So this is youth

Chapter 121 End

Although it was a little late to get home, Lin's mother didn't care much. She just kept asking Lin Ying how she thought the exam was in the past two days. On the first night, she wanted to ask. She was afraid that it would affect Lin Ying's mood, so she had been holding it. Now that the exam is over, of course, she should ask carefully.

"It's okay!" Lin Ying was questioned so that she had no choice but to say so. At this time, she said that she had won the exam. In case it was not good, her mother would be disappointed. If she didn't do well in the exam, she would be disappointed now.

"What does it mean okay? Did you answer it all? Have you checked with other classmates, or called the teacher to check the answer or something? Lin's mother still didn't give up, and she was bound to ask something before she would give up.

"Please, are they all playing outside at this time? If I had known you were asking like this, I would have gone too..."

"You child! High school students go out to play today. How messy it is outside! If something happens, it's too late to regret!" Lin's mother took the cut watermelon and put it on the coffee table in front of the sofa.

"Well, the child finally finished the exam, so let her relax." Lin's father took a piece of watermelon, scolded Lin's mother, and said to Lin Ying, "This holiday is relatively long. Is there anything you want to go?"

"I haven't thought about it yet, I just want to go out for a walk..." Lin Ying is thinking about Paris, Spain, and the place where Qi Feng said before. Everything is still like yesterday, but now she is just a classmate.

"Okay, tell Dad after thinking about it, so that I can arrange it for you." Lin's father patted Lin Ying on the shoulder. Lin Ying's thoughts turned back and showed a big smile. "Dad is the best. I'm tired. I'll go to bed first. I have to go to school for the oral examination tomorrow morning!" I have to sleep well."

"No..." Mom said.

"Go ahead!" Dad said.

With her father's permission, Lin Ying spit out her tongue at Lin's mother and hurried into her room.

It's only after eight o'clock. Because of the habit I usually develop, I can't sleep when lying in ** at this time. My mind is in a mess. My high school career is over. I'm 18 years old, and I'm an adult when I go to college. I don't know what to face in the future. Thinking of these, I can't help but make Lin Ying a little confused.

"Is it convenient today? I want to see you." After receiving a text message from Ouyang Chen, Lin Ying didn't know whether to refuse or agree. She had been looking forward to Ouyang Chen finding herself. At this time, she was at a loss.

Look at the time. It's so late today, and there will be an oral examination tomorrow. I guess my mother will definitely not be able to let her go out. "It's not convenient today. I have an oral examination tomorrow morning. Is tomorrow okay?"

After a long time, the text message came back, "Okay, you can go to the bar to find me after work tomorrow. Go to bed early!" Don't go back."

Seeing that "no need to go back", Lin Ying was relieved. She really didn't know what to say when she replied!

The oral examination is just a form. The examiner is four teachers. If you ask a few English questions casually, you will write that you are qualified, and then take back the examination note.

Zhang Yan really wanted to go shopping with Lin Ying and Lei Huan. She was very disappointed to hear that Lin Ying said that she had something else to do. Lin Ying had to promise her to find an opportunity to ask Zhang Junliang to go out to play together, but Zhang Yan insisted on having lunch together. After lunch, she was happy to leave with Lei Huan.

It was afternoon when Lin Ying arrived at the bar. She had never been to the bar since she was discharged from the hospital. As soon as she got to the door, she remembered the bits and pieces of Bai Xiangyu. The first time we met seemed to be yesterday, and she was a little distracted.

After standing for a long time, Lin Ying raised her legs and stepped into the bar.

The windows in the bar are covered with thick curtains, and there is no lighting, so it is dark.

"Ouyang Chen?" Lin Ying stood at the door and didn't dare to go in, so she had to stand still and call, but no one answered. Lin Ying shouted again, and her voice was louder, "Ouyang Chen?"

The room was suddenly lit up. Ouyang Chen stood in the corner of the bar, wearing rubber gloves in his hands. "I didn't expect you to arrive so early. Come in first and sit down for a while. Take whatever you want to drink." With that, he went into the door next to him.

Lin Ying did not sit down, but followed Ouyang Chen's pace and walked in. Unexpectedly, Ouyang Chen was wiping the ground.

"Why are you... wiping the floor?" Lin Ying knew that Ouyang Chen had a lot of industries, and the last car made her very surprised by Ouyang Chen's assets. Now she saw him wiping the ground. Lin Ying doubted whether she was an illusion!

"When I came in the morning, I found that it was too dirty and I couldn't stand it, so I had to do it by myself!" Ouyang Chen is flat and doesn't think it's a big deal at all.

"Oh! Shall I help you?" With that, he began to roll up his sleeves.

"It's over. Don't touch it." Ouyang Chen lowered his head and wiped it a few more times, put the mop in the utility room, took off his gloves and washed his hands, took Lin Ying to another room, and went out to get two bottles of water.

