When I meet you and my heart is broken
In my sleep, it seemed that someone sighed in my ear. His cool hands covered my forehead and wiped away the sweat for me. I closed my eyes tightly, my body was hot and cold for a while, and every inch of my skin was as painful as a tear. My chest is like being carried out with a sharp blade from time to time, and the pain makes me almost want to die immediately.
I don't know how long it took. I only felt that the pain on my body was relieved, so I tried my best to open my eyes.
I tried to raise my eyelids, and my eyes were hazy and I could hardly see anything.
"Lord, madam is awake, madam is awake!" A figure shook in front of me, and I tried my best to look at it, but I still couldn't see it clearly.
Then, I felt that someone was sitting beside me. He gently stroked my cheek and said softly, "Moon dust, do you feel better?"
is depressing. I opened my mouth and wanted to tell him that I was fine, but I didn't want to make a hoarse "woo" sound.
He held my hands with a sigh and said, "Don't worry, I have let Yuechun take back the elixir you made with Mir Yuanshen. Yunxi returned to Tianjia a few days ago."
His voice was slightly sour, and then he said, "You don't have to worry about Yunxi's yuan god anymore. The yuan god fell on Hua Wuyan, and Yuji has taken it in the lower world."
"You only have more than 20,000 years of cultivation left, and you will get seven or eight out of your blood. Because I went too late, the flame in the Haotian Tower burned your eyes. I'm afraid it will take a long time to recover.
"From now on, you will live in the demon world and don't think about running around anywhere else, okay?" He rubbed my hair gently, which made my heart tremble.
The cheeks suddenly cooled, and two lines of tears flowed down the corners of the eyes.
Cang Yu wiped away my tears and said, "If you want to cry, open your heart to cry. The spell Yunxi used to put on you has been lifted. Don't worry."
Hearing this, I cried hard in a hoarse voice, pouring out all the grievances and bitterness over the years.
Since I woke up, I have been living in suffering day by day. He didn't mention the pain everywhere in my body, but I couldn't move at all. My eyes were blackened, which made me depressed.
I don't know what's going on with the demon lord Cangyu. He has been by my side all day, completely ignoring the affairs of the demon world, and I can't drive him away.
A Niang secretly brought Concubine Se to the demon world several times behind her father's back. Every time she saw me, she cried to tears. I complained that they bullied me because I couldn't see anything. Did I become ugly? They couldn't accept this fact and cried.
I thought that what I said could relieve some of my mother's heartache, but I didn't expect it to make the concubine cry loudly, which made me almost think that I was really disfigured and bored for some time.
Cang Yu holds me in the yard to bask in the sun every day and reads to me many people's words. Every time I tried to see my pale face, I was knocked on the forehead by him. He said, "I don't dislike you, so don't always work so hard."
In fact, I really want to see him. I think he seems to be much haggard. I want to touch his face, shake his hand, and tell him that I won't leave, I really won't leave, let's live a good life.
But when the words came to my mouth, I always suffoed it back. The immortal thought that he hadn't said a few words for many years. At this time, he always felt uncomfortable when he said it.
A Niang said before that the days of marriage will be different, but I don't think it's much different. I talked and laughed with Cangyu in the same way. I dragged my crippled body in his arms all day long and felt that it was no different from many years ago, but I moved a more comfortable chair.
Calm days always pass quickly, and ten years have passed in a blink of an eye.
Ten years later, I can finally stand up and walk around, and my eyes can barely see something clearly. At least, I can see the charming face.
In the past ten years, I and Cang Yu have not changed much, but the charm has changed. In the past, he often liked to rub against Yunxi, but now he always comes to the demon world to drink with Cang Yu. The two of them drank more than a dozen jars. I sat aside and stared, so I had to ask them to drink less like a housekeeper.
Whenever Mei Zhen hears my words, he always looks at me with white eyes and says, "After you get married, it's really different. You move thousands of miles to the yellow-faced woman."
He was depressed but didn't care. He hugged me with relief and said, "She is like a woman now."
I was speechless by the two of them, so I had to shrink back and be depressed.
In ten years, because my body was quite weak, I have never returned to Danxue Mountain once. At this time, I thought that I was much stronger, so I sneaked back without telling Cang Yu for the reason of my father's birthday.
I don't know what I'm busy with these two days. I don't go back to my room until late at night every day. I'm quite bored. I pinched my fingers and was about my father's birthday, so I said hello to the magic flame and went up to Danxue Mountain.
I haven't been back to Danxue Mountain for a long time. I didn't think that the magnolia in my mountain was still blooming well, but I wanted to thank the magnolia fairy.
I was alone in Fengmingze and inadvertently caught a glimpse of two trance figures in the distance, like a man and a woman.
I thought it was about Concubine Se and Tengshe, so I sneaked over with great interest. Unexpectedly, I saw that the people in front of me were Yunxi and Yuji.
I was stunned on the spot as if I had been struck by lightning, and tears rolled down unconsciously.
I laughed at myself. When I first woke up, I thought how sad Yunxi would be if he couldn't find me, and I was really sad for a while. Unexpectedly, in just ten years, he has forgotten all our past.
I was thinking about myself when I suddenly heard Yunxi's soft voice and said to Yu Ji, "You said that you like magnolia the most, but I searched all over the three worlds and found that the magnolia is the best here."
Yu Ji whispered a few words to him. I didn't have good ear strength after the injury, and I didn't really hear it.
But looking at this situation, I don't need to stay any longer, so I turn around and leave. Yuji, Yuji, when did you love Yulan the most? Isn't it because he wants to be with Yunxi?
I sighed and walked away, but I saw the tearful concubine at the entrance of Feng Mingze.
"Sister, what's wrong with you?" I hurriedly took two steps to her and raised my hand to wipe away her tears.
"Silly girl, he forgot you..." Concubine Se pushed my hand away and said with red eyes.
"What did you forget... Who, did you forget?" I barely squeezed out a smile, and I couldn't think through Sefei's words for a while.
Concubine Se wiped her tears and lowered her eyes and said, "Yulan Xiaoxian said that I saw you come back, so I hurried over, but I still didn't have time to stop you."
"Sister, you are really... your own. What are you stopping me for?" I obviously felt that I was trembling, but I still took Sefei's arm and walked out.
Sefei stopped and looked at me fixedly, "Yunxi took the elixir and forgot you. Yue Chun is hiding it from you because he doesn't want to make you sad. Don't blame him.
"It's not strange. He is my third brother." I laughed, but I still couldn't hide the tears in my eyes.
"A Nuan..."
"Excuse me, girls, how can I get to the main hall?" A familiar voice interrupted Sefei's words. I looked back. It was Yunxi who stood behind me with Yuji.
Yu Ji saw me. Her pretty face instantly turned white, and her teeth clenched her lower lip tightly. Yunxi was as light as usual. He looked at me like a stranger.
"Brother Yun, I feel uncomfortable as soon as I see this girl. Let's leave quickly." Yu Ji pulled Yunxi's sleeve and whispered.
"You..." Seeing that Concubine Se was about to have a seizure, I quickly grabbed her and said to Yunxi Yifu, "Sir, please go out of here and go east, and you will see the hall."
"Thank you, girl." Yun Xiwei nod and turned around and left with Yu Ji.
I stood stunned and watched their backs fade away. Unconsciously, my whole face was wet.