Chapter 64 As a last resort

Chu Si, who fell on the sofa, walked to the bedroom. He sat by the bed and stretched out his right hand to touch Mu Qiyue's face.

"Yue'er, I'm leaving deeply." Chu Siri looked at the sleeping Mu Qiyue and said.

"..." Mu Qiyue opened her eyes and looked at Chu Si Ri as if she was surprised to see that he pretended to be asleep.

"Yueer, I know what you're thinking, but can you believe me?" Chu Sri looked at Mu Qiyue with doting eyes.

"I believe it, but..."

"Yueer, no one can stop us."

"Sri, maybe this is really wrong."

"Do you regret it?" Chu Suri's voice trembled imperceptably.

Mu Qiyue shook her head, "I don't regret it."

"That..."

"Sri, can you really accept everyone's responsibilities behind it?"

"I can." Chu Si Ri is very firm.

"Seri, this is not something I can solve. Can you really not care when you really hear other people's gossip?" Mu Qiyue sat up.

"I..." Chu Si-ri was about to answer, but Mu Qiyue put her finger on Chu Si-il's lips.

"Don't make such a promise, Si Ri, it's better not to promise than to break your promise."

"How do you know that I will lose my faith, Yueer, why do you still doubt my heart?"

"No, Si Ri, I'm not doubting you, I'm just, I'm just... Si Ri, there are always his variables in the future. I don't want you, but most of my hope, but later..." Mu Qiyue didn't go on.

"In the end, you still don't trust me!" Chu Si Ri felt a little uncomfortable.

"No, I believe in you, but I don't believe in time."

"Yue'er, it's so difficult for us to be together, and the elders are about to agree with us, you..."

"Have they just agreed that it is useful? How will so many people treat us if they know that I am gay!" Mu Qiyue was a little excited.

"Is other people's opinions so important to you?" Chu Si Ri is also a little angry.

"Isn't it important! Si Ri, how can we only care about ourselves if we want to survive in this society!"

"I don't care! I just want to be with you!"

"Think about it now, what about the future! Can you guarantee that you will love me for the rest of your life!"

"I guarantee..."

"Sri, don't lie. Who can love someone all his life?"

"I!"

"Sri, don't be silly..."

"Why can't you trust me!" Chu Si Ri is a little crazy.

"I don't trust myself, Si Ri. Maybe you will fall in love with a beautiful woman in the future, marry her, and have a lovely child."

"These are all possible! Now I just want you!"

"Sri..." Mu Qiyue didn't know how to express his feelings. He loved Chu Si Ri, but he couldn't be with Chu Si Ri all the time, because he was afraid that time would change everything. If more and more people despise them, what will Chu Si Ri do? Mu Qiyue seemed to see the picture of Chu Si Ri abandoning him. He was afraid of what would happen in the future.

"Yueer, you..."

"Stop it, stop it..." Mu Qiyue didn't want to listen. He was afraid that his determination would change after he finally made up his mind.

"Mu Qiyue, what do you want!" Chu Siri was sad, and his tone became bad.

"I don't know, I don't know." Mu Qiyue didn't dare to say the word separation. He was afraid of his heartache, and he was even more afraid of Chu Suri's heartache. But separation is the best for Chu Si's day, Mu Qiyue thought so.

"Do you want to be separated from me?" Chu Suri's words suddenly became cautious, as if he was afraid of breaking something.

"I..." Mu Qiyue hugged her legs and looked at Chu Si Ri's tears.

"Yue'er, I was wrong. I shouldn't have yelled at you just now. Forgive me, forgive me." Chu Siri saw Mu Qiyue's eyes and knew Mu Qiyue's thoughts. He chose not to believe it, but hugged Mu Qiyue and apologized over and over again.

"Sri, I..."

"I don't listen. We will always be together."

"Sri..."

"Don't say it, I don't listen..." Chu Si held Mu Qiyue uneasily.

"Chu Si Day! Let's break up!" Mu Qiyue roared loudly, and tears couldn't stop pouring out of her eyes.

"..." Chu Siri hugged Mu Qiyue tightly and pretended not to hear anything.

Mu Qiyue shed tears, pushed Chu Suri away cruelly and walked out of the door. Mu Qiyue didn't take anything with him, just like he didn't take anything when he came. Mu Qiyue left the small house where he and Chu Suri had only lived for a few days without looking back.

Chu Si-il has been maintaining the action of being pushed away by Mu Qiyue after Mu Qiyue left. His eyes were unfocused, like a soulless doll, sitting by the bedside in a daze.

A slow tear flowed out of Chu Siri's godless eyes and fell on the back of his hand holding the sheet tightly.

They broke up, but are they sad when they love each other deeply?

"Yueer, if our side is a woman, will you still pay attention to me?" Such a sentence suddenly flashed in Chu Siri's mind. Thinking of it, the corners of Chu Siri's mouth moved, as if he were smiling and wrying bitterly. How could I ask such a stupid question? Chu Suri laughed at himself. He flattened himself in the ** where he once slept with Mu Qiyue. He felt the gradually dissipating temperature left by Mu Qiyue and fell into a state of emptiness. This is a measure of the human body's self-protection. Under extreme sadness, people choose to escape and isolate the outside world. This is the case with Chu Si Ri.