Lin Ying took the water handed over by Ouyang Chen in her hand and glanced around. It was not big, but it was very clean. "What's the matter with me?"

Ouyang Chen did not answer immediately and was silent for a while. "Nothing. I'm leaving. I want to see you again before I leave."

Lin Ying's heart was tied together, a little sore, "Where are you going?"

"It should be back to England! Or travel around the world..." Before Ouyang Chen finished speaking, Lin Ying continued to ask, "When will you come back?"

Ouyang Chen lowered his head and said, "I don't think he will come back again!"

"Why did you leave?" Lin Ying was made uncomfortable by Ouyang Chen's words.

"I hurt others and hurt myself here. If I escape from this sad place, how can I come back?" Ouyang Chen walked to Lin Ying and wiped the tears on her face. "Lin Ying, I'm sorry, I have no choice but to..."

Lin Ying shook off Ouyang Chen's hand and said, "What kind of enmity do you have with Qi Feng? What are you going to do? Ouyang Chen, I never know you. Even if you use me, I still believe in you until I no longer believe you, but find that I have fallen in love with you. Do you know how painful my heart is? Have you considered my feelings?"

"I know, I know!" Ouyang Chen brushed the tears on Lin Ying's face again. "I'll tell you the truth now. Would you like to hear it?"

Lin Ying nodded.

"Qi Feng's father, Qi Shenghai, is also my father. At that time, he was married, but he still pursued my mother, which made my mother pregnant with me. The east window incident happened. Qi Feng's grandfather found out about this matter and asked Qi Shenghai to choose one of the two. In order to get Qi Feng's grandfather's property at that time, Qi Shenghai resolutely chose my mother. I had an abortion, but my mother has been pregnant for a month. Although she knew that Qi Shenghai was a villain, she still didn't want to lose me. Qi Shenghai found someone to beat my mother. Later, her mother gave birth to me, and she died because of heavy bleeding..." Lin Ying looked at Ouyang Chen's frown and her heart ached even more. She never thought that Ouyang Chen would be like this. Ouyang Chen continued to say, "My grandma has been bringing me up since I was a child. I have never seen Qi Shenghai. One day, he ran to my house and said a few words to my grandma. When I went back, my grandma had fallen to the ground and died of a heart attack..."

Ouyang Chen's eyes were full of tears. Lin Ying hurriedly hugged him and gave him warmth tightly. "Don't think about it, I understand, I understand!"

"Lin Ying, my hatred can't disappear at all. He killed my mother and my grandma. I can't forgive him. I just want to hurt him with the person he loves..." Ouyang Chen finally couldn't help sobbing. This is the first time he has cried in front of others in many years. No matter how difficult it is, he has never .

Lin Ying patted Ouyang Chen on the back, "Cry! If you cry, you will feel better."

Two people hugged, comforted and comforted.

"Come with me! Come to Shanghai with me, okay? Let's go to the Bund, eat Shanghai Xiaolongbao, and go to Hong Kong when I'm not busy, or even further away!" For the first time, Lin Ying felt that she was so close to Ouyang Chen. This kind of love that could be grasped was in front of her, waiting for her to fight for it.

But Ouyang Chen left Lin Ying's arms, "Lin Ying, I'm sorry, I can't. I won't change easily for so many years. What I have done to you is torture for my life. I can't give you happiness. Take good care of yourself. If there is a next life, I will cherish you."

"The next life? What kind of nonsense is this? Who else will believe in the next life? We may just be dust in the next life!" Lin Ying was a little angry. She opened her heart to Ouyang Chen, but why didn't she get the reply she deserved?

"I'm sorry!" Ouyang Chen apologized again.

"I don't want this sentence, Ouyang Chen, you like me, don't you? Although I thought about giving up everything and starting again before, I couldn't do it with you. I hated you, but I found that I hated it so much, just because I had the same love. I fell into your conspiracy and became your puppet, but I still couldn't help falling in love with you. Lin Ying's tears kept flowing down like a breach. She came forward to hug Ouyang Chen and lay in his arms and cried like a child.

Ouyang Chen also hugged Lin Ying, "I also love you, but more I can't forgive you. The more you are not blame, the more difficult it is for me to calm down. Lin Ying, we will be strangers in the future. I will never appear again. There will be many episodes in life. I am one of them. Forget me and Qi Feng, because you two are not People in a world, just remember Xiaobai, his smile and his wine. Don't forget to visit him for me when you have time. That boy hates loneliness.

Lin Ying still wanted to say something, but she knew that Ouyang Chen had gone, and it was meaningless even if she asked for it again, so she just hugged him, smelled the smell of him, felt the temperature on him, and quietly stopped talking.

For a long time.

"When are you leaving?" Lin Ying broke the silence in the room.

Ouyang Chen also recovered from the trance just now, "Tomorrow's flight will go back to England first."

"Okay, have a good trip." Lin Ying smiled at Ouyang Chen with swollen eyes, and Ouyang Chen rubbed her hair intimately.