Extra Situ Xiang

This time I left, regardless of my life or death.

I don't know if I will come back in the future, and I don't know if I will be like this when I come back. On the battlefield, swords are blind.

Yes. I went to the battlefield - the most terrible place in the world.

I didn't tell her. I was going to say, "Xiuxiu, if I don't come back, you can remarry." I secretly wrote the book, but tore it up again and again - I didn't dare to give it to her. I was afraid that there would be a displeasure in her eyes. I was afraid that she couldn't wait for me to leave, so she took the book and left me...

I know more than anyone what a cold person she is. Her smiles are fake. She can be nice to anyone. She is more affectionate to her two maids than to me - but I like her so much, obsessed and immortal.

I believe that there is always one person in the world, which is another person's disaster.

For example, I met her in that springy March. She has been looking at another person in her eyes. Our Sixiang is also a young and romantic person, and there have been many famous girls, but they have never seen anyone who can laugh so rampantly.

That was when I fell to the bottom of my life. My mother told me that some things were my life. I have been carefully cultivated since I was a child, learning everything, with high requirements and high standards. When I'm tired, I'm also eager to be a drankish boy, wandering around all day long; I also want to live happily without any burden. Then one day, someone told me that the purpose of studying so hard is to let you do a big thing that may die one day.

That's your life.

Orphans and widows grow up dependent on each other. I thought I would be happy when I grew up. But who expected the future and such an unknown fate?

Yes. My life. I took a deep breath and almost wanted to cry.

But how could I meet her? In March, I walked aimlessly, but I saw her pulling a man around. The man is... a little color, but how can he deserve the vitality of the woman next to him? His face was gloomy, but he only occasionally smiled slightly. I unconsciously compared myself with him - I am the son of the Situ family. I am just right. I am better than that man. I don't know many grades, but why is there no woman who is willing to treat me so sincerely?

When she looked at him, her whole face was smiling.

I know Shao Ai from the age.

At that time, she was extremely beautiful. Cardamom years. With a little tenderness. How many beauties I have seen and all kinds of smiles have seen, but they are not as good as the kind of flattering and arrogant smile she showed to the mediocre man at that time - at that moment, I forgot what etiquette constraints and what a girl should do. What a bullshit rule! I thought angrily. I have learned the rules and etiquette for so many years. In the end, don't I even have a chance to choose my own destiny?

I said to my mother: I want to marry her! I can wait for her to grow up.

She was so angry that she wanted to hit me, "I have already told you to marry Murong's daughter, and you must marry her!"

Murong's family... I sneered: "Is that the first beauty in Lingyun City?"

Mother nodded: "The Murong family is a great help to us. At that time..." Her words are not finished, but I have also been silent.

My mother continued to say, "What's more, I have also inquired about that girl. She has been very close to the son of an alcoholic, and she is too immoral..." Seeing that my face was getting darker and darker, she stopped, "Anyway, she already has a lover. It's nothing to do with you!"

After being reprimanded, I quickly abandoned the matter. In fact, I didn't have any feelings for her, but I hurriedly met her on the street and asked the little boy to ask her name - the rest was more like being angry. I soon married Murong Xue. At the beginning, I also had some birthdays. Murong Xue is beautiful and affectionate. What is rare is that she is considerate to me. Husband and wife stay together and have their own sweetness. I soon forgot the shocking shadow.

Until a few years later, I will see the man in the casino. I already know that his name is Zhao Xiaosi. After a few years, he went out more like a little white face. I just paid attention to it. It's okay not to pay attention. As soon as you pay attention, you will be shocked. He turned out to be a regular customer in the casino. Humph! I sneered. He has an alcoholic father. Does he want to become a gambler?

What will happen to the future life of the girl named Li Liangxiu?

After that, we met again in Ruyixuan. She is so stupid that she wants to buy a jade pendant for her man. Watching her take out a pile of broken silver and copper coins from her purse, my heart hurt fiercely.

I once asked Murong Xue, "Madam, if one day I have nothing, will you still follow me?"

She looked down and said, "Sir, your business can only succeed, not fail."

Yes. You can only succeed, not fail. I can't tolerate a trace of weakness, and I can't tolerate a trace of warmth - my only close relative, my mother, has already gone to the capital. I once tried to stop: "Mom, you are old, so enjoy your old age." But she just gave me a lonely back: "As long as we have a breath, we can't forget our responsibility!"

Yes. How can we withstand failure like this?

