Chapter 15 Cheer up
"Is she suffering from depression?"
While paying attention to the statue-like woman in the yard, Gao Minghui crossed the threshold and entered the kitchen, whispering to Huo Guanyu, who was cutting vegetables with a knife.
After returning by the river that day, Ning Xue repeated the silence of some time ago. Fortunately, she didn't make any more crazy acts of self-harm. However, Gao Minghui, who likes her with a smile, is not used to it. He always thinks about how to change her back to her old appearance, but so far, he has not achieved any success.
Compared with the slightly impatient Gao Minghui, Huo Guanyu is much calmer. He has seen many depressed aspects of Ning Xue, and naturally he is a little used to it. However, this time, he did feel a lot of shock.
He can still recall the time when he and Ning Xue met.
That was the first time when Ning Xue participated in the root carving competition. When the players were about to enter that day, Ning Xue was still wandering anxiously at the gate of the stadium.
Because he got up a little late, Huo Guanyu, who hurried to participate in the competition, saw a beautiful woman wandering there. He didn't like to talk to girls, but he ran up to greet her.
I don't know if he is very approachable? Ning Xue didn't reject him and chatted with him very happily. After that competition, Ning Xue became his good friend.
After years of getting along with him, he found that Ning Xue was not naturally sentimental. She was just more old-fashioned. Perhaps in her mind, Mu Tingfei is just a dream she once chased, and Yu Zhanpeng is her real life. However, this reality is too cruel.
Looking at the quiet and crazy Ning Xue in the yard through Gao Minghui, Huo Guanyu sighed heavily. When will Ning Xue's decadent situation come to an end?
"What are you in a daze? I'm asking you!"
After waiting for a long time for Huo Guanyu's reaction, Gao Minghui pushed him impatiently. This guy won't be influenced by Ning Xue and become stupid, will he?
"Oh."
Huo Guanyu shouted softly, stopped the dish he was cutting in his hand, picked up his left hand, and looked at Gao Minghui complainingly.
"Why is it bleeding?"
Gao Minghui has not reacted for a moment.
"The hand was cut."
Huo Guanyu endured the pain and blew the wound and said. This winter is very cold, and it will hurt even more if you hurt your hand again, but you will be met by him.
Only then did Gao Minghui understand that he had just pushed Huo Guanyu and let him get it. Smiling apologetically, he went back to the bedroom to find a Band-aid.
When he found out, he found that Huo Guanyu had already stood in front of Ning Xue with a kitchen knife.
"What are you doing?"
Ning Xue made a sound before Gao Minghui.
"I'm thinking, if I destroy my hand, can I feel your pain?"
Huo Guanyu held a knife in his left hand and stroked back and forth on his right wrist. When he saw his fingers bleeding just now, he suddenly thought of such an idea. Isn't she sad for her hand? Then, I will accompany her to suffer and recover with her!
"Are you crazy?"
Gao Minghui and Ning Xue shouted such a sentence almost at the same time. He also eats by his hands, and his right hand is destroyed. Isn't that sad again?
"Isn't it said that friends should share blessings when they are in trouble? Since Xiaoxue can't cross that barrier, as a friend, I should reach out and pull her. I work in the same industry as you. If I lose my hand, I will be the same as you.
Huo Guanyu's light smile was full of determination, and it seemed that nothing could change his decision.
His stupid appearance made Ning Xue's eyes turn red. She knew that if he went down with a knife, the pain would come like a tide. She has been overwhelmed by this pain, and she doesn't want Huo Guanyu to suffer the same pain as her.
"Guan Yu, stop it."
Gao Minghui rushed up with an arrow and held Huo Guanyu's hand holding the knife. If he hurts his hand, who will cook the meal in the future? He can watch and eat Chinese food, but he can't cook it.
Huo Guanyu raised his arm and hit Gao Minghui's heart. Gao Minghui was in pain and loosened his hand holding Huo Guanyu. Huo Guanyu took the opportunity to cut it down with a knife. Blood came out all of a moment.
"Guan Yu, don't do this!"
