Chapter 8 Emotional Injury

The strange atmosphere, accompanied by the heat wave, echoed in this empty space. The fire dragon opened its teeth and claws. It looked ferocious, but it did not continue to expand. It seems that this is its limit at present. Even so, under the blazing heat, even the hard surface began to have cracks. On the contrary, it was the seemingly dilapidated and clumsy brazier, which was safe and sound.

The fire was shining, reflected in the eyes of the beast god, as if his eyes were also burning.

At the other end of the flame, the woman's voice smiled faintly and said, "Your mana is really bad, or did you deliberately lie to me? Although this magic array was not stimulated by Xuanhuojian, and it was destroyed when you came back to life, it was more powerful than that.

There was no fluctuation on the handsome face of the Beast God, and he said calmly, "Since you are so wary of me, I can't figure it out. Why do you come to save me again?"

The woman snorted and said, "Didn't I tell you a long time ago? On the one hand, I was for the strange array handed down by the ancient witches, and the other was that I didn't like the old man Yun who pretended to be in Fenxiang Valley."

The beast god smiled and didn't seem to pay attention to the woman's words. He said, "Although Yun Yilan has disobeyed the contract, I have never really believed him. If I had won the battle of Qingyun Mountain that day, he would not dare to do so. Isn't it the work of most people to fall into the well?

The woman said, "It's a pity that he still doesn't know that you and I are different. You can't kill."

The beast god's eyes were deep, slowly staring at the darkness behind the fire, the blazing flame, but it still seemed that it could not shine into that place.

"How do you know that I can't kill? If I told you now that I could already be killed, what would you think?

He stared at the dark, but there seemed to be a faint smile at the corners of his mouth, as if with a little provocation, and a little **, slowly speaking.

The woman suddenly stopped talking. In the whole cave, there seemed to be only the sound of the flame burning, but somehow, it seemed to be more silent than when there was nothing.

I don't know how long it took, the beast god suddenly said, "How many years have we known each other until today?"

After a long time, the woman said lightly, "I can't remember. Soon after I got the way, I accidentally came here by mistake. Speaking of which, why did you look at me differently at the beginning?"

The beast god smiled and slowly lowered his head. The tiredness on his face seemed to be thicker. He said, "Although I was not a human at that time, I couldn't stand loneliness."

The woman was silent again, as if she was a little surprised. After a long time, she said, "Why do you look a little different today? You would never say that before.

The beast god's shoulder trembled and made two violent coughs, but there was still a faint smile on his face. It seemed that in his eyes, he didn't care about anything: "Have you ever seen a dying person, can you be the same as usual?"

The woman almost immediately continued, "But you are not human!"

"How do you know I'm not a human?"

......

The flame in the brazier suddenly rose, like a silent roar of the fire dragon, and then slowly fell, and the eight mysterious fierce patterns around it also slowly fell, and the light dim and gradually disappeared into the darkness. The fire dragon gradually merged into the flame and turned into an ordinary firelight. The surroundings darkened one by one, and there was still some light around the brazier.

"What did you do to yourself?" After a long time, the woman asked softly.

The beast god did not answer or say anything. He seemed to be getting more and more tired and slowly raised his hand. In the firelight, on his right wrist, the skin seemed to have lost its luster, faintly, and a dark red vein was hidden in the wrist muscles.

The beast god looked at the pulse for a moment, shook his head, and gently scratched his wrist with his hand. After a moment, a gap slowly appeared on his wrist, and then slowly overflowed a drop of blood.

Blood!

Red blood!

"How can it be..." The woman in the dark seemed so surprised that she couldn't even speak. After a long time, she seemed to come to her senses and said in astonishment, "You... you have become **!"

The beast god didn't say anything, just smiled. With such a silent smile, no one knows whether it was a bitter smile or a gratifying smile.

