Chapter 032 Last Wish
Su Qianai saw that her father's face had slightly improved. She was extremely surprised and laughed with tears: "Dad, I said that you will be fine. Is it much better now?"
"Xiao Ai... Don't... Talk... Listen... Dad said..." Su Chengqing's voice was still as weak as a mosquito fly, but it was extremely clear.
Su Qianai nodded hurriedly, waiting for her father to speak.
"Dad is the most... restless... it's you. After Dad goes... you have to get along well with Yi Ning... Let Uncle Cheng... make the decision... do the marriage. After his father died... he could... close his eyes..." Su Chengqing said so many words in one breath and began to close his eyes and gasp sharply.
Su Qianai, who had been crying for a long time, was so scared. He quickly shook his hand and cried, "Dad, don't say such a thing. Dad, wake up, don't sleep!"
At this time, Su Chengqing slowly opened his eyes again, and his eyes were full of reluctance: "Xiao Ai... obedient... only Yining... can... give you happiness... believe... Dad..."
Su Chengqing, who frowned, seemed to have a lot to say, but his physical strength was limited. At this point, he gasped, which made people look particularly worried, as if he might not be able to catch a breath.
"Dad, don't talk. Take good care of yourself. I'll call the doctor!" Su Qianai put down her father's hand and was about to shout outside.
"Xiao Ai!" Su Chengqing suddenly aggravated his tone, but after shouting, the gasp became louder, "Don't... shout... let me... see... you..."
Su Chengqing raised his right hand vigorously. Su Qianai quickly came forward to catch it, stroked his hand on his cheek, and began to cry again: "Dad, I'm sorry, it's Xiao Ai who made you like this. It's Xiao Ai's fault. It's Xiao Ai's disobedient."
"Xiao Ai... Don't... think so..." Su Chengqing tried to open his eyes wide, as if he wanted to deeply engrave his daughter's appearance into his mind. After gasping for a breath, he continued, "Don't believe... your mother... look for... Yining..."
"Xiao Ai..." Su Chengqing once again whispered his daughter's name, and his eyes were full of love and love, but he couldn't say more words. He moved his fingers and gently rubbed his daughter's face. Finally, he slid down weakly and shouted, "Lingling... I..."
Before the sound of the word "I" came out, a crystal tear slipped from the corners of his eyes, and with reluctance, he looked deeply at his daughter, and the light in his eyes dimmed in an instant.
"Dad-Dad-"
Watching Su Chengqing gradually close his eyes, Su Qianai didn't wait for him to open his eyes again. She finally found that her father's face was lifeless. After dozens of seconds, she fell madly on Su Chengqing's body, shaking his body desperately and crying hysterically.
Outside the door, Su Han, Cheng Yining and others rushed in when they heard the movement inside.
Several doctors started the first aid action again, and finally shook their heads and silently announced the patient's death.
"Doctor, don't go, try again, save my father, save my father!" Su Qianai looked at the doctor who retreated to one side, rushed up, and pulled one of them to the bedside.
"I'm sorry, miss, we have tried our best." The doctor looked at Su Qianai helplessly.
"What have you tried your best? You haven't saved it yet! Touch it, my father's body is still hot, and there is temperature. If there is temperature, he won't die!" Su Qianai unrelentingly pulled the doctor and didn't let go.
Ying Ruomin sat next to Su Chengqing, just crying silently, did not shout loudly, and ignored Su Qianai's behavior.
Su Han stood beside his mother, and his face was also pale, but he did not shed tears or pull his sister, but kept supporting his mother.
Cheng Yining came forward to hug Su Qianai: "Xiao Ai, calm down."
Su Qianai seemed to find Cheng Yining and desperately wanted to break free from his arms. She slapped his hand angrily and roared at him in a hoarse voice: "Cheng Yining! It's all your fault! If it weren't for you, how could I get hurt? If I hadn't been hurt, how could my father be like this? I hate you! I hate you!"
Looking at Su Qianai, who was full of tears and out of control, Cheng Yining didn't know what to say for a moment, but let her fight and scold.
The doctor looked at the several people in front of him with a very sympathetic look and said seriously, "We can understand your feelings, but the patient has gone. Please accept my condolences and think about properly dealing with the afterth of the deceased first."
Cheng Yining nodded to the doctor, turned to look at Su Han, who had been silent, and said softly, "Su Han, let's deal with the matter here first."
Su Han looked at Cheng Yining as if he had just woken up from a big dream. He looked at his father, who had no sign of life, stroked his mother's shoulder with both hands, and said extremely lowly, "Mom, Dad has gone."
