Agree to be in the birch forest
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In the afternoon, Zhixing habitually looked around as soon as he entered the class. When his eyes glanced at Ke Ying's seat, he stopped unconsciously and was stunned.
On the Keying seat, Zhou Feng sat there like a frosted eggplant, gloomy, as if he was thinking about something.
Seeing Zhixing come in, Zhou Feng smiled at him.
Zhixing nodded awkwardly to Zhou Feng and immediately looked away.
"Yes! Ke Ying has gone home. Zhou Feng misses Ke Ying in his unique way. Returning to his seat, Zhixing said to himself in his heart.
Now in Zhixing's heart, he still believes that Keying will come back. He still has a lot to say to Ke Ying, but Ke Ying has not yet given herself an explanation. He is convinced that Ke Ying and he still have a fate to continue... However, people are like this. When we watch novels or TV, the storyline has developed halfway. Even if we know that the protagonist only has one in ten thousand hopes to survive, we calmly think that he (she ) It will turn bad luck into good luck and turn danger into safety. In reality, when it's your turn, even if you hold the 99% hope, you will still feel anxious, panic, confused... The pain of Zhixing, the bitterness of Zhixing comes from this.
In the film Journey to the West, Zhou Xingchi (Supreme Treasure) has a passage, "There was a sincere love in front of me. I didn't cherish it. Now that I have lost it, I regret it..."
People always seem to be like this. They don't know how to cherish what they have, and they don't realize their value until they lose it... It can be said that "the people in the wall think of it, and the people outside the wall want to go in." If you go in, you want to come out, and if you come out, you want to go in.
In the days without Keying, Zhixing can't eat, can't sleep, can't listen to the class, and life has lost its color, as if everything is meaningless. In my mind, I repeatedly recall everything that I get along with with Ke Ying. From reporting to meeting, to meeting in the dormitory corridor, to tearing up the note, to sending yourself apples, dandelions... Every smile, every look back, every shyness... Like a slide, it passed in front of Zhixing's eyes, precipitated in the depths of his soul, and made the strongest impact.
It turns out that it's so hard to miss someone!
33
There are a few white clouds floating in the blue sky, and the warm sunlight touches the earth. From time to time, the cry of the Cuckoo "Cuckoo--" and "Cuckoo--" came from time to time, circling in the depths of the dense forest, quiet and far away. On the hillside, a girl in pink and a woman in purple lay on the green grass. The mountain wind brushed around them, and the trees made a "rustling" sound.
The girl in pink is Ke Ying. She holds a bunch of purple hairy flowers in her hand and looks at the clouds in the sky...
The woman in purple lying beside Keying is Kexin, Keying's sister Kexin. She looks like she is in her twenties. Her oily black hair is coiled behind her head. Her figure is slightly taller than Keying's, slightly thinner than that of Keying, but she is plump. She looks elegant and elegant.
Under the spring breeze, the white clouds seem to be a graceful woman in white dancing, and it is also like a lovely sheep enjoying the fresh green grass, which is unpredictable and beautiful...
Ke Ying looked at it. Zhixing's smiling face suddenly appeared in the clouds. But Ying frowned and brushed the hairy flowers in front of her eyes. Zhixing disappeared... After a while, in the clouds, Zhixing was looking at herself softly. But Ying's face was hot. She picked up the hairy flowers and brushed them a few times in front of her eyes. The clouds were still clouds...
Seeing Ke Ying holding flowers and waving them on her face from time to time, Kexin thought that Ke Ying was repelling mosquitoes at the beginning, but gradually found that it didn't seem to be...
For this six-year-old sister, Ke Xin grew up with her in her arms, and she loved and felt sorry for her. People say that there is a three-year-old generation gap, but there is nothing to say between Ying and Kexin, and there is no gap.
When she came back this time, Kexin found that her sister, who had always been happy and jumped, had changed a lot. She was often quietly in a daze, sighed and giggled for no reason... Her parents thought she was sick, but Kexin felt that her sister seemed to be in love with her as an experienced person. Today, Kexin called Keying out in order to avoid her parents and have a good talk with her.
"Are there many mosquitoes?" Kexin looked at Ke Ying and said.
Ke Ying's face was hot and he smiled shyly.
"Say it! Why did you run back this time?
Ke Ying was very hot. She knew that she said that the school had four days off and could deceive her parents, but she couldn't deceive her sister, but she didn't know how to say it for a moment.
Seeing that Keying did not speak, Kexin suddenly thought of the story that Keying talked to herself about her and a boy in her class when she went home for the Spring Festival last year.
Is it because of that boy? It seems to be called... Lin Zhixing, right?
As soon as Ke Xin mentioned Zhixing, Ke Ying felt extremely wronged, and tears swirled in her eyes.
"If you don't talk, I don't know what happened. How can I help you?"
Ke Ying was silent for a moment and told her sister what happened this semester...
"I didn't expect my Ke Ying to be so charming. There are still so many boys who like it in high school." After listening to Ke Ying's statement, Ke Xin said with a smile.
"Ouch! People are bored to death, and you make fun of me and ignore you. Ke Ying turned her head and turned her back to Kexin.
"Okay, okay, my sister is wrong." Kexin turned Keying's face and said, "But you treated the boy named Wu Shiren very well and gave a certain tolerance. He knew that he liked you and didn't procrastinate after that. What makes me angry is..."
"What is it?"
"How can the boy named Lin Zhixing push my sister to others? And he is still that kind of person. It looks righteous on the surface, but in fact it's too stupid..."
"That's right," but Ying didn't realize that she was angry, and turned to say with a difficult face, "But..."
"But what?"
"But I'm annoyed with him, but... I often think of him... His figure is always... always flashing in front of my eyes..."
