Chapter 95 If Drunken
His armor was slightly cool, and she sighed with satisfaction. Everything was worth it! He is willing to hug her, such a warm hug! Turn her into a rivet on his armor and inlay it into his life.
He is so tall that she put her arms around his neck and her feet are empty. He pushed her against the palace wall, with his face against her ears - exquisite and almost transparent ears. He knew that he was extremely frustrated, which could be interpreted as negligence at one time, and again, it was complete indulgence.
But he wants to hug her, knowing that he can't, but he can't control it. She has a fatal attraction to him. With just one slight move, all his persistence and sober cognition will collapse. He was frightened and helpless. She was the disaster in his life, tenaciously rooted in his heart, melted in, traceless and everywhere.
"I've always been for you." He said that it was tighter, as if she had let go and ran away.
She answered glutinously, "I know."
He stopped talking and sighed deeply - how did she know! She will never know that her uncle loves her!
She raised her face and rubbed his cheek, so close, but longing for closerness. Can you kiss him secretly? She thought shyly, looked at him nervously, then slowly turned her face and carefully touched him with her lips. With a slight stroke, it was not enough for her to know that her lips had their own will. It is the desire to find a partner and a wholehearted fit.
He noticed her little move, and he heard his heart beating like a drum, bang, bang... directly hit his brain and shook his soul. The soft and delicate lips moved over little by little, and he was dizzy and almost lost his strength.
If you kiss, then what? What should I do? This step can't be crossed, and it will be irreparable. He admitted that this scene has been outlined in his mind thousands of times, but anyone who loves someone will be like this! But it is also limited to fantasy, and it should not happen in reason. If you don't work hard, it's a semi-rigid life. He is just afraid of affecting her and disrupting her life. I'm afraid that she will regret it in retrospect and blame him.
He finally felt a little relieved that he loved power or not, at least she liked him. Maybe it's more than Lan Sheng and He Lan. He thought his feelings were not in vain. But no matter how hard it is to help, it can't be an excuse to cross the bottom line. Creating hope and then strangling is much more cruel than hopelessness at the beginning.
He turned his face slightly, the moment she was about to touch the corners of his lips. Yes, he is cowardly and dares not accept it. Because of deep love, we should treat it more carefully.
She seemed disappointed and put her face back on his shoulder. He felt a little tearless and pressed her to his chest, just like pressing a square seal on a document, a strong piece of vermilion.
He raised his hand and stroked her head through the folded towel. "Okay, I can't see it."
She was annoyed and still stubbornly hung on him. "Are we reconciled? I want you to take care of it. Don't say it again.
He can't laugh or cry, this girl who turned the cart before the horse! He leaned back a little and looked at her and said, "You didn't ask why. Why did I say that?"
She pouted and said, "It's you who are unreasonable."
He was stunned, "Is it unreasonable?"
"That's right!" She said, "You only believe what your eyes see!"
He frowned, "Isn't it true?"
Is it said that the general is wise and wise? It's a little silly on this. She brushed his eyebrows and said, "If you always frown, you will get old quickly!" In fact, I'm very sad. You have never believed me. No matter how much I explain, it's in vain.
He regretted infinitely, "Why do you always make me doubt? If you make the same mistake again and again and get entangled with such a person, no one will be suspicious.
She lowered her head and wouldn't let others find out that she originally performed alone for him! She said in a bad way, "So you haven't even looked at me for more than half a month in the palace. Aren't you worried about me?"
How can you not worry! I'm worried that she can't eat well and sleep well, and I'm even more worried that He Lan has bad intentions towards her. He said helplessly, "The imperial city is stationed by the 16 guards of the southern government. At present, the court is strictly investigating the formation of courtiers. I can only go to Lantai until there is a handover of government affairs and military departments. Recently, everyone in the government and the opposition has been in danger, and the northern government has nothing to do, so they can't even find a reason. I'm also anxious. As soon as you entered the palace, I went into the Fengge to find the Chinese calligraphy order. I will be patient for a while, and I will transfer you to the forbidden garden when I have the opportunity.
She squeezed her mouth and smiled. He still had her in his heart, but his nature was too restrained and his kindness to her did not show on his face.
She put away her arms again and put the silver armor on his shoulder and said, "Zhongshu Province is very important. What can I do if I go in? It's better to copy books in Lantai. He Lan is not bad. It's really unreasonable to discredit him like that. Don't think I'm speaking for him. I'm not fair anymore. He is an ordinary person like us, and he also has his difficulties. He has a deep love, but the road of love is bumpy..."
Rong Yu still can't accept it, "But he treats you like that!"
"So what!" She whispered, "Fifty steps and laugh a hundred steps!"
He was a little embarrassed to hear that the relationship between the two was so ambiguous. Although they stopped at the last minute, they all knew that they could never return to the original state.
"There is no up or down! Did you just say that, uncle?" He still disdains to be with He Lan. She is too simple to have no bad people in her eyes. How can He Lan compare his heart for her?
However, such a conversation atmosphere is really strange. No matter how open the atmosphere is, there is no reason for nephews to hug each other. But now they are, and it seems that no one is willing to let go. Like two trees living together, the vines are intertwined and the flowers and leaves are clumped.
