Just coming to this era, because he saw the envy of Li Changyu's dominence on all sides, he had the idea of stepping on the officialdom. For him, rebirth also means that his life can be pushed back again, and he can live a different wonderful life that is different from his previous life. He yearns for the life of waking up to the world However, when he really stepped into the officialdom, he found that the officialdom was not as majestic as he thought. Behind the surface scenery was actually the same intrigue as the previous life. It is difficult for people to find real friendship in it. Most of them are not you who use me or I use you. The longer you stay in officialdom, the higher the position, the deeper you will have a deeper understanding of the sinisterness of human nature. Although the official Zhang has now been promoted to Secretary of Binhai Municipal Party Committee and member of the Standing Committee of Beigang City. But his heart became more and more unhappy.
"My life shouldn't have been like this!" Zhang Daguan sighed.
Chen Xue asked, "Then what do you think your life should be like?"
Zhang Daguan said, "I am unruly by nature. Liberalism is loose, and I don't like to be taken care of, so I choose to be an official.
Chen Xue sighed and said, "You can't change the problem of sticking gold on your face."
"Do I have it?"
Chen Xue nodded, and her beautiful eyes also looked at the bright moon in the night sky, as if she remembered something, and her eyes suddenly became nothing and confused.
Zhang Yang turned his face. Looking at the beautiful silhouette of Chen Xue in the moonlight, he whispered, "I always think you are the one who knows me best."
Chen Xue said, "Why did you have such a strange idea? Is it because I happen to know many of your secrets?"
"There are some words that I say, others will only take it as a joke, and only you will believe it."
"What do you believe? Do you believe that you are an unearthed monster from the Sui Dynasty? Chen Xue never looked at Zhang Yang's eyes when she spoke.
Zhang Yang smiled and said, "Actually, we are the same at this point. Although you look better than me, you are also a monster."
Chen Xue said, "Maybe those who are close to the ink are black. Because of your influence."
Zhang Daguan said, "It's also something I can't ask for to dye you black."
Chen Xue has been used to his harassing way of speaking. The best way to indulge this person is not to pay attention to it. Chen Xue changed the topic and said, "I'd rather listen to you talk about life than these boring topics."
Zhang Guanren couldn't help laughing: "I found myself in a misunderstanding. If I had a chance, I wouldn't choose to be an official."
Chen Xue said softly and looked at Zhang Yang as if she knew him again: "It's hard to believe that such words will come out of your mouth."
Zhang Yang said, "Actually, my realm is much higher than you think."
Chen Xue said, "But it gives me the feeling that some people are discouraged before they meet their heads in reality."
Zhang Yang smiled and said, "I'm not so miserable, am I? I'm just a little tired of it." After a pause, he said, "I'm tired of it from the bottom of my heart. I want to live a happy life. I don't want to be too restrained, in the eyes of others. At least I'm already the secretary of the municipal party committee of Binhai, which is supposed to be regarded as a proud official career, but when I think about it carefully, I don't seem to be as happy as the deputy director of the family planning office in the hometown of Montenegro.
Chen Xue said, "Your temperament is not suitable for officialdom in the first place."
Chen Xue was by no means the first person to say this, but Zhang Guanren could hear her best. Zhang Yang whispered, "I encountered some trouble. Liu Danchen suddenly disappeared. Fu Haichao grabbed this matter and made a fuss. Shi You ** will put the blame on me for this matter. Because of this matter, I will beg. To help an old friend of Guoan, but when we just met and broke up, his car exploded.
Although Chen Xue did not witness the scene of Xing Chaohui being blown up, she couldn't help but feel shocked when she heard Zhang Yang's retellation. If Zhang Yang also got into the car, then Xing Chaohui was not the only one who was killed.
Zhang Yang said, "Yes, I almost got on that car. I regret that if I hadn't asked Lao Xing out, maybe this would not have happened to him..." Speaking of this, Zhang Yang's voice couldn't help choking. In his mind, Xing Chaohui is a kind teacher and a trustworthy friend. Before Xing Chaohui escaped Zhang Bijun's claws, he finally failed to escape death. If he had known in advance that this would happen, Zhang Yang would never have asked him out.
