Extra (Lu Shen)--This heart does not regret

The Prime Minister of the Lou family has two daughters and three sons. The three sons are all talented, especially the exaggerated that Yunyu on the fourth floor and my brother have always had a good relationship. Maybe it's because I spend too little time with my eldest brother. He feels more like half a father, strict and caring about me.

The relationship between the Lu family and the Lou family has always been very delicate. Although I don't have much time in the capital, I have also heard of it. My father is a military attache, galloping on the battlefield, and the Lou family is the best among the literary ministers, but my father has always disliked Lou Duo's personality. He thinks that such a literary minister is equivalent to a treacherous villain.

I have no opinion on this.

It's just that the eldest brother is quite unhappy. Because of the disagreement between the two families, the contact between the eldest brother and the fourth young master of the Lou family has become very secretive. The eldest brother often sneaks out to drink and chat with him, and I have met him twice. However, because of this, after spying into the eldest brother's secrets, I have a good relationship with the eldest brother.

Therefore, the eldest brother will occasionally take me to the building to sit down. However, I only know one of the two daughters of the Lou family, that is, Princess Lou San, who is quick to speak quickly and has no brains. She doesn't look like a girl at all. She only knows how to fight fiercely and kill. She is not like the daughter of the old cunning Lou Duo, but like a wild girl who has no knowledge in the village.

As for the other daughter, I have never seen her, and the Lou family rarely mentions her. It seems that she has no status at home and has a good relationship with Lou Duo. Later, the eldest brother inadvertently revealed a secret to me.

Brother Lou, Brother Lou's second brother and Brother Lou's mother are not the same person. The fourth young master who seems to be the most favored is a concubine's son. Brother Lou is the real eldest son. This surprised me. Scholars like Lou Duo pay the most attention to the concept of family and long-term superiority and inferiority, and in their family, all this has been subverted.

At the age of 12, the martial artists in my family were all defeated by me. My father looked for a master for me, but the masters lived away from the hustle and bustle. Therefore, on the winter solstice of that year, I left home with the first snow in the morning.

My father and eldest brother came to see me off. On the way out of leaving the capital, unexpectedly, I met the old scholar of the Gu family. They came head-on in the direction of going to the court. Lord Gu was a sour scholar, but his father respected him very much. The two even talked for a long time. I was so cold that I was about to sneak away, but I was stopped.

"It's the second son, Lu Shen, Shen'er. Come and salute your uncle."

I had no choice but to hold the reins of the horse, take two steps forward, hold my fist and salute, "My nephew, see Uncle Gu." Lord Gu seemed to like me very much. His eyes were shining and he praised me. In fact, I have been used to such praise for a long time. I also know that I will definitely get ahead and make great achievements.

There was a sedan chair behind Lord Gu when he crossed with my horse. I saw a little girl looking at me with shy eyes. Don't look at her. How can I not know the reason why men and women are not intimate?

In the sedan chair, a girl who had just slept hazy noticed that the little friend beside her looked straight at the sedan chair and also poked out her head. When she saw me, she was immediately shocked and stretched out her hand and waved to me, "Are you the second brother of the Lu family? Hello, Brother Lu!"

I had to look back, but I saw two round heads coming out of the sedan chair. I don't know who called me. Lord Gu frowned and said, "What's the girl's family? Why don't you come back and sit down?"

One of the little girls was not afraid of me at all. She made a grimace and turned around and called me, "Brother Lu, remember to tell me about interesting things outside when you come back!"

I nodded and acquiesced. Such a lively girl is rare in the capital.

I raised my head to see the rising sun in the winter of the capital. After all, I may not be able to see you again in the next few years.

The moment I raised my head, a very shabby sedan chair came out of the nearest alley. I went back along its way and found that it was coming from the direction of the building.

The sedan chair is not big. There are only three or two attendants, a middle-aged male servant, a middle-aged maid, and a little girl with sheep's horn braids. She is busy holding two or three packages, large and small. It seems that... someone has moved out of the building.

"Shen'er, it's time to go." My father called me in front of me. When I raised my horse and looked back, I unexpectedly saw a petite and thin little girl running out of the building. She also held a small package in her arms and jogged after the sedan chair in front of her. There was snow that had not yet melted under her feet. She ran too fast and fell to the ground. He got up silently and continued to chase the sedan chair. The little maid stamped her feet despite the two middle-aged servants guarding the sedan chair and turned back to pick her up.

When the little girl saw the maid coming back, she immediately smiled, with a sunflower-like bright smile on her face. At that moment, I felt stunned. I had never seen a girl smile so brightly, so bright, but so beautiful that people couldn't move their eyes.

"This person..."

"She is the youngest daughter of Lou Duo, the fifth princess, ah, no, she has been taken the title, and she is no longer the fifth princess of the Lou family." The eldest brother sighed. Obviously, he also saw the petite but stubborn shadow.

I don't know why, when I am exhausted from practicing in the future, the stubborn shadow will always appear in my mind. It always reminds me that I fall down and want to get up.

Even the master didn't expect that the reason why I worked so hard to practice martial arts was that I just wanted to go back to the capital as soon as possible and find out her whereabouts.

And I have never told anyone about all this.

That's because on the path of my growth, there are more incredible things that make me think.

My master is a very famous person in the world. Naturally, there will be some people in the world who come to him for advice. I also have the opportunity to compete with people in the world. However... Among these people in the world, there are some people who unintentionally reveal fragmentary information, which makes me very nervous.

This is a matter about my background.

