Chapter 38 Regret of Love

"Why did the former Bai Rui suddenly disappear? Can you help me find it?" The lines of Huo Yan's lips were slowly stiff and closed his eyes fiercely. Huo Yan leaned against the wall and let himself fall into a confused state and temporarily separated from reality. At this moment, there were many words stuck in his throat, and astringent and bitter emotions gushed out of his chest. There was a choice that he really wanted to say.

There is another impulse that makes him want to do something to avoid making him regret for the rest of his life, but he dares not try, and he doesn't have the courage to try and strive for it. He clearly saw the alienation he gave him by his favorite woman and the harm he brought to her. Is he still worthy to walk by her side? I'm afraid - he is no longer qualified!

Bai Rui on the other side of the phone didn't know what Huo Yan was talking about, and there were some mean and vicious words interspersed between them, pointing directly to Huo Yan's remaining feelings. Listening to Bai Rui's noisy voice, Huo Yan's expression became more and more painful.

Once he thought that when the most beloved person came out of his heart and let another person come in, his position would be banned. As long as his heart was full, there would be no free place for those who had disappeared. However, when he returned to the city, the moment he set foot on this land, he knew that the real person was indeed not in his heart, but turned into air. As long as he was still alive, there would be her breath in every breath.

When he woke up, love had condensed into cells on his body, and the blood that could not be removed was confused in his whole body, he was in a dilemma. The dilemma that must be endured by the inability to let go of Li Jialan and the inability to focus on Bai Rui's love. How can the situation at this time be a term of "regret" that is enough to interpret?

"You must be crazy, Huo Yan. I don't know you anymore. Are you still Huo Yan when he was in the United States? You have changed and become more and less worthy of my love. I followed you to your hometown. As you said, you wanted to give me happiness, but what did you bring me? Obviously, when your father moves his mouth, I can have the most stable job. You stick to your principles and let me suffer with you. I can only do that kind of humble work. Every day, I try on shoes like a maid. All my noble dignity are trampled under my feet..." Bai Rui's sharp voice, like a bitter master who has lost his sovereignty, right Her creditor complained of her grievances, as if she were originally a bright star hanging high in the air, because Huo Yan fell into the dirty dust that she disgusted, defiling her body with purity and dignity.

Finally, he heard Bai Rui talk about her purpose. In fact, he had long known that Bai Rui was making a fuss. The purpose was to use today's incident to let him compromise and help her get her work into the banking system she wanted to enter the most. Bai Rui's major doesn't match finance at all. Not to mention where his bottom line is, even if he is willing to arrange Bai Rui to work in the bank by virtue of his family's career, what kind of work will the bank arrange for her? Let her, an art graduate who only knows how to paint oil paintings, go to draw abstract paintings for the bank?

"Don't quarrel on the phone, okay?" The emergency room was still holding his heart, but the other end of the phone was cracking his head, as if the feeling of life and death, blackmailing Huo Yan's psychological endurance at this time. Tomorrow, I will ask my mother to help you get a job in the bank. It's just that you have to think clearly that you can only choose between work and me. Make a good choice and don't regret it when you decide.

Even across the phone, Bai Rui can hear Huo Yan's cold tone on the other side of the phone and imagine what his expression is like at this moment. Hearing Huo Yan make her choose, Bai Rui was silent. How should she choose between love and career?

She really loved Huo Yan. At first sight, she was attracted by this mysterious and handsome man, so she was willing to abandon her identity as the daughter of a rich family and fell in love with Huo Yan, a bitter international student at that time. It was not until she decided to give her life to Huo Yan and followed him to Fanyang City that she knew Huo Yangen. It was not the poor boy she imagined, but the veritable noble son. At that time, she was really shocked and calmed down. She was glad that she had both fish and bear paws. The person she fell in love with was not only handsome, but also the prince charming prince of her dream.

It's just that Huo Yan has still kept a low-key style, which makes it easy for her, the daughter, to suffer. With his excellent diploma and no way to rely on his parents, Huo Yan stood out among hundreds of candidates and worked in the central bank of Fanyang City. However, his current salary really can't make her live a young lady's life. Not only that, she has to go out to work. Although she knew that she would suffer and was willing to suffer when she chose Huo Yan, she still felt so wronged that she hated that Huo Yan could use the relationship and let her also Have a stable and good job, so that she will suffer less--

Originally, I wanted to make a scene with the fact that I bumped into Huo Yan's ex-lover today and then tried on her shoes. I forced Huo Yan to compromise and promised to arrange a job for her, but I didn't expect that Huo Yan to force him too much and made him seem determined to abandon her.

She will not give up Huo Yan, nothing but because she only loves him in this world. She won't give up to him.

"All right, come back quickly. I won't make you angry. That's all." After saying that, Bai Rui made a disgusting sound and wanted to vomit, which successfully attracted Huo Yan's attention. She knows how affectionate Huo Yan is. Maybe she really angered Huo Yan today, but as long as she makes him think she is pregnant, he can turn back immediately. After nearly two years with Huo Yan, wouldn't she have lived in vain if she didn't know where his weakness was?

"What's wrong?" Hearing Bai Rui's disgusting and vomiting sound on the phone, Huo Yan's nerves tightened.

"Pretell to be stupid and ask yourself, what have you done?" Bai Rui said coquettishly, and her words were ambiguous.

Huo Yan's face was stiff in an instant, and his hands trembled slightly, and he almost let his mobile phone. There is no turning back in life. Once you choose to do it, you can never go back.

Looking at the emergency room, tears slowly flowed down from Huo Yan's eyes.

He loves the woman, he can no longer hold her hand in this life and grow old with her...

"Why don't you talk? You're still angry. I'm wrong, honey. Can you forgive me?"

There seemed to be scissors cutting his heart fiercely. In a trance, he saw his heart stained with shocking blood and scattered on the ground.

So, my favorite woman in this life, I will give you my heart, bless and pray for you with the only heart of my life, and wish you find the happiness that belongs to you. In this life, I can no longer hold your hand. It is a regret that I will cry forever...

Love you, love you, love you so much, love you so much, but unfortunately, love can no longer be said!!!