Chapter 5 Love and Hate Interweave
Su Siman was angry, and the fire in his heart was simply lifted to the extreme by Liang Shaojun's narrow laughter.
Looking at Su Siman's anger that he wanted to bite himself to death, Liang Shaojun couldn't help smiling. The more she was, the more comfortable he became. Even some troubles she had encountered in the court recently were temporarily put aside. This is the first time he thinks she is so interesting. He has never found that she is so interesting.
She looks so cute when she is angry.
He bowed his head again and kissed her.
Different from the previous shallow taste, this time there was no joking or ridiculing. He just softened his heart and wanted to kiss her well and kiss her tenderly. He came today to have a good talk with her, but before the formal conversation, he decided to indulge himself. Because the feeling of kissing her is wonderful.
I haven't seen her for so long, but I actually miss her a little. It's just that she also tried to kill herself before. Although she didn't hurt his life in the end, she also suffered a wound in his heart. She always felt that it was better to see each other and give each other a calm time.
But even so, he didn't hate her. He suppressed this matter and even instructed Li Yuan to remove the eyeliner placed beside the queen, just to keep her safe. He wants to protect her, just like he did before. It's just that she never knew.
Yes, he hated her very much at first, but as soon as he saw her, he thought of being manipulated like a puppet. She seemed to be deliberately made to remind him to recognize his identity as a puppet. On the one hand, he hated her very much, but on the other hand, he had to rely on her blood for medical treatment. Such a contradiction made him particularly torment every time he saw her. He was originally a very strong person. Even if he was in pain at the time of the attack, even if he was stabbed, he would never hum. But because Empress Zhang wanted him to survive, he had no choice but to live, and if he wanted to live, he had to build on her pain, so there was this marriage that was originally a big joke in his eyes. Fate seemed to deliberately make such a joke, but finally made him fall in love with her.
If he falls in love, he will fall in love, although he doesn't try his best to face it. But when doing things, it is inevitable that she unconsciously has the intention to protect her. He originally wanted to isolate her from the surging intrigues in the palace, because he didn't want her to be involved in the whirlpool of power. He did exactly this and finally tried his best to force her out of the palace.
And now, he has turned a reincarnation, but he has to take her back to this cage with his own hands, which is ridiculous. This is how things in the world are unclear.
But she doesn't understand him, and she never understands him. She hated him and wanted to kill him. The truth is so simple.
What he has done has only attracted her endless hatred.
He could have guessed that she hated himself. He knew it when he chose to do so, but he didn't expect her hatred to be so fierce that she wanted to kill him with her own hands.
This is her sadness and his.
In the past, he didn't know what "the relatives are painful, the enemies are fast", and she gave him this lesson. This is enough to make him repent and remember self-examination. During this period, he thought a lot and sorted out the past in detail. When he looked back, he realized that she hated herself for being well-founded. At the beginning, the powerful medicine given to her was indeed too fierce. It was difficult for the national hatred, not to hate, not to mention that there were outsiders. But at that time, he had no real power and was surrounded by a large group of coveted people. He was a pawn in the hands of others. He could not even protect himself. It was not easy to protect her. All he could do was to hurt her and be hated by her.
Nowadays, a large part of the situation is caused by his personality, such as pride and conceit. He never disdains to explain anything to others. He only does what he thinks is right, but he never cares whether others think it is right or not. This is his usual style of behavior. If he had made it clear to her earlier, it might have been another situation, but it would have been almost impossible for him to take the initiative to explain something to others.
After returning to the palace, he has been contradictory. On the one hand, he wants to see her, but on the other hand, he can't pull down. If it is known that he misses the person who intends to kill him, it's better to stab him to death.
If he hadn't heard Li Yuan say that today was her birthday, he wouldn't have known what excuse he should find to come to Anqinyuan to see her.
He asked Li Yuan what gift to give her. Li Yuandao, as if the Lord goes there in person. He thought for a long time before he made up his mind to nod and asked him for something to give her. At that time, he was thinking that maybe when he asked this, Li Yuan must have wanted to laugh. Although he squeezed his mouth solemnly, the cunning between his eyebrows could not hide it from his eyes, which made him for a long time. There is really no way. He is not good at how to please women. But he forgot that Li Yuan, whom he regarded as a brother, was actually very bad at treating women like him, so the most sincere and reliable advice he could give was to ask him to explain the truth to her in person and ask her for forgiveness to save their relationship on the verge of breaking up. He hesitated for a long time, but in the end, his face could not be defeated. He could only bow his head discouragedly and temporarily abandon his dignity and pride, because he didn't want to lose it again.
