074: The past that can't be rid of
It seems that from that time on, Lv Ning began to avoid Emperor Yongjia. She has a sense of filth. She can't face Emperor Yongjia. Concubine Xiang's voice always rings in her ear, "He is your own brother, he is your own brother. You are evil, and you will go to hell!"
Lv Ning wanted to escape from Emperor Yongjia countless times. However, how could Emperor Yongjia, who learned about Lv Ning's idea, tolerate Lv Ning leaving his side?
Chasing and chasing is a game in itself. The more people want to escape, the more they will be stared at by another, and the water will let go no matter what.
However, after all, this is an evil love, isn't it?
Lv Ning's face was pale, and the picture suddenly spread out in front of her made her seem to have experienced the terrible memory again.
She was about to fall to the ground and almost fell to the ground. Fortunately, Shuizhuer held her and said in a shocking voice, "Madam, are you all right, madam?"
Lu Ning turned her head and looked at Shui Zhuer. Her eyes were strange and full of panic, which made Shui Zhuer more and more worried. Madam, madam, maidservant, find someone to call Langzhong, madam..."
After saying that, he burst into tears.
When Shui Zhuer cried, it really made Mrs. Zheng and others cry. Mrs. Zheng hurriedly stretched out his hand and said in a trembling voice, "Come on, help your wife sit there and rest."
The crying outside is still endless, but it is just getting smaller and weaker and weaker.
Lv Ning looked up and looked outside, and suddenly felt a strange feeling in her heart. This feeling firmly grasped her heart, tightened her heart, and then tightened it so tightly that she couldn't breathe. She had a desire to escape from everything. Yes, she has to run away. She has to leave. She can't stand this kind of mutual hatred anymore.
So Lu Ning gently broke away from Shui Zhuer's help, walked to Luo Jin with a pale face, and said calmly, "Luo Jin, you can stop me."
Luo Jin raised her eyebrows. He looked at Lu Ning deeply, and there was a complicated look in his eyes.
"Gess me." Lu Ning repeated word by word, and suddenly lost her patience. She grabbed Luo Jin's arms and roared harshly, "You divorce me!"
"Nonsense!" Luo Jin shouted, shook off the sleeve held by Lv Ning, and brushed away.
The whole house is dead again.
"Ancestor," a servant came in from the outside and said respectfully, "Pan'er has never dared to say who instructed her. Now she has fainted."
Chi Caiqing closed his eyes tightly. Her lips trembled slightly, and tears swirled in her eyes. Her hands were wrong, and she grasped herself tightly in her sleeves without any pain.
"That's all right," Mrs. Zheng sighed and said, "Export that Pan'er out of the house."
"Yes." The little man answered and bowed down.
"Qiu Ma." Mrs. Zheng frowned and called.
"Ancestors." Qiu's mother answered and took a step forward.
"Remember to talk about this new rule in the house. In the future, if any of the servants dare to steal things in the master's room without permission, they will be beaten with fifty sticks and expelled from the house."
"Yes." Qiu's mother also bowed.
Mr. Zheng sighed heavily and turned his eyes to Chi Caiqing.
"Caiqing," Mrs. Zheng called Chi Caiqing. Chi Caiqing hurriedly opened his eyes, quickly turned around and looked at Mrs. Zheng. You are the master, but you don't care about the hope. Even if you say that it has nothing to do with you, after all, it is the girl in your room, which has nothing to do with you and can't convince the public. I should have punished you according to the addition, but for the sake of your pregnancy, I will punish you lightly.
Mr. Zheng said and looked at Lu Ning again. Seeing that Lv Ning had no reaction at all, he raised his voice and said, "You will be banned for three months, and you must not take half a step of your 'Cai Weixuan'."
"Thank you for your understanding." Chi Caiqing hurriedly bowed and thanked him.
Zheng Yingxue looked at Chi Caiqing and then at Lu Ning. There was a complaed smile on her lips. She lowered her head, picked up the tea cup on the case, and took a sip slowly.
"Oi, you all go back and have a rest." Mrs. Zheng said to the crowd, reaching out and gently rubbing her temples. She slowly stood up with the help of Nian Tao, looked at the green Ning who was still standing there stubbornly, and sighed, "Good boy, today's matter is wronging you. You will be the master of your ancestors in the future. Let's see who dares to bully you!"
With that, he came over and grabbed Lu Ning's hand, patted it, and said, "Go back and rest. Look at your little pale face."
After ordering Lv Ning, Mr. Zheng slowly turned around and walked to the inside.