All kinds of conclusive evidence show that I am not the biological son of my father, Lu Can. But from the palace... the emperor's illegitimate son... and my biological mother has been secretly executed after giving birth to me.

At the age of 16, it was difficult for me to accept this reality. I told my father that I was going to go to the battlefield. Only killing people can reduce my depression in my heart.

This secret is so heavy that it is like a huge shackle that traps me in it.

Killing thousands of enemies, I was given the title of major general.

I never care about fame.

The emperor announced that I would return to the court to serve.

It's not bad to see the so-called biological father in this way. I returned to the capital with this mood, but unexpectedly met a woman who returned to Beijing one step ahead of me.

I heard that she has just lost her mother, and the second lady in her family is not a fuel-efficient lamp. I have heard that the direct concubine in a large family fights openly and secretly, and children who are not favored will not live a good life. I quietly began to worry about her. And it turns out that my worries are completely superfluous.

I heard from the eldest brother that in the Yin'an Hall, the emperor had begun to suspect the loyalty of the Lou family. In order to save the life of the whole family, Lou Duo forced his eldest son to die and scared the second son. This surprised me very much. She was the direct daughter, and naturally it was inevitable.

And she is a courageous girl, and more importantly, she is wise. I can't imagine that she has the ability to turn the tide and completely turn the situation around. Not only did she get a chance to live, but she also cleverly let the Queen give her a gold medal, and Lou Yunyu followed suit.

I'm wondering what kind of woman this is.

If you think too much, it becomes a kind of tie.

She has changed, become lustful and greedy. She no longer has such a bright smile on her face. On the contrary, she is always cynical and disdainful of etiquette and inferiority. After the death of the old emperor, her official position became bigger and bigger, and even replaced her father as prime minister. People in the court have a few words about her, especially Zhou and Gu, who always have a hard time with her, and she seems to look down on them more than those people.

Openly searching for male pets, spoiling an actor alone, there is not even a maid in the house, greedy for money and forget righteousness, and attract friends, she is proficient in these things one by one. She was given the title of "sucator", and I know that she is just an appearance. If it is true, she has not done anything harmful.

My heart always follows her footsteps. She is good, I'm happy, she is not good, and I'm anxious. I began to understand that I'm already deeply trapped. She is really a bad woman. She stole my heart without saying hello.

Later, we experienced a lot of things together. In Shu, we rebelled against the Huolian religion. In Liangguang, we fought against local tycoons together, and our feelings for her increased. And there has always been another person around her, that is, the commander Lian Zhun. He is not a simple man, and I have always known it. It's just that I don't know why Lianzhun stayed in the court and stayed by her side.

And her heart seems to be completely on Lian Zhun's body.

I always watch them become pairs and live in pairs.

Seriously, I accepted the marriage and married Princess Xiang. Princess Xiang is a very gentle girl, but I can't really marry her. At least, I can't marry my own sister. But at my wedding banquet, she personally sent more than a dozen Hangzhou Meiji, which made people laugh and cry. Inexplicably, my mood suddenly became no longer so bad.

She is not ruthless to me.

However, I didn't know that my momentary difference would bring death to her and myself.

Later, I was besieged in the border city, and it was she who risked her life to rob the food and fodder to help me. After returning to the court, she never talked about this matter and intended to draw a clear line with me. I knew that she was deliberately alienating me and protecting my reputation.

Because she was already infamous at that time.

I thought I would spend my whole life like this.

Until the disaster comes.

I went to prison with her, and the person who reported us was actually my wife. And what surprised me more was that she had already understood what Feng Zixiang had done, and I was the only one who was in the dark like a fool. I couldn't imagine that my wife was such a vicious woman.

But I don't want her to die.

However, Feng Zixiang did not hesitate to die. I was not afraid at all at that time, and I was a little happy. At least, the person who accompanied her to death at this moment was me, not Lian Zhun.

Later, too many things happened. The eldest brother came to the prison and rescued us, and in the cave of the endless mountain, we... still couldn't escape death.

It turns out that this life is to end in this way.

She gave the tiger charm to my eldest brother and told him to save the Lu family. At that time, my heart was like boiling water. Even though I had all kinds of martial arts skills, I couldn't help her when she fell.

And she didn't even remember that on the winter solstice of a year, in the snow, there was a teenager who fell in love with her at first sight.

She is dying. I can only give her to a monk of unknown origin. Since then, I have built a grassy and lived at the foot of the endless mountain. I hope that when she comes back, the first person I see is me.

She's back.

To my surprise, her relationship with that man has reached the state of divine exchange, and this kind of transcendent emotion makes me stop.

I chose to forgive the man who burned incense and played the piano for her for seven days.

I choose to pray that the man who died for seven days and seven nights can wake up.

I choose to wish them... to live together.

And she lost her seven emotions and six desires, and he lost his life.

This is not the ending I want to see.

Fortunately... they are not ordinary people. They have done the most impossible thing.

With her own feelings, she recalled the soul that was on the verge of dying.

Sure enough, after so many years, I can only look at her back. I can only watch her fall down countless times, stand up countless times, but never give up.

Sure enough, after so many years, I still can't give up my feelings for her. I'm not Feng Zifeng. I'd rather not want the country, the military power, the scenery of fresh clothes and angry horses, but also stay here, just because this is the place where she dies and lives.

Sure enough, I, Lu Shen, have never regretted this feeling that was gradually frozen by me.

One hundred thousand years later, I only hope that the woman named Yunshang, the man I see at first sight, is me.