Seeing Yin Hong's blood, Ning Xue suddenly remembered her once bloody right hand. She still remembers how painfully she watched it turn into the current waste limb with blood? After that faint hope turned into great despair, it not only destroyed her body, but also destroyed her heart yearning for a better life. She fell into the abyss of pain, and most of the reason was because of this fact that she could not accept.
She can accept being cheated, because those things can be gradually forgotten over time. And her hands will only become more useless over time. Let her look at the hand that once painted a beautiful future and become it can only be used for decoration. The sadness in her heart is as big as a mountain, and the pain she endures has already overshadowed the tide.
Hearing Ning Xue's dissuasion, Huo Guanyu frowned and stopped cutting.
"Xiao Xue, Guan Yu just wants you to cheer up. Promise him! Otherwise, there will be another disabled person in the world. You still have a family to rely on, but Guan Yu is alone. Can you bear to see him depressed after that?
Thinking about Huo Guanyu's mind on the side, Gao Minghui, and seeing that Huo Guanyu's knife was about to be next to his wrist, he immediately said loudly to Ning Xue. He saw Ning Xue's little pain for Huo Guanyu. He believed that she, who was kind, would definitely stop Huo Guanyu's behavior.
Gao Minghui didn't see the wrong person. When Huo Guanyu was about to move, Ning Xue cried in a shrill voice. Don't do anything stupid! I'm not worth it."
"My godmother asked me to take good care of you, but you are like this now... I really don't know how to explain to her when I see her in the future?"
In addition to the righteousness of his friends, Huo Guanyu's face also has self-blame for Ning Xue's mother's failure to keep her promise. In fact, he also knows that his reason is far-fetched, but now, he has to gamble. He must pull this good friend out of the trough.
How can smart Ning Xue not know his purpose? However, she didn't think of how to get out of the pain? People can't just recall the misfortunes of the past! She has understood this truth for a long time, but she is not able to ignore the heavy pain.
Seeing that her heart had been shaken, Gao Minghui said loudly, "Everyone will encounter all kinds of misfortunes. Look, didn't I lose my brother? Guan Yu was even worse, and his parents cried. You don't have a right hand and a left hand! There are many people in this world who are born with incomplete limbs. Don't they want to live?
Gao Minghui's enlightened words made Ning Xue wake up a lot. That's right! There is no right hand and left hand. The right hand can do things with the left hand, but why can't the left hand replace the right hand? It's really useless to make yourself sad for so long! Mu Tingfei's 'betrayal' can be carried over, and this little thing must be able to survive.
Like the sunshine, Ning Xue's eyebrows eased. She is not a very calculating person, and she doesn't like this dead look. After these unlucky things happened, she has long accepted her fate. She just thought that now there is a home that she can't go back and a husband who doesn't want to talk to him anymore. With a set of superb carving technology that will seal the bottom of her heart, she is so decadent and heartbroke.
Looking at the kitchen knife held by Huo Guanyu, she smiled and said, "I haven't seen this suffocated play. Why don't you find something to stop the bleeding?"
Taking the kitchen knife in his hand, Ning Xue went into the kitchen. After tossing around all morning, I have been hungry for a long time.
"If you had known this trick would work, you should have used it earlier."
Gao Minghui's mood suddenly became very good. This woman is really a little elusive. The day before, I saw her pessimistic and world-weary, and this moment suddenly saw her smile. I didn't expect it to change so fast.
"Earen? Do you think you don't take risks? If she hadn't made up her mind to cheer up, I would really cut off my hand muscles and share difficulties with her! However, it really hurts to cut a cut in my hand!"
Although he was protesting, Huo Guanyu was still a little gratified. Ning Xue can change her attitude towards life, and it is not in vain about his unexpected thoughts just now. Her sad days have been so long that it's time to end.
In the following days, Ning Xue really followed Huo Guanyu and Gao Minghui to start the recovery movement of her right hand. Her positive attitude was completely different from Yun Haisi's emotions in previous days.
To the surprise of the two men, she really consciously began to use her left hand.