The whole house was full of people, so they slowly stood up and walked out one after another.
Luo Feng was supported by Mingxiang, looked deeply at Lu Ning, and then turned around and walked away. The prosperity has come to an end, and there is only Lv Ning left.
Loneliness, after all, there is only loneliness left.
The green lips are slightly raised and bent into a bitter arc.
Everything has never been carved. Those tenderness, those warmth, those warmth that accompany each other.
are all fake.
"Madam..." Yan Cui came slowly and called with concern.
Lu Ning slowly turned her head and smiled indifferently at Yan Cui, but she felt that her eyes were dark and she fainted straight away.
There is no end to the long nightmare.
Lv Ning curled up in a corner and hugged herself tightly. It was so cold that everything in front of her could not be seen clearly. Only the chill on her body was so real. Looking up, I saw only endless thick fog. In the end, is there only me in the world?
Lv Ning was a little sad. She put her head gently on her arm and meditated quietly. Now the green condensation seems to be at the intersection of the past and the present. She rushed out of yesterday's cage and ushered in a new life, but suddenly found that the present and the past are unusually similar.
She didn't expect such an ending. Perhaps, in another way, it can't solve all problems, and the reason why the problem is called a problem is that even if you can't solve it, you have to face its existence and agree with it openly. If you can't be open-minded, then fate will go around and let you know what open-mindedness is.
Lu Ning sighed gently. She really didn't know how to go next. And her life is like the fog in front of her, and she can't see the direction clearly.
When it's convenient to see clearly, perhaps the best way is to stand still. But Lu Ning didn't have the strength to stand. She could only curl up in a corner, hug herself tightly, and give herself the last warmth.
No one came to her side and took her out of this fog, or she didn't want to see anyone. She just wanted to be deeply immersed in this temporarily safe haven for her. Although it was colder, it was not hurt after all. There was no such aggressive people who wanted to force her from time to Hostility in the corner. Let her heart be safe for the time being.
I don't know how long it took, Lu Ning felt that she was completely stiff as if she had become a fossil. She forgot to breathe, forgot to move, and didn't know how to be hungry, even her heartbeat was still.
Until someone whispered in his ear, "Your Majesty..."
Your Majesty?
This soft call immediately moved Lu Ning's heart. Your Majesty... Is it the royal brother? Did he come to see himself?
When Lv Ning's heart moved, it flowed slowly because the blood of the whole body seemed to be frozen. Her body regained her movement and consciousness. She slowly opened her eyes and saw a familiar room, but it was not the one she was most familiar with.
Oh, yes, Lu Ning's eyes were confused, but suddenly asked himself, had he had already forgotten the appearance of the "Biyun Palace" in the past?
"Madam, are you awake?" As soon as the beads of water standing by the bed saw Lu Ning open her eyes, she immediately rushed up with joy, and the corners of her eyes were full of joy, "Madam, madam, you finally woke up!"
"Madam is awake?" Chulu and others also came over to have a look, and couldn't help sighing, "Madam, you slept for several days, which scared me. The ancestors and the marquis came to see you every day, but they didn't wake up, which made Miss Ningxiang sigh day by day. By the time of marriage today, the emperor and Mrs. Jin came..."
"What did you say?" Lu Ning immediately sat up, grabbed Chu Lu's arm, and asked in a startled voice, "Is today the day of saving relatives?"
"Yes..." Chulu was shocked by Lu Ning's behavior. He looked at Lv Ning and nodded: "The emperor, Jin Niang Niang and the marquis and others are all in 'Xianlian Lake' at this time..."
He...he...is coming...
Lv Ning suddenly seemed to have lost all her strength. She slowly loosened the first dew and then sat there quietly. Consciousness, at this moment, once again lost its reason for existence, and Lu Ning's mind was blank. Once, she was so afraid of the arrival of this moment. In Lu Ning's mind, the arrival of this day has been staged over and over again. How should she deal with it? Should she escape or do her duty in silence, and hide herself as much as possible, so that he can't find his existence at all? But after countless struggles, there is still no answer.
And now, is all this coming out like this?
In this way, are you coming unprepared and defenseless... Should I continue to hide here, let them go to the fun, save relatives, go...
"Water beads," although there are thousands of thoughts in my mind, Lv Ning has opened her mouth quietly, "Go f for water, clean my face and change clothes with me..."
The water pearl looked at Lu Ning and muttered, "Madam, you have been sleeping for seven days. When you wake up like this, you suddenly go out, but can you stand it?"
Lv Ning just sat there silently, like a statue.