He had to let go of his arms and put her on the ground. "There are cities on three sides of the Forbidden Garden, and there are heavy guards of the Forbidden Army. The north government is located in Chongxuanmen in the north. I don't go to the camp these days. If there is something important, you can ask someone to come to the north government to find me.
She answered, and Fang remembered and asked, "How is Lan Sheng recently?"
He shook his head, "He was too mean. He sent someone to ambush He Lan that day, but nothing happened, which made him very coquettish. In the past two days, I went to Dongdu to supervise the city defense to avoid the limelight.
Bu Nuan felt guilty, "I expected that Lan Sheng did that. It was difficult for him to fight for me, but he didn't remember the consequences. Fortunately, it didn't make a big deal, otherwise something went wrong. How can I repay him in the future!"
He was silent, and the love debt in the world was the most difficult to repay. Especially when it is forced to accept it, it is even more embarrassing.
He remembered the Miss Song family. The last time he passed by the door of a satin village, he happened to see her. He held two skinny arms to let the tailor measure the size, and the knot was pulled to his waist, highlighting the hip bones on both sides, which became more and more frighteningly thin.
At that time, he also felt guilty. She was just a naive girl who loved him. She didn't know how to calculate and didn't have much brain. He was only clean for himself, and his words were too fierce, forcing people to be like that. Now it is Lansheng who pours everything he has for cloth warmth. I went to the extreme, and I don't know what the end would be.
He looked at her. Fortunately, she was still the same as before, and there was no lack of meat on her cheeks. Maybe He Lan really treated her well.
She raised her eyes and smiled shyly after her eyes. His heart was full of vitality. At this moment, a truce was reached, and both of them were very satisfied.
He held the tiger's headband on his waist and looked soft. "Go back to work. It's not easy to work after a long delay." After a few steps, she didn't catch up. She stopped and looked back and reached out to wait for her to hold her.
She walked over and shook his broad palm and raised her face and said, "I'll go to see you when I'm free. The official is embarrassed by the official. Anyway, I'm a petty official, and I'm not afraid that others will say that I'm a party."
He hummed, approached the waist door, and hesitated, "You and He Lan..."
"I am friends with him and will never become what you think." She smiled and said, "In my opinion, he is like a jade stove, sometimes slippery, and sometimes wooden. It's unreliable, but it's still very good.
His face changed color, "Be careful. There is no absolutely safe and harmless man in the world. No matter what, keep a distance from him. If something happens, it will be too late."
She responded, thought for a moment, and simply pretended to be stupid and tried to ask him, "My uncle is so anxious that I don't understand. Is your uncle jealous?
He was stunned and said awkwardly, "The more you talk nonsense! Can this word be mixed?
Men have good face, obviously, but they don't admit it! Bu Nuan felt that it was good not to break the words, so he maintained the status quo, moderated to each other, and had some light warmth. This is already the most ideal way to get along, at least for her at present.
She smiled and said, "It's okay, otherwise it's really become a sweet and sour uncle."
He can't care about her. Anyway, she's right. Sweet and sour is sweet and sour! Uncle sweet and sour is still full of flavor!
He looked up at the sky and finally had to separate. The next meeting was not overnight. He gave birth to a little sadness and looked at her deeply, as if he wanted to carve her into his eyes and carry it with him.
He reached out to pull the door, but she hugged the hand and said, "I don't want to be separated from you."
He laughed at her and scratched her nose, "Are you still a child? I don't like this."
"Exuncle, go and ask if Beiguan wants a female official." She said with a good face, "I don't want to go to Lantai or Fengge. I just want to work in the north government office."
"Beiguan is the place to dance with knives and swords. A bunch of people are rough. What do you want a female official to do? A new thing I haven't heard of in 800 years!"
"Someone must do scattered work! It's good for me to do chores."
"There are servants who are maidservants. If you want to be an internal officer, you will not be able to get ahead in the future." He was showing his head for her, "Be obedient and go back to Lantai for the time being. When the limelight is over, it will be easy to enter the Forbidden Garden, and it will not be difficult to see you again at that time.
She clung to it and shook him, "How long will it take?"
He has a kind temper and is not annoyed by her swinging back and forth. She likes it to the extreme. She is both reasonable, pretentious and petty, and she can't put it down. He has been in the army for more than ten years and has already become iron and cold. Although Zhixian is a wife who has never passed the door, it is always separated from him, and there are ordinary near and far emotions in the family. Bu Nuan is special. From the moment she first came to Chang'an, perhaps at first glance, she made him feel the faint pain that was difficult to give up. Until now, it has not recovered, but the whole body has become more and more intense.
He put his hand on her shoulder and pressed it solemnly, "It won't take long, I promise."
"I can trust the general." She nodded, turned to open the door, turned around and smiled, "As I told you, if you want to separate, let me go first. Uncle, remember that I don't like to see your back. She stood in the shade and waved her hand, "Above again, uncle."
He nodded and was inevitably sad. Seeing her drifting away, he felt a different astringent taste.