Chapter 42, where is my happiness?

Section 41, where is my happiness?

Thinking of this, Fu Jiezi was no longer sleepy. When he went to see Su Qiaoer, he found that the difficult elders were also there. Seeing that Alexis was missing, he guessed that he had come here. Because he was afraid that the little apprentice would do something wrong, he rushed over. There were also two elders, Lingquan and Tianhuo, and the Northern Saint. Other elders hated Fu Jiezi so much that they would not come without business.

Fu Jiezi saw it one by one, and Alexis was still here with Su Qiaoer. The difficult elder and Fu Jiezi and other Han people had the deepest feelings. Quan Ling of Tianhuo said for a moment and then he came over. On the one hand, he was worried about Su Qiaoer. He lived in the Su family for more than ten years, and on the other hand, it was because of the Han Dynasty biography he had talked about with Fu Jiezi. Teaching.

Fu Jiezi said, "What I said counts at any time. After returning to the Han Dynasty, a temple was built, and Gunia was responsible for preaching. If the elder had leisure, he could also come to Chang'an. It happened that Gunia was alone, and the elder's arrival was half of his mother's family.

The elder nodded with a smile and said, "So I must come."

Fu Jiezi said, "Qiaoer also met the elders. If the elders come, she will definitely be very happy."

The elder Wunan sighed and said, "It's a pity that this girl can't wake up, or she can say a few words before leaving. How about asking General Fu to write a letter for me later?

Fu Jiezi agreed with a smile, when Alexis suddenly stood up and said, "General Fu, will you always love Miss Su?" Fu Jiezi was really embarrassed to be asked by a hairy child in front of so many people, and Gunia was next to her, so she said vaguely, "Of course, she is my wife."

Arisis said, "But you already have a wife."

Fu Jiezi was stunned. He really couldn't answer this question. He felt that he touched his nose and said, "This...he, it's really cool tonight."

Gonia was talking to the northern saint. The northern saint looked very frustrated. She looked at Fu Jiezi from time to time, but she was disappointed again and again, and this person did not pay attention to her at all.

Since you didn't mean to, why did you do that to me? The North Saint saw that he was still wearing the clothes she sewed. Although her heart was Gunia's, she had to sew it up by herself.

Maybe he will remember me at some point.

The northern saint once again reminded herself of the northern saint of fire religion and now the northern priest.

Hearing Alexis's question, Gunia couldn't help laughing and said, "Why didn't you tell him that it has nothing to do with a few likes?"

Fu Jiezi still felt that it was related from the bottom of his heart. In the past, when Yin Yin was here, not to mention marry a few, but he dared to look at a few more maids at the family, and the girl was fling, and he did not think about marry a few people.

But now the situation is special. He married three people at once, and he can't tell how much he loves each of them. In the face of this innocent teenager, Fu Jiezi didn't want to lie to him or frighten him. He couldn't answer for a while.

Arisis said, "General Fu, who do you love more than Star Saint or Miss Su in the future?"

Fu Jiezi frowned, is this little boy here to find fault? How can you ask that? Isn't it obvious that Gunia wants to clean herself up for a while and said, "Why did you think of such a strange question?"

Arsis said, "Because Miss Su is not as beautiful as the star saint and young." Gunia was quite proud to listen to it, and she was a little more generous about Su Qiaoer's affairs.

Fu Jiezi smiled bitterly and said, "Ali, liking a person is not just looking at his face. You don't understand." Alexis said, "Star saint, you won't bully Miss Su, will you?"

Gonia's face was quite embarrassed. The saint's marriage was always a embarrassment for her. Now that Alexis, the child, really can't answer when asked.

"No, I won't." Gonia answered very dullly.

Alysis said, got up and went out, and then looked back at Su Qiaoer. Then he went out without saying anything and didn't talk to anyone anymore. Fu Jiezi looked at the child like this and couldn't calm down for a long time. It seemed that he had done something wrong.

After a while, Fu Jiezi wrote for the Elder. The Elder said, "General Fu, you'd better not go all the way with us. You'll go on your own tomorrow. Our master has never been surprised. If you can't see him, you'd better try not to see him, or you'd better leave without saying a word."

Gonia said, "But I still want to see the master, elder, I..."

The difficult elder said, "Don't say any more. After you go, you still remember to carry forward the fire religion. What General Fu promised will certainly not go back on his promise. If you have anything to say to the master, just listen to me, and I'll pass it on for you.

Gonia agreed. After the three elders left, Fu Jiezi and Gunia went back to rest. At this time, Su Qiaoer was safe here, but she didn't know when she would wake up. Fu Jiezi and Gunia decided to guard in this room. Pan Youyun still hasn't come out yet. Fu Jiezi really couldn't find him and asked Master Moke, Mo Ke told him not to take care of it. He will be on his way tomorrow morning.

Back to Su Qiaoer's room, there was originally a bed for rest, which was specially designed to guard her. Fu Jiezi said, "Gonia, I'll rest here today. You think we..."

Gonia hurriedly said, "No, it's inconvenient today."

Fu Jiezi hummed, "Don't lie to me. I've calculated it. You can't lie to me only a few days after the last time. Don't worry, Qiao'er won't wake up.

Gonia resolutely refused. Fu Jiezi sighed and said, "It's a pity that your sister Pan is not here. If she is here, she will definitely be willing."

"You!" Gunia was a little sore that she snorted and didn't say anything. Fu Jiezi smiled and said, "Come and sleep. Let's just don't do it."

