Chapter 2 The Transformation of Chen Jie

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During this period, Chen Jie will quietly walk to the square every day and observe the people in the town who are busy starting their "new" life. After experiencing this series of things, Chen Jie found that watching those ordinary people live a poor, busy and fulfilling life will completely calm his heart. In this calm, he began to reflect and think about a lot of things.

After experiencing a harsh test between life and death, Chen Jie instinctively began to think about many things.

What is the meaning of coming to fullness?

Why is the reborn self repeatedly calculated by others?

What is the reason why you can survive this time?

Is it really because your strength is strong after all?

Are you really ready to compete for the world?

Have you really thought about how to develop in the future?

And so on, many problems appear in Chen Jie's mind...

These problems seem simple. In the past, Chen Jie had already felt that they understood something. When Chen Jie began to think seriously and began to face his heart, he found that he did not fully understand many things, and he did not really see many things clearly.

Whether it is to improve your strength, for Chen Lu, for those women like Zhao Sixiao who love you, or for the responsibility and honor of being a human warrior, there is no problem for you to come to fight against oppression and exterminate zombies. Up to now, even if it has been nine Chen Jie never regretted this decision.

What really makes Chen Jie reflect and re-examine is his re-understanding of himself, the interpersonal relationships he deals with, and the world he is related to.

I don't really see myself clearly, what I don't really have, and I don't really see what I need. This is the most fundamental reason why I have been calculated by others again and repeatedly hovering between life and death.

Since I was reborn as the strongest evolutionist, although I have been calm and even a little careless, in fact, the titles of "leader" and "savior" are to make me complacent, make myself feel different, and make myself think that I am the legendary ones with "pig's feet". The halo, the god who can't be killed and can't retreat, also makes him feel that he has the ability to do more things. It is this series of worshipful eyes, one by one, which makes him start to lose and enter a desperate situation one last step.

The fundamental thing is that the reborn self has no time to really recognize himself. I don't understand that at this moment, I am no longer the pathetic person who was once betrayed, had no brothers and no relatives, and finally threw his body into the tree hole. I am no longer the ordinary teenager who laughed for high credits and high wages before the end of the world.

I am no longer the poor person who has been deceived and betrayed, and I am not an ordinary teenager who needs to accompany a smiling face. No matter what, such a life has long been far away from me, and I can't go back, but the painful memories of being betrayed, the tenacious memories left by more than 20 years of life The life experience given by ordinary teenagers to grow up and live has given themselves a deep "thinking mark", which has become a "window" with a special angle to understand and look at the world in many cases.

Rebirth invincible!!

Looking out from that window - my rebirth is indeed God's favorite, the halo of pig's feet.

The strongest evolutionist, this title is indeed earth-shaking and worth defending!

Looking in from that window - less than a month after the end of the world, he established a big force from nothing and became a fifth-level senior evolutionist who escaped from the government army. He is extremely awesome to walk horizontally.

Now it seems ridiculous.

It was the first to know that he unconsciously began to despise others, forgetting how many dark mortars hidden in the huge and complex government, and finally became a pawn at the mercy of others. He was easily calculated by Li Qiang and almost buried the whole university of the little red bird.

And the second understanding has always allowed himself to hold some kind of fluke in his subconscious mind, not to put the matter of improving his strength and level in the most important and urgent position, but always has a certain idea of letting nature come naturally. And it is this idea that makes me repeatedly wander between life and death, and become weak when I meet an opponent higher than myself, so that I have no resistance in the tide of King Kong, Zombie King and Zombies.

If you were reborn at that time, you would firstly prepare to improve your strength after bringing Chen Lu to the people you want to protect, and then you will be more restrained. I'm afraid that Cao Weiguang, Yan Ling and others will not go to a different path from themselves! After rebirth, I seemed to be too arrogant. Now think about it, I just used an ordinary loser, the most outstanding member of this specific social group (dormitory). Suddenly, the tone changed greatly, and the command tone said a lot of inexplicable words that puzzled everyone, and then fell asleep after saying it was really too thoughtless.

What's your basis? Can you be so brag just because you are disappointed in love? Let's not talk about other unreasonable things, let's talk about the most incredible thing. Oh, your boy hung up his buddies all night, and then picked up his sister back without saying a word and said to his roommate at the time: The end of the world is coming! I only thought about the safety of your sister, and I didn't think about my roommate's parents, relatives and wives at all. This is simply the hatred of killing your mother and the hatred of destroying your wife. If you don't turn against yourself, is it already a good temper? Have you really thought about them? No, really not!

