Chapter 143 Split
"Now, do you still want to divorce?" Lei Shaochen held the woman in his arms and muttered softly.
What answered him was a burst of silence. She still lay on his chest and gasped slightly. The flush on her face was as bright as a gouache blush, reflecting the sweat next to her temple, rendering the smell of a girl.
She is beautiful. However, compared with her before, there was a little more dull breath. It was this dull breath that made his heart involuntarily tighten, and he always felt a sense of alienation between her and him.
He is afraid that he can't catch her.
Thinking about this, her hands involuntarily tightened, as if to rub her into his confinement and become a part of his body. In this way, perhaps, she could completely belong to him.
When she felt his tightening, she unconsciously moved to keep a distance from him. Such an ambiguous posture made her feel uneasy. Maybe she should confess everything to him, but how to say those words so that it won't make everyone feel abrupt? Just now, he should have severely refused him. Now that he has said these words, he should dislike that he has defiled him, right?
Maybe, don't say anything, it's easy to get together and break up.
"We won't see each other again."
"Wait and follow me back to the hospital."
Two people spoke at the same time, but then silenced at the same time.
Lei Shaochen's eyes are full of anger, and this woman just wants to leave him all day! Did she really fall in love with Taylor? Damn woman, did she change her mind after two months of leaving? Has she been as happy under Taylor as she was just now? Hold his neck tightly with your hands, gasping/groaning?
Jingyi carefully raised her eyes and looked into his depths, but her eyes unconsciously flashed a little.
"What? Do you feel guilty?" His extremely sarcastic tone reached her eardrums, which made a loud "boom, boom" in her ears. This feeling of tension almost made her faint.
But her silence made him more irritable. He began to squeeze her chin with his hand and stared at her fiercely, as if to see through her.
"I still think my performance just now is not as good as Taylor's?"
"No, it's not like this..."
"What's that like?"
"Don't do this..." Jingyi had almost no way to face his questioning. She shook her head excitedly and cried, "Please let me leave. Don't do this again, don't..."
"Then you go! Go back to him and get out of here!" Lei Shaochen pointed out the door and shouted!
"Okay, I'll go." She responded with trembling lips, restraining her slightly shaking body, covering her body with a quilt, picking up the clothes on the ground and leaving.
Looking at her stubborn but isolated figure, he wanted to stop her, but there was another voice in his heart trying to resist. Until her figure disappeared from the bedroom... His clenched fist fell heavily on the bedside cabinet, making a heavy muffled sound.
Dressed in a panic, she almost fled. Finally, he knew about it, didn't he? I no longer have to bother to think about how to tell him. I should be relieved, but why is my heart so painful, like being hit by something, so depressed that I can't breathe.
Walking on the bustling roadside, let tears flow...
The deepest heart is left with bitterness.
If you love someone, there is only despair.
can't get the same response, and the feelings will never be in the same place.
That heart with nowhere to rest, scattered and lonely.
Just because of you, I want to quit my life from now on.
When the tears that flow freely dry up, we will never see each other again.
This is her decision. She didn't know how long she had walked. It was not until she was tired that she found that she had come to her father's hospital and gently opened the door of the ward. Unexpectedly, she accidentally saw Aunt Chen Qing and Hu Linglong.
She was stunned for a moment.
It was Aunt Chen Qing who reacted and came to take her hand and walked into the ward. She pointed to Hu Linglong enthusiastically and said, "Jingyi, this is your biological mother. Call me mother."
Jingyi looked at her smiling face and Chen Qing's expectant eyes so lightly, and finally she smiled gently: "My mother died when I was three years old."
Originally, she thought she could accept this fact and even traveled thousands of miles to the United States to rescue her, but when this moment finally came, her heart stubbornly resisted.
Why did she have to weave a lie to deceive her and her father and pretend to die at such a young age? Is this a fun game?
Now that she has grown up and doesn't need her mother anymore, what does her existence mean to her?
"Jingyi, don't lose your temper. Your mother is worried about you during your disappearance." Aunt Chen Qing was anxious to explain for Hu Linglong.
"So what? I will disappear because of her! Aunt Chen, don't say any more. My only mother in the future is you. When my father wakes up and you have a wedding, I will call you mother. Jingyi said angrily.
"Jingyi, she is always your biological mother. Blood is thicker than water, which can't be separated from anything." Chen Qing said that her eyes finally became wet. She has always been the mother of the child, the woman of this man. Although so many years have passed, when she saw Hu Linglong appear in front of her, she had little confidence to stay with Chen Yitang.
She is so gentle and charming than any woman. No wonder Yi Tang has been unable to forget her and misses her.
He always thought that she was dead and believed so much, so she condoned his thoughts and acquiesced in him to sit in her grave all day on her death every year. That's because she knows that the dead can never compete with her.
He misses her only one day a year. However, when Hu Linglong appeared alive in the ward and took care of Yi Tang like a wife, she suddenly felt that she was the superfluous person, which almost knocked her down. However, Hu Linglong was as gentle as a lady. She not only softly assured her that she would leave when Yi Tang woke up, but also vowed that it was no longer possible between them.
Chen Qing can only smile bitterly. If it is impossible, there is no need to pester.
So, she saw through everything. Since she is a family, why should she hinder others? Hu Linglong and Jingyi will recognize each other sooner or later.
"Quiet, obedient." Chen Qing wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Hu Linglong: "Sister Chen Qing, leave it to her. I'm sorry for her first and didn't fulfill my duty as a mother."
"Well, as long as you know! Then, please get out of here. I don't need you here. It's enough for Aunt Chen and me.
"Okay, okay, I'll leave. Don't be angry." Hu Linglong suddenly accepted it, then said goodbye to Chen Qing and left the ward in this way.
Jingyi didn't expect that she would agree so simply. It turned out that some feelings were not as strong as you thought. She just disbanded and separated in a soft sentence, as if she had never had it before.
At this moment, her heart hurt even more.
In an instant, all the feelings she thought were the best collapsed.
"Aunt Chen, I won't let her take away from her father. We are a family and a family forever." Jingyi leaned in Chen Qing's arms and muttered.
"Stupid child." With a soft sentence, both of them burst into tears.