Chapter 90 Guess
This reaction is really fierce enough!
He Lan is so busy, "Am I wrong? That day, I read the book and said goodbye to the general. I was really reluctant to give up. Even the two people who love each other are just like this!"
Bu Nuan never realized that her feelings would be so exposed. How can a Lan Sheng see through it? How can even He Lanminzhi know it? She felt that the big thing was not good. Luoyang alone had to make a big deal. When she met such a natural handle, wouldn't he become a fool if he didn't grasp it!
Sure enough, he smiled maliciously, "Don't look at me like that. I, He Lan, am also a temperamental person, and I will never laugh at you."
Bu Nuan decided to ignore it. There was a kind of temper called crazy, and the more he talked to him, the more amazing it was. After turning back to the case, she scraped the jade paper on the white fold a few times. While holding the pen and dipping it in ink, she said, "I'm very busy and don't have time to deal with the strange arguments of He Lan's history. If the supervisor is idle, please go somewhere else. I won't send it to you!"
He Lan took her fan from the case, turned to the corner of the wall, pushed open the threshold window and looked up at the faint curved moon in the sky, and did not make a sound for a long time.
I couldn't hear his noise and felt strange. She turned her head to look at him - half of his face was bathed in the moonlight, without evil charm, his lips were tightly squeezed, and his face was light, but there was a kind of desolate melancholy. He is really a beautiful person. He is so rich that he can't be seen. Who can put him together with the shining Duke of Zhou on the big scene? Or it is unrestrained and only flows on the surface, and it may be lonely in the bones. She admitted that she was not deeply involved in the world and was easily confused by the phenomenon seen by her eyes. But she was almost sure that He Lan was not as unbearable as the outside world commented. For nothing else, just for his sad side face.
"What will you do when you get lost?" He looked back at her with a thick haze in his eyes. After asking, he didn't wait for her to answer, and then continued, "I got lost when I was very young and lived in a poor family for two nights until the imperial army found me. My mother told me that if I get lost, don't leave. Someone will always pick me up. I always thought this was right, and I waited when I couldn't find the direction. But what should I do if the person who came to me is also lost?
An inexplicable paragraph has nothing to do with the topic we talked about earlier. She could clearly sneer, but somehow, she could vaguely feel his distress. The bad man should not have a confused expression. His frivolity is armed against himself. To be precise, she is not familiar with him, but it is strange that she can see through him. Probably as he said, they are the same kind of people!
"Loveing people who shouldn't and can't love is the greatest sadness in the world." He hooked the corners of his mouth and said, "It doesn't matter that others can't understand what I said, right?"
Bu Nuan was stunned and thought, "Why should I understand? It doesn't seem reasonable for your unfounded inferences to be added to me!"
He turned his face again and said softly, "Is it unnecessary for you to know? But to be honest, the person you love also loves you, which is luckier than others. Many people only give unilaterally, always, always give... Do you know this kind of pain? Emotions are never equal. Sometimes you do everything for him, but you can't even get the least. He doesn't even want to look at you! This kind of suffering and humiliation..."
has a sense of skin about everything he said, and every word seems to come to her heart. It's just that he said, "The people you love also love you", which made her confused. Rong and He love her. The hug after the promulgation of the edict is probably a reluctance for her! She heard from the wet nurse that she loved to cry when she was a child, and her uncle rarely came to Luoyang. As soon as she arrived, she didn't want to take her off her back. As if destined, she has a natural yearning for him. He has a good temper. The 17-year-old boy is already the governor of the capital, but he does not put on airs and is willing to carry her behind his back to circle in the yard. Because of this, he should not only have feelings for her nephew, but also father-daughter feelings.
But myself... I used to repeat the same dream. The person in the dream, Zhilan Yushu, like a god, can be expected. She knew that she had loved him for a long time. Buried deeply. It was covered with a layer of soil, but after sweeping down, it was still light.
"It's not humiliating to love someone. Love is the purest thing in the world. As long as you find that person, he will be the closest support for the rest of your life.
He Lan's voice can spawn all her sad feelings. She fell down on the desk, with her face resting on her sleeve. Slowly, tears oozed out, and in an moment it fell into the green brocade with twisted branches and quickly dried up.
He still stood in front of the window, looking at the window drawer. Originally, she wanted to do a drama and tell her the truth. I don't want to make a mistake, and I also admit it. He distrusts everyone, like a actor on the stage, with thick makeup and powder, and is good at dancing with long sleeves, playing another person. After getting off the stage, he naturally relaxed his vigilance in the face of his peers. He looked at her pitifully, and she was touched to the most painful part, and her slender back was frustrated. He gave up the idea of teasing her with this unfortunate encounter and sprinkled salt on the wound of a poor child. He was not so bad.
The moon is indifferent and hanging there. Half of it was covered by the top of the hall, leaving only a thin half ray. He crossed the heavy palace wall and looked in the direction of the East Palace - knowing that it was futile, but he couldn't help it. It seems that he has developed a habit and is looking forward to it. I hope he will also enjoy the moon in Chang'an in front of the moonhole window!
