Chapter 5 Childhood sweethearts still have resentment

Xue Hao and Jiang Caixuan didn't return to the inn until the evening. Unexpectedly, they bought a bunch of things in large bags. Fortunately, Kunlun is a Xiuzhen school, and it is not uncommon for magic weapons such as Qiankun bags. It's just that Jiang Caixuan's face was bulging, and Xue Hao's expression was also a little gloomy. I don't know what happened.

Xiao Chongguang didn't dare to ask more questions. Jiang Caixuan had caught him and fell out. It turned out that Xue Hao took Jiang Caixuan out for shopping, but he happened to meet Zeng Pei from Wanshouzhuang with several brothers. Zeng Pei is the first disciple of Wanshouzhuang Tongwei Zhenren. He is recognized as one of the 16 Taoist rookies in the world, much higher than Xue Hao's cultivation. Among the second-generation disciples of the Kunlun School, only two disciples Mo Ming and Xiao Baishui, who were better than him in the early years of Chongxu Zhenren, and even Xue Hao is far worse. It's just that both Mo Ming and Xiao Baishui became famous 70 years ago. Over the years, their travel experience has long disappeared, and they can't be called rookie.

Zeng Pei was arrogant and relied on his own cultivation. In the face of Xue Hao and others, he mocked Kunlun. Xue Hao took care of the overall situation at that time and did not attack, but Jiang Caixuan couldn't help telling the fact that Tongwei real person had competed with Chongxu for some reason. As a result, he suffered a big loss and retreated for 50 years. Zeng Pei was so angry that he wanted to compete with them on the spot. As a result, Xue Hao and others were defeated and gave him one person to clear the whole audience. Fortunately, Zeng Pei was still a little measured. He knew that he was a decent Taoist and a big enemy, so he did not dare to be cruel. Even so, Xue Hao and others still suffered a lot. Only Jiang Caixuan was a woman, and Zeng Pei didn't have the nerve to do it.

This time, the Kunlun faction swept away, and the momentum of several people's actions came out. The disciples of Taoist sect who passed by a hundred miles around knew it. For a time, the whole city was full of people in Taoist temples, and the inns in the city were full of people. Many people were already thinking about temple Taoism.

Xiao Chongguang was also quite angry when he heard the words. Everyone is of the same Taoist sect. Even if there are some quarrels in their words, at least they should take care of the friendship between each other's sects. Even if Jiang Caixuan should not expose the shortcomings of Wei Zhenren, Tongwei Zhenren himself has not care about it for so many years. Zeng Peitang Jindan Zhenren, why do you have to care about a woman?

Seeing Xue Hao's face, he was about to say a few words to explain, he heard Jiang Caixuan say angrily, "Brother Xiao, you don't know how hateful Zeng Pei looked at that time. What's more, when he knew that we were staying in this Qingsong Inn, he actually followed him and brazenly said that everyone It's a Taoist sect. After generations of friendship, we asked us to make out a few rooms for them. Xue Hao, a fool, actually agreed. Humph, it pissed me off." She was so angry that she didn't even call her brother and called him by his name. It seemed that she was indeed very angry.

Xiao Chongguang smiled bitterly, but Xue Hao was not wrong to do so. Originally, everyone was in the same way and should take care of each other. It's just that Zeng Pei was too arrogant. He just hit him in the face and ran to get together. It was obvious that he had bad intentions. His treatment is certainly taking into account the overall situation, but I'm afraid that others may not think so.

Sure enough, several brothers who followed in looked an anger, and even looked at Xue Hao as friendly as in the past. Xue Hao was also a little annoyed: "Sister, several brothers, Zeng Pei is so arrogant, do you think I'm not angry? However, before leaving, the master repeatedly told him to put the overall situation first. Wanshouzhuang has always been good friends with me, Kunlun, the same line of Taoism, the same spirit and the same branch, and should watch and help each other. If I were angry for a moment and turned against him on the spot, wouldn't I have lived up to the expectations of my master and uncles? If Zeng Pei can't help being cruel to us, are our Kunlun disciples not as good as others? If you are not as good as others, you can naturally catch up with logistics practice. If you can't compare with your heart, you will really lose completely.

Xue Hao's words made everyone nodded secretly, and the faces of the brothers next to him showed shyness: "Brother Xue, are we impulsive, or are you thoughtful?" Only Jiang Caixuan is still indignant: "You are big men, I'm a little girl, and I'm just stingy. Why didn't they think of being angry with you when they turned around on the spot? Humph, a bunch of soft balls.

The softened faces of the brothers turned a little red by her. Just as Xue Hao had stood up and said, "Several brothers, it's not early. It's better to go back to your room and rest. Just squeeze according to the room number we mentioned earlier. Brother Xiao, I'm afraid I'm going to spend the night with you tonight.

Xiao Chongguang didn't have time to answer. Jiang Caixuan has said anangly, "Brother, don't take him in and let him sleep outside. Who let him be a good man?" Xue Hao bowed to her: "Sister, my good sister, aunt, just let me go. I'm also thinking about the overall situation. If you are really unconvinced, go back and tell the master myself and ask him to judge. You are a poor fool. Where can I sleep out at night? Can I have the same room with you?