"No wonder, I have always been wondering in my heart that you were born of the anger of heaven and earth, and you were supposed to be immortal. How could you be hit by this under the sword of the immortals at the top of Qingyun Mountain? I don't know when you have become the person you have always hated? Hahaha, hahahahaha..."

The woman didn't know that she thought it was too absurd or difficult to control, so she laughed.

The beast god's eyes stared at the drops of red blood on his wrist, but his eyes flashed with unspeakable complex emotions, like joy and sadness.

"I've never hated people..." He smiled tiredly, "Isn't it what people do to have my mind and knowledge that I can get to this world?"

The woman was stunned and said, "What are you talking about?"

The beast god slowly looked up and looked at the burning flames in the brazier. His voice, in this place where darkness and light alternated, seemed to return to the long years.

"The first time I was conscious, I saw her. At that time, I didn't even have a body, but in a trance, the woman seemed to be staring at me. But with the passage of time, I gradually took shape and finally knew that she was a human being, a witch of the witch generation, whose name was Linglong.

The glman roared in a low voice beside the beast god.

The beast god stretched out his hand and stroked its head twice, and the glman calmed down. The woman didn't make a sound at all. It seemed that she knew that the secret of countless times sealed in the past years was about to be revealed.

In the eyes of the Beast God, gentleness slowly occupied all the positions. His eyes also looked at the distant darkness, in the distance of the cave, where there may also be a former soul, listening quietly.

"It is Linglong who uses witchcraft secrets to collect the harshness of heaven and earth here in southern Xinjiang, and extract the essence from it to create me."

The beast god said faintly. No one has ever known his origin of this secret that has been confused for thousands of years. "Those so-called heroes of the witch clan must put me to death after Linglong. If they know that I was created by their respected mother, I really don't know how they will feel! "

He smiled slightly. It seems that the killings and angers of the past have never existed in him. At this moment, all he has is just a memory.

"I have asked Linglong many times why she made me out, but she never said it. But I finally understood that in fact, she was just for two words.

The woman couldn't help asking, "What?"

The beast god said lightly, "Imm live!"

The woman's voice was slightly surprised and said, "Long life?"

The beast god nodded and said, "That's right, don't you think it's ridiculous? But that day, she did it for this purpose. At that time, the witchcraft was far more accomplished than that of the ancients. If you look at the world, you are almost invincible, and in the witch clan, everyone is more in awe of her. When she is bored, what she does is to find another goal for herself. This sounds similar to those monks in Middle-earth today, but the mystery of immortality is originally the way of heaven. Although she is a peerless and intelligent woman, she can't get rid of it. Finally, one day, she thought of an inhuman way.

"Inhuman..."

"There is a limit to a person's life. Even if he is a success in Taoism, he will not live for hundreds of years. However, non-human things often have a longer life, and the creation of heaven and earth, yin and yang, etc. are immortal since the opening of heaven and earth. Since she thought of this, she studied it carefully. Finally, she created me in that lifeless life.

"She is really amazing..." The woman said quietly.

"Hey hey." The beast god smiled faintly and said, "Yes! She is really a great woman. Since I came to this world, the first time I woke up, I saw her. Then I don't know how many years have passed, she is the only one in my world. Slowly, I began to take shape, and because my essence was born from the anger of heaven and earth. Since I had divine consciousness, I naturally began to absorb the anger around me and gradually became stronger.

"It's just that she seemed to be a little uneasy. Looking at my eyes, she was no longer so kind. When my strength finally began to compete with her, she never smiled at me again after that day."

"I was very confused at that time. I didn't know what it was for. In fact, I don't know why my strength grew so fast, but what's the meaning of power to me! I just want to be with her... I just want to be with her."

"You can tell her, won't she know?" The woman couldn't help saying.

"I said it and said it many times. Now that I think about it, it's probably the same as the child acting coquettishly to his mother!" The beast god smiled faintly at the corners of his mouth, but disappeared again. "But she never believed it!"