Hurt, for herself and for her.
She raised her head and cried, and her eyes became bright. She said, "I lost my honor. What the prison history said is really touching!"
She is still covering up because of suspicion. He smiled and said, "I've heard a lot and experienced a lot. I'm a person with ups and downs, and I have everything outside. He said that I was arrogant, that I was a thug, that I was schemeful, and even that I was indulgent, and described me as a heinous scum as much as possible. In this case, why don't I live a free life? Rolling in the world, I can see through a lot of things, as well as ** naked human nature. You are not sophisticated enough, like the Jing River, and the water waves are still clear to the bottom.
She wanted to refute, opened her mouth, and closed it after all. His tone is so sad that a person who is willing to reveal his heart in front of you will never go bad. Leaving aside the previous two unpleasant meetings, this was the third time, but it was surprising to approach him and see his unknown side.
"What are you doing to tell me this?" She sighed, "I thought you didn't have true feelings. It seems that I was wrong. Is there a time when you can't ask for such a gorgeous life as a supervisor?
He laughed at himself, "Gorgeous life? If possible, I would rather not be born in Helan's house! Do you know how I got the title of Duke Zhou? I changed my last name! In fact, I haven't been called He Lanminzhi for a long time. For this damn title, I have to use my mother's surname Wu. I should be called Wu Minzhi... What a terrible name! My half-hearted emperor is a humble grass mustard in the noble eyes of the Li family. I can't integrate into Li Tang's circle. Even Wu is borrowed. Up to now, I don't know who I am."
Bu Nuan has always felt that he is an invincible person. It turns out that he also has low self-esteem and has the confusion that ordinary people have. Like pouring beans, he poured out all his distress, and it didn't look like a fraud. She was also quite touched, but asked curiously, "Who is the person in the heart of the supervisor? Is it in the palace? Is it the Li family?
The expression on his face was unnatural for a moment, but he immediately adjusted it and his words began to flash. "It's not convenient to tell you now. You will naturally know in the future." After thinking about it, he said, "Are you in love with the general?"
Bu Nuan blushed, and he suddenly turned around and caught her off guard. She sobbed, "How can my uncle and I... fall in love with each other? It's hard to say."
"You still can't believe me?" He smiled meaninglessly, "We are humble people who don't pay attention to each other at all. It's okay for your nephews to love each other. It's normal for me."
She lowered her head and the corners of her mouth sank, "How dare I expect... You Xianbei people are barbarians, and we Han people don't like this."
He hummed in consternation, "I'll talk to you well. How dare you mock me as a barbarian?"
She gave him a blank look, "It was!"
He is a person who is open to external affairs and doesn't think his reputation is important. Which horns his ancestors hit, let alone in his eyes. Barbarians are barbarians! He nodded his fate, "Well, it's up to you." Yan Bi was happy again, "I used to look down on Shen Rongyu. I often said that he was putting on airs all day long and was not too tired. Now it seems that the general also has abnormal times. The more so, the more flesh and blood, the more like a person with seven emotions and six desires!"
Bu Nuan became impatient. It didn't matter how he made fun of her. It was impossible to damage her uncle's reputation! She stood up, clenched her fist and said, "Don't talk about it. How can I admit how my uncle and I are doing? You slander the imperial officials, and carefully I will go to Dali Temple to sue you!"
He shook his fan and said, "Do you admit that it's all a fait accompli? My eyes are bright and you want to hide it from me? You're a little early!"
She is a little desperate, and she is really at the end of the mountain. Luoyang's handle is not finished, and it will be even worse now. Wouldn't it be more difficult in the future? She was ashamed and resentful. "Don't put my uncle involved. This is my wishful thinking. He doesn't know it." She avoided his sight in embarrassment, "Do you have to force people to do this? All the secrets are revealed to the world, what a terrible thing! You let me secretly like it, even if you can see it, don't ask, okay? Can you let me keep some inside? I'm ashamed enough. I'm ashamed of my ancestors. If you go out, there will be a lot of wells in the palace. If I jump down, you will stop.
Her complaint was like cuckoo's blood, which almost made him think that he was a villain who likes to expose people's scars. He stood there stunned and said for a long time, "Don't! What's the shame of the two love each other? As long as you are willing, let the eight generations of ancestors go to hell!"
She turned her back and rolled up her sleeves to wipe her face. Under the corner head, the exquisite hairline and elegant back neck are exposed, and the thin and tender body shows the lonely and uneasy beauty under the flower official robe.
"Where is the relationship between the two? Didn't I say that it's about me alone? He doesn't know anything. In his eyes, I'm just a niece, a poor child in need of protection.
"That's all?" He Lan raised her voice and shook her head frequently, "It will never be so simple, or you don't know that you love each other. With my countless qualifications, I can't be blinded. Shen Rong and I love you. If you don't believe it, let's try it?"