"Alas!" But he sighed and said, "He is really a fool. But I think if he really has you in his heart, the few days of your departure will be enough for him. Maybe... he has figured it out."
"Really?"
Keying's concerned appearance made Kexin feel funny, but she knew that her sister was shy by nature, so she suppressed her smile and said, "If you can't figure it out, then he is not worth us Keying's thinking about so much."
"Well, now I feel so stressed that I don't know what to do."
"I remember telling you that my sister is neither for nor against high school students falling in love. Many people think that high school students falling in love will affect their studies and have no future. But deliberately avoiding suppressing your feelings will affect your studies and increase your burden. After all, love is sacred and beautiful. Everyone should pursue the right and freedom of love. When high school students encounter this situation, they should guide them in time, turn love into a driving force for learning, promote each other, and make them develop in a healthy and beneficial direction. I believe that love can stimulate people's potential to a large extent..."
Ke Ying looked at Kexin in a blank manner and did not realize that she had a heartfelt admiration for Kexin.
"However, it is difficult to master this degree. Most high school students are immature. But my sister believes that you will take care of everything.
Ke Ying suddenly lay in Ke Yingxin's arms and smiled, "It's good to have a sister like you!"
He hugged his sister lovingly and looked at the deep sky, as if he had returned to his first love...
34
"Lin Zhixing!" The physics teacher suddenly shouted.
"Ke Ying!" Zhixing bounced up from his seat as if he had been hit by a flash of lightning.
"Why?"
All the eyes of the students in the class turned to Zhixing.
"Because... because...the acceleration of the missile... is greater than the acceleration of the plane... the acceleration of the aircraft is smaller than the missile... the missile is small... so the missile shooting down the plane plan is feasible..." Zhixing broke out in a cold sweat and hesitated after he understood.
"Sitting down and listen to the class."
Zhixing's words amused almost everyone, and the physics teacher smiled helplessly.
After Zhixing sat down, he was shocked. I didn't realize that I took a look at the beautiful seat, and only the white stool was lying peacefully on the chair, as if waiting for the return of the owner. Zhixing's heart inevitably felt sad... When Zhixing withdrew his eyes, he faintly felt that a person was looking at him. Following that look, Zhixing looked up, and the other party turned out to be Zhou Feng.
Zhou Feng smiled at Zhixing, and Zhixing also smiled, but there were more embarrassing elements in Zhixing's smile...
After class, Zhixing walked to Zhou Feng, patted him on the shoulder and smiled, "The weather is so good outside. Let's go out for a walk!"
"Good! It happens that I also have something to say to you. Zhou Feng smiled and said...
Around the playground, several weeping willows dance in a moving posture under the spring breeze. In the flower bed, chicken crown flowers and string red are snoring in the warm sunshine, and they are very sleepy...
"Uh..." Next to the flower bed, Zhixing and Zhou Feng looked at each other and said almost at the same time.
"Okay, you say it first." Zhixing smiled and said.
"Well... you'd better say it first!" Zhou Feng hesitated and smiled.
"Okay!" Zhixing thought for a moment and said, "Mu Keying went home."
"I know that. What's wrong?"
"I have a secret in my heart that I want to tell you."
Zhou Feng looked at Zhixing quietly and waited for the following.
"Before I tell you the secret, I want to ask you how our relationship is?"
"We are the best classmates and friends." Zhou Feng said righteously.
"I think so too." Zhixing's eyes showed excitement and joy, and then said, "Do you remember that on the first day of this semester, we were on the Red Flag Mountain. Who do you like? I didn't say it at that time. In fact, I also liked Mu Keying in my heart.
After listening to Zhixing's words, Zhou Feng smiled and was about to say something, but was stopped by Zhixing raising his hand.
"Listen to me first."
"Okay, you say it." Zhou Feng smiled helplessly.
Zhixing took a deep breath and said quietly, "Originally, I wanted to keep this secret in my heart forever. For Mu Keying, in order not to affect my studies, and for the friendship between us, I even ignored her and avoided her... but inadvertently approached her. When I wanted to alienate her again, I found that it was such a pain, such a difficulty... In the past few days when Mu Keying left, I had figured out a lot of things. That is, Apple can separate people, but feelings can't separate people. Emotions are sacred and can't be deblasphemed. If you like it, you like it. If you don't like it, you don't like it.
After saying this, Zhixing's body seemed to have been removed from the weight of 500 pounds, and his whole body was much more relaxed.
"Is it over?" After listening to Zhixing's words, Zhou Feng looked serious and reluctantly smiled for a long time.
"It's over." Zhixing nodded.
"Okay, it's time for me to say it. In fact... In fact, some time ago, I already felt that your feelings for Mu Keying were unusual. In the three days when Mu Keying left, your performance further confirmed my feelings.
"Isn't it?" Zhixing smiled and said.
"Don't forget, we are best friends." Zhou Feng glanced at Zhixing and then said, "I wanted to tell you that I was going to withdraw from this relationship, because I have the same idea as you. But just now, after listening to your words, I suddenly changed my mind, and now I want to compete fairly with you.
"Are you kidding?" Zhixing blinked his eyes.
"I'm serious." Zhou Feng looked serious.
"If that's the case, I won't argue with you, because I don't think it's time to talk about relationships at all. But I won't avoid my feelings for Mu Keying anymore. I just hope she can live a happier life.
"Anyway, I hope it won't destroy our friendship.
"We will always be friends" Zhixing put his hand on Zhou Feng's shoulder and said sincerely.
Zhou Feng smiled and put his hand on Zhixing's shoulder.
"Alas--" Suddenly, Zhixing sighed.
"Why are you sighing?"
"I really regret saying those words to you just now." Zhixing said with a bad smile.
"Fuck you..." Zhou Feng was stunned and gave Zhixing a punch with a smile.
Zhi Xing also smiled...