010 Say Dear 1
cried, did she cry? Lin Su blinked his eyes, and then his body became conscious.
"I'm fine." She said in a hoarse voice, then turned around... and ran away.
Until he got home and threw himself into his **, Lin Su was still breathing. That's really him, and he can't be wrong. Although compared with him in her memory, the person she saw today is much younger and does not have the calm feeling after the vicissitudes of experience, she will not admit her mistake.
If she gives up going to the palace, is it possible for the two of them to be together in this life?
As the saying goes, I would like to win a person's heart and never leave each other...
Such an idea instantly defeated Lin Su's firm belief since his rebirth, fought in the palace, and repeated the experience of his previous life and the idea of staying with the person he loved for a lifetime, constantly tormenting Lin Su.
However, Lin Su's routine homework inspection every month made Lin Su gradually die.
Lin Zhuoyan will never allow her to destroy his long-standing plan. Lin Su still knows his father very well. Although she was afraid of him from her previous life, it did not prevent her from understanding of Lin Zhuoyan. Or, it is because of understanding that we are afraid.
Lin Zhuoyan is to a large extent a person who vows not to give up to achieve his goal. In those years, because she didn't want to go to the palace, she once begged him and even fainted hungry for hunger strike. However, when she woke up, Lin Zhuoyan, who stood by the bed with a cold face, only said one sentence.
That's the sentence that made her never forgive her father until she died.
"If you die, you will die in the palace!"
In the end, she really died in the palace.
At that time, Lin Su didn't understand why his father would rather her daughter die than want her to go to the palace. However, since she also eavesdropped on her parents' conversation, she faintly realized the difficult past that Lin Zhuoyan did not say at the beginning.
Is it for the "bloody hatred" in my father's mouth?
Seeing that Lin Zhuoyan also showed some satisfaction because of Mother Lin's appreciation, Lin Su's heart was sour. Perhaps, she is really a tool of revenge in her father's heart... The coldness in her heart feels that this established fate makes her want to break free, but she feels powerless.
That's her father, the person who gave birth to her. She is his blood. Lin Su has a saying that Lin Su, who has lived for so many years, has to admit that since she is the daughter of Lin Zhuyan and retains the blood of the Lin family, she should carry everything of the Lin family.
It's just that what the "everything" is?
"Dad," while leaving Mother Lin's yard, Lin Su quickly followed Lin Zhuo's words, "Dad."
She shouted crisply. When Lin Zhuoyan slowed down and looked back at herself, she walked over nervously. She looked down at her toes and twisted her hand and whispered, "Dad, I don't understand something. I want to ask my father to solve my puzzles."
"Sister Su, are you 13 years old?" Lin Zhuoyan looked down at Lin Su, who was shy as a little daughter in front of him, and suddenly his tone was full of emotion.
Lin Su was stunned for a moment and immediately nodded. She is eleven years old. Because she was born in the twelfth lunar month, she is 13 years old.
"In a blink of an eye, you have grown so much." Lin Zhuoyan stretched out his hand as if he wanted to touch Lin Su's head, but finally stopped, "Come to the study with me."
Lin Su quickly followed and walked into Lin Zhuoyan's study, which never allowed outsiders to enter - this study, even the daily care of, was done by Su herself and never pretended to be a maid servant.
In his two lives, Lin Su entered this mysterious study for the first time. However, looking at it, there is nothing. Simple tables and chairs, bookshelves, and even not too many books. Curiously looking at the layout of the whole study, Lin Su walked to Lin Zhuoyan sitting behind the desk.
"Dad, I want to know why you invited Mother Lin to teach me." Lin Su came straight to the point and did not hide his intention at all. "Maybe there are more maids around me than me, and they look more sworn than me, but there is no well-rounded mother like Mother Lin..."
After a slight pause, Lin Su looked at Lin Zhuo tentatively, "Dad, do you really want to send me to the palace?"
This kind of temptation is actually very dangerous, so Lin Su was still a little psychologically prepared when she saw Lin Zhuoyan's unpredictable look in an instant.
"Dad..." She muttered in a low voice, while Lin Zhuoyan regained his composure after being initially broken by his little daughter. However, his face has been pale for a long time.
"Who told you this?"
Lin Su bit her lower lip and didn't speak until a trace of blood flowed from the corners of her lips, and then she whispered: "So, is this true? But Dad, why did you send me to the palace? Is it really for glory and wealth?
Lin Zhuoyan looked at his daughter in front of him, but he didn't know how to tell his daughter.
Since Lin Su was one year old, he has been released. At that time, he was only Zhengqipin, and the environment and connections around him were far from good as they are now. What's more, his cautiousness made him dare not really take his daughter with him, in case the other party notices something and implicates his daughter.
At that time, no one knew that Lin Zhuoyan had a daughter in Beijing. It was not until Lin Su returned to Beijing at the age of four and confirmed that everything was calm from some people that he slowly relaxed.
Recalling the past, Lin Zhuoyan's expression slowly eased and looked at Lin Su with some pity. Although this daughter has not been raised around since she was a child, she is also particularly considerate and cautious in her words and deeds. Maybe it's because there are no parents around, and all of them are also very early and wise.
"Sister Su, you have also grown up. There are some things to tell you, can you understand?"
"Can!" Lin Su immediately nodded vibly.
That afternoon, Lin's father and daughter stayed in the study for a long time, and no one knew what Lin Zhuoyan said to Lin Su. However, since that day, everyone feels that Lin Su has changed.
And this feeling is the most important. Every day, she spends the longest time with Lin Su, so it is easier to notice the changes in those details. In her opinion, although Lin Su used to be smart, she always had a deep sense of discord that was different from girls of this age. This depth is occasionally revealed, and Lin Su will subconsciously cover it up immediately after others detect it.
Therefore, she seemed to be a little unhappy. When she was alone, she was not even angry at all, as if she had lived for a long time, experienced various vicissitudes, and became quieter and quieter.
As for Lin Su now, he seems to have more obsession, and his eyes have begun to become bright.
And just as Lin Su finally made all kinds of resolutions to stay away from the unrealistic dream about love, the man actually appeared in front of her again.
"This is my nephew Jingxuan, who is 16 years old this year. Jing Xuan, Mrs. Lin is your elder, and you can't call your aunt. Mrs. Li and Wen's smiling introduction, Lin Su, who couldn't avoid, could only roll up her sleeves and half covered her face, and couldn't help secretly look at Wen Jingxuan beside Mrs. Li.
Wen Jingxuan saluted neither humble nor arrogantly, with a slight embarrassment on his face and did not look at Lin Su.
"Jingxuan has met Mrs. Lin and Miss Lin."
"Jingxuan's nephew also looks young and talented," Su nodded with a smile and turned to Lin Su and said, "Sister Su, my fan seems to have been forgotten in the car. Go and help me remove it."
Lin Su answered, saluted the elders in the guest room of Bailu Temple, and finally seemed to glance at Wen Jingxuan carelessly. Wen Jingxuan's eyes suddenly widened at the moment when the two looked at each other, as if he had recognized Lin Su, and was so scared that Lin Su immediately turned around and left.
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