121, indecision

Duan Chengyu did not make a sound or open his eyes.

"Hey, hello!" Su Nuannuan grabbed Duan Chengyu's hand and pulled it vigorously, "Why don't you talk?"

"What did you say?" After a long time, Duan Chengyu slowly opened his eyes and made a cold sound.

Su Nuannuan was speechy for a moment. What did she say? Let him say something?

After adjusting his state slightly, Su Nuannuan paused, sat down beside Duan Chengyu, held his hand, looked at his eyes, and said seriously, "We should have a good talk."

Duan Chengyu's eyes fell on Su Nuannuan's hand, and he did not pull his hand back or make a sound.

"I remember that in the past, we used to sit together and talk like this." Su Nuannuan's eyes were filled with a faint fog, "I know that I was too capricious in the past. I'm not good. I know that I hurt you a lot in the past, but now I know I'm wrong. I don't know what method I can use to make up for my mistakes. Can you tell me? I will definitely try my best to do it."

The hand she held did not respond, which was expected by Su Nuannuan, but she still couldn't help feeling sad. Many years ago, as long as he was unhappy, he tried to coax himself. Now, even if he was so low, he was still indifferent.

"Why don't you talk? You are talking! You hate me and say it. If you hate me, you say it. If you hate me, you also say it. Don't say anything like this! Can you tell me all the real thoughts in your heart? Don't let me always guess riddles like this! Do you know how sad I am like this? Do you know how sad I am?" Su Nuannuan thought about it and felt more and more aggrieved, and tears fell down.

Tears fell on the back of Duan Chengyu's hand held by Su Nuannuan, knocking on Duan Chengyu's heart.

"I don't hate you." Duan Chengyu looked at Su Nuannuan's full eyes and moved his hand slightly, but he didn't know why he didn't continue any more. He just said these four words word by word.

Only in such an atmosphere, Su Nuannuan stubbornly regarded these four words as a kind of perfunctory. She suddenly threw away Duan Chengyu's hand and lay on him and cried: "You don't even look at me and say you don't hate me!" I did something wrong and I am willing to take on my mistakes, but why don't you give me such a chance? Tell me, what do you want me to do to forgive me? Tell me! I hate other women flocking to you. I hate other women around you. I hate that you are so cold to me. I hate it. I hate it!"

"Why don't you believe that I really corrected my mistakes? Why don't you believe that I'm mature and no longer be as capricious as before? Why don't you believe that I really want to come back to you? Why don't you believe that my feelings for you are true? You obviously love me, why do you do this to me? If you do something wrong, do you have to pay for it with a lifetime of pain? Even if you want to repay it for a lifetime, you should give me this opportunity! But you just rejected me thousands of miles away! Do you know how disgusting you are doing this?"

"In order to get your forgiveness, I have done so many ridiculous and stupid things that make me laugh at others. You also watch, laugh and ignore me from afar like all people who read jokes. Don't you think this is cruel to me?"

The more Su Nuannuan said, the more excited she became. The tears like springs could no longer be stopped. She dyed Duan Chengyu's chest wet and suddenly raised her tears, but she did not look at Duan Chengyu's heartfelt and concern. The two lines of tears slipped down again, along her cheeks, and finally The next drop was on Duan Chengyu's skirt.

Bei's teeth made deep marks on his lips. Su Nuannuan looked at Duan Chengyu for a long time, but did not find the expression he wanted on his face. Finally, he was disappointed, so he got up and ran out to the door.

When Su Nuannuan quickly turned around, because of the sharp action, several drops of water-like things were thrown on Duan Chengyu's face, which suddenly shocked him and calmed down. Su Nuannuan's figure was gone.

Duan Chengyu suddenly got up, but did not step forward and slowly sat down again.

He needs to adjust his mentality well, let himself reintegrate into all this, and get along well with Su Nuannuan.

It takes a time process.

Just now, he was thinking about the conversation with Gao Qun yesterday.

Early yesterday morning, he left City A and received a phone call from Gao Qun on the way. Gao Qun proposed to talk to him about Su Nuannuan, but he refused on the grounds that he had no time.

It's just that Gao Qun kept calling him in the afternoon and insisted on talking to him. Finally, he said that if he didn't come to talk to him, he would regret it for the rest of his life.

Duan Chengyu returned to City A in the evening to meet Gao Qun.

The first sentence Gao Qun said when he saw Duan Chengyu was: Do you love Nuannuan?

