282: The night before parting

"Are you in a hurry to clean it up?" Huo Yan suddenly asked.

"What did you say?" Suddenly, Jiang Muyan relaxed his vigilance, and then immediately rushed into the bathroom, picked up the toilet paper and wiped it. No, it was very clean!

Now she fully understands that she has been fooled by that bastard again! Who said that soldiers are easy to provoke? Soldiers really can't afford to provoke!

Looking at Jiang Muyan's hurried appearance, he was so cute that he suddenly made Huo Yan laugh loudly. He had never been so happy... This guy was really his own joy, just the same feeling as... she brought to herself when she was a child! Although it looks dirty, I can't suppress her cuteness and... desire to protect her.

"Did you go to Jeju Island?" Kang Sichen looked at the photo in his hand and then asked.

"Yes, Mr. Kang." Stewer Li nodded and then said respectfully.

"Ye, I got it." Kang Sichen looked at Jiang Muyan's smile very brightly in the photo, and the anger in his heart was a little uncontrollable.

"Mr. Kang, I have decided the flight to Jeju Island. When can I leave?" Steal Li looked at Kang Sichen and asked.

"Airplane? When did I say I was going to Jeju Island? Kang Sichen looked up at Stegar Li and said, "Have you been following me for too long, so... I don't know why you got up? Have you decided everything by yourself?"

"No. Mr. Kang." Manager Li quickly shook his head and said.

"I won't go. If Huo Yan's matter has not been solved, he will definitely come back. Since they still want to enjoy a world of two people, I can't ignore this gentleman's appointment. What I want Jiang Muyan is that she is willing to follow me, not forcing her to come over. Kang Sichen looked away and looked out of the window and said.

"Yes." Manager Li frowned, but it unfolded in an instant.

"What? What do you think?" Kang Sichen heard a trace of hesitation in Steal Li's tone, and then looked back and asked.

"Mr. Kang, I have no objection to your decision." Manager Li said calmly.

"Silicon Li, you have seen me since I was a child. I know that you have even exceeded my voice in this family. Now I want to ask you, what do you think I should do?"

steweller Li hesitated for a moment, and then said, "Mr. Kang, I have never been in love or a lover, so I don't know how you feel now, but I always feel that this relationship is the same as others, and I also need to fight for it. Jeju Island can not go, but... If you deliberately change yourself to cater to others, what if you can't continue to perform one day?

Kang Sichen looked back at Steer Li: "You mean, I've been pretending all the time?"

steward Li didn't say anything, but his expression revealed his mood.

"I didn't pretend, but... too many things suppressed me, and Jiang Muyan is the key. I can give up everything, but how can I give up the key that makes me happy?" Kang Sichen muttered, "Go down and help me watch them. Tell me when you come back."

"Yes! Mr. Kang." Li turned around and left.

Conce sighed, buried his body in the seat, and then closed his eyes. It turned out that I had hidden for so long that even the people around me thought that I had such a personality, but they forgot that they were not like this, but they hid themselves for many reasons.

The four days and five nights on Jeju Island were finally over. When the ship came back, I don't know why the words between the two suddenly decreased a lot. When eating, Huo Yan just stared at Jiang Muyan.

For a moment, Jiang Muyan felt that it was actually like this. Don't be too much of the relationship between the two. What about divorce? As long as we can be together for a few days and happy days. As for other women and other children, they can give up for the time being.

But I thought so, but I overthrew myself. I can't give all my happiness to God like this. The person who can't be sorry in the world is himself. If this person can even be sorry for himself, who can she be worthy of? So she decisively gave up this idea.

"It's a little cold!" Huo Yan looked at Jiang Muyan and put a coat on Jiang Muyan's shoulder.

"It's okay. I thought it must be very cold on the ocean, but it turned out to be warm.

"Because of the warm current." Huo Yan said, "If it is a warm current, there will be a warm feeling. If it is a cold current, it will be cold."

"It's also because of the mood." Jiang Muyan added, "I'm in a good mood, everything is sunny, I'm in a bad mood, and everything is cloudy."

