107, one kind of lovesickness, two thoughts
Just as Su Nuannuan beat her chest with regret, Duan Chengyu came again and took a notebook in her hand this time! Then he sat down on the sofa not far from Su Nuannuan and opened his notebook.
"It turns out that he went to get his precious notebook. I'm measuring the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain!" Su Nuannuan felt ashamed that she had just misunderstood Duan Chengyu in her heart.
Looking at Duan Chengyu staring at the computer, Su Nuannuan suddenly felt that this time was back five years ago. After the Nie Yingqi incident, Duan Chengyu relied on his room because he was worried about himself.
Su Nuannuan lay in ** for a while, her thoughts drifted away, and did not disturb Duan Chengyu again, because she now knows his working habits.
Thinking about **, Su Nuannuan actually slept again. In her confusion, she seemed to hear Wu Xintian's voice. She opened her eyes and saw that it was Wu Xintian standing in front of her bed.
"Nuannuan, are you awake?" Wu Xintian made a grimace at Su Nuannuan, "This Chengyu's bed is different. You fall asleep as soon as you lie down."
Su Nuannuan heard Wu Xintian say this and quickly glanced around.
"Don't look. He went out and said he would come back in a moment." Wu Xintian pouted, "Su Nuannuan, do you have so no confidence in me? I don't know what to say yet. It's a pity that we have been fine for so many years!"
"Okay, I'm wrong. Am I wrong?" Su Nuannuan showed a very sweet smile to Wu Xintian.
"Don't laugh, don't laugh, leave your smile to Mr. Duan. Don't confuse me here! I don't like yours!" Wu Xintian turned her face away.
"Okay, I've apologized to you, and Luo Suo is still like this. I really don't know what Zhang Han has!" Su Nuannuan's injury is almost healed, and now she is also in the mood to be stubborn with Wu Xintian...
"Ok, okay, I won't tell you this. It's time for lunch. Duan Chengyu went down to help you with your meal. You are now treated as a queen. Tut, you can brew some feelings with him first. When you are healed and try to deal with him, you will save a long night dream. If you still can't handle it, you can call back home and don't think about it anymore.
"Well, bless me." Su Nuannuan said with a smile.
"Blessings are certain. The key is you. You should mention your happy days together with him at the right time, first review the old dream, and then lead the old dream to the present." Wu Xintian was like a tutor, teaching Su Nuannuan little by little. When she was about to talk, she heard a slight opening sound and quickly changed the topic. "Nuannuan, you can take good care of recuperation. The doctor said that the wound can't go into the water, otherwise it will be infected."
As Duan Chengyu came in with a tray, Wu Xintian turned around and smiled at Duan Chengyu: "Mr. Duan, please take care of Nuannuan. I have something to do in my store. I have to go first."
Duan Chengyu nodded slightly and gently put the tray on the desk.
"Nuannuan, I'm leaving. I'll come to see you when I'm free. Call me when you're bored." Wu Xintian made a phone call gesture and blinked at Su Nuannuan while Duan Chengyu lowered his head and went out.
Duan Chengyu took a larger bowl, filled some rice, added some dishes, and sent it to Su Nuannuan.
"I can't get the soup." Su Nuannuan has been in the hospital for the past two days, getting up and sitting at the table to eat, but she is not willing to do so here.
"You hurt your left hand." Duan Chengyu looked at Su Nuannuan's intact right hand and frowned.
"If my body moves too much, my chest will hurt. It's so troublesome to eat, or I won't eat it. Su Nuannuan looked pitiful.
When Duan Chengyu heard this, his heart tightened, put down the bowl, carefully picked up Su Nuannuan, then took a soft pillow against her back, helped her adjust to the most comfortable position, and then sat down on the edge of her bed, picked up the bowl, picked up some rice with vegetables, and sent it to her mouth.
Su Nuannuan, who slowly opened her mouth and swallowed this soup of rice, chewed slowly, looking straight at Duan Chengyu who couldn't see any expression on his face, and there was an unspeakable feeling in her heart.
In one bite, Duan Chengyu fed it very carefully, and Su Nuannuan also ate very carefully.
When she ate the last mouthful of rice, Su Nuannuan did not continue the action just now.
"Hmm?" Duan Chengyu raised his eyebrows slightly and looked at her with inquiring eyes.
"I remember when you fed me food." Su Nuannuan looked at him with fiery eyes, and she was really filled with a feeling of emotion at this time.
Duan Chengyu's eyes swept a trace of tenderness, but it quickly faded away. He put the soup back into the bowl and was about to get up.
Su Nuan leaned forward and suddenly hugged him.
Duan Chengyu looked at Su Nuannuan who suddenly came forward and quickly moved the bowl between the two to avoid clucking her, but did not avoid her hug.