The woman was silent. She didn't speak for a long time, and the beast god was also silent, as if immersed in memories.

The flame is still burning in the brazier, shaking gently in mid-air, as if breathing.

Time seems to have stopped in this dark place, listen and listen!

The past years are the ice that solidifies the memory, melts bit by bit, and then slowly disappears.

Who can save it?

Is it you or me? Or we are actually all, people who breathe and run in the time, but after all, they can't catch up with time. They gradually grow old and disappear into the shadow...

"Finally, one day, I no longer want to stay in the room with only her. I want to go out and have a look. That day, she left for a long time and never came back. I broke her prohibition, opened the door of her room, and came out.

"There are many, many, many people... But when everyone sees me, they are screaming in horror and running for their lives. Somehow, I began to panic at that time, and then I was angry. Finally, I felt a sense of anger rushing up in my heart. It was at this time that more than a dozen soldiers who heard the news began to kill me. I retreated while fighting. I didn't want to fight with them. I regret it. I just want to be with my exquisite. I just want to take a look..."

"I said desperately, desperate explanation, but no one listened until I killed the first person by mistake..."

A long silence.

"The young soldier fell down in my hand, slowly lowered his head, and bright red blood flowed out of his body. I was stunned, and the others were also stunned, and then they rushed more fiercely. In their shouts, I clearly heard crying in the distance. It was the soldier's relatives crying! I don't know, but from the first time I saw the blood, my body has changed. The murderous desire wrapped around me like crazy. I didn't want to kill, but I couldn't control it, so I did it. I killed someone.

"I killed a lot of people, a lot of people..." The beast god lowered his head, but his voice continued.

"I stood in a pool of blood. I don't know how long I stood, and slowly woke up. Then, I saw Linglong coming back in the distance, surrounded by countless people. She looked at me without blinking, and her face was pale. I don't know why. I'm scared. I think I'm really wrong, but I don't know. I really don't know what I did wrong..."

"Then, Linglong did it, and she did it to me in person. I don't want to fight back. I want to explain to her. I want to tell her that I will never dare to come out again. As long as I stay in that room and stay with her alone from now on, I will be satisfied. In this case, I have said it countless times, but she didn't listen to it once.

"Her witchcraft is not comparable to those ordinary warriors. Soon my body was beaten with holes. However, every time these wounds were injured, it would suck the anger around it and recover. Even I felt that every time Linglong hit me, my strength grew faster. Finally, Linglong also found this. Her face was as gray, as if she were desperate.

The beast god was still smiling and recalling, but only on his face, after all, there was a little more pain: "I slowly began to feel that Linglong really hated me. She was crazy and used all kinds of witchcraft to deal with me. Although my body was immortal, my heart was really uncomfortable, so later, I ran away by myself. . And on the way to escape, everyone I met was scared by me. It was not until later that I knew that what I looked like at that time was really scary in the eyes of ordinary people.

He gently patted the beast lying beside him and said, "I looked much worse than it at that time."

"After leaving Linglong, I escaped into 100,000 mountains. Soon after, I found this cave and temporarily lived here. But I want to go back. I'm wholehearted. In fact, I just want to be with Linglong. So I finally went back, but it was this magic circle that greeted me.

The flame in the brazier made a crackling sound, as if responding to the words of the beast god.

"I never thought that there could be such a terrible power in the world. Linglong used the power of the mysterious fire to set up the eight fierce mysterious fire array and summoned the eight wild fire dragons. Under the flame that burned everything in the world, even if I was an immortal body, I was also greatly damaged by the burning vitality and the body was destroyed."

"I tried my life to tell Linglong that I didn't want to do anything else. I just wanted to be with her, but she didn't seem to listen at all and wanted to burn me to death. Finally, I fled and fled back to the cave. I don't know why Linglong did this to me, but I'm not reconciled. I really want to be with her.