And there is also an evolutionary nucleus that can be obtained by killing a few zombies anywhere. Is there really no way to get it without the army? That's definitely bullshit. As long as you are careful, you can take your own team to eat and drink spicy food casually. Do you really need to be so stiff with the government army? As long as your attitude is not so tough, even if you give a little material, the already anxious government will not pay attention to itself and others!

And why didn't you do this?

In the final analysis, this is still a relationship that I have not taken seriously. At that time, I did not consider this matter as the first priority of life and death. I gave myself too many luck and excuses. I subconsciously was a little complacent about the strength of my strongest evolutionist. I couldn't wait to show myself, and I subconsciously didn't want to be with the government army. Together, they are hostile to them.

The ruthless reality soon paid a heavy price for its mistakes.

Not only do I not see my strengths and problems clearly, but I lack vigilance against the people around me, but I am also hopelessly stupid.

From Cao Weiguang and Yan Ling's different ways at the beginning, to Zhang Yi's ingratitude to themselves, from Niu Pei and Qi Yihui's resistance to their opposition to the government army, and finally the incident of encountering wolves and meeting the mother emperor in the arsenal, they have shown their communicative ability more than once. There is also excessive conceit about my own strength. I have been wandering between life and death three times. When I came into contact with the underground arsenal, I didn't prevent special situations that may occur under the ground, which is really unforgivable.

If you are smarter, you should act cautiously as soon as government forces come into contact.

It's a pity that I don't have it. In the end, I am still looking at such a huge thing as the government army with a sense of authority and justice from the perspective of a small person, and instinctively refuse to believe that such a place that represents a certain hope in the Chinese mainland will be a place where those punks can weave plots and bully and bully the people. .

In the place where the authority advertises justice, there will always be some inexplicable expectations in the hearts of the little people. There will always be wishful thinking that the bigger the place, the brighter there will be, which is the sadness of all the little people. In China, the biggest harm is often not the senior officials, but those spoiled dung belides. What they are best at is to hide themselves in the brightest places to do the darkest things, to flaunt evil as holy, and disguise ugliness as justice. Then, let their senior parents wipe their buttocks.

I was reborn and still haven't got rid of the unique mindset of little people for more than 20 years. I unanimously believed that the government troops are good people and soldiers are the children of the people, and they have made the mistakes of all the little people have made.

The crisis later encountered in the underground arsenal shows that he raised his strength too much and could not see how much his ability he had, and his excessively conceited weakness. Shen Xiaodong grasped his lifeline and knew his weaknesses, so they grasped their whereabouts so accurately, so their arrangement for themselves was so perfect. Encountering the attack of wolves, it was already a life-and-death crisis, which exposed many problems and made me understand how insecure my strength was here. Unfortunately, Shen Xiaodong was killed and the joy of becoming the new owner of Huang Yangmei, so that he did not think deeply about what the life-and-death crisis that was resolved by himself brought to him. The last warning that can save yourself from entering a desperate situation.

So, almost, almost, I almost dedicated myself to the arsenal and joined with those armed soldiers who were easily solved by the mother emperor.

After calming down, think carefully about the reasons and logical thinking of supporting yourself to stay at that time? At this time, it even feels a little ridiculous. In my heart, the reason and logic for supporting me to continue to stay at that time was actually a fifth-level combat power to judge my situation at that time. If you can't kill it, you can avoid it.

For those who have not experienced the cruelty of the end of the world, perhaps the strength of the fifth-order evolutionist is indeed enough. With the ability of the fifth-order evolutionist, they can escape from thousands of corpses, sixth-order zombie kings and mutant beasts, which is a guarantee of life. But for me, this is far from enough. Why is it not enough? Because I am no longer an ordinary person and a little person. I have taken a pivotal role in many times, which can affect many things. The problems and difficulties I encounter are far beyond those ordinary people and small people, which requires me to be stronger. The strength as the support.

Chen Jie fully understood this truth later, and this understanding also made him re-examine himself and the many things he had encountered.

It is more important to see yourself clearly and deal with the relationships around you than to improve your strength.

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