Agree in the birch forest

90

The pale yellow sun hangs on the silver-white sky, shining warmly on people. The breeze brushed the earth, and the snowflakes raised slapped on people's bodies, and their faces made people's hearts feel a little cool.

Zhixing and Keying walked side by side, quietly and slowly along the street. The distance between the two is only about half a meter, which seems to be so close and so far.

A pair of snow-white pigeons crossed the air and fell in the middle of the rice field by the roadside. They walked one after the other, and there was a smell of a husband and a wife. Beside them, several clumps of snowy straw swaying in the wind...

Zhixing and Keying tacitly thought of the lyrics in "White Bailin", "The village is quietly floating with white snow, and pigeons are flying under the hazy sky." The face unconsciously showed a quiet and peaceful look at the same time. At this moment, each other's hearts are as transparent as ice and as clear as water.

Pigeons can fly freely in the sky and live freely in a peaceful world. Being a man is really sad to be a man!

In a small fish pond in the distance, the child's laughter came, which attracted the attention of the two.

I saw a group of lively and lovely children skating on the ice, playing, and playing the game of "Eagle Catching Chickens". In the world of children, there is no measurement of beauty and ugliness, no boundary between men and women, no difference between high and low, no pursuit of fame and fortune... Some are naive, pure and simple. Unrestrained...

Zhixing and Keying didn't say a word, just walked quietly like this. Perhaps, their souls have already flown to the center of the child and have fun to their heart's content...

A novel has a beginning and an end, a human life has a beginning and an end, and a beginning and an end. Unconsciously, the two walked to the crossroads leading to the school, and the wall of the school was in sight. If possible, how they wish that this road would never end.

Looking at the gloomy campus like a prison in the cold wind, I think of the dead faces, the pile of thick books, and the endless troubles... but I forget it.

Seeing that Keying stopped, Zhixing also stood there. The two looked at each other motionless.

"Go back, okay?" For a long time, Ke Ying said in a tone that was close to asking.

"What about you?" Zhixing asked stubbornly.

"You go back... okay?" Ke Ying's eyes were filled with tears.

For a moment, Zhixing's nose was sore, and he felt that his eyes were a little swollen. He quickly turned his back and did not dare to face it.

After a long silence, for a while, only the sound of the roaring cold wind blowing from the two people was heard.

With a "dang", when the two were in a stalemate, a loud noise came from the road beside them.

A woman in her fifties pushed a large cart of firewood. The front of the car was facing the direction of Hongqi Mountain, and the rear of the car fell heavily on the ground. The woman pressed the two rafts with trouble and tried to sled the rear of the car. However, his weight was too light, and his body swung in the air, but the car did not move.

Zhixing rushed up with an arrow step and pried up the rear of the car with the woman. The woman changed her tone deeply and gave Zhixing a sincere and grateful smile. Zhixing saw the white hair on the woman's temples. In an instant, he thought of his mother.

"Auntie, where is your home? Let me push it for you!"

Following the woman's guidance, Zhixing and the woman pushed the car to the original road that Ke Ying had just walked together. And Ke Ying took the opportunity to walk ahead...

91

When Zhixing impatiently walked into the Hu where Keying disappeared, he stayed there. This alley is less than two meters wide. The big alley is divided into several small alleys. Each small alley leads to a different path. Different people are intricate like a maze. It is difficult to find a person.

Zhixing turned directly into a small alley on the left, regardless of whether it was three or seven or twenty-one. As I walked, a high wall crossed in front of me, which turned out to be a dead end. For a moment, anger surged into Zhixing's heart like a tide. Zhixing flew up and kicked the wall. What Zhixing regretted was that the high wall did not move, but his foot was broken...

Zhixing returned to the original big alley along the way and continued to walk forward. Another fork in the road appeared in front of him. Zhixing chose the one on the left without thinking. As he walked, Zhixing was suddenly stunned. The position under his feet turned out to be a crossroads.

Loss, pain, worry, confusion... Aspiration surged into my mind. He stared at the end of the road like a walking corpse, like a fallen leaf in the wind.

Suddenly, Zhixing's eyes lit up, as if the old tree that had been withered for thousands of years had sprouted again. A Yingying figure appeared less than 50 meters in front of him.

Everything is as if God deliberately arranged it. Ke Ying got into the alley, turned left and turned right, turned right and turned left, trying to avoid Zhixing. As she walked, an intersection appeared in front of her, but Ying didn't know which way to choose. When her eyes moved to the right, she couldn't help but be shocked. Not far away, Zhixing is staring at himself in a daze...

They looked at each other for a long time, and the two smiled unconsciously.

