Ask for motivation, comfort, hug!
In a blink of an eye, two months have passed, and it's time for the midterm exam again.
Since the beginning of school, my whole body has been like a top, constantly turning around every day, and sometimes I almost turn myself dizzy.
Sometimes when I think about it, the teachers are shouting that they are tired, not to mention the students.
Small test, monthly test, mid-term test; then small test, monthly test, monthly test, final exam. Over and over again.
Last night, I took out my mobile phone to check the setting of the alarm clock. I felt very sad to see that the morning alarm clocks I set from Monday to Friday and Sunday were at 5:50.
I think of a joke that the ninth-grade students said last year: What do you think of Yuanfang for only one day off in two weeks?
I also want to say a word now: What do you think of Yuanfang, who has to get up at 5:50 six days a week? ( Crying)
Four or five classes a day, correct homework, paper, prepare lessons, and make courseware. I think I haven't stopped all day long. I don't know when my work intensity has reached such an extent!
Tired!
I remember that during the summer vacation, I always slept at one or two o'clock in the evening, and then got up at 90 o'clock in the morning. I thought about how happy I was at that time.
Now I don't have time to code words during the day. I get home at seven o'clock every night, then cook, eat and take a shower. When I tidy up the room, it's after nine o'clock. Leave two hours to code words, and try to make sure that I can code a chapter every day.
Sometimes I'm really tired. After typing a few hundred words, I couldn't stand the drowsiness and went to bed. It's just that every night when I look at the fewer and fewer manuscripts, I feel anxious again.
I'm impatient and like to have enough preparation time to do things. If I become a Japanese party one day, I think I will be so anxious that I can't even sleep well at night.
What's more important is that sometimes when I look at my unsatisfactory results, I also want to say: What's the point of persistence like this? It's better to lie down and sleep more.
But after each mutter, he sat upright in front of the computer and insisted.
I always tell myself quietly that within the range of my energy, no matter how much I can stick to, I can count a little more.
So I insisted.
I'm just afraid that if I relax for a day, I will relax for two days, and then...
A lot of things really can't be relaxed. Once you relax, you will develop inertia and can't take it anymore.
There are friends. Although you are very busy, you live a full life.
I think it should be fulfilling. I have both work and hobbies. This is something I have always been happy about.
However, without the encouragement of my friends, I don't think I can stick to this step, and I still want to say that: Thank you!
But I still hope that you can give me more chicken blood when you are free, so that I can appear here energeticly and at work every day.
Ask for motivation, comfort, hug!
(Another incoherent vent...)