Chapter 531 Just hate the beginning and shouldn't have met

In Su Yiluo's memory, the afternoon of the spring banquet in April of the seventh year of Yuanqing was the brightest in the first half of her life. The sky was blue and the ground was shining. Her skirt flew in the flowers and leaves, and the pace of running to beauty was so hurried.

But it was also from the banquet that day that the memory of the second half of life suddenly became pale as when the end of the world came, and the face reflected in the bronze mirror.

The transformation and end are the touching eyes of the man on the couch, flowing from the chaos and charm of the previous moment, and suddenly condensed into the gloomy and sarcasm of the second moment.

His warm nose and lips were once close to her.

is also close to the end of the world.

Everything is a mirror, her delusion.

But at that time...

Looking at the jade face in front of him, the corners of his lips were still smiling.

Between the slender fingers, the red envelope is wrapped in red, and the palm of her hand gently clenched the ice cream butterfly removed from her waist.

He was still drunk, and his eyes were ruthless. He staggered up, bent down his beautiful waist, and picked up the brocade she had faded.

She looked at him sitting leisurely on the chair and patted her jacket and waist on the pear wood teacase. Her eyes fell down and she saw the sun shining in the window. The embroidered patterns on the dyed clothes were as embarrassing as a soup stain.

immersed in her delusions and couldn't extricate herself, she didn't have enough to panic.

"Ning."

With the cold tone, it was Ningfei who bent her knees in a panic. Only then did Su Yiluo realize that her clothes were not neat and her skirt and waist were scattered.

It's ridiculous that at that time, she was still glad that she took advantage of her wish, and her thoughtful plan finally went according to step.

What happened later? She sat with lowered her eyes with joy and listened to his cold question. Concubine Ning's panicked defense and explanation, knelt forward and pulled the corner of his robe and sobbed. Then Mother Yang outside finally found something strange and entered. When she saw her, her face was instantly pale.

"Please come with the princess. I think Mother should understand that this matter cannot be publicized."

Yiluo later recalled more than once and regretted why she didn't pay attention to the man's expression when he said this.

What is she thinking?

The long-cherished wish was achieved. As she expected, it was not publicized, and there was no bad result that she had prepared for, resulting in the dispersal of scandals and the destruction of her reputation. This is the spring banquet of the King's Mansion. It is Guan Suiyuan, where Suijing lives. This man will not ignore the defensity of the palace. He will defend her and himself... Su Yijing is a sensible person. Up to now, she should know how to preserve the family's reputation. Maybe she will be angry and count her lightly in front of her grandmother and father afterwards. Crazy, or scold her*.

So what? She will finally marry the man she fell in love with and tie her hair with him.

Because the family will not allow reputation damage and scandals to be exposed, and the power and prestige of the Weigongfu are unacceptable to the man and the prince and queen behind him.

She is not Wei Mingyu and does not allow him to be humiliated in public. She is the daughter of the Su family, so he will have some scruples.

It's still a long time. She is confident that one day she will wash away the unwillingness and disgust in his heart. She has risked her reputation as a woman and wants to grow old with him.

She has a lifetime enough time to make him understand that she is the person who admires him the most, whether it is a day or a scenery, it is not less than her.

Yu Haoxi, do you know what I have done for you? Since then, I have had no way back in order to come to you...

She tidied up her clothes, straightened her spine and waited for her fifth sister.

Fight for my happiness. You have no way out. Only you can convince this man that he is willing to risk his life for you...

At that time, she even remembered the dispute with Yijing about the direct concubine many years ago. At that time, she hated this insurmountable difference, but Mother Song was right. What's the importance of the direct concubine? Fortunately, that punishment allowed her to meet him, thus changing her fate and life. Don't be jealous of the fifth sister anymore. If you have your happiness, why can't I fight for my happiness?

What happened later...

The fifth sister finally came, stood beside her beloved, and looked at herself coldly.

Yiluo remembered that she smiled. For the first time, she responded to the person who had made her jealous with a smile from her heart.