Jiang Caixuan suddenly blushed and took a sip: "Bah, shameless, who wants to have a room with you." The anger on his face has faded, and he smiled at Xiao Chongguang: "Brother Xiao, let him sleep on the floor at night. I'll go first." He reached out and twisted his ear and left.

Xiao Chongguang looked at the direction in which Jiang Caixuan left in a daze. He patted his shoulder with one palm and turned around to look at Xue Hao's bright eyes. He subconsciously avoided it, but heard Xue Hao's bitter smile and said, "Brother Xiao, it's difficult for you tonight. We quarrel, but we always pull you up." Xiao Chongguang lowered his head and said softly, "It's okay."

A lonely look appeared on Xue Hao's face: "Brother Xiao, in fact, I envy you very much, really."

Xiao Chongguang was slightly stunned: "Envy me? What do you envy me for?

Xue Hao sighed: "It has been 20 years since I entered Kunlun. In the past 20 years, I have been with Caixuan for 16 years. When I first saw her, she was just a two-year-old child, so young, but lovely.

"I am a son of a family and have carried everyone's expectations since I was a child, so whether I study or practice martial arts, someone has always warned me that you must be the best. No matter what I do, I must achieve the goals set for me by others, whether it is what I really want or not.

"If there is anything I have actively pursued in the past 20 years, it must be Cai Xuan. I learned Taoism at the age of five, went up the mountain at the age of eight, and was accepted as a disciple by my master at the age of ten. However, it was not until I met Cai Xuan that I knew what I came to Kunlun for.

"The best years of those people's lives have passed together. Spring and autumn, summer and winter snow, morning picks under the forest, and the evening moon from the clouds. On a dark and windy night, let's play tricks on the guard guard of the door; on the eve of dawn, sit on the peak of the light and wait for the sunrise and listen to her tell her mind.

"Sometimes, I really would rather be just an ordinary person and don't want to grow up under the gaze of so many people. That eyes are really heavy that I can't breathe. In fact, I just want to live a simple life and grow old with Cai Xuan."

"Life is not as good as it is, ten times*. I can't do it. I can't put all this behind. My family won't allow it, and my master won't agree. They want me to follow the route they have drawn. In fact, even I know that if I really abandon everything in front of me, I'm afraid even Cai Xuan will no longer talk to me.

"Who would like a mediocre person?" Xue Hao seemed to be stimulated by something. He, who had been very restrained in the past, seemed to talk a lot tonight. Xiao Chongguang even smelled a trace of alcohol: "Brother, have you been drinking?"

Xue Hao smiled proudly and stretched out his hand to find out a wine jar from the void: "The innkeeper's hidden knife was pulled over by me through the air. Don't worry, I put a piece of silver there, which is enough for the boss to buy another ten jars." He burped wine and said reluctantly: "The taste of this wine is really strong. In fact, I wanted to take it directly from the winery, but I don't know the location of the winery and it's not easy to cast a spell."

When Xiao Chongguang saw that he was a little drunk, he opened his advice and said, "Brother, what's wrong with you? Why do you care about it when you are frustrated for a moment? Zeng Pei is just a clown. His brother is talented and inherits from Kunlun. In time, his achievements must be far better than his people. At that time, it's not easy to raise your eyebrows and exhale than to feel sorry for yourself now?

Xue Hao grabbed his arm: "Brother, thank you for comforting me, but you don't understand. You really don't understand." He paused and smiled bitterly: "Since I was a child, although I have been distressed by the pressure given by my elders, this feeling of attention is actually quite enjoyable. And, most importantly, I really haven't lost, not once, until today.

"Although Zeng Pei has heard of his name for a long time, he has seen him come to Kunlun several times before. But in my heart, I always feel that the heroes in the world are just like this and become famous, just because I haven't come out of the mountain yet. It was not until today that I fought with him that I knew what it was outside.

"Especially, when I was knocked to the ground by him and Cai Xuan looked at me, I will never forget the shock, heartache and disappointment. In the past, when she looked at me, she always admired and worshipped me, but today, I disappointed her completely.

"Although Sister Caixuan didn't say anything, I understand that this disappointment must be hidden in her heart."

"Brother, you think too much. Sister is not such a person."

"You don't understand, you will never understand. You have never tried to climb to the top. How do you know the loneliness of the people standing on the peak, the desolation of the heights, and the fear that once you fall, you will never recover. You can practice martial arts for ten years and be willing to be the laughingstock of all your peers, just to become famous and become famous from then on. You have done it.

"Brother, I'm not--

"No need to explain, you are right. Everyone has their own pursuits. I'm not you, and I can't stand ten years of loneliness and cold eyes, so I choose to stand high and bear all the glory and glory. Since I choose to go on the stage, I must have the awareness of being knocked off the stage, but I didn't expect that this enlightenment would come so quickly. Although now I envy you, I envy you that no one asked under the window for ten years, and you have become famous all over the world. But even if I start all over again, I will still be myself. I, Xue Hao, will not admit defeat like this, and I will never!"

"I will definitely prove to everyone that I am always a person standing at the top!" Xue Hao poured the remaining wine in the jar into his mouth, tilted his head, leaned against the chair and fell asleep.