"What you said and what you didn't do?" Gonia is a little suspicious.

Fu Jiezi nodded firmly, pulled open the quilt and got in. Gunia looked at Su Qiaoer and thought about it for a long time. Suddenly, she gritted her teeth and plunged in, believing that her husband would keep his word.

- But there was soon a very low moan inside.

"It's a shame for Qiaoer to hear what you said."

Gonia's clothes were still on, but they had been pulled messy by Fu Jiezi, and the nightdress was also lifted up. The quilt was not covered tightly, and a trace of coolness was poured in.

"I didn't do it. Hold me and sleep for a while."

Fu Jiezi circled his arm around Gonia's lower abdomen and rolled on Ganya's jade peak with his head covered. Because if he did it, there was too much movement, and Ganya would definitely oppose it.

After a while, Gunia couldn't stand the teasing, and a pair of small hands slipped into Fu Jiezi's trousers, making Fu Jiezi's head heavy and feet light.

Fu Jiezi also slid his hand to the bottom of the skirt and began to kiss Gonia's little mouth.

- You bad thing with your hands!

Gonia suddenly gasped, her whole body was like a fairy, and her legs couldn't help teasing and clamping tightly.

Fu Jiezi heard an evil smile and didn't say anything.

-Be gentle, ouch, it hurts...

-Oh, it's not a hand! What do you use?

Gonia held it because it was a little painful, but suddenly found that it was not a hand at all. Fu Jiezi took something in her hand, and the other hand was fighting a guerrilla war on her jade peak.

-What is this?

Gonia was a little panicked and died with her legs between her legs and refused to let Fu Jiezi in again.

Fu Jiezi whispered in her ear, "Isn't it comfortable?"

- Uh-huh. What is it?

Gonia was too comfortable just now, but she didn't find anything abnormal.

Fu Jiezi said, "Last time at Huguo Temple..."

-Ouch, it's this pickle!

Without saying a word, Gonia took it and threw it aside. Fu Jiezi smiled, turned over and pressed it tightly.

Buddha Hall.

Pan Youyun has been reading the scriptures here. This is the last time she has read the scriptures. Although there is no need, she finds that her heart is confused. Only by reading the scriptures here will she feel more peaceful.

"Now, they should be asleep, right?"

Pan Youyun didn't dare to see Fu Jiezi and Gunia today. He didn't mean to avoid them when he came to the Buddhist hall.

"What should I do? Are you really leaving here?"

Pan Youyun found that she didn't want to share the love of fish and water with Fu Jiezi Gonia at all. She just hoped that she could be calm in her heart, forget all kinds of things, and forget her troubles and sorrows. The days of eating fasting and chanting scriptures were the most suitable for her. She doesn't want to leave so much.

As early as a few days ago, she had realized the sex. Although there would be lonely times, it was no longer so uncomfortable. Only the complex in her heart was thought that it had been put down, and she found that she could not forget it at all.

This time I went back to pass Yangguan or Yumen Pass, which is Dunhuang.

Pan Youyun's heart was horizontal and he felt that he had nothing wrong with his marriage.

She knows that not all people in the world must love deeply to be together. More people, like herself, are married to a person who does not love them very much and does not love them very much, but they have also lived a lifetime. They are not happy, at least safe.

"Have you really thought about it?"

A voice came from the outside, which was Master Moco.

"Yes, master."

Pan Youyun turned around and said, "Master, Youyun has married today. Will he be regarded as a disciple of Buddhism in the future?"

Master Moke came over and sat on the futon, closed his eyes and said, "In your mind, it's not counted, it's not."

Pan Youyun was slightly stunned and said, "Youyun has always been a disciple of the master and a disciple of Buddhism."

Master Moke said, "If you say so, you still stick to the appearance. In your heart, yes, in your heart, no, no. Where is the Buddha? Buddha is in your mind."

Pan Youyun frowned and said, "My disciple is stupid."

Master Moke said, "What's wrong with you practicing Buddhism?"

Pan Youyun said bitterly, "Just because of the past, I don't want to live that kind of life again."

Master Moke said, "In this way, you practice Buddhism to escape from life, which is not only escape, but also utilitarian. Why do you want to practice Buddhism? Cultivate Buddha is to cultivate the mind, not to practice the afterlife, not to practice this life, and not to practice the past. Whether you can face the past or not, it's all in your heart. Buddha can't help you, and the master can't help you.

Pan Youyun said, "Master, is what the disciple did right or wrong?"

Master Moke said, "Is it important whether it is right or wrong? Whether it's right or wrong, it's a Falun in your practice. What's the intention for you to choose to remarry?

Pan Youyun couldn't answer and said, "I feel that I can't face it, so..."

Master Moke said, "So, you don't love him?"

Pan Youyun said, "Love. But it's not deep."

Master Moke said, "Love or not love is not important. Just, can you really get through yourself by doing this?

Pan Youyun was silent, and Master Moke said, "Don't think about this. Buddha is not an omnipotent god. You have to solve all these knots slowly. Have a good rest today, and we will go early tomorrow morning.

Pan Youyun nodded and said, "Master Lao's guidance."

Pan Youyun quietly returned to the waterside, and there was a small gasp next door. She couldn't help laughing softly.

"What two happy people, hey, where is my happiness?"

Although love and sex are in front of her, and she is already one of this man, Pan Youyun feels that happiness is far away from him.

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