Stepping on the flying snow and holding the light wind, everything is like a slow-motion playback. The two walked from both ends of the road to the center of the road. At a distance of less than five meters, it stopped coincidentally. Smiling at each other is not only a kind of heartfelt smile, but also a kind of bitter smile. A heartfelt smile is because life is like a play, and a sad smile is because a play is not a life.

"It seems that you can't get rid of me, even if... even if one day I'm gone, my soul will turn into a snow-white pigeon to guard you." After a long silence, Zhixing smiled bitterly.

Ke Ying looked at Zhixing quietly, with crystal tears in her eyes. There was emotion, pain, ecstasy, worry... She thought of Zhixing's poem, and her face turned red. She was about to say something. Suddenly, she saw Zhixing's expression become embarrassed.

"Dingling bell--", then, a pleasant bicycle bell came from behind Ke Ying.

Ke Ying looked back and saw that the cyclist was actually Mr. Fu, who was in charge of the big belly of the boys' dormitory. There was a burst of panic in Ke Ying's heart, and she quickly lowered her head...

In an instant, Ke Ying suddenly understood that she and Zhixing were too young, too fragile, too **... She didn't have enough courage to challenge the secular world at all. A lot of each other's pressure and troubles come from each other.

"You go back!" As soon as Mr. Fu left, Ke Ying looked firm...

Looking at Ke Ying's back, he went further and further, until he disappeared at the end of the road. Zhixing still stood still in place. Zhixing's bones were awakened by a thousand-layer heat wave in his chest. At the same time, the question has been echoing in his mind, "Who am I?" "Who am I?" "Am I Lin Zhixing?" "Who is Lin Zhixing?" ......

92

I don't know how long it took, the door of the Internet cafe suddenly opened. But Ying looked back and saw that the person who came was Zhixing again.

Zhixing's eyes are calm and calm, and his expression is quiet and peaceful. But Ying seemed to see Zhixing have such an expression only in her first year of high school.

"I'm going home." Zhixing said with a calm smile.

"Are you going back to school?" But tears filled his eyes.

"No, there will be a holiday tomorrow afternoon. I have asked the head teacher for leave. After a pause, Zhixing exhaled deeply and said, "It's really time for me to go home and have a good rest. Don't worry about me. Take good care of yourself in the future!" I thought--" Zhixing smiled bitterly and continued, "I think we will still be friends in the future. Maybe the next time you see me again, you will see a brand-new self."

After saying that, Zhixing turned around and left the Internet cafe, leaving Ke Ying with a deep and vague back...

93

Time is like an indefatigable ox cart, which seems to walk slowly. When you look back, you find that it is far away from the destination.

The wheel of time has unconsciously passed the years of the second year of high school and sailed on the journey of the third year of high school. In the past few months, the relationship between our hero and heroine has been flat. However, the calmness of the sea seems to indicate that there will be greater waves.

Entering the third year of high school, in order to create a quiet learning atmosphere, Zhixing, Zhou Feng, Lv Liang and three friends said goodbye to the dormitory and rented a house near the school. The landlord is a Korean grandmother, kind-looking, like the reincarnation of a living Bodhisattva.

Ke Ying, Chen Han, Gao Dan and Wang Ling also rented a house near the school, less than 500 meters away from Zhixing, Lu Liang and Zhou Feng.

At noon this day, Zhixing, Lu Liang and Zhou Feng had lunch and went back to the house to rest as usual.

"I want to tell you something, do you want to know?" Halfway to the journey, Lv Liang suddenly mysteriously said to Zhixing.

"Say it! What's the matter?"

"Recently, Mu Keying and Lu Peng have been very close. They seem to... I didn't want to say it, but my friend..."

"Real?" Lv Liang hesitated, but Zhixing still understood what he meant.

Zhixing suddenly remembered that once last semester, he was chatting with Keying under the willow tree. Lu Peng came over and blushed at Keying and said, "Mu Keying, I stole an English paper for you. Can you do it?"

"I won't do it." Ke Ying's face showed a slight embarrassment and was resolute.

"Don't pull down." Lu Peng shook his sleeves and left.

Zhixing learned from talking to Keying that Keying's English paper was accidentally lost, so he asked the English teacher for a copy. The English teacher felt that Keying's attitude was not correct enough, so he didn't give it to her. Ke Ying was very angry about this...

Zhixing thought that last semester, Ke Ying came out of school crying and surfing the Internet, which was also because of Lu Peng...

"I've heard about it for a long time, but... I haven't dared to tell you. Some time ago, the two of them stayed online, and Chen Han went to look for it. Seeing that Zhixing was silent, Zhou Feng was also on the sidelines.

"How...how is it possible!" Thinking of the "Tian Tao incident", Zhixing secretly blamed himself and said with a faint smile, "She has her power, I have my freedom, and I just want to study hard now..."