I won't say much nonsense. This is Ning's fault, but the third lady of the Su family did such ugly things in order to seek the throne of imperial concubines... My cousin, the Duke of Wei will not agree that my daughter was carried into the prince's mansion by my small sedan chair and became a concubine without a name, but I will not allow my sister to damage my reputation in the future, saying that I despise her and not Give me an end... I don't want to have an enmity with the Duke of Wei, and you two don't want this matter to end, do you?"

"What on earth does Your Highness want?"

"It's still far away and happy... San Niang, I can give it to my cousin to persuade her that nothing will happen in the future... In addition, please remember today's affairs, and I have to ask for the favor I owed me in the future."

"You and the third sister are one step ahead, and I will discuss the aftert matter with Your Highness."

Iro remembered that from that moment on, her memory faded.

She sat there stunned until the cold face approached and locked her arm.

"Third sister, come with me!" There is a cool tone that is solidified by frost.

No! How could this be? It is impossible for her to give up!

But her eyes can no longer touch the man's sight.

He sat there with a smile and a touching face, and did not respond to her panicked eyes.

In a moment, she lost the courage to question and the determination to plead.

He doesn't want her... Even at this point... A small sedan chair has no name... Even so, she is willing. The Su family doesn't want to, but she does!

It seems to be struggling. Obviously, victory is in sight, how can we give up halfway?

But why did you leave?

I Luo remembered that her fifth sister was cold and warm.

"What do you want? Su Xingsan's concubine died of illness, and the prince's mansion may have an undisguished concubine, or maybe the maids will call you... Aunt Cui?"

A chill climbed from her fingertips and firmly locked her heart.

Only then did she not expect this consequence, which made her unbearable consequences. She was rejected by him, abandoned by her family, and lost her life and even her life.

I just don't want to face it, I don't want to face my own end, never and never can enter his life, give everything, and don't look at him directly.

Aunt Cui... Five sisters, you are really poisonous.

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Many years later, in the Ci'an Palace, there was a cold season when the leaves fell in late autumn.

The scenery and Yichen sat beside the window and tasted tea. A report sent by the assistant king - the king of Xiliang destroyed the Zhaokang family and captured the western capital.

After reading the report, Yijing read the report and put it on a few points: "As soon as the Zhaokang family was destroyed, the king of the north was also expelled from Dalong and paid tribute. At least for a hundred years, the iron horse of Beiyuan can no longer threaten the people at the border."

Suddenly, another waiter bowed her waist and walked quickly, reporting that the Cai family had news that his wife was critically ill.

The sycamore leaves of Ci'an Palace are bleak and yellow.

Ichen's eyes were red and he asked in a tight voice, "How could this happen? General Cai's remains were sent back to Jinyang. The funeral is not over, and the third sister..."

Binjing was also sad and sighed: "The third sister has a deep heart and has been avoiding us... My sister is inconvenient to leave the palace. I'll go there. It's a ride to the third sister."

The woman on the sickbed is not old, but she is already skinny.

"The fifth sister is here... I thought you wouldn't come... Needless to say more about comforting words. I know my own body. Fifth sister, he left, and I didn't understand what I had lost. I thought I had died many years ago, but now, I know what heart death is... Take care of yourself? Fifth sister, others don't understand, don't you understand? When the prince was seriously ill, how could you listen to these persuasion... I really regret it... I never forget that it never belonged to me, and I looked away from the people I really should cherish... I have never left him a man and a woman in my life. If it hadn't been for him, I would have had a divorce letter... When he left, I knew... Fifth sister, I It's time to thank you. Fortunately, you're here.

pointing to the withered bones, Sanniang clenched the palm of the scenery: "I have forgotten a lot of things. In the seventh year of Yuanqing, I always remember what you said to me."

I really remember it, but I have always been obsessed with it.