"Do you know? For those five years, I have been thinking about the days when we used to be together, but I dare not think about it. Do you understand my inner entanglement and pain? When I know the truth of that incident, do you know how much I hate myself in my heart? Withleration of the pain from his chest, Su Nuannuan refused to let go of Duan Chengyu's body.
"I know I hurt you, and I can't blame you if you don't forgive me, but do you know? While hurting you, am I hurting myself? I know I'm wrong now. Why don't you give me a chance to repent? Two lines of tears fell from Su Nuannuan's cheeks.
"You hate me, you can scold me or even beat me, but please don't ignore me like this! Do you know how uncomfortable my heart is every time I look at you with other women? You used to take my feelings into account. Why do you ignore me now? Do I really have no place in your heart?"
Su Nuannuan grabbed Duan Chengyu's clothes tightly with one hand. Thinking of the bits and pieces of the past and her current embarrassment, she became more and more excited.
Duan Chengyu listened to Su Nuannuan say so much, but gently pushed her away with one hand and said in a low voice, "Be careful of your injury."
"What is the injury on the body? The wound in the heart is the wound!" Now is the time for the wound to heal. Su Nuannuan refused to force her for fear of breaking through the cracks in the wound, so she slowly relaxed, but the tears on her face were still there, and her tone was still so aggrieved.
"Would you like to eat a little more?" Duan Chengyu no longer looked at her, as if he hadn't heard what she said before.
"I won't eat it." Looking at Duan Chengyu's indifferent appearance, Su Nuannuan felt very boring, as if she had just felt it, but in his eyes, it seemed that she was performing a joke. With a little anger, she slowly pulled off the pillow and wanted to lie down.
Duan Chengyu put down the bowl, gently picked her up, flattened her, then covered the quilt, got up, picked up the unfinished food and walked out.
Why didn't he react at all? This should not be his performance!
Does what I just said make him feel fake? I have true feelings!
Su Nuannuan is a little depressed. Is her previous feelings wrong?
Does he really have no place in his heart?
Impossible!
Or does he really hate himself too much to cross that hurdle in the bottom of his heart?
Su Nuannuan sighed.
Because of those past events, he has hated himself for so many years. Has he been fine over the years? How can he suffer less in his heart than him?
What on earth do you want me to do before you forgive me? Or is it impossible for us to go back to the past?
At this point, Su Nuannuan's heart was deeply stung.
All things will win the sky!
Never give up until the last moment.
Su Nuannuan insists, come on.
She encouraged herself again in her heart.
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At this time, Duan Chengyu was sitting alone at the square table in the dining room and slowly eating the food on the table.
At first glance, he behaved elegantly. Only when you take a closer look can you see his locked eyebrows.
No matter how he disguised, his heart could not deny that he was touched by Su Nuannuan's words.
For so many years, he has indeed hated her, but he misses her all the time.
Now when Su Nuannuan repeatedly changed her way and hoped to return to him, why did he retreat instead?
Indeed, he still can't let go of the blame for her in those years. Although he wandered in his heart, he even wanted to take her to his side like this several times!
However, is she really the innocent girl who really loved him in the past?
Not to mention that she used various means to seduce him, and not to mention how she fooled Yan Ruoyan, just to what extent she and Gao Qun have reached in the next five years?
Since Su Nuannuan's accident, Gao Qun has been busy, and he saw Su Nuannuan's casualness and relaxation in front of Gao Qun when he was most in need of help in the hospital. He really can't believe that there will be no feelings between her and Gao Qun?
Thinking of the scene where she seduced him in the car a few days ago, can't the seemingly skillful action prove the intimacy between her and the high group?
Regarding Gao Qun's deep feelings for Su Nuannuan, Duan Chengyu can absolutely imagine it, and he also knows that it is no less than his love for her in those years.
Since their relationship is so close, she still insists on coming back to find herself. In addition to making up for the guilt, what other reason can she find?
If she really loved herself, she shouldn't have come back now. She should have come back a few years ago.
Duan Chengyu's heart surged with layers of waves. When he experienced disappointment again and again and was completely disappointed, she came back. Is it too late?
Duan Chengyu thought about these entangled words a hundred times in his heart, and today he turned them out again, which seemed to make him feel very sober again...
(My God, I actually wrote this chapter five or six times, but I'm still not satisfied with it. It's a serious change!!! 5555 hopes to express what I want to express.
In addition, I don't know what happened during this period. I feel that my health is getting worse and worse. Sometimes I feel carsick. Probably since I started typing, I have rarely exercised. It's a bad habit to sit in front of the computer as soon as I have time. I hope you don't be lazy and bad for your health like me. Remember to exercise more.)