Mu Qiyue, who ran all the way, did not set a direction for herself, but ran all the way, consuming all his physical strength and running to his heart's content. The wind around dried the tears left by Mu Qiyue.

Mu Qiyue vented the pain while running, but when he fell to the ground with his physical overdraft, the painful feeling returned to Mu Qiyue.

Mu Qiyue chose to break up, but she felt very painful. He knew that this was the end of the two, but his heart would still twitch. The violent gasp and the sweet smell of the throat made Mu Qiyue, who fell to the ground, seem to be a little better. She replaced her physical pain with spiritual grief. Although it was cruel, it was still effective.

"Dad, Mom, I'm back." Mu Qiyue returned to the small tent on the construction site exhausted.

"Pray for the moon?" Qiyue's mother was overjoyed.

"You still have the face to come back!" Qi Yue's father said something sarcastic, but his expression was a little relieved.

"..." Mu Qiyue didn't want to say anything more, but fell on the floor.

"Pray for the moon, what's wrong? Did that boy bully you?" Qiyue's mother came to Mu Qiyue's side and checked his wounds.

"No." Mu Qiyue said sullenly, and there was no bullying in his voice, as if he had lost his human touch.

"That's good, that's good." Qi Yue's mother was a little happy. Maybe it was the joy of seeing her son's peace.

"What's good? Don't come back if you don't break up with that boy!"

"His father, Qiyue just came back to you..." Qiyue's mother quickly pulled Qiyue's father and asked him to say less. She didn't want her son to be expelled as soon as he came back.

"We are separated." Mu Qiyue thought he could calmly tell Qiyue's father and Qiyue's mother about this matter, but when he said it, his voice trembled and there was a suppressed cry.

"Is he sorry for you?" Qi Yue's mother couldn't help but be angry when she heard her son's grievances.

"I killed that boy." Qi Yue's father wants to rush out and beat people.

"No."

"How come..." Qi Yue's mother patted Mu Qiyue on the back.

"Why do you ask so clearly! It's a good thing to share!" Qiyue's father was happy to hear the news that Chu Siri and Mu Qiyue were separated. No matter what the reason is, as long as they are not together, Qiyue's father doesn't care.

"..." Mu Qiyue was not talking, and Qiyue's father and Qiyue's mother did not know how to express their views.

"Qi Yue, go to bed, it's all right when you sleep, ah..." Qi Yue's mother patted Mu Qiyue on the back.

Qi Yue's father didn't say anything more. Anyway, what he expected most happened.

It was night. Mu Qiyue's family of three did not make a sound. Qiyue's father slept peacefully and raised the corners of his mouth in his sleep. How could Qiyue's mother frown and fall asleep? Her hands have never left Mu Qiyue's back. Mu Qiyue seemed to be asleep, but the pillow towel was wet, shining through the moonlight. You can see a faint light in the corners of Mu Qiyue's eyes.

Chu Si Ri has been empty in his small home with Mu Qiyue, so that Shen Shen has been asking about the haggard Mu Qiyue and the situation of Chu Si Ri at school for several days. And Mu Qiyue just shook his head.

Shen Shen found that Mu Qiyue had become very strange from the beginning of class, with no smile on his face or even saying a word. Shen Shen also found that Chu Si Ri became more strange. He didn't answer the phone, and even the phone to Grandma Si Ri didn't ring, as if he had disappeared.

Ten days later, Wei Tian appeared beside Chu Sri and took him to the hospital. Fortunately, Wei Tian appeared and did not let Chu S Ri starve to death.

"There is no way to save it later." The doctor said to Wei Tian like this, and Wei Tian breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he felt something was wrong to visit Chu Sri, otherwise... Wei Tian didn't dare to think about the consequences.

I have to say that Chu Siri's vitality is really tenacious, and he automatically woke up after the doctor gave him a nutritional bottle.

"Brother Chu?" Wei Tian shouted with some happiness when he saw Chu Siri's open eyes.

"..." Chu Si Ri looked at Wei Tian and slowly blinked his eyes to show that he knew that Chu Si Ri was too weak or he didn't want to open his mouth. In short, no matter what Wei Tian said to him, he just blinked. Wei Tian made a fuss and called the doctor to see if there was anything wrong with Chu Si Ri.

"Is it a language barrier?" Wei Tian asked anxiously.

"He is normal!" Hungry out of the language barrier, you can think of it, and the doctor complained silently.

Hearing the doctor's words, Wei Tian put down the stone in his heart. What just worries him is why Brother Chu looks frustrated, why he doesn't want to talk, and why he always looks out of the window! There are many reasons why Weitian wants to know. He won't get depression, right? Wei Tian is worried.

"By the way, where is your sister-in-law?" Wei Tian frowned, as if he thought of something and frowned more tightly, "Brother Chu, does this have anything to do with my sister-in-law?" Wei Tian is not calm anymore.

"They are both two children. Why are they so... so exaggerated!" Wei Tian is puzzled again.

No one could tell Wei Tian the answer, because both of them became taciturn at that time.

The love between men seems to be more fragile than the love of ordinary people.