When the time returned to the seven years of Yuanqing, when the spring flowers bloomed, there was a silence of the banquet in Guan Suiyuan. Mother Yang's face was full of solemnity, and the four maids in spring, summer and autumn also lowered their eyes and said no words. They stood in front of the main hall to guard Jin to prevent people from approaching.

The acacia tree in the backyard is smiling in the spring breeze.

There was a heartbreaking cry from the room: "Five sister, I beg you, I beg you! Your Highness will definitely listen to your advice and let him marry me..."

"Third sister, wake up! Didn't you hear what the man said? Without a famous concubine, this is the only thing he is willing to give you!"

"No! I'm the daughter of the Su family. He won't treat me like this, and my father will make the decision for me... Yes, if you don't help me, I still have my father. I'll beg him to come forward to force your Highness to compromise... If you don't want to, you can't fight for fame, and I'd rather die to become his. Sanniang's eyes suddenly burst into fanaticism, and her red eyes were crazy.

Jijing fiercely grabbed the third mother who was about to grab the door and pressed her in the chair: "Listen, the third prince will not marry you, no matter how noisy you are... Third sister, that person is not a good match, you..."

"Five sister, you gave up on him by yourself. Don't you even want to give it to me? Su Yjing, I can't compare with you. My birth and talent are not as good as you. I shouldn't be jealous of you. This is my life. I just beg you, only ask you this time... If you help me, I will remember your kindness even if I die. Sanniang pushed hard and struggled to open Yijing's arm, but fell to her knees in front of her.

"Third sister, if that person is willing to marry you, he will not take your object to negotiate with us. Don't you understand? His plan with Concubine Ning had long been understood by him. If he had taken care of the Duke of Wei, he would not have pretended to be drunk to lead you into the urn today! If he wants to marry you, he won't say that. That person doesn't care about your trouble at all. Do you know why? Because the Duke of Wei will never allow the family's voice to be corrupted by a daughter. Although his father loves you, he will not make a gap with the heavenly family for you. Up to now, are you still not awake? Is it really going to end? Force your father to bear the pain... Why did you want to leave with me just now, because you are still arrogant and unwilling to be humiliated, but your current appearance really makes me despise.

Sudden silence.

Binjing looked down at San Niang and did not help her up.

"Yes, he doesn't want to marry me." After a long time, San Niang smiled sadly: "But he also said that as long as the government is willing to make me a concubine..."

"Third sister, why did you jealous me in the past, and why did you hate Aunt Cui? In fact, you don't hate her, but don't want to live under others. You are deeply ashamed because your biological mother is a concubine. You are proud and inferior. What you want is infinite honor, let others look up to you, and be ashamed in front of you, but look at you now... What have you become for a ruthless man? My father loves you, and my grandmother is not a cruel person. Maybe you will 'dece' and carry you into the prince's mansion as a daughter who is not the Su family, but think about the future... You have no more support. Your status is not even as good as the original Aunt Cui. Anyone can humiliate you and can no longer hold his head in front of others. That person will also treat you. Only ridicule, because people who are willing to be cheap will never get the love of others. Believe me, I will give up myself for a moment of obsession, and the only thing I gain is regret.

Binjing thought of Wei Mingyu and herself in that life.

I really don't want to watch Sanniang repeat the same mistakes.

But Sanniang can't understand it.

Tears slid down and fell into the corners of her lips. She tasted the sour and astringent taste. She collapsed weakly on the cold green brick floor, shook her head and shook her head again: "I also want to be honored, and I want to live dignifiedly... But I have no way out... You never know what I have done to be by his side... ...I can't give up like this, otherwise my aunt will also... die... I can't be upright for a long time, I've been destined to regret... But I have to catch him... At least I will feel that what I have done is not meaningless, so that I can feel happy and forget regret.

When the wind blows, the flowers and leaves shake, and the bright sun shines through the window screen, making San Niang's half sad face faintly ferocious.

There was a "boom" in Yijing's mind and grabbed San Niang's skirt.

"Su Yiluo, what the hell did you do! How did Aunt Cui die?