Chapter 192 A way to make people happy
At this time, Leng Xue's mood was a little messy and even a little uneasy, as if she had done something wrong to Yan.
From childhood to age, she has always regarded Yan as her own sister, and has even surpassed her blood relatives. Because Yan is the only woman who grew up with her, and the relationship between the two has always been very good, she never thought that she would compete with her for anything.
In those years, when Huang Fei and Yan walked together, her heart also had a period of pain, and that kind of torture is still unforgettable. But she made a concession, because she is her sister. As long as she is happy, she is enough.
When she knew that Huang Fei abandoned Yan and left alone, she began to hate Huang Fei. In the three years when Yan was imprisoned, she hated Huang Fei more than her love.
Over time, her heart began to float slowly, and it was no longer open for any man. Her heart died.
However, when they meet again three years later, when she sees Huang Fei for the first time, her frozen heart will still be ready to move and can't help herself. But she suppressed it all, because her hatred for him was still not completely removed, and this deep-rooted hatred made her a little indifferent and inhuman.Until that day, when Huang Fei blocked the bullet for him, her heart rekindled again. However, because her per year-round depression is in a cold and deep state, she doesn't know how to love him anymore, and she can't even express it.
Today, now, at this moment.
Yan suddenly asked this question that had been sealed by her. How should she answer it?
She doesn't want to lie to Yan because she is her relative. However, if the answer is yes, will it hurt the relationship between the two, because he is her man. Do you want to be between them?
"Xue Er..." Yan found that Leng Xue's expression was dull and seemed to be in an embarrassing situation that it was difficult to decide.
"Ah..." Leng Xue came to her senses and asked, "What did you just say?"
"Isn't it difficult for you?" Yan smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, you don't have to hide it. I can see that you care about him very much, and you haven't liked other men for so many years. Last night, I found that your mood began to fluctuate a lot. I know that your heart has begun to get out of control.
"Why did my sister suddenly ask this?" Leng Xue asked. Her surface was calm, but her hands under the table were tightly clenched, and she seemed to be a little restless.
"Because I want you to love him for me." Yan said.
"..."
"Let me tell you the truth!" Yan said. Since I left the base, I can't remember a lot of things. I have no impression of his love for me. I just occasionally feel the hazy feeling vaguely, but it won't be long before I forget it. Moreover, I have been feeling that my amnesia is getting worse and worse recently. I'm afraid that one day I will really forget all of you. Love requires both sides. I am now a woman who is not qualified to be loved, but you are different. You are normal.
"No way." Leng Xue said excitedly. She stretched out her hand to hold Yan's hand, and her face looked very sad. Sister, don't be so pessimistic. I believe you will get better.
"I know my own body best." Yan Wen said with a smile. She reached out and patted the back of Leng Xue's hand and said, "I don't want you to suppress your feelings. No matter how strong you are, you are always a woman. As a woman who doesn't want to find a good home, if you meet a man you like, then grab it bravely and don't let him slip away in vain.
"Sister..."
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In a cafe.
Huang Fei and Hu Feifei sat closer to the door.
The two were silent. Huang Fei held his chin with his left hand and stared blankly in front of him. He looked at the guests coming and going quietly. He didn't even take a sip of coffee just ordered, and he looked very lonely.
He kept this movement since he came in and sat down, motionless, like a bunch of statues.
Hu Feifei was very sad. She didn't disturb Huang Fei. She just looked at him silently and remained motionless. Their behavior was very strange.
Many guests in and out of the country looked curiously at them and whispered. Everyone thought they were a quarrelsome couple. I guess most angry couples are in the same state!
"Huang Fei, are you sad?" Hu Feifei finally couldn't stand this silence. She pouted her little lips and said. If you are unhappy, you can scold me, so that my heart will feel better. I'm so sad to see you like this. The two of them didn't say a word after they sat down, which made Hu Feifei very sad. She thought it was all her fault.
When you think you have done something wrong, how do others treat you the most uncomfortable?
The most uncomfortable thing is not that others scold you or beat you, but other people's indifference to you.
Generally, after beating and scolding, people's emotions will be released, and they will slowly begin to forgive you. But indifference is the most unbearable, because it may be persistent, and no one knows when such an embarrassing situation will be lifted. That feeling of depression will make you emotionally messy and even collapse.
"Huang Fei..." Hu Feifei shook Huang Fei's arm and said.
"Oh... I'm fine." Huang Fei shook his mind and said with a dry smile. By the way, why hasn't the person who picked you up come yet? He raised his right hand and looked at his watch. Both of them had been sitting for almost 20 minutes.
"Can you scold me?" Hu Feifei said. Or you can hit me. Although I haven't been beaten since I was a child, I feel so uncomfortable now, as if I'm blocked by something. She reached out and covered her chest with a sad look on her face.
"You fool." Huang Fei said with a helpless smile. I didn't blame you. Why did I beat you and scold you? Are you a masochist!"
After saying that, Huang Fei reached out and touched the bridge of her nose, but she did not dodge this time, and still gently scratched her tender bridge of her nose with Huang Fei's fingers.
Hu Feifei did not answer. She just looked at Huang Fei with wide and clear eyes without blinking, as if she was still beating and scolding.
"What's wrong with you?" Huang Fei said depressedly. I really didn't blame you. Don't always think that everything is caused by you. To tell you the truth, before you came that night, they had begun to sulk at me. Even if you don't show up, I don't think things will go well.
"Are you really not angry with me?" Hu Feifei asked.
"Really."
"Then show me a smile."
"Hee hee..." Huang Fei had no choice but to giggle. Is that all right?"
"I'm not happy at all. It's too reluctant." Hu Feifei said.
"Hey... I said Miss." Huang Fei said depressedly. There is nothing to be happy now. How can you make me laugh?
"That's right." Hu Feifei nodded and muttered. Suddenly, she smiled happily and said, "I have thought of a way to make you laugh happily."
"Oh! What is it?" Huang Fei bent his hands on the table and looked at her curiously and asked.
"Who do you see over there?" Hu Feifei pointed to the door and shouted.
"What?" Huang Fei turned his head and looked at the gate doubtfully.
Boh——
At the moment when Huang Fei looked at the door, Hu Feifei suddenly got up and quickly kissed him in the face.
"..." Huang Fei looked back at Hu Feifei in surprise and didn't react for a moment. After a long time, he reached out and touched the kissed face, and finally smiled happily and said, "What an ignorant girl."
"You finally laughed." Hu Feifei said with a smile. So you really didn't lie to me. I'm so happy! Hee hee..."
"You are an idiot." Huang Fei scraped her nose again and scolded with a smile, "How can a girl kiss a strange man casually?" Aren't you afraid that others will laugh at you?
"What is this? I often kiss my father at home!" Hu Feifei said.
"Can it be the same?"
"Is there any difference?"
"You are really..."
"Feifei... My cousin came to pick you up." Suddenly, a man's voice broke their laughter.