Twenty, Virgin Dream

"I haven't told you that I'm also a virgin... Virgo man, Virgo man only loves once in his life. Don't let them feel heartache, cry. After crying, they don't love anymore. Virgo men are the most ruthless, ruthless to break up only once, and the most infatuated. Infatuated to fall in love is a lifetime." I continued to look at her with tears in my eyes.

"Why? Why did you do this to me? Why did God do this to me? What on earth did I do wrong? I'm just an ordinary little man. What I need is just an ordinary woman, a woman who can accompany me to laugh and snuggle up to me and cry. Such a small wish, you still let me down. I stopped looking at him, as if she was talking to herself and roaring at the sky, but she looked at me very calmly. I was angry because my emotions were not respected, and I was angry because my tears were not moved as they deserved. I hit the bed we slept with hard, and the bed also moaned in pain. "Why did the bed hit At once, you know how to respond by moaning, but you are indifferent. I thought, sometimes giggled, but cried bitterly...

I can't let her look down. I smiled at myself sarcastically and slowly calmed down: "Is it wrong for us to meet again? Maybe we all know it's wrong from the moment we first meet, but I foolishly believe that even if it's wrong, it will become right one day. I said slowly, "I knew that I was just an option in the multiple choice question you love, but I always believed that I was the best and must be the correct answer to the question of "love", but I was wrong and burst into tears." After saying that, I turned around and left. Along the way, I didn't feel that I still had thoughts and walked forward aimlessly like a walking corpse.

Not long after, I actually returned to the door of the doll's love. I didn't expect that life was like this, coming and going, looking for and looking, and finally returning to the original place. What is this? Is this fate?

"Boss, this is given to you by the boss's wife." Xiaoyan in the store saw me and took a letter. At the moment of receiving the letter, an unknown feeling quickly invaded my whole body. I knew that the time for Xiaomei to "whip the corpse" came, and I opened the letter numbly...

I can't leave you by your side. It's not your fault, but my failure...

In the short years when I loved you, I may be the happiest person in the world, but those days have passed, and I can't keep them.

I know that love can't beg. If I can do one thing for you, it's waiting!" - I don't know where I saw these words, but they touch me and give me the courage to continue to wait, but if I know that the final ending is still separated, will I still wait?

Love is beautiful, and love that has withered without beginning is even more beautiful... Although love has been thanked, it will always stop beauty in the heart

"Sometimes there are falling flowers, and the fragrance is far away with the flowing water." This is the love of flowers for streams,

No matter where the stream runs,

Flowers are willing to walk with water,

Dedicate all the colors and fragrances of the birth...

However, not every flower that laughs at itself has this kind of luck.

Some flowers that can't fall into the stream. Just like me.

I had to stand on the grass on the shore and sigh...

In the best words, I wish the stream a safe journey.

"The water flows and flowers are ruthless, sending the east wind across the ancient city." It's not ruthless... It's helpless.....

If we fall into a helpless situation, let's leave our happiness to others... Pursue nobility in the secular world?

Falt the changing human feelings as an eternally beautiful spiritual landscape...

Can I reach this level?

Bitter, bitter, only bitter...

Maybe all promises are really too far away, but the promised love is more beautiful than the unpromised love. At least I have always thought so.

When I was hurt, I don't need to remind you again, "You said you would always protect me." So what did you say? Maybe you even believed in yourself when you said to me. Maybe the end of eternity you said is the end of your memory. Forget that "forever" has become "instant".

Now that I'm crying, can I recover your promise to me?

Maybe I shouldn't take the promise as part of love at all!

Maybe all we can do is sincerely promise to do something for one person, but tomorrow's world is not under our control as you said.

It's good to do it. I can't do it, it's just fate, that's all...

Today, I finally decided to give up. Do I want to open it? That's not the case. That's why I leave you a message. If I think about it, I will leave, but I will slowly learn to protect myself and be the stubborn girl in your mind, because you are all my gentleness. When you fight with the little tiger, you pull out all the thorns on me. Now Without you, I have to pick them up again. Maybe one day, I will find the shadow of your childhood in others. At this time, let him continue your promise and continue my dream...

I looked at this letter stupidly. There were no tears and no heartache, as if everything was still. If I had known there would be such an ending, how would I love it? I smiled, laughing miserably... Like the butterfly in the dream, I was strangled by the big hand of love.

I also heard that there is a kind of butterfly in this world called the emperor butterfly. Before they are born, they always have to go through a painful and fierce struggle to be free. Otherwise, it will have no power to live. Will I become the emperor of love after the struggle of love like this butterfly? When I was strangled by love, it seemed that I came out of the cocoon and flew in the air. I also seem to be the feathered butterfly. Is it a symbol of love? It's just that the copper queen butterfly who loves me and lives in the milk tree is there again. Is it Xiaomei? What kind of butterfly is frost? Maybe it's the gorgeous black butterfly that feeds on reality!