"After returning here, with the help of the unique fierceness of the world here, I replied quickly. Just when I was going to find her quietly again, she had already chased her. She chased seven so-called warriors to this ancient cave, came in in person and found me.

"I'm not surprised, because she created it. If someone in the world can deal with me and understand me, who else is there besides her? But I really don't understand why she did this to me. I said so much to her. Why didn't she listen to me at all? But this time, Linglong actually answered me. She said that in fact, everything was her fault, and it was her big mistake to create a monster like me. Because I am born from the anger of heaven and earth, and I am born with the opportunity to kill. If I live in this world, I am afraid that the world will be doomed.

"I desperately explained to her that I won't. I just want to be with her, and I don't want to do anything else. But she just smiled bleakly and said that she believed me. In fact, she was not willing to be with me, but... What if she died?

In the ancient cave, in the distance, it seems that someone is sighing in the dark. For the scene thousands of years ago, I don't know the tears that fell in those years, but does anyone still remember it?

"I was stunned and my heart was blank. I knew that I was immortal, but I never thought that Linglong would die. I still remember it so clearly that tears fell from Linglong's pale smile. Then, she once again launched the eight fierce mysterious fire array, trapped me in it, and burned my body again, but she couldn't destroy the essence of the anger I turned into after all.

"After the magic array, she has also lost her vitality, but I was created by her. In the flames, I still asked her, why did you do this to me..."

"This time, she didn't say anything."

"She put the magic array in this ancient cave, restrained me, and burned it day and night. As long as my anger recovered a little, the blazing flame would burn that little anger. Finally, she looked at me in a sway and suddenly asked me if I had any other wishes?

The Beast God smiled in a low voice and said, "Wish, what can I have? All my wish is to be with her. So I asked her, why can't I be with her? Linglong lowered her head and said slowly, because I'm not a human or even a creature, I'm doomed that we can't be together.

"In the flames, I said to her loudly: Then you, let me be a man!"

His tone was suddenly high, and he suddenly looked up and shouted loudly at the dome of the cave.

"Let me be a man! ..."

"Boom", the four walls shook together, and the rocks fell one after another. The sound was like a drum, deafening.

In the flying dust, the beast god slowly lowered his head.

"What happened later?" The woman in the dark said.

"... She seemed to be stunned. After a long time, she didn't move. I endured the pain of burning in flames, and I was disillusioned. However, she suddenly stood up, stopped the magic circle, and walked to me. I looked at her and didn't know what she wanted to do.

"She was low and said to me that she was sorry for me. Then, she..." At this point, the voice of the beast god suddenly began to tremble slightly. "She began to recite a long magic spell, slowly pulled out the knife, and then began to... cut it to herself one knife at a time..."

"What?" The woman in the dark exclaimed.

"I'm also stunned. No, I'm scared. I'm really stupid. I don't know what she's doing. Slowly, Linglong built a body skeleton on the ground with her own flesh and blood, and even her own white bones. Then, she put me on the skeleton. As her spell became more and more urgent, I gradually integrated into this body, and even my consciousness began to blur slowly.

"I heard her voice getting lower and lower, but she was still telling me that this is the last thing she can do for me. In the future, as long as someone finds five sacred artifacts and puts them in this skeleton, I can die and come back to life. But after rejuvection, although the demon power is still there, the body is already a The immortal body."

"She said that she was single-minded in the pursuit of immortality, offended the way of heaven, and created a monster like me, but she had an incoherent feeling, which was even more wrong; and because of me, she killed countless lives, which made the world more havoc. And she hurt me with her own hands, but again... Speaking of which, she didn't say anything more, and my consciousness was about to disappear. In a trance, I only heard her say at the end: I will always be with you..."

I have never understood this sentence.

Until I, thousands of years later, came back to life and stood at the mouth of the ancient cave again.

That one was blown by the wind, frost, rain and snow, and sharpened by the sun and the sun and the moon, but still stared deeply at the portrait in the depths of the ancient cave.

I hugged her.

I see.