Chapter 54 First Kiss
walked out of the school gate until the driver Wu Dejun came to help Li Jialan get his schoolbag, and Huo Yan did not let go of Li Jialan's hand.
"I'll take you home and get your driver off work." Huo Yan said domineeringly.
He took her home? Why? Doesn't he think his attitude reversal is too scary?
But damn it, she doesn't seem to be able to resist his hegemony. There is an inexplicable feeling rolling in my heart. Reason told her to stay away from the teenager, but she told him that she had been attracted by him. And she doesn't know why? It's chaotic. She has never been so chaotic. Especially for a teenager who is much younger than her in terms of psychological age.
The back seat of his bicycle originally belonged to Gu Panpan, but now it is occupied by her.
They were silent along the way. Except when needed, Li Jialan told him how to go to her house.
On the corner of her house, Huo Yan stopped with a "squeak" when the sky had been stained with thick twilight.
"Okay, that's it. Thank you. Go home quickly." Li Jialan jumped out of the car.
Huo Yan didn't say anything. When Li Jialan wondered how he followed, a big hand suddenly hooked her waist and quickly delivered her to his arms. In the dark, Li Jialan couldn't see Huo Yan's face clearly, but smelled the faint scent of mint between his teeth.
Yes, she was kissed by him. They are not even friends, but he kissed her.
Li Jialan could feel his astringency. When his slightly trembling lips kissed her, their teeth touched each other. His chaotic breathing, violent heartbeat on his chest, and his extremely greenness, like the most refreshing green lemon, astringent but with the freshest taste.
Li Jialan was rational at first. At the moment when she was kissed by him, she only panicked and did not throb, but as his teeth hurt and her teeth kissed more and more, the feeling of being kissed slowly faded away. And his confusion and panic made the motherhood in her body rise up, making her unconsciously drive him and teach him the most correct way to kiss.
Is it crazy? In fact, Li Jialan has never lacked this kind of crazy potential in her bones. As long as she feels that love has arrived, she will be desperate, just like the beginning between rebirth and Wen Ruoru.
"You are mine." The teenager said domineeringly and determinedly.
Li Jialan smiled faintly. She was her own.
The first time is always the freshest and most delicious, with endless aftertaste. Whatever it is.
Huo Yan let go of Li Jialan, and then grabbed him back into his arms crazily. They kissed over and over again indiscriminately until their lips were swollen and painful.
"Why are you doing this to me?" Li Jialan still asked such a sentence. She doesn't know when his feelings for her began. They don't have much contact, and they don't even have ordinary friendly friends.
"Don't you like it?" Huo Yan asked back.
Li Jialan can't answer this. She doesn't know. She doesn't think she likes him. The previous hot kiss, or just a mature woman, is a kind of catharsis in loneliness and emptiness.
"I didn't know my love would come so soon. In my plan, I feel that this should be after college. But time is really running out. I would like to regret myself, and I don't want others to take away what belongs to me first, so I want to get it first. Huo Yan said in a hoarse voice, and there was a low and hoarse sexy in his voice at this moment.
"?" Li Jialan was at a loss. She didn't think she was the kind of person with a low IQ, but at this moment she had to admit that she didn't understand Huo Yan's words.
"You are mine!" Huo Yan lowered his head on Li Jialan's lips again and described her lip line with his tongue, as if he wanted to stain her lips with his breath.
I am my own. Li Jialan also stressed again in her heart.
"I'm also yours." Huo Yan held Li Jialan tightly in his arms and whispered in her ear.
Li Jialan's body trembled violently, and she was touched by this sentence. Chinese characters are really interesting. The same words are in different order, but the concepts and meanings are earth-shaking.
"I won't go to school tomorrow." Huo Yan's voice fell down, like the dull string of the cello.
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"I'm leaving here and going back to the countryside." Huo Yan's voice was full of depression, like a white oil canvas, which was fiercely painted with ink.
"Do you have anything to do at home?"
"It's okay."
"Oh, I wish you a good trip." Li Jialan's heart suddenly felt a little sour. Is she reluctant to part with him?
"Wait for me."
"If time can stop, I don't mind stopping and waiting with time." Li Jialan pushed Huo Yan away. She didn't want to make any promises. All the vows were deceptive. What kind of promise did Wen Ruoru make to her, and what did she get? She also said that she would love Wen Ruoru for life, but what happened? He is the one who grinds the file hard on her teeth**.
In many cases, promises and vows are just an instant emotional expression, which only represent the emotions and wishes at that time and cannot cover the future.
Today's work will be done today, and tomorrow will be done tomorrow. Even the God worshipped by all sentient beings in this world can't promise people's future and happiness. Do you think you can do it?
"Why didn't you say you would wait for me?" Huo Yan tried to see Li Jialan's eyes clearly in the dark and found the intersection of her eyes, but he failed to do it.
"Those who love me won't let me wait. If you miss me, they will come to me. If I wait for anything, it's just because I'm tired and wait for me to have a good rest and go back on the road.
"Do you need to always be so innovative? Do your words and your thoughts have to make an amazing gesture? Huo Yan was lost because he didn't hear what he wanted.
"Vows and promises are well-meaning lies used to comfort people's loss and loneliness. If you can really do it, just express it directly with actions. There is no need to waste spitting. Is it more valuable to count money with these spits and say a lot of empty words? It's still free." Li Jialan paused for a moment and then said, "Your evaluation of me is wrong. I don't need to show any posture to anyone. I am who I am, and I live for myself. Many times, I only love myself more. I am only responsible for my own life. Other people's lives are God's business, not my duty.
"You are so fanged that people love and hate!" Huo Yan took Li Jialan back again and held her tightly in his arms. He knew what a special girl she was. From the first time he saw her, he liked her, but now he hates her more. Because she made him understand how difficult it would be to enter her world and let her world belong to him. But that's why she was so different that she attracted him deeply.
"It's too late. I'm going home." Li Jialan broke free from Huo Yan.
"Answer me one more question. Do you care if I'm a countryman? Will you look down on me and wait for me?
"If it's someone I like, I don't care who he is and what his status is. As for you, I'm sorry, who you are really has nothing to do with me. I didn't say I like you."
Huo Yan laughed, which made Li Jialan regret that the darkness blocked her sight and made her unable to see his smile clearly, because she knew that when he laughed, the sun would fall on his face.
"You like me." Huo Yan's tone was quite sure.
"That's what you said. And it seems that talking to yourself is your style. Li Jialan snorted coldly.
"I was not sure about the result before I kissed you, but after I kissed you, I was sure."
"Don't be so naive. Pick/kiss you, or I just think it's fun." Li Jialan despised his super self-confidence.
"You are not such a casual girl, I know. With your personality, if you don't like me, you will directly throw me a big mouth. You also said that you love yourself very much. If it weren't for your liking for me, would you let me invade and blasvehem you?
Real? Is that so? Li Jialan was speechless. She really didn't resist much, but does this mean that she likes him? No, she just...
When Li Jialan tried desperately to find an excuse for herself, Huo Yan kissed her fiercely again.