I have also changed from an earlier teenager to a melancholy middle-aged man. Twenty-three years old, really not young.

But 15-year-old Li Liangxiu is still at a good time. She doesn't know that there will be variables in her life. She doesn't know how the people she trust and love will drag her down--

I felt sorry for her little by little.

We met in Ruyixuan, but she didn't know me. Seeing her amazing appearance, I don't know whether I am happy or angry.

To her joy, she finally saw me; to her anger, she didn't know me at all before.

What a ridiculous. I'm the only one who is erotic. Of course, it won't show anything on my face. I accepted her business... Later, before I could give her the jade pendant, something happened.

Zhao Xiaosi lost the money and couldn't pay the debt, so he hit their family's head. She still had a little brain, and the two quarreled... After that, I added a boost.

Later, Zhao Xiaosi, I helped him return the silver, and he left with ten taels of gold. Before he left, he once asked me confusedly, "Why did you deal with her so thoughtfully?" She is just an eight-colored woman. Such a bad temper..."

I sneered in my heart: So what kind of man is Zhao Xiaosi?

If you don't treat her as a treasure, naturally there are people who care about her.

My face got cold: "That's not what you should ask!" Get out of Lingyun City! Never come back again!"

What I didn't expect was that she knew that it was my fault; what I didn't expect was that she didn't want to marry Situ at all. At that time, I was also naive and thought to myself: Uncle, I think you look up to you! There is no reason for you to choose! They forced their family to carry her into Situ's house.

However, what I didn't expect most was that Murong Xue was unhappy.

Yes, she had a big fight with me. I said to her, "Isn't it just an aunt? Which big family doesn't have many concubines?

I was indeed a little ashamed when I said this. But at that time, I thought to myself: If I accept her, at worst, I won't take a concubine in the future. One wife and one concubine, it's enough for me. Most importantly, Li Liangxiu was my dream when I was young.

But she doesn't agree and wants to make trouble for me.

In the end, it is a break.

Situ Mansion and Murong Mansion, two families were involved. I hate her for being so pointless that she hates me for being obsessed with me. In the end, the couple turned out to be strangers.

I asked her, "Are your former gentleness and virtuousness fake?"

She smiled and said, "It's all true. Sir, you don't understand anything." It's just that she added, "One day, you will regret it."

She said such a sentence so gently, but it made me sweat coldly: "What are you going to do?"

She looked at me with a smile.

After that... there will be no more. I finally got this person. Li Liangxiu wore a crimson wedding dress and brought it in through the side door - when I saw her smiling face, I knew that I cared about her. It turns out that the anger and painstaking efforts over the years are just because of the obsession with her.

So I drank to her: "Drink this bar. From now on..."

Her face was full of smiles and without a trace of gloom: "Sir, I will count on you in the future. You are the day of my concubine. If you want your concubine to drink, you can drink poisoned wine!" He also patted his chest with a heroic look. Somehow, I felt a little hot. Thinking about this wedding night, I was not without a good idea. He smiled at her and said, "I drank this bar."

The original intention was to drink a glass of wine, with her hands entangled, what an intimate move... But she raised the glass and drank it all. She took off her clothes and drilled into the bed, leaving a back for me: "Master, I'm trapped."

I thought it was the first night, and she was shy... but the second night, the third night, the fourth night... all the same.

I slept with Liu Yeer and wanted to move her, but all she cared about was about her relationship with Liu Yeer. This woman has no conscience!

Acacia is like poison. The more we get along, the deeper we get along. But close to the world, that's what we are talking about.

Later I knew that she would not follow mine. The smiles on her face are fake. Actually, she hates me. I hate her. I hate Zhao Xiaosi for sending her down. Is it still the little man she loves deeply? It was difficult for her to dream back at midnight.

This kind of feeling. In fact, from the beginning, I had no place to stand.

I smiled bitterly. I am selfish in the first place. Tell yourself that if I don't reach out my hand, her life will be ruined. But for her, she is the real destruction with me.

I woke up in the middle of the night and had a dream.

In the dream, she smiled at me. It's like looking at Zhao Xiaosi looking at me fiercely. So I stretched out my hand to her and said, "Xiuxiu, come with me."

At that time, our time was just right. Boys and girls, there are no other people around.

I continued, "Xiuxiu, you follow me, and naturally there will be your day."

When I spoke, the mountains were full of flowers. And her eyes are as bright as stars.

Even if one day I become a traitor and a soil on the mass grave, I will definitely protect you well.

You are the only light and hope in my life.