In fact, he didn't really want to make her angry or flirt with her. He just wants to change the way he gets along with her, so as not to be too quiet and embarrassed to stay together. Surely no one could think that before he came, he had practiced no more than ten situations when they met. What kind of expression she might be, what she would say, and how he should deal with it. He has thought about all kinds of opening remarks, and even practiced the words of explanation many times - to be honest, explaining something to people is the most annoying! But to his surprise, he was not yet hot, and the words he had practiced many times were still ready to go in her throat, and she even sarcastically and stung him. This time, he observed it for the first time and found the sour jealousy hidden behind the sarcasm, so he got carried away, and then... the situation was out of control...
His flexible and soft tongue delicately outlines her graceful lip shape and is completely immersed in it. Her lips were full and faintly sweet, which made him unable to extricate himself. He wanted to get closer to her and absorb the fragrance in her mouth, but his clenched teeth blocked him from the door.
But he didn't intend to give up. He tried to pry open her mouth over and over again, and his hands gently stroked her hair, cheeks and neck.
Su Siman stared at him, ashamed and angry, closed his lips and refused to respond. Suffering from being firmly suppressed by Liang Shaojun, he couldn't let go of his life and could only stare at him vigorously.
Liang Shaojun suddenly raised his head, raised his upper body with one arm, slightly separated from her, and looked down at her attentively, with rare tenderness in his eyes.
Gentleness is gentle enough, and the problem lies in posture.
This posture made Su Siman have a strong sense of oppression. Obviously, the gravity he imposed on her has been reduced a lot. She still felt that her chest seemed to be crushed by a huge and boundless dull object, as if to make her never turn over.
"Xing'er, let's start over, okay?" He stared intently into her eyes, word by word, extremely gentle.
Su Siman was confused and didn't know what the hell was going on in his mind, but she felt that she had been broken by his abnormality. She struggled hard to lift down the person who pressed her. She raised her hand and slapped him angrily, "Get out of here!"
The two words and the slap gave him a blow in the head. The tenderness in his eyes suddenly disappeared and was replaced by anger. He was angered by her ignorant praise.
Although Liang Shaojun is quite thin but strong, all Su Siman's struggles were easily resolved by him.
During the struggle, Su Siman's injured knee hit Liang Shaojun's leg bone, and the pain came from his knee. Su Siman gasped straight from the pain. There seemed to be a cold wind between his teeth, and the anger that could not be burst out at this moment. She gasped violently and gave up struggling. A huge sense of powerlessness spread to her limbs, and tears suddenly surged like a river with a levee.
At first, there were silent tears, but gradually, it turned into a suppressed sob.
Love is sad, and tears flow into a river.
Why did he bully her like this?!
Why is he so bullying?!
Just because he is the prince above ten thousand people, and she is the lost power and princess of the country, should she be bullied and suppressed by him?
In the final analysis, it's just bullying!
She regretted why her hands were shaking that day, and why didn't she end him all of a sudden!
Thinking of this, a trace of hatred flashed in Su Siman's confused tears. She raised her sleeves to wipe away the tears, and the bitter hatred in her eyes was revealed under his eyes without reservation.
"Do you really hate me so much?" Liang Shaojun's eyes were so cold that they seemed to be frozen out of the ice, and they were frighteningly bright.
Yes! I wish I could kill you right away!" She replied firmly, and every word seemed to be wrapped in a mass of hatred. Because of excitement, her chest heaved violently.
Liang Shaojun was completely enraged.
He condescendingly and reached out to hold her neck.
Her neck is so slender that he can strangle her with one hand.
Su Siman was pinched by him before he could inhale. Soon, he lacked oxygen. His face first turned red, then turned white, then turned purple, and then gradually turned blue and black. There was no air in the throat, and the heartbeat was beating violently, getting faster and faster and faster. Later, she had no strength to feel her heartbeat. She wanted to show a sarcastic smile to him, but she couldn't do it. Her face had twisted.
Just as she gave up struggling and felt that she was about to die, the hand on her neck suddenly loosened, and a big mouth of air choked into her throat. She half supported her body and stroked her chest and coughed violently.
The general calmed down. She turned her head, coughed and sneered, "Why don't you kill me? You care about me very much, and you don't want to kill me at all, do you?" The pale face, coupled with a stiff smile, really makes people feel uncomfortable.
Liang Shaojun looked at her with a pale face and said nothing.
His hand trembled slightly, but her attention was not on his extremely ugly face. He almost killed her in anger.
Su Siman's eyes were pale and stared at him for a long time, but in the end, he lost his momentum and turned his head to avoid her eyes.