Chapter 23 I just want you

Xia Yufeng doesn't have many things, just a few clothes and ordinary daily necessities, which is quite easy to sort out. After a while, it was done. Xue Hairuo said that he would call him when he went out, so he simply turned on the computer and prepared to wait while surfing the Internet.

Open QQ and leave a lot of messages, one of which is A Qin's "A Feng, you can't get through. What's wrong? Are you okay?" Xia Yufeng's mobile phone has been lost, and he hasn't bought it yet. It seems that he really needs to buy one quickly, otherwise Xue Hai will be in trouble if he can't find someone.

Xia Yufeng immediately left a message to A Qin and told him that he was fine. He lost his phone and would often surf the Internet in the future. Then he will contact him online.

Just after replying to A Qin's message, a red avatar was flashing. When Xia Yufeng saw this avatar, he couldn't help feeling sad.

Click to have a look, there is only one word "is there?" However, this short word made him feel extremely heavy.

The last incident suddenly, he had to leave quietly and cruelly isolated all ties with the girl who had been in love with him for more than a year. Xia Yufeng was distressed every time she thought of it. But what else can he do besides this? He would rather be called ruthless by his beloved girl than let her waste his time and energy on himself. After all, short pain is better than long pain.

Although Xia Yufeng loves her very much, Xia Yufeng also clearly understands that love needs to be exchanged at an equivalent price. If he can no longer hold the chips, he can no longer afford it. This is a very realistic and cruel fact. Even if you have a relationship foundation for many years, you can't change it. In addition, after witnessing his parents' feelings for more than 20 years and passing away, he was even less confident. Therefore, giving up is the best choice.

But after seeing the message from the girl she loved deeply, Xia Yufeng found that she had ignored a problem. Her stubbornness and stubbornness. She left quietly, far more than breaking up in person. After breaking up, ask the reason at most. If there is a reason, there is also an excuse to give up and regret. But what is silent? It will only make people more worried and unable to let go.

After figured this out, Xia Yufeng immediately made a decision and wanted to take this opportunity to have a showdown with her and end it completely, even though she was reluctant and heartbroken.

"Ni, I'm here. I haven't contacted you for a long time. How are you doing?" Xia Yufeng thought about how to start. After hesitating for a long time, he just typed such a short line of words.

"Feng, I finally got your news."

"Where are you? How are you doing?"

"Do you know how much I miss you"

"Why haven't you contacted me all the time?"

"Don't you know that I will worry about you?"

After Xia Yufeng sent the message, Guo Ni immediately sent several messages. Xia Yufeng just looked at it, but she didn't know how to answer. Looking at these words, I imagined the expression of Guo Ni who said these words at this moment. Xia Yufeng, who had just made up his mind to officially end the relationship, couldn't help but convulse, and her emotions surged up in an instant, and she couldn't calm for a moment.

In the past few months, Xia Yufeng deliberately did not think about her and deliberately deleted her contact information, forcing herself to completely forget. Gradually, as I was busy with work and had no time to take care of it, I gradually missed it so much. I thought I had almost forgotten, but after the real feeling, I suddenly realized that I was not as strong as I imagined, and I was not as determined as I imagined.

"Ni, I'm sorry" Xia Yufeng didn't know what his mood was when he typed these words, and how many feelings he had. I just instinctively want to answer this.

"Do you only have one word of sorry? At the beginning, you said that no matter what happens, you will always be together. At the beginning, you said that you would not leave me alone. But how did you do it?"

Xia Yufeng wants to say: I'm sorry, I don't love you anymore. But when this nonsense comes out, she feels that it can't be false. Even if she finds a reason to find such a nonsense as a reason, Guo Ni will not accept it anyway. So after thinking about it again and again, Xia Yufeng still said truthfully, "Ni, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left without saying a word, but I couldn't do anything at that time."

"Feng, I know about you, but I'm your girlfriend. You should have told me, shouldn't you? Do you know how much I hate myself when you left so silently? I hate myself for being useless. When you are most sad, I can't be with you, and I can't even give you a word of concern and comfort.

Guo Ni's words deeply hurt Xia Yufeng's heart. He could feel how many sad and helpless tears Guo Ni shed for herself during this period. He can also guess that Guo Ni must have been haggard a lot during this period. Thinking of this, Xia Yufeng slapped herself in the face.

Two lines of tears ran down his cheeks like this, and I don't know if it hurts or hurts. No one knows.

"Ni, don't blame yourself anymore. It's my fault. I didn't tell you because I love you. I can't bear to make you worry about me. Do you understand?" After tapping this line, Xia Yufeng's tears rained down.

"I love you, Feng. I really love you so much. Don't leave me, okay?"

When the three words "I love you" were realistic on the screen, Xia Yufeng almost twitched in pain. How precious these three words are to Guo Ni. In Xia Yufeng's impression, the only time Guo Ni has said since dating was when Xia Yufeng gave her a surprise and romantic candlelight dinner on Guo Ni's 20th birthday. She was moved.

At this moment, Guo Ni said two consecutive sentences without concealment. Xia Yufeng knew how much Guo Ni loved herself. While he was happy, Xia Yufeng was even more melancholy. For a moment, his determination was weak.

"Ni, thank you for loving me so much, but I'm afraid I can't give you happiness. Now I have no home, wandering around and living in no fixed place. I don't know where my tomorrow is, what I can take to love you, and how can I give you happiness, do you understand?

When you say these words to the person you love and those who are eager to live for a lifetime, Xia Yufeng's heart seems to be dripping blood. A word of pain can no longer be expressed.

"I don't care, I just want to be with you. Even if I live a plain life, I feel very happy to have you by my side, because I just want you"

"Ni, is it realistic? I can't accept that the woman I love suffers with me and can't get happiness. In that case, I will never feel at ease."

"I can only be happy when I am with you, do you understand? We are still young and nothing can be created, as long as we are together and as long as we work hard."

"Ni, don't be stupid."

"I have given my heart to you. I can't love others anymore."

"Xiaoxia, can I come in?" Just then, Xue Hairuo knocked on the door and asked. Xia Yufeng quickly wiped the tears on his face with his sleeves before responding.

"Are you surfing the Internet and talking about QQ?" After Xue Hairuo came in, he found Xia Yufeng sitting in front of the computer with a chat window hanging on the screen.

Xia Yufeng said, "Yes, I haven't been online for a long time."

"Oh, well, then go on. I'll come back to you later." After saying that, Hairuo was ready to turn around and leave.

"No, there are many opportunities to surf the Internet in the future. If you are not in a hurry, I will go shopping with you first."

"Then let's go." Hai Ruo said and went out of the room and closed the door. When Xia Yufeng looked back at the screen, he found that Guo Ni sent a few more messages, but he really didn't know how to answer her and persuade her, which was useless. Promised to her, Xia Yufeng couldn't find a reason to convince herself.

"Ni, I'm going to work. I'll get off first. Take care of yourself and take care of yourself. After Xia Yufeng knocked over this sentence, she didn't wait for a reply and quickly turned off QQ. I turned off the computer, went out of the room, picked up the car and waited at the door.

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