This seemingly abrupt sentence made Duan Chengyu silent. He just wanted to hear what Gao Qun was going to say.

Duan Chengyu did not deny it. Gao Qun told him frankly that he loved Su Nuannuan very much, but Su Nuannuan did not love him. The person Su Nuannuan loved in his heart had always been him - Duan Chengyu.

"If you really love her, you shouldn't make her so sad! If you don't love her, please tell her clearly not to let her make such a stupid move and be laughed at by others. This is also the minimum respect for her!"

Gao Qun's absolutely sincere words have been circling in Duan Chengyu's ears.

"Although I love her, as long as she is happy, I am happy. You don't have to have her to love someone.

"I know the warm personality very well. If she loves you in her heart, she can't accept me, regardless of whether you will be with her in the future. I really want her to be happy!"

Gao Qun's lonely eyes seemed to appear in front of Duan Chengyu again.

In fact, Duan Chengyu's mind has not stopped thinking since he returned home from the conversation with Gao Qun yesterday.

He was also constantly thinking about how much pain Su Nuannuan had brought to him, and how many losses he had given Su Nuannuan.

To this day, he has no resentment against Su Nuannuan, but there is always an indescribable feeling that he has to completely accept Su Nuannuan again.

Gao Qun told him that he and Su Nuannuan were innocent and nothing had happened. In this way, Duan Chengyu felt a sense of relaxation in his heart. Is this also his heart knot?

It's just that since Nuannuan left, haven't there been all kinds of women around you?

Because Su Nuannuan came back, he couldn't help but keep a certain distance from all the women around him, and all the intimate relationship was just a look for Su Nuannuan.

Everyone will think that a person as high as Duan Chengyu will have a strong psychology. In fact, many times, he is just an ordinary man.

Hate, resentment, strangeness, sourness, pain... What kind of emotion will he have?

However, how many similarities are there between Su Nuannuan in front of us and Su Nuannuan five years ago?

He loves the innocent, kind, simple and stubborn Su Nuannuan. Su Nuannuan in front of him may still be kind, but can he still find innocence and simplicity in his body? The girl who is as stubborn as him has long ceased to exist.

That seduction and schema are telling him that the innocence and simplicity in her body are no longer.

It is true that when you see her sad, you will still be nervous. In the face of her temptation, you will also have impulses, but are these nervousness and impulses for her or the former Su Nuannuan?

Many times, even Duan Chengyu can't figure out his thoughts, just like he once couldn't see Su Nuannuan's thoughts.

It turned out that he had always thought that he was unwilling to accept Su Nuannuan psychologically because he thought that she was ambiguous with others. Now he knew that it was not because of this at all, but because he had been wandering in front of his love for Su Nuannuan or not, so that he was also repeatedly entangled between acceptance and acceptance.

He could seize the opportunity and take decisive action in the return dispute in the mall, but in the face of this small feeling, he was a little confused.

Emotions are really a complicated thing.

"Chengyu, in fact, the relationship between you and Nuannuan is a very simple thing!" This is what Song Ping said to Duan Chengyu on the phone not long ago, "She loves you, and you obviously love her. Why do you make so many unnecessary twists and turns? With the random transfer of time, people will always have more and more experience, and some changes are inevitable. These are not the most important. The key is whether she is still Su Nuannuan and you are still Duan Chengyu, which is enough. A person's patience is limited. Nuannuan has done so much for you, which is really difficult for her. If you still can't figure it out, she will be sad and won't come back again. You are very clear about her nature. Isn't it enough to put down her figure to do this with her proud nature? What else can she do? Anyway, I have done what should be persuaded, what should be said, what should be helped, and the rest is your own business.

At the end, Song Ping said earnestly, "Chengyu, I have always treated you as a brother. I really hope to see you happy. Don't hesitate so much. If you talk about business and get entangled like this, won't business fly early? During this period, Nuannuan has also been punished, and it's almost enough.

Such indecisiveness is not his character at all, just like grievances and seeking completeness is not Su Nuannuan's character. Duan Chengyu's eyes reappears with all kinds of expressions of Su Nuannuan, both happy and sad.

Warm, girl, a voice sounded from the bottom of Duan Chengyu's heart.

Even he was stunned. He heard the voice that he called her many years ago, so affectionate, so happy, spoiled and attached.

She came back to herself. No matter how she changed, she was always her - Su Nuannuan, the beloved she had been buried in the bottom of her heart.

Warm...

(I have been constantly revising and modifying in recent chapters, alas!!!)