From Zhang Yang's expression, Chen Xue could figure out the pain in his heart at this time. She stretched out her hand, gently patted the back of his hand, and said softly, "There is a fixed number of people's life and death. As you told me, you have traveled from the Sui Dynasty to the present. Since God can make such It will be the same. Your friend may be sent to another time and space, but we can't see him, which may not represent the end of his world.
Zhang Yang knew that Chen Xue was comforting himself, so he reluctantly smiled.
Chen Xue said: "Your greatest advantage is that the more frustrated you are, the more brave you are. Since I met you, you have never bowed to anyone, and you have never been afraid of anything. Since someone has hurt your friend, find him and end this grudge. Only in this way can you relax. Some burdens, leave freely, do what you are willing to do, and enjoy your life.
Zhang Yang looked at Chen Xue's clear eyes, and his heart couldn't help warming up. Chen Xue really understood his thoughts. He suddenly said, "When I do everything, will you come with me?"
Chen Xue raised her head and turned her eyes back to the night sky. The bright moon in the air somehow hid in the clouds. Chen Xue whispered, "You are in this world, and I am also in this world..."
Zhang Daguan looked at her beautiful face and couldn't help but be a little crazy.
Xue Shilun met Geng Zhichao from Guoan in his office on Chang'an Street. He didn't know why the other party came to him. Has some of his behaviors attracted the attention of Guo'an? Xue Shilun thought about it carefully, only Zhang Bijun's matter could make the other party interested in him. Xue Shilun was full of vigilance and defense against Geng Zhichao, but he did not show a trace on the surface and enthusiastically invited Geng Zhichao to sit down.
After Geng Zhichao sat down, he said bluntly, "Mr. Xue, I'm here today to learn something."
Xue Shilun smiled and said, "Is it about national security that Mr. Geng is looking for me? Although I don't know what I can do to help you, as long as it is related to national interests, I will do my best to help.
Geng Zhichao didn't have many smiles on his face. He looked directly at Xue Shilun's eyes, which were his professional habit. He liked to understand his inner changes through a person's eyes. However, in Xue Shilun, he couldn't see anything at all. Xue Shilun's eyes were like an ancient well, and there He didn't have much contact with Xue Shilun. His impression is that this person's psychological quality must be extremely strong. Geng Zhichao showed a photo to Xue Shilun and said, "This person must be familiar with Mr. Xue, right?"
Xue Shilun took a look at the photo. This is a photo of Guoan Xing Chaohui. Xue Shilun looked at it for a while, shook his head and said, "I don't know!" He didn't tell the truth, but it's not all lies. He knows that the person in the photo is Xing Chaohui, but he and Xing Chaohui have never had any contact, which can be regarded as an unknown person.
Geng Zhichao put away the photo and said, "He is Director Xing of our National Security Fifth Bureau. He was blown up at the gate of the Old East Gate Hot Pot Restaurant last night."
Xue Shilun frowned. He did not know the news of Xing Chaohui's death. Now he understands Geng Zhichao's intention. Guoan obviously suspected that this matter was related to him. Xue Shilun began to think that the reason for their suspicion should be because of Zhang Bijun. From this incident, it can be inferred that Guo Check the relationship between him and Zhang Bijun, and maybe even master something.
Xue Shilun said quietly, "Mr. Geng, I deeply regret the death of Director Xing, but I really don't understand. What is the purpose of coming to me and telling me about this matter? Director Xing and I can be said to have an unknown life. Do you suspect that I have something to do with his death?
Geng Zhichao said, "Mr. Xue should know Zhang Bijun, right?"
Sure enough, as Xue Shilun expected, the matter finally returned to Zhang Bijun.
Xue Shilun's face showed an unhappy expression: "What does Mr. Geng mean?" ( To be continued.)
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