"Does that mean you must be in a good mood?" Huo Yan asked with a smile.

"Yes... It's good to travel once for free. What about you?"

Huo Yan didn't answer, and then just looked at the dark sea at night. After a long time, he said, "I hate the sea, because there are too many things I don't know. Although the sky is high, I know that falling down is death. But the ocean... I don't know whether it will be alive or dead in it. Just like I don't know what my future will be like with you.

For the first time in so many days, Huo Yan began to mention their future. Do they finally have to face this problem? It can be buried for so long and deliberately avoided for so long, but it can't be avoided after all.

"I don't know." Jiang Muyan said honestly, and then looked back at Huo Yan: "But I don't want to know now."

"Ying?"

"There is always a time for self-comfort. I just hope that such a beautiful thing can wait a little longer. I don't know how much I like you, but I know that when I met you, although I said I wanted to leave, I didn't really feel that I wanted to leave, just call twice.

"This period has made me understand this more, but that's why we have to make the most suitable choice between us now." After Jiang Muyan finished speaking, he looked up at Huo Yan in front of him.

"Choice?"

"Su Chang...isn't that woman's name?" Jiang Muyan said the name very hard.

"...is." Huo Yan finally didn't hide any more.

"I'm glad to hear that she has your child, which is what Huo's mother told me." Jiang Muyan said word by word. After all, the child is innocent.

"I don't want that child. I want her to take that child away." Huo Yan quickly explained.

"I know you don't want it, you want my child more. I really know." Jiang Muyan smiled and said, "It's a pity that God is so unfair. In fact, I have been to the hospital. Just after Huo's mother came, these things between me and you... many times, but I don't have children. I have a blocked fallopian tube, which is very serious.

"What?"

"That is to say, the probability of getting pregnant is very small. My fallopian tubes are blocked, and it is my body that refuses you to enter. It's not for any other reason, so my body chose the fact that you and I can't be together. Jiang Muyan finally said something.

"But this can be cured, can't it?"

"Yes, but it's difficult. It takes a long time to recuperate, non-stop traditional Chinese medicine or several times to go to the hospital, etc... And no one can guarantee when it will be unblocked." Jiang Muyan sighed, "So... this is destiny!"

"Even if you and I don't have children, we can..."

"How can I do it now? Even if you accept me, you don't want your land aviation group, and you and I have left. But our hearts did not leave. Can you give up Huo's mother and father? Can you give up the child you already have? Huo Yan... Everything is just talk on paper. When you really meet... What will happen to you?"

Jiang Muyan looked at Huo Yan and then frowned and asked.

"I can give up these things for you, as long as you..." Huo Yan said, but Jiang Muyan interrupted him.

"You can, but I can't. I don't want to carry a reputation that your Huo family can't pass on from generation to generation. I'm not DINK, and I'm not that kind of person very fashion. I'm a traditional woman, and what I want is to give you the best for you. Instead of living what I think is a non-nonsical life. Do you understand?"

Jiang Muyan's tears finally came down. Huo Yan looked at her face and was heartbroken, but he was speechless. He could only slowly walk over, and then reached out and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"If...this is your decision, then we may never..."

"I know." Jiang Muyan nodded, then sighed and cheered up: "So I cherish every minute between us. But this is also the last time. After saying that, Jiang Muyan got up, hugged Huo Yan tightly, and then buried his face in his shoulder.

Huo Yan hugged her slightly trembling shoulder. It turned out that she understood that she had already had a feeling of why she wanted to arrange this trip, but if she wanted to, he knew that he could give up everything for her, but she didn't want to. She didn't want to let herself bear so many sins.

It's just her sacrifice, how should he face it? He didn't want to look at her crying face or everything she forced to laugh.

Crazy, lust is originally a madness. Jiang Muyan and Huo Yan are intertwined like two beasts who never know fatigue, relying on each other, licking each other's sadness, and warming each other's body temperature at night.

No one says they want to sleep, because no one wants to open their eyes and see the dawn, which means parting.

Two pairs of bright eyes, looking in one direction together, are slightly frowning, like a god, like a heart, but a different path.