Ying Ruomin slowly looked up, turned her eyes from Su Chengqing to Su Han, and glanced at Su Qianai, who was already crying in Cheng Yining's arms, and lowered her head to continue to wipe her tears.
When Su Qianai heard his brother's words, his body softened again and sat on the ground...
Three days later.
N City Suburb Ridge Mausoleum.
August is the hottest day of the year in N City. Although it is the beginning of autumn at this time, the power of the autumn tiger is still not reduced in the hot summer.
It was almost noon, and the poisonous sun hung high in the sky, scorching the earth like a demonstration.
In front of a new mausoleum, the repairmen and those who attended the funeral had already left. Only a girl in black was still kneeling in front of the tombstone and refused to leave for a long time.
"Xiao Ai, let's go back. If you kneel down again, even if you don't get heatstroke, the wound on your hand will be inflamed. This will make Uncle Su walk very uneasy. Jiang Xinyao found an umbrella and raised it above Su Qianai's head, comforting her worriedly.
It turned out that the girl kneeling in front of the tombstone was Su Qianai, who suddenly lost her father.
From the moment Su Chengqing put down the urn, she had been kneeling in front of the tombstone and sobbing. She let Jiang Xinyao persuade her, but she still refused to get up and leave.
In three days, she had already cried hoarsely, and her eyes were swollen like honey and peaches.
She now knows the real and profound connotation of the "repentant" idiom.
When her parents passed away, she couldn't cry well. Now she took this opportunity to send out all her sadness and cried hoarsely.
Earthquake is an uncontrollable factor, but now there are some controllable factors in this disease, but I am not sure about anything! And when they were all alive, I didn't spend more time with them and make them happy!
So that from the moment Su Chengqing passed away, she has been deeply blaming herself.
The doctors showed her her father's medical records. Naturally, she knew that her business was just a fuse. Even if she didn't do her own thing, her father would die of this pain sooner or later.
But she could never forgive herself. She naively thought that if she had persuaded her father to receive conservative treatment earlier, or if she had agreed with her father's wishes and married Cheng Yining earlier, maybe her father would not have died, at least he would not have died so soon.
Compared with the separation between father's yin and yang, what's the point of marrying Cheng Yining?
She blames her carelessness and doesn't care about her father. She hates her stubbornness. Why does she have to worry about whether Cheng Yining really loves herself and pretending to be deaf and dumb, isn't there nothing?
If my father doesn't die, I won't know these so-called truths, and I will still enjoy the love of my family. Although some love is fake, even if it is fake, it is always so true. At least I have never seen the flaws.
"Xiao Ai, I know you are sad, but you should also take care of your health. You know, Uncle Su has always loved you the most, and he is never willing to let you suffer a little grievance! If you had a long time, how sad you think Uncle Su would be!" Jiang Xinyao gently brushed away the bean-sized sweat beads on Su Qianai's forehead with one hand, and used her hand as a fan, hoping to help her good friend dispel a little heat.
Su Qianai turned a blind eye to Jiang Xinyao's persuasion. She had been crying and was just immersed in the world of her own thoughts.
On the day her father Su Chengqing died, she came home from the hospital with her brother and mother.
Sitting silently on the sofa in the living room, she was still sad about her father's death. Her mother, Ying Ruomin, suddenly rushed upstairs to pick up some clothes for Su Qianai and threw them in front of her, trying to drive her out of the house.
Su Qianai only said that it was because of her own business that her father died so suddenly, which made her mother sad. She was afraid that her mother would hurt her body because she was too sad, so she knelt in front of her mother and begged for her mother's forgiveness, saying that she could beat her and scold her, as long as she calmed down.
"Su Qianai! Get out of here now! The farther you roll, the better! After watching you for 22 years, I have endured you for 22 years, and hated you for 22 years. I don't want to see you, a little bitch again for a moment! Don't appear in front of me again, it's dirty my eyes! Get out! Get out of here as far as you can!" Ying Ruomin left her clothes in front of Su Qianai and gritted her teeth and roared at her.
Listening to her mother who was always gentle and gentle, she called herself a little bitch. Su Qianai was stunned at that time. She raised her head to verify whether these words came from her mother's mouth. At this time, she found that her mother's eyes were as cold as the cold weather, and there was still full of hatred in the coldness. The hateful eyes When she stabbed her fiercely like a sharp blade, she couldn't help trembling all over her body.